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When I first came out in Hollywood, few guys had posed naked. With the internet a virtual 'arms-race' of lewd nudity has taken place and I love it. The favorite way of guys showing off their stuff is by posing 'forced perspective', cock front and center, and SHOWING FACE, and often with the tongue out for the extra lascivious touch... especially when they pop up on hook-up apps and let you know in no uncertain terms "Dude I ONLY DO BARE!"
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So there is this guy that when I saw him first over 20 years ago, he was my 'forbidden fruit'. Let me explain: as I learned (just recently from him) the first time I laid eyes on this shaggy-haired, stereotypical California surferboy, DREAMBOY of my wet dreams, he was actually badly underaged. He managed to con his way into the club with his looks, with cunning, that gorgeous sun-kissed smile and from what I gather, his willingness to blow all the key people at the club in charge of security. Yes the owners too, at least that is what he said.
At the time he was boyfriends with another long-haired, superhot blondie about his age. I would see the two of them together and avert my eyes as in "Hail Mary full of grace, don't lead me into temptation!" My one all-time crush, whom I would never be able to have...
Years went by and we would chat briefly in passing, touch each other even, but either one of us being with a jealous BF or ex and lots of static... his ex became one of my best friends but he told me the hot fucker I drooled over was TROUBLE with a capital T and 'dirty' as he put it.
Well, our moment came FINALLY! We hit it off like gangbusters. Fuck all the cock-blocking and acting like a fearful Adam afraid of eating the apple! Besides, that's a fairytale anyway and I'm not buying into it!
Hot boy and I FINALLY got naked, talked it over. Turns out HE TOO had a crush on me. Well damn, had I only known. But here we are: Both of us are now verified and admitted barebackers and love 'nasty sex' as he likes to put it into the search bar when we have sex to internet bareback porn,
Tonight, him and I will be going to a sex-party together, with the blessings of my man. It helps that my man has already fucked him good once already. Dreamboy, now all grown up and hot in a more adult way, is anxious to celebrate our rekindled crush by breeding me publicly at the sex party tonight. He is cuming over in an hour or so. We will put on our slut gear and each pop a blue pill to make sure we STRUT IN WITH BONERS! Get over the initial 'stage fright'! He wants a CROWD to witness as he cums in my ass while some random hottie I GET TO PICK will fuck him from behind! He said: "Trust me, I know how to do it! You guys stand still while I do all the thrusting!"
All the fun I could have had years ago!
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YEAHH, looks like I'm a verified SLUT! The 500-mark? Moved up from what... standard barebacker? I want to thank the academy, the other bareback bros who (may) have witnessed me taking it up the ass RAW in semi-public places, and the 'jury-of-my-peers' for making this proud moment possible! In truth, I have to really work hard to catch up to most of you all who are 'doing-the-dirty-work' in the trenches of the bath-houses! I couldn't even hold a candle to most of you! Fucks and kisses!
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Well it took me less than 90 day since joining (11+30+31= 72) to be exact to earn the much coveted 'barebacker' badge on 'The BreedingZone'. I was told about the site by a silent fan, an ardent promiscuous barebacker who was among the first dozen who 'broke me in' as I 'came out' a second time; this time abandoning 'conventional gay relationships' and 'safe sex' for the total bareback sports-fucking... hope you guys enjoy my stories, feedback, confessions and kinky fantasies!
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So I wonder what constitutes a 'full-fledged' initiation into the bareback brotherhood? Random, isolated raw hook-ups? Hardly! Dozens of dudes? Hundreds? Raw bondings in public witnessed by multiple bystanders? Raw gang-bang participation? Indiscriminate acceptance of any willing breeder and his load? Being the bottom and cum-dumpster in a ritual, anon breeding session? Certainly a true bb-player takes virtually ANY load, right? And keeps it to full absorption!!!? Right?
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So there is a top buck from out of town at the hotel who isn't popping up as 'checked in' at the hotel yet, a BB-Sex-party in the country, and my man being a putz, unwilling to be a sport. I'm yearning for some anon JERK cum up my hole... maybe I need to go to the bars. So WHERE and HOW can I get a BREEDINGZONE T-shirt to make sure I give the seedy crowd enough clues as to what I'm up to?
