Hungryforbbc

1 hour ago, Opnow said:

Reach out to the manufacturer and see if they have any assistance programs for low cost or free medications.

thanks… I’m already on that but I’m hoping someone can tell me about getting on disability cause I made really good money and my coverage was amazing so considering my multiple health issues I’m wondering if I could get on permanent disability and not have to sweat the corporate bullshit anymore. It’s not easy to make the corporate overlords happy when you have multiple health issues 

When I switched coverage last year I didn’t realize that I would have to meet my $3k deductible to get the first refill of my meds this year so in early January the pharmacist told me I had to pay the whole deductible or pay the 3k market price for the meds before I could get my meds. Sensing my concern, she directed me to the manufacturers website and I got a coupon that paid the entire 3k. I was ecstatic but I was even more shocked when the insurance company considered the coupon to be a payment and considered my deductible met for the year. 

Can I qualify? I’ve got mental health diagnoses too.

Got laid off last week. I’m currently undetectable on biktarvy. I’m gonna continue my current amazing insurance along with my LTD coverage under COBRA until the end of the year. I also have well documented diagnoses of both esophagitis and inguinal neuropathy that qualified me for FMLA accommodations and for medical cannabis before it was legalized here in New York.

 I’m 53 and have the best health insurance I will probably ever have so if there’s a way I really don’t want to regret not asking:

I’m extremely anxious about losing my coverage with the meds costing $3k/month and the insurance costing $2.5k/month I am seeking immediate advice from everyone here who may have some insight- can I get myself onto permanent long term disability? Do I have to stop taking meds and get my viral load up or is there another way? Honestly I’m afraid I’m missing out on what may be my last big chance to secure my future especially considering the state of health care here in the states.  I know I have a short window during which I may have options so if you have any insight or guidance please let me know!

thanks

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On 11/16/2016 at 3:23 AM, bboi90 said:

So just wanted some input...

I had a suspicion my boyfriend had cheated on me a few months ago. I made a blank Grindr and got hit up by some guy. He asked for a pic so I sent him a pic of my boyfriend. Immediately was like hey dude its been awhile how have you been etc...so I probed and got that he fucked him on his friends couch a few months ago.

 

I confront the boyfriend who denied for 45 minutes, then admitted he met him at the casino, brought him back, did some oral and jerking off, fingering, rimming...but claims no actual sex. The dude explicitly said in the messages "I loved fucking your ass" so I think he's lying. Maybe he thinks getting fucked would be too far or something...

 

opinions?

 

(FYI - not even mad. dude was hot as fuck. I jerked off thinking about it. just wanna know if he did or not...)

I’m just gonna say this- if you want your bf to be honest with you then don’t behave the way he thinks you will, because that’s why he’s lying to begin with. If you demonstrate that he doesn’t have to be ashamed or afraid of being judged because you genuinely aren’t bothered about it then you’re changing the paradigm and choosing to live outside of the traditional norms and narratives and in my experience you’ll both be better off for it.

People only lie because they’re ashamed or afraid of being judged or shamed and they’re not typically wrong either so if you legit love him give him the chance to be his authentic self without shame or apology and show him that he can trust you and doesn’t have to do anything but be honest with himself and you.

I’ve been dealing with a similar situation. My main master is cool with sharing me but he’s not into a few of my other top buddies and a couple of my other top buddies are also not into groups. So I’m trying to coordinate a session where I start with the ones who don’t like groups back to back by themselves and then my master and the other tops who don’t mind sharing can come take over.

On 9/21/2025 at 6:26 AM, phillygwm said:

Nothing wrong with curiosity.  I grew up in a very homogenous neighborhood.  No black friends or classmates, even in a HS student body of 1600.  Even Asians/Latinos were pretty unusual.  I was in some organizations out of HS with more diverse membership, one required showering together.  I always positioned myself close enough to see who I wanted to see.   I have a funny story re: my first uncut guy (well, funny for me, in retrospect.  Not so much for him.)  

