The Town Whore's Son

[mike43]

are you going to write any more?

[Kenywi]

Yes I will be writing more I started to the other night and lost power in the middle and there went my work. So there will be more

I just want to say thank you for all the positive comments. It's a really great feeling to hear that others appreciate your work.

Thank you all

Keny

[abearinsac]

Thank you, I can't wait!!!

[BrisFuck]

We're all on the edge of our seats....stroking our cocks and just waiting for the next installment !

[Kenywi]

Tim walked through the door, only to see everyone was looking at him and laughing.

"What?"

"Jason's found a movie just for us."

"Oh, dare I ask?"

"It's a zombie movie."

"Right on, but how is that for you?"

"It's a zombie romance."

Tim stared at Jason and then remarked "You're one sick fuck. You know that?" And with that, everyone again broke out in laughter.

Meanwhile Laura walked over, gave him a welcoming kiss on the check, and in the process relieved Tim of some of the bags of food. Jason ruffled my hair as he headed for the kitchen to get dishes. I started to get up myself until Laura and Tim both fixed me with a stern look, and the admonition "You mister, just stay right there. We can deal with this, and with everything you've been through you can just relax." I was not about to argue, particularly as the pain medication from the hospital was starting to wear-off and my face was pulsating.

Returning to the room, Jason brought various bowls and plates, and Laura and Tim soon had all the food placed out and opened on the table. Jason fixed me a plate and handed me his while he went to put in Warm Bodies afterwards settling in next to me, while Tim and Laura snuggle up on the other couch. As my face was very painful, and my head was pounding, I could barely eat. "Hey bud" Tim asked, "you feeling alright? You're squinting and you look sort-of pale." Jason leaned back and took a look at me.

"Hon, have the pain med's worn off?" I nodded my head ever so slightly. "Hold on, I'll be right back."

With that Jason went into the back room, returning almost immediately with a glass of water and a pill, saying "Here's a Vicodin that will take care of the pain." I swallowed the pillow and Jason got behind me on the couch and again we all settled for the movie. About 15 minutes later my head didn't hurt as quite as bad and what does hurt I couldn't bring myself to care about, so overall feeling pretty good, laying there cuddled-up with Jason, watching the movie, I was feeling somewhat as if I were floating and drifting, not to mention just very relaxed. I tilted my head back and, looked-up at Jason and found myself grinning at him. He responded by leaning forward and kissing my forehead as he stroked my hair.

"How you feeling, love?"

"Hmm good" and I responded, smiling at him some more.

"Baby, you ever had a Vicodin before?"

"Huh ah."

"Oh, really. Have you ever had any prescription pain relievers before?"

"Ahh nope."

Tim and Laura grinned, looked at each other, then at Jason and me, and Tim announced "He's toast" They all giggled.

"Yeah I think you're right," Jason chuckled.

"Here, lean forward a bit hon, so I can get up."

I tried, but my legs and arms feel like lead which was odd cause I felt like I was floating at the same time. In any event, I struggled to sit up and Jason had to help me into position. Laura demurely covered her mouth with her hand and Tim was outright laughing, remarking "The boy's a light weight."

"I'm okay," I tried to say but my words seemed to come-out sort of muffled, which caused everyone to grin even more broadly. Finally Jason got out from behind me, picked me up and headed to our room, saying over his shoulder, "Night guys. We'll see you in the morning."

Jason actually used my feet to close the door behind us and then gently laid me out on the bed. Leaning over, he gave me a soft kiss, and whispered "Night, baby."

I reached up and entwined my fingers across the back of his neck, and returned his kiss, murmuring "Hey, you know what?"

"What's that?"

"I think I'm in love with you, but don't tell my Dad," and with that I burst out in laughter.

"I think he already knows and approves." With that Jason again kissed me, and made to stand-up, I didn't release my grip, and in fact, I pulled him down closer to me, pleading for another kiss.

"Anytime" and he delivered another kiss, but still I wouldn't let go, and I did my best to pull him into bed bed with me, so Jason ended-up laying on top of me, using his elbows to support his weight. "Someone's in a mood."