SO UPDATE: my (much younger) man had a change of heart as the 'ring-leader' of the sex-party texted him too. Suddenly him in primp-mode, what to wear to a sex-party? It's a long drive out into the country, deepest rural Tennessee, right at the border to Mississippi. You would never expect that something like that exists out here. My 'coming out' to the 'promiscuous bareback scene' is still all very recent and just saying THE WORDS is almost like a magic spell that suddenly 'opens doors into a dark seedy world'. As a novice you realize that there are those who 'practice TABOO magic' and those who are just muggles! A child-like excitement that is hard to follow for the more hardcore bros on here I'm sure. Two of my first 'scores' while hunting on bbrt were there at the party: both with big dicks and Prince Alberts. I remember hooking up with them and relishing the banter I had: loudly and openly discussing assorted exploits of theirs, swapping tales of swapping cum with total strangers between here, Atlanta and New Orleans. All conquests the vanilla bar-cruisers would hush-hush about and probably deny. One of them even casually admitting to the 'pitfalls' of the dark-trade, something nobody would do if they were bragging. He said he likes to be bred by 'packs of black guys' and loves getting fisted like a fiend. Realizing I was a novice stunned and startled, he was like a bro who 'guides' the new-comer: "You gotta be careful with these Memphis blacks!" he warned "Half of them are thugs on drugs and may come back any time of day and night and hit you up for money and steal you blind!" But he said he sure 'loves black cock' and laughed loudly as he admitted 'coming up with another disease' he catches and that he frequently over the years walks into the health department like a regular at a service station. Well anyway, he was the embodiment of the 'dangerous players' I used to avoid. After fisting him like Thanksgiving turkey (first and last time I ever did that) he ravaged me with his eight-inch cock and the monstrous PA and verbally relished the fact that I took his POZ load like a champ...
Well at the party were about ten guys: half of them naked. Among them were the two PA monsters who I had fucked before and the younger BF of the 'ring-leader' whose dangling dick-knob I was admiring as he was making drinks. My favorite thing was to eat his ass as he threw himself into a sling and everybody got to watch... my man got so turned on he made me step aside so he could breed him. And here just a couple hours ago he was 'a putz' wanting to 'stay in and eat chili'. It was a back-and-forth, a free-for-all, my man sticking his fat cock in every Tom. Dick and Harry as I like it and him being puzzled as I'm discussing with a heavily tattooed porn-producer letting me be the 'BB-penata' in an 'amateur porn' as only three states in the union allow the 'professional' production of porn. "But everybody likes AMATEUR porn, non-scripted!" 'Close-up shots of being bred, no pulling out, no 'jerking on the ass', loads delivered BALLS-DEEP, no 'proof for dummies' just dripping cum!" HELL YEAH! My man and the bred host BF were later making plans of 'US FOUR' spending a 'seedy weekend' at a gay resort near Nashville soon... dark-rooms and all!
The thing is: when we got home, my man still didn't have enough! He summoned up some closet frat-boy, a hunky very articulate black 'kid' who claims to be 'straight' but is on grindr all the time. My man accommodated him with a blow-job forever until I had to make noise to let him know 'time is up'. Dude didn't want to fuck, but CUDDLE, he didn't mind! Fuck that! I already got that part out of the equation because after half an hour 'a standard hooker goes into over-time' and I started snooping: watching my man make his magic demon-tongue work along the long shaft of the frat-boys cock after I presume he nutted at least twice already.
So after my man had been a genuine slut, with more scores than I have EVER seen him add to his belt in a night, he breed me and gave me a full load. My favorite thrill: TRAMP LOADS!
The night would have been perfect had he not gotten sloppy drunk and fallen asleep with his half-eaten bowl of chili on the couch... but he is learning!
