I've just joined, I've lurked for some time. Curious question, I've been seeing a therapist lately, only seem him a handful of times but I like working with him. We've been talking about issues around sexuality, I'm a sort of late bloomer (raised in a wacko religious environment that stiffled me for a long time sexually) and have discovered that I love bareback sex. I'm on PreP. So far I've only had one guy at a time cum in me, but I really want to try taking loads cumdump style in a hotel.
I was talking to therapist today and he thinks it's really healthy that I'm on PreP and am embracing sexuality, but I fell short on talking to him about not only bareback but taking loads. Has anyone ever talked to a therapist about this? I know there's a risk of STI's and he made a comment about being 'safe', so I'm not sure I can fully explore sexuality if I have to keep hidden my desire to take loads and do bareback.