"Mmmmm, oh yeah," and spread my legs so the he was now between them, then I hooked my ankles over his lower back, and tilted my hips so that I was rubbing my ass over the erection I could feel through our clothing. "Hmm feels like someone else is in a mood."

Jason grinned down at me, saying "Well, I'd have to be dead to not be in the mood with your legs wrapped around me like that, but hon, shouldn't we wait till you feel better?"

"I feel just fine" I purred in his ear and then licked the tip of his ear with my tongue, adding "I'd feel a lot better with your cock deep inside me."

"Hon, you know they started you on PreP. We should use protect...," but I didn't allow him to finish the sentence as I captured his lips with mine and applied more pressure with my ass against his now extremely hard rod, breaking-off the kiss after a few seconds and then whispered in his ear "You will never use a condom again. There will never be anything between us. I want you deep inside me, raw, and I want your toxic juice inside my ass. I want you to make me part of you and then later I can do the same to you and we'll always be part of each other. I need this I need you to be part of me and I need to be part of you, and I don't want to talk about this again."

"Yes love, whatever you want," and with that Jason ground his cock against my body. He cupped my ass in the palm of his hands and positioned me so his hard on was rubbing in the crease of my pants where my checks parted. He trust against me for a while, and then slid his hands up and under my shirt, his fingers caressing my back while his palms and thumbs massaged my abs. All the while my shirt was sliding up, exposing first my stomach, then my chest. Still his attention moved up my torso so eventually his thumbs reached my nipples and he stopped to caress them, making little circles around my nips. He broke off our kiss and leaned down and tongued each of my nipples, leaving them wet with his saliva, then he continued to rub them with his thumbs. It seemed as if my nips were hardwired directly to my hole and cock. I felt little jolts of pleasure racing through my body, making my cock flex and my hole clench. I did my best to push my ass harder and harder against Jason, who finally finished taking off my shirt. As he removed my shirt he pulled me against his chest, sliding me into his lap. We wrapped the other in our arms and kissed, while he fucked me through our pants. I reached up and grabbed his hair, pulling him harder against my body. I was making my own mouth hurt, but the pain was very far away. I was too sexually wired to care about such minor things. Finally he slid forward so I was positioned prone on my back, and, sliding out from between my legs Jason unbuttoned my pants, sliding both my trousers and underwear down and off. Then Jason stood-up and removed his own clothing.

I loved watching him undress. When I say younger guys had nothing on him, I was serious. His chest was developed, without being overly so, his abs just show under the smooth skin of his stomach and then the creases in his hips to form a beautiful Y shape. His hips are just perfect to hold onto while he slides deep into my ass and I can't wait to grab them. Once he was naked he grabbed my legs and turned me over, and then he got into bed with me, straddling my cheeks so his cock was nestled between them. I could feel his precum dripping onto my lower back. He placed his hands on my shoulders and massaged them, at the same time he was rocking his hips back and forth over my ass.

"Fuck Jason, that feels so good."

"Hmm which part hon?" he whispered as he leaned over my back, his lips at my ear.

"Both oh gawd I need you inside me," I whispered as his cock twitched, precum oozing into the crease of my ass.

"How's this feel baby?" Jason asked, as he took my ear in his mouth and gently tongued it, while at the same time he sliding his cock between my ass spreading his venomous precum between my cheeks. Shuddering at the sensation, I put my ear to his mouth, and enjoyed the warmth of his breath and tongue, as at the same time I'm trying to angle my hips to try and get his cock into me.

"Oh, fuck I need you inside me!"

"Yes baby, you do, but not just yet."

"Fuck Jason, just fuck me," but instead of answering me, he slid down my back. I could feel his cock leaving a slimy trail across my ass and my balls, almost kissing them en route. Jason, meanwhile, kissed licked his way across my back, leaving goosebumps in his wake. Sliding my hands under his arms, I tried pull him back up, but he kept moving down and I didn't have the strength to stop him. When Jason arrived at my ass checks, he paused to blow across it. I felt his breath, was hot in and of itself, but upon hitting the slimy precum trail his cock had drooled over my ass, it was deliciously cool. Jason then tongued up his own juice, and scooting down, he parted my cheeks, and his tongue slid up and down my ass crack.

