Yeah - sorry you have to go through this journey with cancer / family history. I’m 100% bottom and think being a nullo as a perfect expression of my situation and would think a lot of tops would find that hot.
My cock is limp and worthless and my balls have atrophied due to 15+ years of being on testosterone replacement therapy. They are both worthless to me and my pleasure is serving other men and getting fucked.
I’ve also had close calls with PC (elevated PSA, MRI’s and 3 needle biopsies so far with no confirmation yet).
I do worry how anal sex will feel if the prostate is removed - realizing it isn’t really a choice if it comes to that.
Best wishes on your journey.
