ohmalewhore

1 hour ago, curiousaboutbb said:

Just took a load from a sleazy looking guy off Grindr. Did not discuss status. He came in and I sucked  him hard.  He fucked me, shot his load and left. It’s still in me as I look for more!

Best of luck!

37 minutes ago, BarebackBrat said:

I will say this. In 2019 I texted my half brother. We have the same father. I pretty much admitted to being a cock sucking queer just to see if he would take the bait.  This guy had been in prison for molesting underage girls. Just like my father. I thought surely he would be eager to use my holes. Sadly he didn’t seem interested and I never talked to him after that. Hell. I never talked to him before that. 

Well that's sad. He doesn't have a clue how lucky he'd be to get to fuck you.

On 12/18/2021 at 11:21 PM, ohmalewhore said:

J(To be finished later)

I reached back and caressed his legs and got a bit of his ass. At this moment "sub-space" had kicked in so deeply I was barely able to even remember what I was saying, was just feeling every thick inch of his manhood and feeling the slap of his balls on my ass as I got delivered the fuck of my life. Even when I was raped my very first time almost 20 years ago, no man had so passionately and yet almost violently fucked me like I was getting at that moment.

"Give it to me Daddy," I begged him. "Give me your seed. Power fuck me. Breed me. Impregnate me. Mark me forever as your bitch, whore, lover, sex toy ..... just oh gawd yes .... put that cum in me," I squealed just as I felt his cock begin to jettison what felt like gallons of sperm into me. All he could do was moan my name as he felt his balls empty into my pussy. I felt my ass tighten a bit around him and for the first time I recall trying to squeeze a man's cock a bit as he drained into me. I was in total sissy bliss - pure heaven as he filled me. He pulled my head back and toward him and kissed me as we held our position and I milked his dick of every drop.

After a few minutes he pulled out and put me on my back, feeling his love juice making its way slowly toward the entrance to my fuckhole as his cock lay against mine becoming slightly aroused feeling mine lying there hard, aroused and horny as sin. "You didn't cum baby," he asked me. After a quick passionate kiss I told him, "I was more intent on getting you to enjoy my pussy and enjoy fucking me than my own pleasures."

Just then I heard the door to his cab open on the passenger side. I knew I'd locked it, but somehow someone was now inside the cab. My Daddy just stroked my cock with one hand and my left cheek with the other. "It's okay. This is a surprise for you. I wanted to make a dream for you come true - for Christmas," he told me. Through the curtain I could barely see someone moving about. Daddy asked then aloud, "You about ready to greet my baby, Tyrell?"

A few moments later this amazing well-built stud of a black man came into the curtained off sleeper area with a bare chest and a semi-hung black cock about the size of Daddy's when he's naked and watching me change from "Kyle" into "Kylie."

"Damn man looks like you already fucked your bitch," Tyrell said.

"Yeah I needed to unload more than a week of sperm. But Kylie's still eager to take cock and she needs another good, hard fucking. Isn't that right, my slutty elf on my shelf?"

I just smiled at Daddy, then at Tyrell, then back at Daddy. Tyrell slid behind my Daddy and around toward my head, feeding me his black cock into my mouth as Daddy toyed with my pussy and kept making my cock throb precum. Tyrell soon grew to be just as thick as Daddy, but almost an inch longer. Best guess - Daddy was definitely well over 8 inches but Tyrell had to be 9" or more, maybe even on the verge of 10". I just did my job, getting Tyrell hard and caressing Daddy's cock as he toyed with me and my little prick.

"See, Kylie's never had a proper threesome or gangbang, so you're helping us to fulfill one of her two desires. Plus I know she loves BBC porn, based on her XHamster account," Daddy told Tyrell.

"Damn you said she sucked great, but she's a natural. You ready to watch me destroy your woman's pussy?"

Daddy just nodded. As Tyrell released his cock from my mouth I reached out for it with both hands, trying to guide it to my very empty feeling hole that now was swimming with Daddy's cum near the entrance. Still on my back I felt Tyrell get between my legs and begin feeding my pussy his cock. Gawd it felt so good to have dick inside me again! I guided Daddy over near my mouth and began giving his beautiful cock some much needed loving attention from my mouth as my "gift" began to push every last inch inside me, hitting places that had never been hit by a man before.