"Oh, fuck!" I lifted my hips as he closed in on my hole, but instead of making contact, he skipped over it and worked my taint, leaving a wet trail of spit down to my balls. "Jason, this isn't fair" I moaned, adding "I need you in me."

"Mmmmm, yes," he mumbled into my balls as he slid one arm under my hips and lifted into a position where his tongue had better access to my balls. Meanwhile, gripping my cock, he pulled it down so he could kiss the tip and lick-up my precum, murmuring "Hmmmm, very tasty." Then Jason released my cock and snapped up against my stomach. Working his way back up, he again reached my hole, but once again he stopped sort of entering me.

"Damn it, Jason, will you...."

Suddenly, without any further ado, Jason dove the tip of his tongue into my hole. The sensation was as if someone had shoved a live electric wire into my ass. My head snapped up and reflexively I thrashed about, moreover, I was unable to prevent the loud groan that escaped my lips. Jason, meanwhile, kept diving into my hole.

"OH, shit don't stop!"

"Like that baby? Like having my tongue in your hole?"

"Oh gawd yes!"

Jason spread my cheeks apart and went to town on my hole, encircling it, and then spearing me deeply. I had never felt anything like this sensation before and I did my best to push back against his face, trying to get him in as deeply as possible. I could feel his spit sliding down my ass and dripping off my balls. I feel like pulling my hair out as I panting like a dog in heat, crying out "Fuck, Jason please!"

I begged and moaned, my cock so hard it ached. Suddenly Jason flipped me over onto my back, and automatically my legs shot straight up. "Finally" I thought to myself, but Jason was not finished, 'cause he dove right back into my hole. In this position he drove his tongue ever deeper into m. I swore the entire length of his tongue was lodged in my hole, and that I could feel his teeth against my cheeks.

After a minute or so, Jason removed his tongue from my hole, and licked my crack, taint, and hole. I couldn't stop whimpering and my head flailed from side to side in pleasure. Reaching down, I attempted to pull him up to my face so I could kiss him, but instead he extracted himself from my grasp, gave me a contented smile, and dove right back into my ass. I was so excited my precum oozed out of my pulsating cock, pooling on my abdomen. I was fucking ready to scream in frustration when Jason finally moved up to my cock, and I signed in pleasure, on the virtual cusp of blowing my load, knowing it would take only for Jason to to wrap his lips around my meat.

"Yes, oh fuck yes, please." Jason, however, was not to be hurried. He kissed his way across my testicles, then to my shaft, slowly and deliberately licking and kissing his way up. When he finally reached my crown he blew across the glans, and moved past my cock to begin kissing my abs.

"Oh my fucking gawd no!" I practically screamed. He chuckled as he continued kissing his way up to my chest.

"Too much for you baby?"

"Fuck no! Not a goddamn 'nough! Fuck! You're gonna fuckin' kill me! Oh my gawd, Jason, I can't take much more!" I panted, possibly screaming (or was it begging?) in frustration. Finally Jason had kissed his way up to my lips, and his cock was once again sliding between my cheeks. I could feel his cock head gliding in the precum and spit he had deposited all over my ass.

Positioning himself on his forelegs, he slid my hips even higher, and then grabbing his thick piece of meat, he began tapping his head against my opening. With each tap, more of his natural lube oozed off onto my ass, and, pressing against me, I could feel his tip start to make an entrance into my ass - when he stopped, flexed his cock, and slid back out, saying "Got to get you ready, baby. Going to spread my toxic lube all through your ass. Is that what you want? Is this what you keep begging for?"

"Fuck yes! Give me your seed! Drip your poz cum in me! Infect me and make me yours forever!"

His cock slid back in, just up to the crown, and again I feel it pulse inside me, lubing me up, giving me his infected precum. Reaching back, I did my best to spread my cheeks to maximize the depth his cock could reach, but again Jason pulled out. Talk about the consummate cock tease.

