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Depends on the mood and what I want.  My presence is to always be hard when I bottom.  I view gay sex as a competitive sport over an act of submission and domination.  So if I want to jerk my dick, I will. 
 

One time a guy decided to *reprimand* me as a started to wank my dick.  He thought his comment would be hot - I took it as a command and that didn’t mesh well with my natural defiance.  So, I proceeded to tell him that if he fucked like a real man and would do his job properly, I wouldn’t need to get myself off. He pulled out and started to cry.  

You need to look into PrEP immediately.  Let’s face it: you are likely going to end up with a cumload up the ass very soon.  Being on PrEP will reduce the fear and make for a better experience overall.  
 

There are services where you can get PrEP online via telemedicine.  You could probably get an appointment today.  They will order the labs and provide you info on co-pay assistance.  Your office visit may not be covered with insurance, but telemedicine is generally affordable and your insurance should cover the medicine.  

I used to have this problem.  A bad case of diarrhea and I’d be SOL.  Most likely, it meant a hemorrhoid.  Half the time I’d develop a thrombosis which would take 2 months to go away.  Twice, the hemorrhoids tore with the huge blood clot going everywhere.  I hear you brother...this fucking sucks. 

For me, I had a series of banding that totally worked.  Removing potential internal hemorrhoids reduces the chances and severity of external hemorrhoids. Also, there has been huge improvements in banding with the CRH O’Regan system.  When I first consented banding in 2013, I was told it would require 3 complex procedures.  In 2018, I went to a different doc trained in the newer system.  No anesthesia, no pre-op prep, totally non-surgical, super fast (literally 3 in-office visit that took less than 5 minimum appointments - my first appointment, which I though was just an intake to discuss options, resulted in my first banding), and an easy recovery time.  

I’m going on over 2 years without a hemorrhoid, and I used to get a couple every year. Try the banding - worst case it wouldn’t help. It had been a life changer for me.  Just make sure the doc is trained in the CRH O’Regan system because, while super simple, it is a new technology. 

Both Truvada and Descovy are designed to be taken daily.  How was your prescription written by prescriber?  Following those directions is the safest and smartest recommendations anyone can provide.  

I have the following responses which typically squash this issue: 

1) My health insurance pays good money so I can fuck raw.
2) Using condoms is an insult to the PrEP gods I worship. 
3) I like eating cumloads out of assholes...condoms are therefor a conflict of interest. 

On 4/17/2020 at 11:05 AM, BestCatcher said:

Totally embarrassing situation...that turned out super hot:

One afternoon at Burning Man I’d taken 4 or 5 loads from different guys while in a sling. I was parched so I threw on a kilt and headed to a popular bar camp for a couple drinks. While having a drink there I started talking to this super hot str8 guy who is just my type: hairy chest & belly and a scruffy 5-day growth on his face. His ice blue eyes and occasional wafts of ripe armpit scent were mesmerizing so when he asked what I’d been up to I didn’t hesitate to say, “Taking a lot of dick, buddy”. Because radical self-expression and immediacy are part of the principles of Burning Man the vibe is very accepting there, I was pretty sure he wouldn’t freak...and he didn’t. He was a little surprised and said, “Wow, man...you like that? I mean, like, taking it?” He actually told me—several times—he thought it was cool if I ”wanted to do that” yet, at the same time, asserting that he ”can’t really relate, because as a str8 man, I’m the penetrator”

 

This led to a pretty candid & detailed description on how much he loves being the penetrator and how hot it is to be inside a woman and etc. It was totally hot listening to him and watching him get aroused. So...I described to him how much I love being penetrated and having a hard cock inside of me. He just kept kinda shaking his head a bit and saying, “Wow!” He was so hot and I was totally hard listening to him and watching him tug on his dick. 

 

When I saw that he was hard in his shorts and caught another whiff of his ripe pits, it was too much for me. My hole gaped and a ton of cum noisily shot out of me and right down my leg. I didn’t say anything but he and I looked down at the same time and the trail of cum on my leg was obvious. He said, “Dude, is that what I think it is? You let guys cum inside you?” When I nodded yes, he gripped his dick and said, “Fuck! Women NEVER let me cum inside them!”