Sub-space came over me in seconds, quickly followed by my "sissy bliss" as I moaned at the feel of him reaching points in me that had never been touched. "You're whore loves getting dick, don't she?" Daddy just smiled, enjoying my oral pleasures on his cock and watching Tyrell fully enter me balls deep.

"Yeah," Daddy said, "she is quite the find. No one quite like her in this area." I just remember looking up at Daddy and feeling all sorts of warmth from giving two men so much pleasure. My cock was still hard, still spurting precum every once in a while and still hungry to cum from being fucked or from sucking cock.

Daddy and I just moaned at the feel of our mutual pleasures, while Tyrell was grunting as he pounded my ass and made it into his pussy now. I was getting something incredible - two men and two wonderful cocks, as well as two distinct styles of sex. Daddy was more into the pleasure, while Tyrell was more into the anal assault. True, Daddy showed a bit of that tonight as he fucked me before Tyrell got there, but it was still very intimate and all about the two of us enjoying sex together. Tyrell, he was all about his pleasure. He'd mentioned he'd not had "boi cunt" in 2 weeks and had only stroked over some gay porn his last time waiting on a no-show at a truck stop in Illinois someplace. So I was his release and he was enjoying it.

Daddy, in the meantime, was back to being hard and aroused. I think he was getting off on watching me too. "Is my gurl liking her black dick fuck? Do you like him pounding that pussy of yours?"

I just batted my eyes as my mouth was full of Daddy's incredible cock and all I could do was moan from Tyrell's ass-pounding he was laying on me. "Yeah you love being my whore. You love being a slut for Daddy. I can see it in your eyes. Daddy's got himself a real catch here." I just kept moaning and sucking Daddy's cock while gripping the mattress with the other free hand enjoying my incredible non-stop jackhammer of a fuck.

Tyrell then began grunting louder and louder. "Kylie's going to get her BBC seed soon. I've heard Tyrell before when he gets sex from whores and this is when he's ready to inseminate you." Tyrell just kept getting a bit louder and louder as he fucked me. Daddy pulled his dick from my mouth. "I want to hear it. Tell me what you're feeling, my slut."

All I could do at this point was moan louder and louder too. I didn't know how to respond. I was just in such a deep state of bliss from this amazing fuckfest! "Tell it to me Kylie. Tell me what you love. Tell me what you want." Daddy was getting more vocal now, stroking his dick over my face as he watched me - his whore - getting another man's cock.

"I .... oooohhhhh .... I want you both ........ oooohhhhhh ... cum ..... cum for me .... cum in me ...... use me ...... oooohhhhhh gaaaawwwwwdddd yessssssssss cum in me," I screamed out as both men were so close to orgasm. I got my wish - Daddy put his dick in my mouth and began to shoot wads of cum down my throat as Tyrell began to grunt even deeper and expelled his seed into me. one hand held Daddy's hips while the other reached to Tyrell to keep him in as long as possible in me. I think I actually blacked out for a few seconds - totally intoxicated by the bliss of two men cumming in me. All I know is when I came around I also had a huge load of my own sissy filth on my stomach just missing my blouse.

Tyrell pulled out and Daddy began to feed me my spunk from my stomach into my mouth. I sucked on Daddy's fingers like I did his dick and just cooed over all the attention. Tyrell began to dress and I looked up at him, "Thank you Sir. You're incredible!"

Tyrell finished dressing and thanked my Daddy for the use of his whore, then left. Now it was just the two of us. "So you liked Tyrell?"

"Daddy, he was amazing, incredible, fantastic ..... but he's no Daddy," I replied. Daddy looked puzzled as I said those words. "He fucked me. He fucked me hard. He fucked me like no man had ever fucked me - intense, aggressive, almost like when I was raped but not as violent and forceful." Then I caressed Daddy's arm. "But you, when we fuck I know you want what I am and what I give you. There's passion, there's intensity, there's a deep carnal desire but there's also you wanting to do right for me and both of us to enjoy our sex."

Daddy then responded, "So would you fuck him again?"

