negson4PozDad

8 hours ago, chaser said:

Since there are several confirmed cases of guys becoming HIV positive while on prep, who took their pills as directed, why not remain on prep and look for full blown guys or guys not on meds and keep the thrill of the risk that way.    Just a thought!

This is exactly what I'm doing.

I've been considering one for Years, but am a bottom... Want to see the comments

Negative, stress-testing prep with as many Poz loads as I can, waiting for the right Man to convert for

My Daddy and i have discussed setting me up in the sling room one night and see how many loads I can take.. Hope y'all can help this chasing pig out!

I seek out men that get into the verbal aspect of pozzing me... And many of them appreciate the feedback. I try to judge what they respond to. I don't want to sound like a recorded porn track, but I do want my breeder to know that I REALLY appreciate what they are doing for me.  And if He doesn't want me to say anything... telling me to "Shut the fuck up, Faggot!" or/while slapping me across the face, or shoving their fist in my mouth... does the trick VERY nicely...

I will be there. Can't wait to collect some DNA samples...

HangryStarfish, thanks for sharing Your story. I truly appreciate it.  I consider myself a discriminate chaser (I have my reasons).  I have many poz friends who tell me I'm nuts.... enjoy the fantasy but don't actually convert, they say.  I get that, and it's nice to see some realism on a site pretty much focused on infection.  I still think the whole pozzing thing is hot as fuck in many ways, but it's because of the danger, etc  We're not supposed to want it, so it's risky, it's bad...  Stepping back to analyze our thoughts when our dicks are hard is tough to do.  being able to hear real stories from men like yourself is refreshing.  Hasn't changed my lust for toxic seed, but it definitely will be part of my knowledge set for decision making when it comes time.  You have my respect, man.