Thanks for your comment hardaddy. Answering your questions: 1) I know the guy I'm seeing, and I must accept that i having a sexual connection with him. We've dated and I really like him. He told me that he has a lot of experience with people with whom he has had sex without a condom, that's why it catches my attention. We have shared some interests, among those who want to divert me and offered to do it without a condom, and that is the reason why I was interested in bareback sex and came to this site 2) I am totally new at this. I have been with women, but the idea of sharing with a man has always been there and I have decided to accept that the idea is more pleasant for me, so redirecting my sentimental and sexual life to what I really prefer is the right thing to do.
3)well, it is obvious that a life with STIs will be an experience that is less uncomfortable and objectively, would negatively affect my health. But here I am on a page of bareback sex, an idea that has been implanted in my head when I first heard it, the more I was informed, the more it seemed to me something I wanted to try.