Hungryforbbc

So I’ve had the pleasure of handling many large packages but I think the biggest was trade I met in Newark penn station named Shawn. He was not pretty but he had a beast in his drawers that left me in a pile of nutt and my own pussy juice. He let me think it was going to be sweet and cute but after I rode him he took control and totally broke me. It was almost thirty years ago but if I saw him today he could totally get it cause he put his mark on me forever.

he was uncut and had to be 12 inches minimum at full mast. He hit places inside of me that no one had ever been able to reach since.

there are probably another six or seven I could tell you about who all had more meat than anyone would consider normal and most would run from.  Allen had one so thick i couldn’t get my hands around it, Juan was hung so long he had to cover his face when he came to avoid shooting in his own eyes.

These are my three big toys I wish that Saffarree didn’t melt when I used silicone lube without knowing it would damage him 

On 4/12/2017 at 5:49 PM, Mamabicho said:

And from married or straight guys I've hooked up with over the years, a big part is being able to really be as aggressive as they want but are afraid to do with a woman.  A guy might want to get really nasty with shit-talking or rough sex or have someone gag on them, but they are loath to do that to a girlfriend or wife.  Hooking up and getting blown by or getting some hole from a fag is simple, they don't have to worry about the chit-chat and posturing that a lot of women, even wives and girlfriends, expect before they give it up.  I think "straight" men like using fags not because they are gay or bi, but because they like being dominant.

Exactly. We’re easy, nasty and willing to do what most self respecting women are understandably reluctant to do and we do it with no shame or hesitation! My question is- why would you NOT partake? For straight men- especially those who are cute or hung - it’s like an endless stream of opportunity and for many, any hole is a goal. 

Aren’t we just a bunch of lucky bitches?!?!

I have limited experience with other bottoms but I have definitely seen this type of behavior in group situations- especially when certain enhancements that amplify egos are involved. I can be a greedy bottom wanting more and more dick but I’m usually the only bottom there so I’m not competing with anyone else.

that said I do really hate when I’m in a scene already and some stray guy tries to insert themselves into a scene that didnt involve them in the first place and in which they really aren’t wanted or welcome. It’s one reason I don’t do larger groups more often. They throw off the energy and fuck up the whole vibe. 
 

Worst of all was the skeevy guy who saw me blowing a hot stud against a tree in the ramble and decided that without invitation or any sign of interest that he should pull down my pants and try to fuck me. sadly that didn’t work out for any of us. Lol

It’s not easy to get hard after having your hole stretched and pounded into the ground - there’s a degree of surrender that is actually a beautiful release and opens you up to a whole world of new possibilities 

So I can relate- I used to get hard and jack off when I was sucking or even when I was getting fucked. I experienced my first anal orgasm early in my sexual journey and had gotten used to not having it with most of the tops who fucked me so I guess it was my way of getting off physically at least having the male orgasm. Pretty much settling on mediocrity. I did chase that incredible feeling of cumming hands free and soft and trembling in waves of pleasure that come with the anal orgasm. Having masturbated millions of times I lost interest in the basic “local” male orgasm  that I can have whenever I want and recognized that the other was infinitely better and never looked back.

So over the past several years I’ve leaned into my true identity as a total bottom, with the guidance of a special top who not only gave me the orgasm i was looking for but also taught me to get off psychologically on serving, satisfying, taking, drinking, swallowing, submitting to my top king.  The tops I play with now are not interested in my penis at all and prefer not to even see it which helps to minimize any thoughts of playing with myself during the session.

 I now find it a non issue. I can get off by myself with a toy and don’t need to be fully or even mostly hard anymore.  My formerly impressively sized penis is getting smaller and I’m enjoying my sessions much  more now that I let go of thinking about my local penile pleasure and enjoy surrendering entirely to my top king and I always end up with a smile on my face and a quivering hole 

On 8/23/2025 at 3:25 AM, phillygwm said:

This.  I've rarely been with a super big guy who could get fully hard.  Orally, I'll take a guy with a micropenis if I'm otherwise attracted to him; I'm more concerned with his load.  In fact, it's a lot easier to get a small guy off, generally.

 

That’s not always a bad thing- a semi hard 9+ inches can deliver all the pleasure of a hard 8 without destroying your hole. It’s a similar feeling to taking thick uncut dick with lots of foreskin. To me that’s probably the best of all options since at maximum excitement it’ll likely get to full hardness mid-fuck or ar least pre-nutt which feels incredible inside. 
 

That said I’ve had lots of experience with dicks bigger than my own 7.5 inches (at least a thousand) and I’ve learned a few things:

first, as already mentioned, size is relative. I’m tall but I naturally have a very tight hole (per my colorectal surgeon, the tightest she’s ever seen which you would think is an advantage but is actually quite a challenge for an aspiring power bottom). 
 

second, your ability to take big dick depends as much on your mindset as your hole. Even if it’s a challenge to take, your attitude, patience and approach- basically how much you really want it - will determine the outcome. 
 

finally I must say that as someone who struggles with (inguinal nerve) neuropathy as well as various spinal issues (sciatica, alignment issues etc), I can personally attest that there is nothing more effective at relieving the symptoms of the two aforementioned conditions than an exceptionally large dick stretching, prodding, poking and stroking the area inside where the nerves flare up. Also there’s no better way to keep your spine in proper alignment than by getting your legs stretched open wide and thrown over your head while he pounds away at that hole.

smaller dicks just can’t reach the same spots. So while I don’t discriminate against the smaller ones I acknowledge that they usually don’t fill the same need. They are still fun to play with!