"Only if you're watching and enjoying it. Only if you're here and I can please you. Only if ..... if," I stuttered and stammered over the last part. I could not believe I was going to say it, but then I did. "Only if you make love to me after." I pulled him to me and begged him to make love to me. Daddy wasted no time and we spoke no words after that for an entire 30 minutes of passion. I was so wet and so filled with cum that Daddy went in easily and made it a most pleasurable fuck. I took his load again and kissed him deeply as he began to pull out to clean himself. That's when he looked back at me and saw yet another load of my sperm on my belly.

"When did you cum?"

I replied," As you were making love to me. It was quiet. It was powerful though. I just felt it ooze from me like a warm stream as we made love."

He helped me clean up and asked if I had brought a change of clothes. I told him of the bag in the front seat of my car with my "male" things and he went, got them and I changed. He told me he had one more possible run before Christmas and wanted to see if I'd be available. I told him I'd be at his beck and call if he got this way once more. I kissed him then, thank him for my "present" and we parted ways.

On the drive back I found an envelope inside my console as I reached in to grab some mints to try and tide my mouth over until I got home for water or Gatorade as I was parched. I pulled off and opened it. It was a Christmas card from Daddy.

"Kylie,

You have made this boring trip up to Detroit and back home more meaningful than anything I'd ever imagined. use this to get a few new things and next time wear one of them for me, but not before Christmas. If I get this way on Thursday or maybe even Christmas Eve .... wear anything else festive. I want to save anything new to bring in the New Year. Thank you for making a married man forget he's going home to a prune. I almost wish I was going home to you.

Daddy"

I sent him a text then thanking him profusely for the incredible gift And told him I would make sure I had a festive outfit ready for whatever day he came back this way, and start buying new things for between Christmas and the New Year.

On 6/12/2020 at 2:03 PM, ottawacocksucker said:

Anyone ever regretted of being a fag? When you kneel down to a man and have his cock in your mouth, you feel good. But after the pleasure, have you ever felt guilty of losing self-dignity?

My first time was by rape, but midway through it I actually wanted more. After, yes, I felt wrong, dirty, disgusted with myself. But the seed of doubt was planted. I began to doubt my heterosexuality. I tried desperately to "undo" what had been done by being intimate with as many women as I could. But no, it never happened. The next time I encountered a guy and we mutually seduced one another, it just deepened my surrender to men and to my homosexual nature. But I still would have that rebound of "guilt" a few times more. As I sucked more cock and worshipped more men's bodies, I felt my attraction to women slip totally away and my desire to be a filthy whore to men overwhelmed me. Now I live for the moments I can catch the eye of some stud in an ABS or even at some public place you'd not expect to find a gay or bisexual male.

Just back from my 3rd visit to the Napoleon (Ohio) truck stop and a night with my truck fuck buddy! He texted me around 4:30pm and asked if I would be able to meet him in an hour. He was just about to cross into Ohio from a run he made into Fort Wayne (IN) and was coming east on US-24 and wanted to stop for the evening to eat, sleep and maybe get me in his sleeper again. I told him I would be ready in 30 minutes and on the road to meet him there. So I quickly slipped into a pair of gold metallic tights I'd bought especially for the next time him and I were to get together, put on a black silky skirt and a brand new pair of black suede ankle boots. Then I added a black lace bra, slipped in my pair of false breasts, put a black silk cami over it all and then very slinky gold sparkle sequin blouse that hangs just a bit off the shoulder. I looked at the outfit and decided that, for the first time, I was just going to go as-is and not cover it all over with "male" clothes to conceal my nature.

I hopped in the car and told him via text that I was coming fully femme dressed - no male clothes. He told me exactly where to park in the truck lot so that I would be in the darkest corner of the lot and not be easily seen by other truckers. He knew my car well so he said he'd be sure to park near to me so I could quickly exit and slip into his cab once he was ready for me. My cock was never so hard in my entire life.

