took my first few loads, freaked out. lessen the risk after the act ?

[corkscre96]

Hi guys... long time lurker, rare poster here.

i met a poz top with the view that we were going to just have a few joints, and start off slow.. sucking / wanking.

long story short, had too much, ended up riding him, didnt hear him say he was about to cum. didnt get off in time.

since i had already taken the risk, he managed to talk me into taking some more loads.

now ive sobered up and im freaking out.

what can i do to reduce the risk 3 hours after the event?

would trying to wash it out just make it go in deeper?

laxatives ?

6 inch cock ( does that even matter ?)

took 4 loads.

off meds for 5 months.. ( is that enough time for a viral load to build up ? )

it was my first time getting fucked so my ass was in good condition before the act.

wasnt too much blood.

had a butt plug in for about an hour after.

ive seen loads of threads about guys taking a couple of loads every week for months and not getting it,

so i guess just one session isnt taking much of a risk.

[layedback]

You've got 72 hours for PEP. If you're seriously freaking out and absolutely do not want to risk becoming infected, that's the way to go. Call your doc and say the rubber broke or whatever. It's really your safest bet. Otherwise, there are just too many variables, too many unknowns, for someone to really advise you what to do. The bottom line is: if you don't want to become poz, then don't bareback, because anything can go wrong at any time. I've been going raw over 20 years, and I'm still neg, but with some close calls. I know other guys who did it just one time, and that's all it took. I'm not trying to lecture you, but think about how well you can handle the consequences before you commit the act. And good luck with whatever outcome you want.

[btmboy3in]

@layedback: good advice and commentary for corkscre96. Just curious, what were the "close calls" that you had? How did they happen?

[skinster]

Completely agree, layedback. I also know someone where just 1 time was all it took.

My close calls were std's, nasty little buggers. Not quite sure how they can be seen as a pleasant or glorifying experience. I like a bare ass so much better.

[tprbttm4u]

So what did you decide to do?