"Goddam! Fuck this, Jason!" I was so fucking horny I was all but out of my mind fuckin' horny.

"You need this cock baby? Need it deep in you? You want to feel it kick and spit deep in your ass, giving you my poz load?"

"Yes, godammit, Jason! I need your fucking cock in me now!"

Jason pushed his cock back into my ass, and I could feel my muscles stretching as his crown slid in, only about one-half inch - only to stop. past the crown about a 1/2 inch and stops. I strain to push myself back into him, but Jason had a firm grasp on on my hips, and all he would allow me to do was rotate around his cock. His cock jerked and flexed inside my hole, spreading his lube all around as I rotated my hips. "Fuck I need you Jason, you feel so fucking incredible in my ass!" Again Jason slid back to the crown, but fortunately for him, he didn't withdraw, 'cause had he done so, I probably would have killed him. Instead he slid back so he was, in effect, sitting on his heels, and with his firm grip on my hips, pulled me with him, his hips making small thrusting movements, with each of which his cock moved incrementally deeper into my chute.

"Oh, yes, fuck yes, finally, give me your poz cock! Fuck me deep, Jason!"

"You getting what you want boy?" When he addressed me as 'boy', my ass twitched and grabbed his cock even tighter, which cause Jason to moan involuntarily.

"Oh, hell yes, more I need more."

"Yeah, this is what you need alright. Your ass is just begging for me, ain't it, boy?"

"Oh, fuck yes. I need you all the way inside me. I need all of you deep in my ass. Fuck me, Jason!"

At this point Jason had about one-half his thick monster cock inside my ass, and as such, he was at his widest point, which meant I was being stretched about as far as I could handle. Jason seemed to know this, 'cause he kept sliding back and forth between the crown and the mid-point on his cock, teasing me unmercifully. Then, sitting up, he drove his cock just a bit past half way point, and hooking my legs over his shoulders, he leaned forward, his lips next to my ear, and asked "Is this what you need boy?"

"Fuck yes."

"And what is it you need?"

"I need your cock all the way in me."

"What else?"

"Your cum. I need you to cum deep inside me, please."

"Tell me again. What do you need, boy?"

"I need your poz load. I need you to fuckin' infect me. I fuckin' need you to breed my ass with your toxic seed. Fuck me, Jason, give me toxic load."

He was still only sliding about one half of his entire length in and out of my ass, which felt great, of course, but I needed to feel his hips against my cheeks. I needed to have his balls slamming my ass as they pumped me full of his venom.

"You have to ask the right way, boy"

Finally I understood what he wanted.

"Oh, yes, Sir, give me your seed! Breed me fucking deep, Sir. Your boy needs your poz load. OH FUCK YES!"

The first time I used the word 'sir', Jason slammed the rest of his eight inches into my ass, and with that, the head of his cock slammed right through my second opening like a freight train, and he began shooting his load where it would do the most good. My eyes rolled back in my head in pleasure, and between his cock spewing deep in my ass, and his stomach muscles massaging my cock, I was also pushed off the cliff and began blowing my load all over our stomachs, my ass holding Jason in a death grip, and, as my cock shot, I could feel him trembling as my ass muscles involuntarily milked him for every drop of poison in his balls.

"Fuck yes, your ass wants my juice!" Jason panted, shoving his cock hard and full depth into my ass, his duty to my ass fulfilled.

Finally we both seemed to run dry and we just lay there, panting. After a minute or so, Jason made to extract himself from my grasp, but I had another idea, and hooked my legs around his waist, holding him tightly against my body.

"Not yet please? Just stay in me. I want every drop you can give me."

"Hmmmm, I think I can do that," and with that, Jason gentle rolled the two of us onto our sides, but his eyes never left mine.

"Hey, you want to know something?"

"What's that?" I said as I nuzzled my check against his chest.

Jason took my face gently and, looking deeply in my eyes, said "Someone thinks you're very special."

"Hmm really? Who is that?" I asked, smiling contentedly at him.

Jason leaned forward and kissed the tip of my nose, and at same time, flexed his cock, (which, as an aside, made me gasp), as he whispered "Me."