 

I listened to him tell how long it had been since he’d fucked without a condom and how much he just wanted to fuck bare and shoot his load inside. I purposely looked around us to make sure he could see that nobody could hear us. “Well, buddy, I’m going back to my private RV and I’m offering if you’re interested” When he hemmed and hawed yet didn’t outright say no I looked around again, put my drink down and told him, “Nobody has to know. I’ve got my own RV and it’s nearby...and you can shoot your load in me...” as I turned and slowly walked away.

 

He followed me to my RV. I got on all fours on the edge of the bed and he fucked me and blew his load in me. Typical of str8 guys, he had his shorts up and was out the door as soon as he came. But....2 days later he was back looking for me, telling me he’d just had a shower and was wondering if we could “do that again”. I sat him on the sofa, sucked him hard and ate his ass (another first for him) before moving to my bed to give my ass to him again. He stayed about 90 mins and shot his load in me twice. Blissful. Haven’t seen him since.

Playa-Bi...it’s a real thang. 

That being said, I’ve never had sex at the Burn. My husband and I are both in agreement that the dust is just too much.  You are a brave man. 

I use ‘Zero For him’ which I buy from Amazon.  It is essentially the same but about 40% cheaper. I highly recommend these designer fiber supplements as a way help keep the fuckhole ready.  

This is your second story about getting plowed by your man while in isolation.  I can honestly say quarantine has been great for my sex life with my husband.  I almost feel like we are dating again.  Don’t get me wrong, my husband and I are Seriously fucking ready to plow other dudes again, but this has been a great change.  

Dude, sucking dick ‘to know first’ is beyond stupid.  For one, oral Gonorrhea is equally bad to rectal.  Second, the antibiotics work much better on rectal Gonorrhea because so much of the active component is excreted in your crap. Oral Gonorrhea has the lowest treatment success of any of the 3 most frequently infected areas.  Only an ocular infection is harder to treat.  Finally, many guys are completely asymptotic so you can’t rely on your mouth as a medical diagnostic tool.  

Fucking raw has serious associated risks.  That’s all part of the game.  If a guy sticks his raw dick in you, he’s risking an infection.  AND if you let a guy fuck you raw, you are risking an infection every single time.  For me, the rewards far outnumber the risks. 
 

It is also possible you don’t know who the top actually was...you are really just making an educated guess.  Penile discharge can be very uncomfortable to to point on not being able to orgasm.  Any of those guys could have given you that infection.  

1 hour ago, RawUK said:

Clean - absolutely

Clean & Sweaty - even better

Clean, Sweaty & Musky - wow love it!

Clean, Sweaty, Musky and leaking cum - WOOF I'm diving in tongue first!

 

 

I couldn’t have put it better!  The natural taste of a man’s ass, when clean yet sweaty and musky, is my favorite taste/smell on earth.  A cummy hole turns the event into a feast. 

Descovy is a superior option for those on any other medications/supplements with potential renal damage.  This includes the vast majority of pre/post workout drinks (for the fitness guys out that). My husband just transitioned to Descovy because he takes creatinine powder.  Descovy is also superior to those with low Vitamin D or a family history of osteoporosis.  Finally, while both medications can impact LDL and total cholesterol in adverse ways, Descovy appears to not lower HDL as seen in Truvada. 
If your insurance/finances will cover Descovy, Descovy is the superior option.  It has a safer long-term side effect profile.  Otherwise, Truvada (and the soon-to-be generic) are an amazing choice. 

First, it is complete BS you are being treated so poorly about your HIV status.  Anyone that ‘doesn’t want AIDS’ needs to either get on PrEP or not have casual sex.  Fucking an U/D guy is safer than using condoms.  The idiots.  I’m sorry you are being discriminated against so much.

Second, you didn’t lie.  It is important you do disclose your status if asked, as this is a legal requirement in many states, but in these cases, you did nothing wrong.  If they didn’t ask, that’s on them.  Moreover, if these married men catch something (even if from you) and give that to their spouses, that’s also on them.  They shouldn’t be sticking their raw dicks in random assholes if that is their primary concern. 
 

Finally, stop being so damn hard on yourself.  As I stated above, you did nothing wrong.  I’d even remove your status info on your Grindr profile.  Unless you are asked your status from a potential partner, don’t publicly disclose your medical history.  ✌️

Just about everyone on this site is gonna tell you to bareback, and I proudly count myself among that number.  Do it! 

Fucking awesome pics man.  Thanks for the share! 

