Aaron87
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I couldn’t resist it any longer. I just got home from sucking off a guy I found on Grindr. Thank god for apps and sites like that. I’m 37 and he was 53. A little older than I prefer but he took care of himself well. We didn’t waste anytime. I knocked on the door and he let me in and led me straight to the bedroom. He took his pants off and laid on the bed. He wasn’t hard at all and I kinda like that. Knowing I can make a guy hard. He had a roughly 7 1/2 inch cock that wasn’t too thick. I got him hard and started swallowing it as far as I could to get that thick slimy saliva all over it. God I fucking love how a warm, spongy cock head feels in my mouth. I couldn’t believe how fast he was though. Literally within five minutes his cock was hard as a rock and I could feel him squirming and tensing up. I deepthroated him a couple times and then bobbed on his head at a nice pace until he started shooting his cum into my mouth. I’m not gonna lie his was acidic and really not good at all but I’m a cocksucker and we swallow so once he finished I got up and gulped it down. All I can think about it swallowing more cum now. He seems like a normal guy and I think this could be a steady hookup. Just gotta have him eat some fruit or something. I really thought scratching this itch would help but I still can’t think about anything but sucking more cock.
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This makes a ton of sense. I go through cycles for sure and after every break I tend to come back that much more slutty and cock hungry than before. The urges to suck cock and swallow cum are so intense right now I can’t stand it. I’ve been on Grindr trying to find someone to come over tonight to get a load. I don’t care so much right now. This is what I love to do. I love sucking cock and feeling a guy nut in my mouth. Also you guys love us cock sucking sissy’s anyways so why should I be ashamed. I’m a cocksucker and I love it!
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The urge to suck cock has been with me as long as I can remember. I’ve always identified as straight probably because I grew up in the 80’s when boys weren’t allowed to cry and showing the slightest bit of sensitivity got you labeled a queer or something g derogatory. It really started when I was out on my own and discovered porn. I quickly gravitated to facials and cumshots and would imagine I was the female though I could never face what that really meant about my sexuality. Then about 6 years ago I discovered sissy porn and craigslist. I kinda went down that rabbit hole. The first cock i sucked was arranged through Craigslist. We met at midnight and I hopped in his Jeep. We went to a side street with no lighting. I can still hear him saying “are you ready for this hot load” right before he started filling my mouth with his cum. I loved every second of sucking his cock. I’ve have a few other partners since then. The thing is I could never date a guy. I don’t find men attractive at all but I can’t ever stop thinking about sucking cock. I’m not into random sex so I don’t get to hookup often. Is anyone else like this. It’s confusing and often feelings of shame are associated with it. I love sucking cock but feel guilty about it and have a hard time being able to be submissive and on my knees for other men despite how much I love it. The urge to suck cock and swallow cum is always there and I really want to indulge more. Idk. Any thought?