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Yeah so my profile basically gives away that, in comparison, to my more 'advanced bros' I'm basically a 'virgin' with 'promising prospects'. Harmless, anxious to be fully initiated. That will require a 'team-effort' and I suspect me 'being a good sport' and hop in the sling and take one for the team. I'm still in awe watching guys tell their raw exploits on here. I'm a late-comer who only 'poached' the bb-bros from the side-lines. Amazed at how easily the guys would let you breed them balls-deep and have a care in the world. At least not past the customary 'lipservice'! You 'clean' bro? Right'? Topped the easily compliant and made a decent reputation for myself as one 'he who GETS AROUND'. But then those were prudes, jealous about my alleged 'promiscuity' which I would have denied! Honestly, the total score in the early years was at best 100! ! In earnest I only jumped the 'fence' to the reckless bareback rodeos just several years back, after a long hiatus, letting a mere dozen or so bucks stick it to me raw and remembering virtually every one of them... then my new man ( a popular twink) 'introduced' me to the poz-world. No tear was shed but sex became 'habitual and boring home-body-style. Until I caught my man lewdly fishing for tops on grindr and scruff. And finally that fence of fear came down. There is a whole, wild, seedy and thrill-seeking underground of players; ready to engage at the drop of a hat. Gone are the formalities, the jealousies and the BS. Now I'm craving anon, promiscuous players who want to top and speak few words if any. A total JERK, an arrogant, conceited fuck would be nice; a fucking liar who cheats on his BF for all I care.
The first sex-party was a bit of a let-down. Me too anxious to get back home after 'scanning the buffet' instead of being slung into the sling as the host of the 40-some attendees was getting me to get center-stage. I bailed early, with a brief relapse of guilt. And more than half the dudes were nothing I would consider... until I embraced the 'no loads refused' policy! I practiced with a loathsome 'man-bear-pig' I rustled up on bbrt and put on a good show and gave him verbal cues that had him shoot his copious load right up my ass. Dick wasn't that big but it was a 'new frontier'... close enough for anon sex.
Today is a rerun: same sex party underground. My man is out with the girls, watching fucking chick flicks and what-not. He cleaned his ass before he left so he might be getting some dick before or after. Or just be ready for the grindr-rush later on... it turns me on when I smell another buck on him!
So my fellow bb-bros: what should be my approach? Don't laugh but it's a bit like my first audition in Hollywood, not like the NEXT/REJECTED 100 times routine as it is for most actors. Well this is an amateur production and I can put on a show. I intend to hog the sling and let every jerk who looks randy breed my hole. That would be only fair after bb-breeding the dozens and dozens of cute twinks during the 'harmless phase'... and letting flirting pretty boys fuck me raw. Now I'm ready for the 'indiscriminate, anon, promiscuous scene'. I hope I won't flinch.
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(This is a 'beginner-story', pretty vanilla... you hard-core players might think it's a HALLMARK moment!)
So I came out 'late' to the official bareback scene a couple years ago. By that I mean that for the many deprived years before I occasionally guiltily 'poached'. I made the tops 'RIDE WITH SADDLE' but I rode virtually every bottom player bare. Ass up and no mention of rubbers which was all new to me! If me, then who else has rutted this hole? (in retrospect a HUGE TURN-ON) They all come from repressed towns in Mississippi, Missouri and Arkansas and dysfunctional TN-hell-holes, daddy-issues and broken homes, all gathering at these two clubs in Memphis. And when they go to town, they let it ALL OUT, along with the local hotties and occasional, visiting 'BIG-CITY-RAIDERS'. Put out right away, RAW! Me, still spooked by the notion! My 'selections' were very frugal and tried to pick the 'good boys', skipped the super-cute, 'INNOCENT'-looking ones that made my heart melt! But some of these 'forbidden fruit' were WAY AHEAD of me, 'toxic' even (as in purposely taking badass trucker dicks in trucker parking lots in West Memphis, RAW!!!) But most of that I found out later when all those stories TURN ME ON! Which was MUCH LATER! Like two years ago! Innocent looks can be deceiving! The 'innocent' were sneakily speeding in the fast-lane of life and I missed out on those low-hanging fruit!!!! Such hot fuckers!
But I fucked all the 'select' players (wild enough and forward) raw and and at least one was a hardcore porn-bottom when he came to strip at the club. CONDOMS always ruined the mood for me, every time! Fucked my 'hydraulic' up thinking of what the drama is about! So I gave up messing with them. I figured, 'as a top 'I'm less likely to catch the booty-flu with my thick cut dick! LOL I still 'labored with the delusion' that the ideal 'GAY STATE' is to have a faithful partner, but that didn't work out so well. One had me so dick-whipped I eventually moved to the Midsouth bible-belt city he came from: all for his big dick and show-stopper looks, well and a half-baked job-offer. Once the fairy-tale illusion of 'Mister Right' went to hell, all the ones I fucked from then on were much younger... the pickings were easy; like shooting fish in a barrel... one of them fuckers actually broke my heart. From then it was ON! I had to BECOME MORE COMPETITIVE in the man-on-man sport! The heart-breaker always cheated with the BAD BOYS: strippers, escorts, Atlanta air-line sluts... I was 'too tame'! So I UPPED THE ANTE!!!
