My first was my own as well. I always wanted to try it but when I'd cum I'd lose the desire. I tried many times since I was very young to suck my own covk but was unable. When I was almost 30 I had an old trailer with bed below and above. I got my legs over my head and by pushing with my legs and raising my head managed to get the head in my mouth . It was so exciting I came almost instantly. I loved the taste and did this as often as I could afterward. It was another 25 yrs before I sucked another man's cock when I discovered craigslist been sucking as many as I can get every since. With craigslist down hard to find now. Wish there was something to take its place . I really love sucking cock and swallowing cum and told I'm really good. Such a waste of talent when I know there has to be a lot of men not getting sex at home. I would be so happy to make them happy by using my mouth for their pleasure. I've only had one guy piss on me and in my mouth hated the taste but so erotic and would like to try that again too .