[Never Ending Journey] The first load

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I have been Barebacking for as long as I can remember.

The first shag I ever barebacked was when I was 15 (Lied about my age of course) with this guy, lets call him A.

A was a lot older than I was, infact nearly double my age but i trusted him and he had the most perfect body and cock I`d ever seen (and from the amount of porn ive seen thats saying something)

So we met up for just sex. He took me to a local industrial estate in his car and he let down the seats. I remember how nervous i was when he took me out of the car and made me stand there as he stripped me naked in the cold air. It was fantastic.

He stripped me down and made me turn and watch him as he took off his clothes. I remember thinking what if we get caught and before i new it he was forcing me down on my knees and making me suck him off. For my first time I think I done not bad but still gagged a little.

Always have had a sensitive gag reflex

He made me suck him off for what felt like forever but in reality was about 20minutes. Its safe to say sucking cock was the first thing I ever felt myself good at. I was starting to shiver a little bit so he took me inside the car again and lay me on my back and positioned himself in between my leg with them resting on his shoulders.

Now I dont care what people say, the first time always hurts, and when I felt him push the head of his cock against my hole I knew it was going to be a rough ride. Before I could even let the words escape my lips he had thrust all the way into me. I felt like i was dying (and that id never let another penis near me again). Soon he was fucking me like there was no tomorrow, I didnt enjoy it much but i was still horny and the pain was starting to turn me on. After nearly 45 minutes he asked me

"Do you want me to shoot in or out?"

Without even thinking about it, I said "In"

And with a few more hard deep thrusts, he shot his load into my not so virgin ass. It was the greatest feeling in the world. Despite what a lot of people say i felt him shoot his load into me and that feeling I will always remember.

I think thats what drives me to bareback, to have that feeling inside of me once more.

I kept in touch with A for a long while after that, Although he felt bad taking advantage of me without using a condom and every time we met after was safe. It wasnt as satisfying.

I think back to that day and think to myself "Would my life be different if I told him to pull out?, Would I be such a cum slut if I had said no the first time?".

Answer is i dont really know. All I know is that I instinctively responded to him when he asked and for me, I think it proves I was always born to bareback.

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