I drove as quickly as speed laws would allow, but also trying to be careful as not to draw attention to myself. I did, however, wear a black puffy coat over everything so I was not cold and so that while I was driving no one might get a glimpse of things. After all, a guy in a gold blouse would be pretty telling as to what I was all about. As I got to the Napoleon area I happened to see a very familiar truck just ahead of me - it was the truck of my truck-fuck lover. He was just in front of me driving past the first eastbound Napoleon exit. So I slowed up, settled behind him and tried not to be so anxious. I followed him off the exit ramp and into the truck stop area. As he headed into the lot I know he caught a glimpse of my car because he flipped his lights quickly off and on. So I just followed him to the area he'd told me about in text. I waited until he got backed into place perfectly and then slid in beside him on his passenger side and parked. I threw my coat off and waited for his text. It didn't take too long.

"I just knew that was you. C'mon in. Daddy is waiting to fuck his sissy and give you a gift, baby." I sent back a quick red heart and shut off my car and got out, locking it, and then jumping up onto his cab and opening the door. There was my Daddy, cab slightly darkened and sitting in his seat with his pants unzipped and thick white cock waiting.

"Damn baby you look festive and sexy! Close that door and let's get to seeing every bit of this new outfit!" His hands were all over me quickly, enjoying my silken blouse, the false tits under it that made me very busty, and especially the metallic gold tights. "Almost a shame I'm going to rip those tights getting into them to fuck my pussy, but damn hon I have needed to fuck you for too long!"

I immediately dropped to my knees on the floor of his cab and started to kiss his cock. He lifted my head and we kissed passionately a bit before he put his hand on my neck and put my lips back over his cock. "Yeah baby that's it. Get Daddy so ready to pound you. Damn you look so fucking hot! I swear if you could just get a wig and makeup you'd be making money on this stop as a whore!" I just looked up and  smiled as I let loose his cock for a brief second, then put it back where it belongs - in my mouth sucking him. I wanted him to know I appreciated his comment that I look that feminine from the neck down.

I kept sucking him and he just kept moaning and enjoying getting so rigid and so ready. "Oh damn Kylie I've so needed your gurly pussy. I've not had any sex since the last time I fucked you here. Daddy has quite the backlog of sperm honey. I hope you have a few hours. You're getting fucked well tonight, baby."

I stood up and slipped myself onto his lap, letting his dick feel the crotch of my silken tights up under my skirt. "I'm ready Daddy," I said. "Please fuck me Daddy. Please!" I wiggled off his lap and made my way into his sleeper, presenting my ass for him and wiggling it teasingly like bait to a fish. He slipped the curtain closed behind us and I felt his hands all up my skirt and all over my ass in mere seconds. He found the very small finger hole I made in the back of my tights and opened them up nicely for his cock to gain access to my pussy. He took the bottle of lube that was nicely warmed and put a nice amount all over my opening, then all over the head of his dick. He slipped on a latex glove and began to finger me a bit, getting things nice and wet and a bit more open. For the first time since he'd fucked me I definitely noticed I was a bit more willing to accept his fingers, which meant I was also more eager for his cock to invade me and fuck me.

And he didn't waste much time as it took him barely five minutes opening me up before he had the glove off and discarded and was putting that incredible cock of his against my opening and pushing in. By this time I was moaning "Daddy" a lot as he entered my pussy and made me feel complete. His hands then went up my blouse to my breasts. He removed my false tits and undid my bra so he could feel my real breasts. "Yeah those fake ones make you look big, but I love the feel of your sweet tits as I fuck you baby. I love feeling those nipples get hard and you moan from my dick and my fingers." I leaned my head back and got a deep wet kiss before he went to working on my pussy more. His hands then moved down to my hips, where he wanted full control over my ass so he could make me feel every thick inch of his manhood inside me.

"Damn Kylie you're going to have my seed in you so quick tonight! Fuck your pussy feels so perfect! Make Daddy cum! My hot trucker was just relentless as he pounded and pounded and pounded me some more. I'd never felt a man want me the way he was tonight and so enjoyed feeling like a total slut.

(To be finished later)

On 12/16/2021 at 10:07 AM, SRQDude said:

For whatever reason, it sounds like you crave sexual intimacy with guys but seem to want the 'safety' of validation in a relationship with a woman because that's what was somehow ingrained in you. So you keep toying with a hope of a relationship with someone in a gender that you admit doesn't do it for you. Guilt? Not our place to judge, but it sure seems like you have conflicted feelings about what you 'should' do when what you really should (or want to) do is embrace your true feelings to be with other guys.

