I'm trying to work my hole more. I really want to become a fisting bottom and I got some new toys for my birthday and love them. The worm and Mel from square peg toys wow these were a game changer for me. I have been cleaning out enough and trying to play at least 30 min a few times a week. I love poppers and porn but have started having a weird sensation and wondering if this is normal for the area. It feels deep in my hole like I have to shit but know I'm cleaned out good and I assume it's just me working my hole open just deeper and comments or ideas. Trying not to over work but I really want to gap and take fist is this a time where I need to push for longer play or take a break ?