Thankfully, there are many guys of different races who are into white guys as well.  It didn't take me too long to be with guys of most races, except for Native American.  When I finally met a native Alaskan, I believe I checked off the last box. 🙂

 

Funny my experience was the exact opposite of yours I waa the only white boy. Yet here we both are!

I have a very tight hole per my doctor. As a hungry bottom I have had plenty of extremely large dicks and some have definitely done some damage including occasional spotting and a few times when it was more like a crime scene that required a full stop. I’ve seen plenty of doctors who all said to use more lube but I have residual scarring and I sometimes get roids which can result in a lot of bleeding.

 I’m very conscious about the state of my gi tract and I use toys to stretch and prepare my hole for the big tools I love - my recommendations are to use plenty of lube before and during the session, use Vaseline as your first coat it tends to prevent the issue from happening in the first place probably due to its unique viscosity, and stretch that hole with a big toy after you douche so it’s not clenched when he puts it in you.

Correction I actually got them twice the second time was the usual way lol 

Kind of amazing that I have managed to avoid them since the first and only time I had them when I was like 18. Funny thing is I had a bf at the time and I got them from a friend who borrowed a sweatshirt. So I didn’t get them from sex but I gave them to my bf anyway and had to get all kinds of receipts for him to not think i had cheated .

pesky little fuckers - I’m very hairy so ever since that I  take a good look at the pubes while I suck before I even think about letting them fuck me

Had a date mix up the poppers and the lube he poured the poppers all over the outside of my hole before I realized what was happening and immediately jumped into the shower. Fortunately I didn’t have any serious burns but it sure fucked up the mood. Now I make sure the two are always on different tables 

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This is much more like it! Would love to know who these are.

This has been one of my favorites for a long time 

Oh you’re in for the time of your life just remember everything changes after this 

I have a top master you will love. He will make you his bitch faster than you can imagine. Dm me 

1 hour ago, BBBxCumDumpster said:

If I have to choose, I'll usually take the anal load.  But honestly, I prefer a feed and breed, in no particular order. Those are the best! 

Same and you’re absolutely right which is why I love to get spit roasted! Also love when they pull out of my hole and shoot in my mouth then pop it back in my hole and either keep going or finish there 

Gotta be dominant masculine forceful and verbal. Everything else will sort itself out 🙂

So I’ve had the pleasure of handling many large packages but I think the biggest was trade I met in Newark penn station named Shawn. He was not pretty but he had a beast in his drawers that left me in a pile of nutt and my own pussy juice. He let me think it was going to be sweet and cute but after I rode him he took control and totally broke me. It was almost thirty years ago but if I saw him today he could totally get it cause he put his mark on me forever.

he was uncut and had to be 12 inches minimum at full mast. He hit places inside of me that no one had ever been able to reach since.

there are probably another six or seven I could tell you about who all had more meat than anyone would consider normal and most would run from.  Allen had one so thick i couldn’t get my hands around it, Juan was hung so long he had to cover his face when he came to avoid shooting in his own eyes.

These are my three big toys I wish that Saffarree didn’t melt when I used silicone lube without knowing it would damage him 

On 4/12/2017 at 5:49 PM, Mamabicho said:

And from married or straight guys I've hooked up with over the years, a big part is being able to really be as aggressive as they want but are afraid to do with a woman.  A guy might want to get really nasty with shit-talking or rough sex or have someone gag on them, but they are loath to do that to a girlfriend or wife.  Hooking up and getting blown by or getting some hole from a fag is simple, they don't have to worry about the chit-chat and posturing that a lot of women, even wives and girlfriends, expect before they give it up.  I think "straight" men like using fags not because they are gay or bi, but because they like being dominant.

Exactly. We’re easy, nasty and willing to do what most self respecting women are understandably reluctant to do and we do it with no shame or hesitation! My question is- why would you NOT partake? For straight men- especially those who are cute or hung - it’s like an endless stream of opportunity and for many, any hole is a goal. 

Aren’t we just a bunch of lucky bitches?!?!