[mike43]

this story is so hot and romantic I love it

[Bear4Breeding]

Is there going to be more?

[Kenywi]

Jason

I couldn't believe I had gone, in three days, from practically being a nun to a sex maniac. I was laying in bed with real life version of 'David' and found myself head-over-heels in love with him, and even more miraculously, the love seemed to be reciprocated. Of course I new there was a chance his infatuation was born of simply being with a guy who treated him like a human being, and not a sex object, as opposed to being truly in love with me, but I knew I would simply have to keep the promise I made to myself, and make sure Quinn would always know I was the only one for him. With these comforting thoughts I pulled his head to my chest and fell asleep, my cock still nestled deep in his ass.

"Jason," I heard a whisper as someone gently shock my arm, "Jason, I'm sorry but please wake up." I could tell from the tone of Quinn's voice that something was wrong. Opening my eyes, and focusing on his face, I immediately saw that Quinn looked miserable. Where it wasn't black and blue, his face was pale, and evidence of extreme pain was as clear as day. "Jason, my head hurts really bad. Can I please have another pill please?"

"Of course love." At this point I realized my cock was still sunk deeply inside his body, and that Quinn, having shaken my arm, my overly sensitive morning wood twitched and spurted a bit inside his ass. Even in his discomfort, however, Quinn was not oblivious to my cock, as he moaned a bit, the pleasure of my cock outweighing the pain of his bruised face.

"I don't think I could handle that right now, but you sure feel good inside me," Quinn affirmed, as he wiggled a bit.

"Well, it's a good thing I figured you'd need another pill in the morning. Just hold on," and with that I twisted my torso to reach the night stand, and in so doing, my body straightened out, which caused my dick to lurch up further inside Quinn's tight ass.

"Oh fuck," he grunted.

Grabbing the pill bottle from the table, and turning back to Quinn caused an inch and a half of my dick to slid out of his ass. But to the task. I opened the bottle, extracted q Vicodin, which I handed to Quinn, but then, as I reached for the glass of water on the night stand, another gasp of Quinn emitted another gasp of pleasure. This time, however, my resolve was weakening. As I handed the glass of water to Quinn, I deliberately stretched a bit more, grinding my hips into his ass.

"Oh fuck, that is just to wrong."

"Hmmm, what's wrong, babe?" I asked as I moved slightly, causing my dick to slide a few inches out of his ass.

"You're truly fucking evil, and you know it."

"I've no idea about what you're talking" I shot back at him, but still smiling sweetly. As he took the glass of water and pill from me, I slid my hands over his hips, deliberately flexing my cock in process. He froze in mid-act of downing the pill. I could small shudders of pleasure run through his body.

"Jason, please."

"Hmmm please what love?" as I ground my cock into his ass. Watching his breath quicken and noting the look on his face change to extreme pleasure was gratifying, but I gave him a slight reprieve, saying "Okay, I'll be good. Take your pill."

"I seriously doubt that" he responded as he swallowed the medication.

As he did so, I recognized I had an incredible desire, no an incredible need to breed Quinn again. I had to get as much of my toxic cum into his body as quickly as I could. I absolutely had to merge my DNA with his, thus making us one. I knew I should wait till he had healed a bit more, but with my cock already deep inside him, my resolve was weakening, almost as if my virus was in charge, and determined to give him yet another full dose.

"Doubt what, love? That I'll be good? Hmmmm. I thought I've already shown you how good I can be. I guess I'll just have to remind you." With that leading suggestion, I took the empty glass from him, and leaned back, placing it on the table. Quinn shifted as if he was about to get up, so I gently grabbed him about the hips, and pulled his ass down to the base of my hard cock. The sudden decent caught Quinn unprepared, and his eyes widened as he looked at me. "Can't go anywhere yet, love."

I pulled him even closer so his head rested against my chest, and I whispered to him "My cock's inside you hon. I'm going to breed you again. I can't pull out 'till I've filled you up. I'll take it slow baby, but I've got to make you mine."

