I'll love this tread and check in on from time to time. It's searches well on google by the way.
Here's my story and I don't like labels labels and I don't judge anybody. I identify as straight in my everyday life. I am happily married and love the female form. I have everything I've ever wanted.. Family, love, education, money and a success business! By choice, I have no male friends. No hangout buddies, no fishing or hunting buddies, etc. I think because Its too much work and never understood the value. So no men who i hang with outside of my work professional life.
However, I have a deep, dark secret i hope to take to my grave one day . I have an alter-ego split personality of sorts. I love to lay naked in bed and talk about life with other men in the middle of the night. I've been meeting men for over 30 years online and going to all the places men go to do gay sex things like Adult theaters, xxx booths, gay clubs, parks and of course motels. Problem is I am not attracted to men or cock at all. I don't like hairy, muscular and especially don't care for hard cock, balls or cum. Seriously. I have learned to enjoy getting my cock sucked and fucking a wanting bottom boy ass - the more sub and fem the better. Yes, I do chase Trannys. With the use of a secret identity and profile I have an entire alternate persona I not only now acknowledge but respond to automatically. And that profile has close to 1000 actual contacts I have met and fucked. Over the years I have slowed down and found good clarity on the matter, now approaching 50 I am only interested in meeting smooth, sub TRUE BOTTOMS with TINY SOFT DICKS. There is a certain type of guy I alway pursue who I think is the ultimate bottom who has managed to mentally hard wire the nerve ending of ass to to his clit-lete resulting VERY HOT SEX, but to me nothing feels gay here (SORRY LOL - PLS NO HATERS). To see his tiny dick jiggling and leaking and his face as i thrust and pound is just a HUGE PART OF MY SEX LIFE NOW . So much so that i can't go for too long without it and sometimes fantasize about it when it makes no sense to.
So to answer the question , YES A BOTTOM'S SIZE MATTERS TO SOME TOPS. Small and soft is sexy as hell and what I seek out exclusively in guys.