I have limited experience with other bottoms but I have definitely seen this type of behavior in group situations- especially when certain enhancements that amplify egos are involved. I can be a greedy bottom wanting more and more dick but I’m usually the only bottom there so I’m not competing with anyone else.

that said I do really hate when I’m in a scene already and some stray guy tries to insert themselves into a scene that didnt involve them in the first place and in which they really aren’t wanted or welcome. It’s one reason I don’t do larger groups more often. They throw off the energy and fuck up the whole vibe. 
 

Worst of all was the skeevy guy who saw me blowing a hot stud against a tree in the ramble and decided that without invitation or any sign of interest that he should pull down my pants and try to fuck me. sadly that didn’t work out for any of us. Lol

It’s not easy to get hard after having your hole stretched and pounded into the ground - there’s a degree of surrender that is actually a beautiful release and opens you up to a whole world of new possibilities 

So I can relate- I used to get hard and jack off when I was sucking or even when I was getting fucked. I experienced my first anal orgasm early in my sexual journey and had gotten used to not having it with most of the tops who fucked me so I guess it was my way of getting off physically at least having the male orgasm. Pretty much settling on mediocrity. I did chase that incredible feeling of cumming hands free and soft and trembling in waves of pleasure that come with the anal orgasm. Having masturbated millions of times I lost interest in the basic “local” male orgasm  that I can have whenever I want and recognized that the other was infinitely better and never looked back.

So over the past several years I’ve leaned into my true identity as a total bottom, with the guidance of a special top who not only gave me the orgasm i was looking for but also taught me to get off psychologically on serving, satisfying, taking, drinking, swallowing, submitting to my top king.  The tops I play with now are not interested in my penis at all and prefer not to even see it which helps to minimize any thoughts of playing with myself during the session.

 I now find it a non issue. I can get off by myself with a toy and don’t need to be fully or even mostly hard anymore.  My formerly impressively sized penis is getting smaller and I’m enjoying my sessions much  more now that I let go of thinking about my local penile pleasure and enjoy surrendering entirely to my top king and I always end up with a smile on my face and a quivering hole 

On 8/23/2025 at 3:25 AM, phillygwm said:

This.  I've rarely been with a super big guy who could get fully hard.  Orally, I'll take a guy with a micropenis if I'm otherwise attracted to him; I'm more concerned with his load.  In fact, it's a lot easier to get a small guy off, generally.

 

That’s not always a bad thing- a semi hard 9+ inches can deliver all the pleasure of a hard 8 without destroying your hole. It’s a similar feeling to taking thick uncut dick with lots of foreskin. To me that’s probably the best of all options since at maximum excitement it’ll likely get to full hardness mid-fuck or ar least pre-nutt which feels incredible inside. 
 

That said I’ve had lots of experience with dicks bigger than my own 7.5 inches (at least a thousand) and I’ve learned a few things:

first, as already mentioned, size is relative. I’m tall but I naturally have a very tight hole (per my colorectal surgeon, the tightest she’s ever seen which you would think is an advantage but is actually quite a challenge for an aspiring power bottom). 
 

second, your ability to take big dick depends as much on your mindset as your hole. Even if it’s a challenge to take, your attitude, patience and approach- basically how much you really want it - will determine the outcome. 
 

finally I must say that as someone who struggles with (inguinal nerve) neuropathy as well as various spinal issues (sciatica, alignment issues etc), I can personally attest that there is nothing more effective at relieving the symptoms of the two aforementioned conditions than an exceptionally large dick stretching, prodding, poking and stroking the area inside where the nerves flare up. Also there’s no better way to keep your spine in proper alignment than by getting your legs stretched open wide and thrown over your head while he pounds away at that hole.

smaller dicks just can’t reach the same spots. So while I don’t discriminate against the smaller ones I acknowledge that they usually don’t fill the same need. They are still fun to play with!

Depends on what they have been eating but generally it’s thick and sweet with a salty aftertaste 

I second the idea of working with a doctor who is either queer themselves or specifically offers treatment for lgbtq+ people which you can usually find online. My colo/rectal specialist is female and a surgeon and received specialized training from Steven Goldstein who is basically the leading authority on gay male anal health issues. 
 

best recommendation I ever got from a doctor was to ask other doctors who they use for their personal care. Good doctors know good doctors. Good luck and take your time with the prep.