My First Undetectable Bottom

[Blueyedsoul]

Hello All... Well, it's been while since I've posted but here it goes. As many of you know I am predominately a top except for the occasional big black dick that I sit on. Also, as many of you know, I have only recently began entertaining the thought of playing with undetectable bottoms. I have yet to 'knowingly' top or bottom for anyone undetectable. After researching the literature (I teach at a medical school) and consulting with a local openly gay ID specialist, I changed my profiles to read "undetectable friendly." I am a learned individual with the subject so I felt I was ready. In the past, I had always serosorted and kept my fuck buddies to a small few with verifiable proof of status. But this morning was quite different.

I was cruising A4A when I came across a self proclaimed young twink cum dump who was in his early twenties. Even more intriguing, he was only 10 minutes up the road. So after some chat, he asked me to head over. I asked about his VL and CD numbers. He basically told me he hadn't had his latest work done and that that was scheduled for next week. He also told me his prescription (Complera) as well as stating that he has been 'happily undetectable' for two years now. He then proceeded to tell me that I would be his first load. In my mind this was as near to perfect as I could find. I have read here and been told by other tops to try and avoid seeding a bottom who already had loads in them. If I was barebacking, seeding a bottom with another load would increase my odds of being exposed to HIV, not necessarily infection. The thought of being the first did it. I was at his house in 10 minutes.

He met me at the door in a royal blue thong. We went to his bedroom and then immediately he had my pants off and was sucking away. He was not popper friendly but had obviously had T at some point. True to form, he had a beautiful twink ass. Freshly shaved and pink. I dove in tongue first. Tasted good. But I recognized that taste. It was nut! So I said to him, "push that load out." He replied that he already had pushed it out. He just didn't have time to clean up before I arrived (him knowing my concern). He told me that his fuck buddy (married neg top) came over for an unexpected quickie. So then I went in slowly. Surprisingly, he was still tight. Wow it was the best in quite sometime. I then recognized that there was still some old load inside him. Now my cock was coated with that unknown load. I knew right ten, my odds had now been increased but I kept going. I then pulled out and coated his perfectly smooth gapped hole with my load. He then eagerly stuffed the load away; every drop finding its target. It really was an amazing sight. He then slowly cleaned/sucked my cock and then I was on my way.

On my way home he texted me and said he really enjoyed my cock and that he wanted me to be a regular. He then told me to relax, he was truly undetectable. I have had no real anxiety. But yet I know, my drive over ran my intellect. Maybe this is some sort of mild anxiety? The fact that I am even questioning my actions could be construed as maybe I wasn't ready. On the flip side, I do tend to over analyze, especially when I am home having wine and smoking a bowl. LOL. Thoughts anyone?