Wrapping my arms tightly around his shoulders, I secured his body against my chest, and began rocking my hips back and forth, slowly withdrawing and sliding back into his tight hole. Quinn lay in my arms, his eyes closed, letting me do what needed to be done. I took it slowly, so as not to cause him any more pain, and ensure he was with me for the ride. I kissed his forehead and massaged his torso, kissing my way from his ear to his neck, and exhaling my hot breath slowly across his head, Then I slid my tongue around the edge of his ear, tasting, feeling and devouring him. Eventually my lips encompassed his ear and my ear made its way to his earlobe. Quinn shuddered as I manipulated him, his hole clutching at my cock with quick, short spasms.

"Oh Jason," and then Quinn's reluctance melted. His hands slid across my chest as he ground his ass onto my thick cock. Now it was my turn to hold still and let Quinn control the pace. As much as I needed to cum, I wanted him to enjoy himself, so I simply let him set the pace, trusting he wouldn't push himself further than the medication allowed. I simply lay back and let him twist and turn his hot hole around my cock, his hips taking more of my cock in and out of his ass. I roll us over so that I'm on my back and Quinn is straddled over my hips with my cock hilted all the way in his ass.

"OH fuck yea baby, ride my cock. Your ass is so tight and its so hungry for my seed. That's what your want isn't it baby? Want my hot load in your ass?"

"Gawd yes Jason, need to feel you squirt your load in my ass. Need to feel you breed me deep."

"OH yeah that's how its supposed to be done baby. My seed deep inside you." Quinn has pulled his feet under him and his doing the full slide up and down my cock. Now its time for me to get back to work. I reach around and cup is ass in my palms to hold him up and start to long dick him. Quinn throw's his head back and moans as I start out slow drawing all the way back to the head and then slowly sliding my this eight inches back in. I repeat this a few times then I instead of sliding slowly sliding back in I quickly jab all the way and hold it there grinding in deep.

"OH Jason yes long stroke me, oh yeah like that! OH fuck oh fuck right there do that again!" Quinn is practically screaming and trying to get as much of my poz stick in his ass as he can. He reaches down and grabs both my hands in his and laces our fingers together while simultaneously shoving his ass all the way down so that I'm balls deep. The next thing I know my eyes are rolling up in my head and I can't catch my breath. Quinn has started twerking on my cock. I had no idea that such a thing was possible. Quinn is doing these short fast pelvic thrusts onto my cock like he's having a seizure. My cock is jack-hammering in and out of his second sphincter and I can feel it snapping around my fuck stick.

"OH SHIT Quinn, what's that OH MY GAWD!" Before I know it I can feel my poz load rocketing out my balls and straight out my shaft. I try to get a grip on his hips but Quinn wont let go of my hands and just keeps pounding away on my shaft.

"OH yeah baby give me that load. Breed me good hon! OH yeah I can feel your cock spitting your bug in me, making sure to knock me up!" My head feels like its going to explode the sensation is so intense. Then Quinn just sits straight up and freezes and I look up just in time to see his ten inch monster launch is load into the air and over my head, then the second load lands all across my face the third and forth loads splatter across my chest and stomach and all this time the only part of Quinn that's moving is his cock. Finally Quinn just collapses on top of me panting and quivering smearing his cum all over both of us. I wrap my arms around his back and kiss the top of his head and just hold him as he come down from that incredible orgasm. After a few minutes Quinn peals his face from my cum splatter chest and looks up at me. He leans up and licks a few strands of cum off my face and then leans in and give me a deep kiss. "Hmm still tastes negative" he says and smiles at me. "Your going to have to try harder" as he clenches his ass around my dick.

"Ohh yeah I think I can do that! But in the meantime I think we'd better shower and see just to our guests."

"OH shit I forgot, do you think they heard?"

"OH NO we didn't hear a thing" Tim says from just outside the bedroom door followed by "Newlyweds!"

It's so fun to watch Quinn go from alabaster white to magenta red in less then 2 seconds.

"Oh my gawd" and Quinn hides his face with his hands, meanwhile I we can hear Laura laughing to death down the hall.

"And just why are you trolling outside my bedroom door?"