Depends on what they have been eating but generally it’s thick and sweet with a salty aftertaste 

I second the idea of working with a doctor who is either queer themselves or specifically offers treatment for lgbtq+ people which you can usually find online. My colo/rectal specialist is female and a surgeon and received specialized training from Steven Goldstein who is basically the leading authority on gay male anal health issues. 
 

best recommendation I ever got from a doctor was to ask other doctors who they use for their personal care. Good doctors know good doctors. Good luck and take your time with the prep.

I saw a movie called “the breeding “ that covered the subjects of consent as well as raceplay - it’s all fun and games until it isn’t. As someone who has personally experienced sexual assault and has a kink for rougher, “cnc” type scenes, there’s a thin line between compulsive repetition of trauma and legit sexual preferences and kinks. In my experience it’s something you need to work out in therapy.  Feelings of anxiety, danger or fear and feelings of heightened sexual anticipation and excitement can feel almost identical so without treatment they can easily get intertwined like they did with me and many other survivors. 
 

recreating similar  scenarios to those in which we were previously victimized - in a way that we can control - can be a way of feeling like we’ve regained (and now exercise) control over a situation we could not control in the past.

communication and safety are key. Have a safe word and clearly define expectations and limits. Then enjoy yourself 😆

Love to drink it love to take it inside even more 

On 3/20/2025 at 12:23 PM, descartes70817 said:

I was diagnosed with advanced HIV infection in 2017 but I had great insurance until 2019 so I originally only paid a deductible. After going on disability my medical costs are covered by Medicare, with deductibles and all other medical costs covered by the Ryan White foundation

How did you get on disability? I’m leaving my job soon and will lose my benefits next year. I’m currently undetectable. Any guidance is appreciated 

Sure- just communicate in advance with your exact fantasy and see if they’re into it. I’ve waited ass up in the dark and been properly “forced” exactly the way I wanted. But be clear upfront otherwise you’re going to be disappointed 

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I mean I have hundreds of bookmarks that would make you a very happy camper lol

On 8/14/2025 at 12:31 PM, Willing said:

I would pay good money to be a black man's/ men  cum dump💧💋💧

And I do just that on a regular basis!

So I can relate but my preferences are pretty limited. I don’t care about weight or looks, age or height. If you’re brown or black, masculine, clean, at least somewhat sane and have a dick bigger than seven inches im probably not gonna object 

On 6/27/2025 at 11:58 PM, BBCFagSoCal said:

i wasn’t fascinates by BBC but everything changed after i sucked my first one.  I’m such a faggot for BBCs!

Im Filipino and here’s my ranking 

1.black 2.white 3.latino 4.asian

 

It really does change you 

17 minutes ago, Room4ustwo said:

I agree about the inauthenticity of studio or professional porn.  Instead I put on my own personal amateur porn which most guys seem to like, and I like because it demonstrates what a total slut I am.  

Agreed.

also, I think generally it’s more for the top since the bottom is often unable to see much. For me it’s all about the audio. Give me some good background music and a verbal top who keeps me engaged with his words and I’m good. 

Any insight on oral/throat hpv infections? I’m dealing with the anal issue now but I’m worried that anything that’s been in my hole has also been in my throat 

9 hours ago, ImAnon4Now said:

Black Cock just makes me go weak at the knees. I love being a bitch for Black Men. I love when they degrade me for being a white faggot.

Now, if I could only find a Black Man with a couple of Black friends who want to use me in a group. Really make me a ran-through bitch and cum-dump. 

Ahhhhh the dream. Not impossible but not an easy task either 

My favorite thing ever 

Doxy Pep seems to help reduce the risk of getting something at least in my experience 

I think it’s super hot how many of the pics posted are of white guys with black dick in thier mouths. Just saying 🔥

It’s more like anxiety for me than fear- I’m pretty fearless but there’s always the feeling of not knowing what you’re in for and the anticipation that makes it more exciting. I’ve found that anxiety makes the actual experience more exciting but it does sometimes make me so anxious that I have admittedly been known to last minute cancel. It’s not often but sometimes the circumstances or something about their energy turn my anxiety into feeling uncomfortable and that’s when I try to listen to the universe and apologetically cancel or call it.

 I just had a beautiful young “straight” Jamaican king who i met on Adam who came over and was everything he said he was but his energy was all wrong so after sucking his lovely dick for a few minutes I sent him on his way. Disappointing for both of us but I am experienced enough to know when it’s not right and having ignored the feeling before and ended up being disappointed I know better now.