Been there as well, dude. Forget the labels and perhaps release the notion of a need to be with a woman that doesn't arouse you. Find a guy who gets you really hot and just go have a great fuck with him. Find yourself wanting more? Instantly horny? Can't wait to have him inside you? Then call it whatever you want if you can't handle the "gay" label, but realize what you really like and want and know that it's certainly not 'straight".

Good luck!

Not sure what your day job is, but please don't quit it to become a shrink!

Yes, I am very attracted to men. I crave sex with men. I crave even the intimacy that can come from a romantic thing with guys, but I've only found that once. When someone spends the bulk of their life with heterosexual feelings, it's not easy to just flick a switch and say "hey guess what I'm gay" especially living in areas that are still beyond homophobic. But until I find a guy that I could share more than just sex with .... that's where it remains. I'd never say I am straight, because I am not. But until I learn and feel and explore all of what it means to be homosexual, yeah I won't say that I am gay.

Don't like the truth? Tough.

Simple .... it was my first experience. Two men grabbed me as their van pulled up next to me, pulling me in and taking me miles from where they'd grabbed me. I could not fight back. I could barely struggle. And when the rape itself began ... it was all I could do to keep from passing out. But after the first man had taken me and passed me off to the second, just before he finished depositing his sperm in me and getting ready to pass me off to the driver .... I found "sub space" - that place a true submissive slips into and begins to release all inhibition, all control and all resistance. It's not that the driver was good at fucking, because he was pretty bad actually. But maybe that's why after he came inside me and they were all trying to decide what to do with me I looked at the two men who had grabbed me and began the rape .... and begged them both to fuck me again.

The two men were bare the entire time - the driver had a condom on.  And after those two men took me again I was fully intoxicated with the idea of bareback sex and getting more of it from men.

37 when two men outside a local tranny bar grabbed me, threw me into their white panel van and drove off holding me down as we made the 6 or 7 mile trip someplace over the Ohio border into Michigan to an abandoned factory's parking lot where they both raped me. I loved it so much that after they both, and the driver, had turns on me I actually begged for the original two to fuck me again. I'd never done anything like that before, not even thought about sucking cock. But the feel of them using me, taking me, fucking me .... it changed me!

Every man who's ever fucked me bareback, since the very next one after I lost my virginity via rape, I've begged to "breed me and seed me." So far only 2 guys have ever pulled out and jizzed on my ass (one guy) or my stomach and cock (the other guy). It was kind of interesting to feel a man cum all over my cock and lower abdominal area as I lie on my back with my legs in the air taking him deep.

I live by a simple rule: speak only when spoken to, at least when it comes to status. I don't ask his and I don't volunteer mine. Now if he asks, then I saw what I know, which is the last time I was tested I was negative. But even after admitting mine I never ask his. I want there to be some mystery as to whether it's coming or not and I can soon say I'm POZ.

My new favourite truck driver did this to my ass as I was slipping out of my skin tight joggers, as he was pressing his incredible mushroom head into my hole, as he was taking me to my sub-space and making me moan his name as he fucked me, and yes .... after he'd finished delivering two very hot loads into my pussy (ass). He even calls it his pussy now, as he's fucked me 3 times in like two weeks. I'm now his regular fuck stop at the truck stop!

I have yet to have a man stay in a condom for longer than maybe 5 minutes with me. Most like it because it's a quick source of lubrication for them, so they slip one on and get going into me, then once they feel I'm nice and slippery they pull out, strip it off, and it's bareback all the way after that. The ones where I go to their home typically don't. It's the ones you meet in random places like a truck stop, ABS, etc. who are "prepared" with the raincoat as a starter.

Not really. But this past few weeks, thanks to this new pair of nearly skin-tight joggers I've been wearing more and more, I've gotten hit on by 3 different men. Two of them have gotten the nerve to ask me inconspicuously and gotten just the answer they were hoping for as well as gotten me to fuck them moments later. The 3rd, a very hot guy I met as he was coming out of my local ABS this afternoon as I was going in, dropped me his business card and told me to call him to set up a "date" for tomorrow to fuck on his lunch break at the same ABS. Needless to say I can't wait to hear more about how he just had a hunch and took a chance asking me as I was walking in and he was walking out.