Get on PrEP...it is a game changer.  I originally went on it without telling my husband.  He was upset at first but accepted it as part of the open relationship territory.  He eventually went on it too and life’s so much better.  Moreover, since  you are on this site, I expect you too have a deep desire to up your raw fucking game.   
 

As far as the honesty issues with your husband and boyfriend goes, that’s another issue.  You don’t really seem upset - just concerned with your health.  That says a lot. 
 

I think you need to give yourself some credit; you seem pretty fucking chill.  Jealousy is a normal emotion.  No way I could handle my husband expressing romantic feelings for another man. I love the taste of another guy’s ass on my man’s crummy dick, *feelings* are a definite No-No for me.  
 

Don’t be so hard on yourself, and get your ass on PrEP.  

1 hour ago, HardOneLA said:

I think it's the complete absence of emotion, as you'd have with a partner or lover.  Anonymous sex allows the true pig in us to come out, to realize what each of us is really meant for in our own ways.  

This.  No emotion means fucking is about the feel and not about the feelings.  Pure lust. 

1. My skin.  I have psoriasis and am constantly at war with my flesh.  Even though it isn’t bad at all, I am constantly paranoid.  The systemic meds that work really well kick the shit out of my immune system.  The topical meds that don’t work as well itch, burn, or thin my skin.  The UV light treatments work great but cause premature aging.  Fucking sucks. Most of my tricks have no idea, but I am always paranoid.  
 

2.  A small dick no longer bothers me at all.  Attitude and skills really do matter. One of the best bottoming experiences of my life involved a 3.5” wiener.  At first I only topped him. My dick is twice the length and has more girth; plus he is an amazing bottom.  Always is perfectly clean so I can feast on all my hard work when I’m finished (and sometimes the hard work of others too😈).  But one day he was really in the mood to breed my hole.  I am so fucking glad I let him plow me.  Due to his length,  I had no idea he was packing a fucking prostate massager from heaven.  Perfect angle, perfect pressure, and perfect rhythm right on the perfect spot.  The first time he fucked me I blew my load multiple times hands free.  Like over and over and over again.  Not even my husband can do that - once is about all he can make me do before I have to start jerking myself off to climax additional times.  

Hell yes I do!  I feel it helps set an expectation, and the reaction makes for an easy piggy litmus test.  The best is when such a disclosure results in the top immediately diving face first into my ass.

11 hours ago, SecretCumWhore said:

@drscorpio, thanks....  my worry for the most part is hiv usually hitches a ride with syphillis in those who party in the hookup scene...  I got my two penni shots but it seems my skin is very sensitive now and developed a hives rash just by touching my work t shirt.  Didn’t notice until I got home.  Ready for this all to pass and finally get an RNA test done just to confirm that syph is the only thing this guy gave me.  Then continue my hiatus of abstinence for a bit.  This whole thing wasn’t worth the fuck 👌🏻

I think you should get looked at.  Sometimes diseases that present with dermatological lesions do so in very weird ways.  This is especially true if you have certain auto-immunity diseases.  This could also be a reaction to the meds (especially if you itch).  Good luck mate. 

My husband is a high school teacher.  His most awkward moment  was having a dude he was regularly breeding walk in with his wife for a parent teacher conference.  I guess the dad was kinda panicked, but my man is smooth.  Such a fucking funny story. 

I refuse to use condoms.  My health insurance pays way too much for PrEP to waste their investment in my piggyness. 

Seriously, thanks for the fucking pics.  So damn hot!  

4 hours ago, blackrobe said:

I'm curious. Why do thin hairless men turn you off, regardless of age?

Just preference I guess, just the way I’m wired.  A big furry ass is my weakness. 

My husband is a teacher.  He’s never had any of his former students hit on him and he’d never bang a current or former student.  The thought creeps him out.  However, he is often the frequent high school crush for many of the faggot choir boys (which aren’t his students).   A few have hit him up on Grindr or Scruff after they are done with high school, or will come up to him while out at a gay bar to *confess* their years of attraction throughout high school 😂.  One guy has become a routine cumdump for my husband.  About two weeks ago my man comes home and tells me to open my mouth for a taste. I do as told and immediately recognize the flavors of ass and cum.  Who was the lucky guy: another former choir bitch. 

For me, it is much more about body type and looks over age.  I like my men fuzzy and with muscles regardless of topping or bottoming.  Thin hairless guys of any age typically turn me off.