But now I am starting to think about undetectable guys..

[fuckboy20]

Nervous to say it but I'll say it. Thursday I went back to the sex club and cleaned myself out perfectly before I left the house. When I arrived there was almost no one there and I counted two other guys there. I was on my phone for a while cruising and looking for dick while waiting for some to arrive. I played with a few guys who arrived shortly and sucked their dick for a little bit but I guess they wanted to save their load.

More guys starting coming in so I went to my car and changed into my daisy dukes and left my shirt off hoping to attract some guys. It worked. I sucked a guy off in the stair area and damn he had a nice dick. I went a bit farther though and went into the blackroom. A guy started sucking my cock really big beefy bear guy and rubbed my cock against his ass but I wasn't into that. A few other guys came in and I made out with some of them, groped their cocks and they groped mine and I was soon on my knees going back and forth between a few different cocks. Even though I had no idea what the guys looked like I got some feel of what they looked like by their arms, legs, body, and size. One of them brought me up and kissed me a little bit more, (had a really big busy beard) and started rough fingering my ass and I kept moaning and the other guys seemed really excited. He pushed me on my knees and fucked my face like it was his own personal pussy and gave me a huge load to swallow. It tasted really good. Some of the other guys came on me as well .

I cleaned the cum off me in the bathroom and moved on. I later found out he was a hot trucker daddy bear. Fucking woof. I went back to the stair area and saw a military looking daddy there. I immediately got on my knees and started sucking him and he felt my ass and his dick grew harder and longer, until he stood me up and kissed me passionately. I asked him if he wanted to go in a room and he agreed. When we got in the room I was able to suck his big dick in private and he really loved playing with my ass while I was sucking him. We kissed a little more and he said he was going to fuck me. I asked him, "Are you negative or positive?". I never ask a guy if he is clean because that's such a broad question. He told me honestly, "I am undetectable and on medications.". I freaked out and thought about leaving but he said he would fuck me with a condom. He had a great dick and he was really hot and a great kisser and I was horny as hell. He was also honest. He used a little lube and then started fucking me. Damn it really hurt, he had a really big dick and I thought back to the other night where that top used poppers on me and slammed it in my hole and I felt like my body was floating and numb as he fucked my ass but even within that semi conscious state how I was able to relax my hole completely incase I would feel the pain later.

I needed those poppers. But I have pretty good muscle control and always clean myself deep back there but rarely do I get a cock that is that big and that fucks me. I tried my best to relax but was not able to relax completely. This did not stop the top though. He fucked me rough and hard and would pull out all the way and slam it back in. While he was doing this he kept calling me a little bitch and telling me that I am his little bitch and that my hole belongs to him. While he was fucking me I saw a hot black daddy come in and he was watching me getting fucked like a bitch, I was moaning, even crying a little bit because it was so big and hurt a little, but I was taking the fuck this man was giving me. But I was taking it like a bitch not like a man. The top saw the black daddy come in the room and pulled out and let me suck on his cock. The black daddy already had a condom on and pushed inside. I rarely ever get fucked by black daddies or suck them because I am not the best deepthroater and as I said before I don't often get fucked (or do I want to?) get fucked by large dicks.

I was crying and moaning as his schlong went inside my ass and I swallowed the tops dick all the way. They both fucked my face and mouth for all it was worth and they seemed to really get off on me being in pain and moaning and crying a bit. It did not take long for the black daddy to cum and he pulled out and left the condom on the floor. The top then pulled out of my mouth and put on another condom and shoved it in my ass and fucked me until he came and then he took the condom off and put it on the floor. I wondered if I would have been able to take it better if I was getting fucked raw by both of them.

We talked a little bit afterwards and cuddled and spooned a bit. All the while I kept rubbing my ass against his hard raw cock. I was really horny. I told him that he probably would not fuck me raw. He told me he would not do that to me and we talked a little bit about him being poz and about barebacking, poz, and undetectable altogether. He once again confirmed that no one really wants to be poz. He cautioned me that the road I am going down I will likely end up poz someday because men lie and barebacking will lead to becoming poz.

I guess I had a little bit of respect for him for being so open and honest about himself and his status and even telling me he was undetectable before he fucked me. He did admit to me that he does have a lot more sex being poz and that he usually only fucks poz guys or if guys "don't ask" his status and offer their ass he fucks them. Maybe it was bonding with this man, the fact that I felt safer and open, around him, but I begged him to fuck me. He did not hesitate and his dick was rock hard and red and I could tell he and it wanted nothing more then to fuck me like the bottom slut I am. I got on my back again and felt his raw dick enter me and open up easier this time. Damn it felt better but it still did hurt. I'm not used to anything that long going back that deep but he kept calling me a bitch boy and told him he was going to take my ass. He went back to pulling out all the way in and slamming it back in to torture me and said he wants me to feel his cock in me the next day when I am sore. He then flipped me over and when I was on my belly he pushed his raw dick all the way inside me and started fucking me. I kept moaning, crying, sighing, and went into sensual overload having that giant cock fuck me raw and his body pin me down and make me take it. After he fucked me for a good while he pulled out and had me suck his cock. He came in my mouth. He told me he would not cum in me even though he is undetectable because although it lowers the viral load it still leaves a chance and he did not want to do that. Then again so does technically fucking me raw. He thanked me and I thanked him and I gave him my number and I left. I was past my curfew though but it was a very enlightening and amazing night.

And yes I did take a few loads in my mouth even though none up my ass and I got fucked with a rubber for a little bit at one point. So this is relevant, just long, textwall-ish, and probably ranty

But now I am starting to think about undetectable guys...

[thruhull]

Dude,

Just read your hot and honest story... I feel the same way... thinking about undetectable guys... still neg here but taking bare dick 90% of the time.

Hit me up if you want to converse.

[smoothbottom]

That's so hot Fuckboy!

Yes, you're on a path to... danger is exciting for sure. That thin line between risky and tripping over the edge is just fucking weirdly sexy!

[einathens]

which sexclub were you at? i'm always looking for nearby darkroom action.

[bbjoca]

I've done it... after thinking about it a looong time.... two weeks ago I got my first "undetectable" load...