Your first name (or a name you'll respond to): Kyle

Your cell number OR EMAIL: ghostly.gengar@ymail.com

A location (be at least as specific as a zip code): Rural Defiance County (Ohio) but I'm still within an hour or less of Michigan - 2 hours of Detroit.

Times you're generally not available: Evenings as I work late nights from home doing interactive chat & email for a large software gaming company that markets for Android and iPhone.

Age: 56

Height: 5'10"

Weight: 195

Ethnicity: White

Into sexually: Mostly bottom - I do switch with CDs/TGs -- can go from mild to wild depending on the person I am with and their influence -- pretty much a submissive but with CDs/TGs I like to just do whatever feels good for both of us.

I don't really call it "fetish" stuff, what I wear .... though I guess to some it probably is by definition. I've tried naked, but I just don't get into things as hot and heavy as I do when wearing feminine clothing. And the more I wear, the more "into" things I tend to be. My most recent fuck partner loved seeing me in lingerie, stockings and heels when I got dressed in the sleeper area of his cab. I know he enjoyed himself more with me like that, and I certainly did too.

I belong to no political party, as a subscribe to the philosophy of our Founding Fathers that political parties were counter-intuitive to our Constitutional Republic. But in keeping tabs on a "starting point" of looking for candidates I most closely align with, one party always comes out on top at a 95% agreement between their philosophies and mine - the Constitution Party.

53 minutes ago, bihairy said:

I went to another booth and a guy comes to the other side and drops his pants. We are looking at each other through the big hole. He pulls my cock in and sucks me hard. He turns around rubbing his ass on my hard on. 
This is what I want!  I rub around his hole and he is pushing back. My cock enters his warm moist hole. 
my cock is throbbing. I’m fucking and he is pushing back. Our bodies are slamming the wall as we fuck. I grunt as my cock unloads in his hole. I hear him gasp in pleasure as my load is deposited. We continue to fuck and soon he pulls another load out of me. 
Felt so good. I thanked him got dressed and left with a happy cock and balls!

I love breeding ass!!

Damn I have never gotten so lucky at a glory hole booth in my area like this! Anytime I've put my ass up to a hole, the guy walks out and goes to another one. Guys in my area only seem to want "blow-n-go" stuff, which is okay but sometimes you just need to feel a hard dick slamming you!

On 12/5/2021 at 3:10 PM, ohmalewhore said:

Truck stop in Napoleon, OH -- I happened to stop off at one of the three just outside Napoleon to get some gas before heading home.

I had a repeat performance with this same trucker just last night. I was running late getting home and stopped at the very same stop. This time I just parked and went into the common eating area and he saw me almost immediately. He came over acting all coy like "hey buddy long time no see" in front of his trucker buddies. He gathered up his meal and we moved to a more intimate, private area to talk and he revealed that he was just starting a text to me when I walked in. Sure enough it was there on his phone - my name and number and a short note he'd started to compose. So he finished up eating and we just acted very casual, then headed out toward his rig.

He stopped me before we got too far and asked if I had brought any "change of clothes" and if I'd used any of what he'd given me to buy something special for him to see me in. Well I had - on both counts - so we went back a bit toward my car and I got into my trunk to get my travel bag with the items in it I'd bought. We walked casually back to his rig and he let me slip into the sleeper area and change into what I had gotten - a sexy knee-length satin nightgown, matching black lace top stockings and a little pair of satin panties. I slipped on my CFM heels and showed him his outfit. He immediately began to grope and caress me and things got so hot. We barely even noticed he'd forgotten to start his rig to warm the cab because of how hot we were getting one another.

Two hours later and 3 fucks later I was changing back into my street clothes and kissing him goodbye. He left two loads deep inside me and his 3rd, a very small one, he left on my lips that we shared in a kiss as he made me cum with his hand one last time. This time he told me when he thinks he's heading back into the Napoleon area and told me to prepare another outfit. So now tomorrow I have some more shopping to do.

The photo is the heels and stockings he got to see and fuck me in.

