Lndpozboi

I chased my HIV load and never taken meds since I got infected. It’s on my Grindr that “I’m HIV Poz Detectable, no meds for me since I got pozzed”

Proud owner of detectable HIV here. My choice to be toxic and proudly staying off meds coz I chased my HIV, don’t wanna take meds to suppress it and I breed guys too. 

So I’m happy living with HIV and don’t care if my VL goes high, it’s what I want. 

On 4/7/2019 at 5:44 PM, SpermaFF said:

Guys, you from Mars?

We have PREPS now and the submissive bottom should take peels, STAY HEALTHY & HAPPY & FULL OF CUM!

This topic is absolute propaganda of unhealthy & stupid bottom's behavior model.

POZ guys deliberately  spread this  information for 2 reasons:

1. To justify yourself

2. To involve into HIV another people

Prep never interested me. I’m a cumdump bottom who only takes raw loads. My goal was to get HIV and proud to say I’m HIV Poz with no regrets at all! I could have done prep but I was happy getting pozzed up and rather not spend money on prep, just let HIV infect me. When I got told I was poz i told the doctor I wasn’t surprised coz I hated condoms, fucked raw only, and let a couple of guys with detectable loads fuck me at a chill out. I let them coz I refuse to have safe sex with condoms they feel shit inside me, and I wanted them to fuck me coz hot as fuck so just went for it and cool about getting HIV from them, was expecting it 

To this day, I regret nothing! I told the guys to pound their toxic HIV cum deep into my hole, I fully enjoyed taking their loads over and over again, we all fully enjoyed fucking knowing I was getting pozzed up from their HIV loads. I don’t have any shame in taking detectable poz loads, I’m proud I repeatedly took HIV POZ loads so I could also become poz. It felt amazing, we met up regularly after that to continue loading me up with HIV and as a proud barebacking bottom I loved knowing that I was being knocked up by hot poz guys and as a bottom cumdump I was finally getting what I set out to get when I decided to fuck raw, poz status  

Today, I’m not taken meds, much rather enjoy the feeling of dirty cum shooting from my cock. It’s made me proper sleazy and yeh I proudly help gays who wanna poz up. I never force my loads onto anyone who doesn’t want it. I’m happy to help any gay guy who wants to poz up and enjoy sleazy, dirty, filthy poz on poz sex. Proudly happy living with detectable HIV in my cock, not ashamed to tell people I’m poz, if I took prep I wouldn’t have become poz and you might hate my behaviour but I’m an out and proud gay man, living with detectable HIV and think I’ve fully enjoyed life as a bottom, I’ve been healthy, enjoy taking risks, and I feel great. 

Everyone starts barebacking coz it’s horny as fuck! I’m proud owner of a detectable HIV load. And I started barebacking to get my sluts Medal of Honor, HIV.  I wanted to be sleazy, dirty, filthy, hot and cool as fuck! So HIV was calling me to get infected. So I barebacked for my HIV poz life, very out and proud with my status, and strongly advise all gay men to do the same. 

It’s hot as fuck taking raw poz loads! Barebacking gave me sleazy freedom to enjoy real sex with the normal STDs included. I’m currently infected with chlamydia, gonorrhea, Hep C and HIV, happy to carry them and give them to others coz I bareback only. Its apparently a risk having HIV and other STDs but proudly never started HIV meds coz it’s a big turn on for me. Condoms, prep and pep destroys my mission of having raw sex! Safe sex is fake sex! Bareback only and never use condoms. Tell guys to fuck off if they want safe. It’s not worth fucking safe when I could be feeling a guys raw toxic cum. 

Basically barebacking is awesome. I’m infected with HIV coz I barebacked, and found it horny as fucking as a toxic Poz gay man. That’s why I started, to get pozzed up and proudly encourage anyone to do the same. HIV is not scary one bit, you get freedom to enjoy anything sex wise, and barebacking was the start of my HIV life.

On 12/17/2018 at 1:58 AM, riskyp said:

How likely am I to get pozzed from undetectable top if I ruff up my ass with a tooth brush B4 getting fucked?

None, you've just basically cleaned and then cut your ass. 

They need to be detectable to be able to pass on the virus.  Undetectable means that they are on meds which surpasses the virus, meaning it cannot be detectable in a HIV+ persons blood or seman.  If you want HIV, you need someone who's not on medication, depending on how long they have been off their meds, will depend how affective they will be at giving you the virus.  

For example, if someone who's been taking their meds for a while, stops taking them for a day or two, the likely hood of transmission is low.  But for someone who's been off meds for a couple of years, their viral load will be high enough to infect a persons body.

If you want someone to infect you with HIV, look out for things like Breeder or breeding, the biohazard symbol on here/apps/as a tattoo, or places like a sex club/saunas etc.

In terms of the toothbrush, I don't think it's worth it really coz you can proper damage your anal passage, partially if you high and not paying proper attention. See link below, up to you I guess.

21 minutes ago, Veytoss said:

@LndpozboiYou can do exactly the same things, if not more, if you're healty, take vaccinations and PrEP.

So, I ask it once again: How will your life improve once you became poz or you catch other stds?

yeh my answer still stands, my life has improved from HIV, STDs life stays the same.

