Fighting it's not the best idea from my point of view. I think that it's something weird, and I don't see any sense of it. I would advise you to try BDSM that will make you feel new emotions and feelings. My first experience was very great. The girl from nicolebdsm.com made me love it and come again and again. She made our first meeting one of the best, and I fell in love with her. It would be best if you also tried it and I am sure you will be surprised by how cool it is. I was very skeptical regarding BDSM, but now it's my favorite.
