Administrators rawTOP Posted March 20, 2010 Administrators Report Share Posted March 20, 2010 Click here to see Defiant HIV+ Bareback Fucker's original blog post... Went to the Steamworks last night as planned. Only one guy said anything to me about my blog, and that was after he had pursued me a bit without success. With the mention of the bog, though, I gave in and let him fuck me. I know he wanted more, but at that point in the evening I was having what I call a "doubt attack". A doubt attack is where I am in the throws of play and I start thinking that what I am up to is not such a great idea. This happens from time to time. Before I became HIV+ it happened all the time. While less menacing and less frequent now, it still does happen on occasion. The reason for a doubt attack is that I still have risk when playing bareback. Just because I am HIV+ does not mean I am home free. There are a host of other things that one can be affected by (I won't be listing them here). Playing at a bathhouse, in what might be called an unhinged manner, is an excellent way to set myself up for these problems. By the time this guy said something to me about my blog I had already been fucked by three different guys and taken one load. That made him number four, immediately following this short Asian dude with a super fat dick. In a way I was incapacitated when he seized his opportunity, as I was getting sucked at a glory hole by a very talented mouth, to say nothing of the Asian dude using my hole. I retreated to my room and sat out a few minutes to get my thoughts back from the doubts that had set in. Later I was back at the glory holes getting some great head when a hot guy came along. He stopped and also got sucked with me. We made out while getting sucked which made me as horny has I had been earlier, before the doubts set in. He did wind up behind me, since I probably appeared to be in a state of heat, and I did get his bare cock up my hole twice, although briefly. When he came it was at the glory hole and not in my ass, which sucked. He made out with me some more while the Asian dude mentioned earlier used my hole again, edging his cock for a while. This session restored me to my hungry self and I was now over the top horny again. Throughout the evening I managed to fuck nine holes, cumming in the last one. I can't say that any these stood out, and in fact I was, once again, more interested in getting fucked than fucking. Funny how different I am now compared with prior to sero-conversion. I would say the highlight of the evening was this one smooth early thirties hispanic guy. He found me at the glory holes, again, getting sucked. He checked my ass out, it was obvious, and it did not take much to coax him behind me. His dick was very large, but it seems I am getting better at this, and was able to take it. He liked my hole enough to ask me to his room, and of course I followed. He fucked me for what seemed like forever! I must have spent an hour with his meat in my hole. It hurt and felt great at the same time. When he came he pulled out and jerked his load out. I scolded him for this and put his freshly cum soaked cock back in my ass. He giggled. I did learn his name, which I won't publish, and found his kisses to be sweet. I wish we had exchanged contact information, cuz this is the type of stud that I want to get plowed by when I am looking to get fucked. Going over the details in my mind, as I write this, gets me horny again. While he did not squirt in my hole, I am going to count his load since it was all over his cock when I put it back inside me, so that makes two in my ass for the night. Finally, to the one and only dude I have sucked at a glory hole in decades. A cute, hot, fit white dude in his early twenties; he was standing in the glory hole area with his towel off. I could tell his cock was nice, even though he was not playing with it and the only light was from the oversized porn screen above. I found myself walking to the lower level and over to the hole nearest him, almost as an involuntary reaction to his presence. I stood watching him through the hole as he started stroking his cock. He moved a little closer in small adjustments over the next several minutes, even smacking me on my mouth with his cock a couple times, but then he bolted from the platform. I though that was the end of that. Not so! After I went to my room for a while I came back to the glory hole area to get some head and found my little blond dude standing right where he had been standing before, this time stroking his fully erect cock. I, once again, was drawn to the same hole below him and we repeated the same scene as before, with me getting smacked on my mouth with his cock more than twice this time. He was teasing me, for sure. His cock was only a couple inches outside the reach of my tongue, which made me squirm. From somewhere inside me this sense of desperation for his cock in my mouth took over. I heard myself say "please" fearing that such an action might loose him. It did not. I was immediately rewarded with his cock shoved all the way into my mouth as he pumped for his pleasure. Never underestimate what the word please can do for you. ;-) He withdrew his cock and alternately stroked it and pumped my mouth with it, edging himself for a while. The expression on his face told me he was totally enjoying himself. This made me even more submissive and eager to please him. When he came it was as he stroked his cock but it was touching my tongue, so I got the majority of his load in my mouth. After he unloaded I got his cock back in my mouth for a brief second and then he smacked me with it one more time before taking off. The thought that occurred at that moment was that I like the taste of cum and have not indulged that like in a long long time. Nine hours, two loads up my ass, one load down my throat, eight cocks up my ass, and nine holes fucked. A rather busy Friday night... More... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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