In terms of prep, I was shown to fuck bareback, from 16 I knew HIV would happen, the idea of a condom inside of me instead of the skin and cum I felt already, I stuck to barebacking, knowing HIV was on the cards.  Prep, I heard about but didn't look into it.   I know people think its a fucked up choice, but like I said before, at a young age HIV on the TV was talked about with gay men. So when the guy told me bareback is better but I could get HIV, obvs went for bareback. As the years went on, started on the chemsex scene and prep came out. Chems obvs way better than prep, had massive blow outs this summer, started fetishising HIV and being poz. Then I tried injecting meth, and that was the best chem I tried while on the scene, instantly bent over and told the room to pound some HIV in my cunt. Did the same every weekend for a month, then got the fuck flu where HIV coverts your body with its virus, then BOOM, was diagnosed poz.  4 months on and today I have no regrets.  The first injection of meth pushed me into a sleazy, dirty headspace where I can chase HIV down. Still injecting meth with big sex sessions, 

Never done the healthy options in life, barebacking and HIV clearly won for me. Had my HIV 4 months now, full list below, but basically I enjoy sex more as a poz gay man, than a neg.

35 minutes ago, Lndpozboi said:

HIV is the best!  Had HIV since August this year, and it's been great!  sex with my fellow poz pigs is fucking sleazy as fuck!  the poz status means you can bareback worry free (I proudly fucked raw since my first fuck), being poz has given me freedom to enjoy sex without fear of the big HIV, used to fear it so much but now I'm poz it's given me freedom!  And the best thing since getting HIV is my sex drive, I'm going to saunas every day, HnH chill outs on weekends, sex in public places, I basically think about sex every fucking minute of the day now.

I've changed into a proud sleazy poz pig with no regrets

Congrats on barebacking! Ive never used condoms, but my advice, bareback every time and you'll be pozzed up before you know it!  And if you get a bad flu 2 weeks post barebacking, that's probs HIV converting your body, just rest if you can, or do what I did and get your breeder dumping more toxic loads in your hole! for 3 weeks I was in bed, getting fucked 5 times a day. it was fucking awful on my body, but at the same time horny as fuck! 

Yes, and once the bttm has pozzed up, keep taking as much raw poz loads as he can get! Fully vers, but once I got pozzed I craved for more dirty toxic HIV cum deep in my hole.  Love begging for more toxic poz cum, if I bottomed only I'd hunt out toxic loads to push my HIV viral load high and my CD4 down.

Always wanted HIV coz growing up I knew it was something gay men had. Today, got the lot! HIV and most STDs, and hopefully picked up Hep C this weekend too! 

The worse for me is not having anything! But if I had to pick one the worse is STDs!   HIV is fucking me up for good, my Grindr and Scruff tribes are poz, plus its the big one (I wanted), STDs are fixed and gone!

STDs are the worse, HIV is the best!  Had HIV since August this year, and it's been great!  sex with my fellow poz pigs is fucking sleazy as fuck!  the poz status means you can bareback worry free (I proudly fucked raw since my first fuck), being poz has given me freedom to enjoy sex without fear of the big HIV, used to fear it so much but now I'm poz it's given me freedom!  And the best thing since getting HIV is my sex drive, I'm going to saunas every day, HnH chill outs on weekends, sex in public places, I basically think about sex every fucking minute of the day now.

I've changed into a proud sleazy poz pig with no regrets

On 1/5/2015 at 4:32 PM, ProudPozPig said:

I never "started" barebacking, because I've never used a rubber as a top or bottom. I've always preferred as nature intended, with no artificial barriers.

Spot on!  My first time the guy told me to forget condoms, fuck raw, so never used one!  For me it's bareback or nothing!  I always knew HIV was a risk, and today I'm proudly HIV POZ with no regrets!  I knew I was getting poz loads and wanted to join the HIV POZ club anyway, so I bent over and took his HIV cum, we both wanted it to happen and it worked for me.  Barebacking is just a no brainer, do it and enjoy, forget about the risks, you could get Poz cum or not.  Just enjoy and I'd hope for HIV one day.

On 12/27/2018 at 10:03 AM, JackEdJIZZ said:

Here is another article, from earlier this year.  It indicates that there is some connection between the advancement of HIV due to Tina use-----EVEN with adherence to an antiviral regimen.

https://www.sciencedaily.com/releases/2018/05/180504122344.htm

Other reading indicates a lot of the info is still not proven in humans.   No doubt it is being actively researched, but I have not found any large scale human studies being conducted.  

Using Tina is why I'm Poz!  I generally use Tina every month, and not on meds. Still happy to use it and not do meds.  If Tina helps my HIV advance, then I'll do it more!  I don't see myself doing meds at all!  Breeding is what I love doing, and fucking need HIV to do it's thing.

I don't care when I get AIDS, I'll still try and escort and breed more Poz gays with AIDS cum!  Happy to die with AIDS if I have too! 

I’m new to the poz club, yesterday they said my viral load was just over a million, but my CD4 was good. 

Reading this thread I don’t wanna take the first dose of meds now. They said my viral load will drop because I tested straight after having the fuck flu. Right now I’d rather take more poz loads up my hole than taking tablets. 

I live in London, don’t know the stats, but I  was neg and went chasing for just under 4 months, never refused a load, went to saunas, chill outs, hook ups, Hampstead Heath, even one at work turned into a proper BBttm slut. 

Yesterday I was diagnosed HIV+ with a viral load over a million. I’d say if you wanted HIV just what I did and take all loads raw and enjoy it 

On 7/31/2018 at 2:19 AM, Hairybttmcub43 said:

Not for me. The thrill is having a guy I never see cum deep in your ass. And use my ass for his pleasure. My goal is a load deep in me. 

Same here! BBttm here, chased for 4 months and got a kick out of every guy who dumped their load in my hole. After every load I was thinking that could have been it. Yesterday, had it confirm, I’m poz bttm. If I did prep I wouldn’t get the same thrill. 

Rather be a poz cumdump thanks

4 months ago I started being a cumdump without prep, today I found out I’m Poz.

Personally I wanted to be poz, that was my goal. The health issues don’t scare me, rather take raw poz cum loads deep inside my hole as a poz cumdump. My advice, just take poz loads and relax