As it turned out, there was a whole fan-club lying in wait for us to break up. They were mostly twinks looking like bottoms but each turned out to be a TOP and wanted to breed me raw. For all I know it was like a scheme of the young cowboys eager to add prized bulls to their score-belt! I took their anxious-throbbing cocks and seed like a "HOLE-y SACRAMENT", my 'nude dance on the edge of the volcano'!!! It was really a thrill-ride, an E-ticket at Disney, the 'forbidden zone' the broken TABOO! A stable of rutting bucks: first Timmy, the shaggy-haired 'playa' who my heart-breaker ex-BF dismissed as a 'looks like a damn Lesbian!' Then came pretty Eric the coat-check, then gay-curious Kyle, lanky Adam and studly Zak (who intrigued me with his casual mentioning of college bareback-parties in Little Rock), to name a few. Miraculously they were all big-dicked and all bred me like champs. Well I bred Zak too, but the whole BAREBACK RODEO-thing was new to me! This time I BOTTOMED RAW, almost out-of-spite to my cheating ex, hoping the word would get out to him. And I took each like a champ, milked their cocks and put on a good show. I'm told that (before YELP reviews) my champ cum-dumpster reputation was being earned: hardcore, one raw cock at a time! You see, I would not let the 'heart-breaker' bareback me anymore after his numerous escapades. He fucked some POZ-horse-farmer (nice guy, we became friends later) from Mississippi and then went off with this broad-shouldered Tina-Top from Pontotoc Mississippi and that was the end of him (for me). That dude was a jerk, but even SEX WITH JERKS turns me on now!
Tommy popped into the picture and he was a true 'player' from Houston who was a genuine slut but honest it and he introduced me to the promiscuous Houston scene. I only topped Tommy and he was intrigued in taking me to sex-parties in Houston and Dallas... and he enjoyed watching me getting bred but the cowboys who all still 'rode with saddle' (upon my insistence). I know, LAME right? I had a feeling Tommy was waiting for me to willingly 'convert'! I should have stuck around with Tommy even after I found out he was POZ but I was suddenly also 'dating' some GAY BULLY... which means: the bully-dude was butch, cocky, combative and got into fights. Intimidated straight guys as he came across as one of their worst stereotypes! Somehow the bully became possessive of me and I couldn't get rid of the drunken fool. He also stole my shit and acted like I was a 'cheap skate; when I caught him! A real MESS! Beat the crap out of guys at the club if they got too close to me or hugged me like all the twinks used to do. The bully was also a big bottom and took me raw from day one and expected everybody to be 'clean' as he put it... you know, a HYPOCRITE who last I heard is now POZ and on meth, somewhere in Los Angeles or under his rich, bible-thumper folks wings in Kentucky. The weirdest thing about him was: although he took seed up the ass like a champ, the SIGHT OF CUM made him gag...
I found me a REAL PARTNER-IN-CRIME 'on-line' and although I let him know he 'wasn't really my type' he condoned me fucking some total hotties with him there. He was a good soul. Turns out that despite his tender age and his complete loyalty to me he was also POZ and next thing I know, I'm on 'the team' too...
So now we 'hunt together' the way 'bros do'; like fishing, in a 'sporting way'! No jealousies, no shame, no regrets... sometimes he pulls the players in and I watch him get bred. Sometimes the guy wants to breed my smoother ass but I step back and let the 'cub have the prey'...
One of them (the regular players) is in a cheating relationship. Well the first time my man bred his man, the BOTTOM and I took 'the dude'. The dude travels a lot and scores in every city. We share stories and we are both turned on by 'promiscuity' the once 'forbidden fruit'! This coming Monday he reserved my ass for a breeding. I shall oblige! Hopefully another rutting buck will CUM by before and pre-RUT my fuck-hole for him. He, like every BBRT-barebacker I have met so far, likes SLOPPY SECONDS and ANON CUM. I hope my reputation gets around! Damned! I missed the local sex-party yesterday, AGAIN! Every month when that event rolls around I get self-conscious! I need another PUSH from my jaded bros and hop in the sling... for the full 'initiation!
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