ThroatFag

If I had a Master, and trust had been built up over time, I'd be ok with him whoring me out. If I trusted him,  then I'd trust time to only select good quality men to fuck me. I wouldn't let an anon dom white me out on our first meeting.

I never touch my cock during sex. Sex for me is only about the feeders pleasure, not mine. Touching my dick is distracting. My pleasure comes from being used.

When I was ages 20-24 I was deep throating and getting pounded by Men more than twice my age. I'd suck older studs off in their office or throat married men in empty houses. Good times. 

I wish I had a few Jocks who use me regularly to dump loads. But the reality is, most studs want to use me once then never see me again. I accept this and am honored to have serviced them once.

It's about giving my hole to the top and letting him pound me without resistance. The top can sense my submission and he ruts out. Being stretched and wrecked is just what happens when a hung jock fucks me with abandon. I endure the pain. 

I would love to have a few regulars Jocks to suck off and get fucked by. In reality, most Men want me to blow them only once, then never see me again. This used to trouble me but I've come to accept it. I cherish the one night of cock worship that they give me.

I had a three way with two bull tops. I was riding one of the dicks when the other stud pushes me back n goes to dp me. I said no at first, but he ordered me to just take it. I submitted to him n he dp-ed me. He was thrusting his cock. It was so fucking hot! He wrecked my ass. I bled but it wasn't painful. Sometimes I can't believe I was dp-ed but it was so hot. That was one of the days that defined me as a pussy boy.

I don't jizz during a service session. My total focus is on the Alpha Males dick. After he dumps a load the hook up is over and I leave. Ill go home and jack off to the memory.

When I'm sucking a stud off it is his right to fuck me. He can just flip me around n start pounding my hole. He doesn't need to ask and ill naturally submit to him. I'm there to please him however he wants. Alpha Males have rights over me (a faggot cocksucker).

I love wearing nothing but a jock when I throat dick. It reinforces that there's one Real Man here. I'm very curious to try locking my dick.

I crotch watch. Once in a while I'll want the man to notice.

Worshiping cock is how I experience the feeder's power and masculinity. I submit my throat to him and take his cock without resistance. This gives me total sexual satisfaction. I orgasm vicariously through Alpha Males.

9 minutes ago, faglory said:

great mindset

I think a faggot cocksucker is a separate sexuality from gay. Two gay guys date and are equals. I suck of hot, muscular strangers. Im def not equal when I'm on my knees w a strangers big dick down my throat. 

I've been worshiping cock, getting my hole pounded, and eating loads throughout my 20s and late teens. Despite my cock sucking, I felt ashamed about it. I'd suck a hot man off then feel guilty and say ill never hook up w a complete stranger again. But sooner or later a hot stud would come around n I'd be back on my knees. This struggle went on for years.

I was 29 when I finally accepted that the thoughts I have and the thinks I've done are characteristic of a faggot cocksucker. I had to accept it. I've never even tried to date; I'd just find hot muscular men who were complete strangers to submit, serve, and be used by. I've only ever had sex that way. Even if I wanted to not be a faggot I'd first have to acknowledge that I am a faggot.

Faggots don't date or make relationships. We can only be claimed. From the outside it might look like a relationship, but you'd be a mans personal cum dump. His lice in cocksucker.

I am a faggot and a bitch.

I suck cock and dick. I ask hot Men if they want their dicks sucked. I am a cocksucker. My sexuality is cocksucker.

Each man's jizz tastes different. Some loads are really bitter some loads don't have a taste at all.

Alpha Males can't really rape a faggot. I might have pretended I didn't want it, but I'd end up submitting to his dick. Remember, we are faggots.

I don't just suck cock. I make out with cock. I make love to cock. Love to kiss a big mushroom head.

I love being dominated. I'd relax and let him fuck my throat as hard as he wants. I'm a faggot, Alpha Jocks have the right to pound away. And I love experiencing a Jocks masculine power.

A muscular stud was in town for business. Id go to his fancy hotel and worship his dick. He was so hot and I was so into him. He was in town a month or so. I regularly serviced him and swallowed a load every time. Our last encounter, he fed me a load then I kept sucking til he fed me another one. I'd be loyal and suck only him if he wanted that.

He said I gave the best blowjobs he's ever had. I'm proud that I gave him the service he deserves 

Love being called faggot, bitch, and boy the best. I was throating this one stud w an 8.5" thick cock and he was amazed at how well I deep throated him. Through his moans he said, "you're an excellent cocksucker."

I used to think being pissed on would be gross. But I'm curious. I want to find an Alpha Male to serve and obey. As I'm brought under his domination the time will come when he'll have to piss on me. The Alpha would be marking me as his property. Naked, on my knees, soaked in my Master's piss would instill that I am a faggot and he is the Alpha. The Alpha has claimed me and put me in my place.

It was an honor and privilege to suck the cocks and swallow the cum of all those hot, muscular studs. I can't believe how hot those men were. I jack off to the memories all the time. I hope those studs look back on our encounter and think I was the best cocksucker they've ever had. 

I thank those Alpha studs for allowing me the pleasure of experiencing their powerful cocks and their masculinity. I am so lucky.