JakeTurner Posted September 13, 2012 Report Posted September 13, 2012 See Bear4PozLoads original blog post... The unmedicated black poz top fucked me again. This time I got him to take it easier on my ass. Still felt really painful, but there's just something in me that likes the idea of taking a truly toxic load. Thing is, it's a week later and I feel like shit. Last time it was 2 weeks later. I wonder if it's not my body reacting to taking his load. My libido is pretty low and I get tired really easily and get some weird aches. Aren't you only supposed to get the fuck flu once? It's not bad or anything, but it's like every time I take his load it has an impact on me. I've heard that even poz guys can be impacted by taking loads from poz guys with high viral loads - maybe it's something like that... All I know is there seems to be something about taking loads from him - they're definitely not benign. Otherwise, I've gotten to the point where I'm only really interested in taking loads from unmedicated poz tops. I'm sorta over undetectable guys. I just don't see the point of going through all that when they're shooting blanks. I found a few more guys who aren't on meds, but timing hasn't worked out with them. More...
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