I'm still far too new to sex with men to be up beyond double digits, and so far I've been very lucky when I get a repeat person. Usually it's because he's a switch. I almost never get the same cock twice from an alpha male or a dominant male. But the ones that have a "connection" with me beyond just sex .... it's where I get repeated enjoyment from the same person. Although last night broke that streak I guess.

Last night I happened to be driving home late and saw a familiar truck parked at one of the Napoleon (OH) truck stops and so I ventured in to see if I could find the guy who fucked me last week. Sure enough I saw him - and he saw me! In front of his trucker buddies he was like "hey man, long time no see" when I entered the dining area. But once we went to a more private table he was like "I was just about to finish eating and text you to see if you were available. Sure enough he had my name open in his SMS app and had a few words typed. So after he finished we casually walked to his rig before he asked me if I had brought a change of clothes and if any were from "last time and his investment." So we went to my car, I got into my trunk and removed the small travel bag I keep things in and we made our way back to his rig. I dressed in his sleeper compartment and then modelled my new attire for him .... and he put it to good use! Got fucked twice - again - and this time he managed to squeeze out a very small 3rd load onto my face for me to lick and enjoy as we kissed.

Started out as a true slave to dominant women, but a random event with two men changed all that. I still find myself very drawn to being enslaved by a man, or to men. I live to serve and live to pleasure men, But I have to admit that my own selfish pleasures come into play a lot.  When a guy hits on me, I want it for the sheer pleasure of sucking dick and getting fucked, but I obviously hope he enjoys my oral talent and cums hard from fucking me. When I purposefully go out searching for men, then it's definitely all about me - my selfish need to taste sperm, to suck cock and to feel a man fuck me. Again, I still hope he enjoys himself and enjoys what I give him, but my total focus is on my own satisfaction of getting sperm in one of my holes and feeling my clit cum hard from getting him off.

Oh hell yes! No need for masks, filters or anything. Any guy willing to go to the lengths of setting up cameras to record can show any an all of me. I just choose not to show right now because I hope to work on getting that facet of my life better under control through DYI YouTube videos on makeup and such. Been in contact with a trans gal whose great at it, but she's married and doesn't want to meet for fear of cheating .... otherwise I'd have a makeup coach and be skilled in no time.

Each day I become a bit more adventurous, such as walking into a trucker's cab and allowing myself to be fucked by a totally anonymous man who happened to take a chance on me while I was pumping gas at the service station attached to the truck stop he was parked at for the night. But I want something more substantial. I want a truly adventurous and dominating man that has both patience and a strong sense of getting what he wants out of me in a timely manner.

On 8/23/2021 at 2:31 AM, insatiable said:

Are there any Dom type guys who are into a sub combining wanton bugchasing + deep desires to be an obedient service fag?

 

Not just taking loads, but being tied up, shaven clean, locked in a cock cage, and bred full of bugs?

Gawd I hope so, as this is my deepest desire! I'm already clean shaven, looking now at cock cages and attempting to find one suitable for being locked into and definitely looking for someone that will seed me and make me forever bound to POZ men.

My "formal" training began with dominant women, three of them to be exact, before two men stumbled onto me and showed me that there was a better life than serving women. The night they grabbed me and threw me into their panel van, drove me across the OH/MI line to an abandoned factory's parking lot and began to rape me was the night everything changed for me. At first I was terrified as they began things, but after they removed my tight black jeans and found something to use to humiliate me, it all began to change. Words like "sissy" and "faggot" and "whore" and "bitch" began to mould me. Mentally I could almost feel the "sub space" effect changing dynamics within me. By the time both men finished I was shocked to be saying I wanted more and actually meaning it, wanting it and craving it.

Now I live for hearing a man degrade me, humiliate me and slowly I am enjoying the more physical aspects as well such as hair pulling, slapping, etc.

On 11/13/2021 at 4:14 AM, Bibttmmiami said:

It’s called sub space. When your punishment/pain turns to pleasure. It’s almost like a high. 

Have to agree on this .... it's sub-space! I've only experienced it a few times, once with a female dominant, twice with men, and once with a dominant transgender gal. You "feel" and "say" things you might not ordinarily state - you do things you might not ordinarily do and you definitely enjoy every second of it almost feeling like you're watching a movie starring yourself.