"Well since you obviously didn't hear the knock at the door or me yelling at you that you had company or even when I yelled fire I figured I'd better come check and see if you two were alive."

"You did NOT yell fire" I retort and then we hear Laura gasping and yelling

"OH yes he did!" and then breaking down hysterically.

"Oh wow my bad." and now I have a blush to match Quinn's.

"So as I was saying you have company at the door. I'll let the officers know you'll be out in a few."

"Officers?" Quinn and I both say together

"Yeah seems some asshole got himself killed last night while we were all watching movies and they need to verify we were all here."

"OK we'll be right there in about 10 offer them some coffee"

"Done and ok"

Quinn starts to get up off my cock and I can't help myself and grab his hips and slam him right back down onto it. He gasps and goes limp while I quickly roll him over on his back and grind my pelvis against his. I look him in the eyes and try to make him see the love in them. I cup his head in my hands and lean down and kiss him while giving him slow twisting thrusts.

"I love you baby, I really do"

Quinn reaches up and laces his fingers behind my neck and gazes up at me

"Yeah I know and you know I love you just as much" and then its like he's been in my head this entire time and he says "and its not just a phase cause you've been nice to me I am very much in love with you. Then he wraps his legs around me waist and pulls me down for a deep heartfelt kiss.

"hmm I really could get used to this. Ok love lets jump in the shower and see what the nice police men want. I have a pretty good clue but lets got find out for sure.

"Sounds good to me but first you have to get your cock out of my ass" he giggles.

Edited July 9, 2014 by Hotload84

[Bicycledude]

I just finished reading "The Days of Anna Madrigal", and this love story has a similar impact. You need an agent so you can turn this into a book. If you do not have one, reach out to Armistad Maupin (He's on Facebook) and see if he will refer you to his agent. I absolutely love this!

[Guest JizzDumpWI]

here here! i agree. This story needs to be published.

[mike43]

thank you keep going this story gets better and better

[Kenywi]

Quinn

"Yeah I know and you know I love you just as much and its not just a phase cause you've been nice to me. I am very much in love with you. I can tell by the look at his face that he's been having those thoughts again. I'm going to just have to make sure he understands that he's stuck with me. Then I wrap my legs around Jason's waist and pull him down for a deep heartfelt kiss.

"hmm I really could get used to this" Jason says. "Ok love lets jump in the shower and see what the nice police men want. I have a pretty good clue but lets got find out for sure.

"Sounds good to me but first you have to get your cock out of my ass" and I can't help but giggle. Jason is teasing me again and is taking his time removing his cock from my ass and I have to admit I really don't want him to. He keeps kissing me and sliding his dick out by millimeters.

"Your such a tease are we ever going to get into the shower?"

"Yeah eventually" and then he slides his hands down my back and wraps them around my waist while he finally slides his dick out to the tip. Jason looks into my eyes and then kisses each one. Just when I think he's going to pull out he leans back on his heals while holding my hips and drags me into his lap shoving his entire dick right back in.

"OH, Oh, yes"

"Hmm like that huh?" and Jason is sliding us towards the end of the bed and each movement moves him around inside me. I can't even answer him I just hold on tight and enjoy it. He finally gets to the end of the bed and stands up pulling me with him. I hook my hands around his neck as he moves us into the bathroom. Sitting my ass down on the bathroom sink Jason does a couple of quick thrusts in and out and then he finally pulls completely out and all I can do is whimper.

"Don't worry love I'll finish later"

"Oh you sure will!" I say huskily putting me feet on the floor. "Jason do you have any idea how much you mean to me?"

"Not as much as you mean to me."

"I wouldn't bet on that if I were you, you'd lose" I say very seriously.

"Hmm Ok I wont" and Jason grins at me and pulls me into his arms. Sorry love I just can't believe how lucky I am that you want me as much as I want you.

"Can't you understand that I feel the exact same way? No one's ever wanted me for anything other then sex. They didn't care how I felt or if I enjoyed it. They didn't offer to take care of me and they sure never made love to me like you do. I was just something that they paid for, used and tossed away." I'm trying not to cry but when I think about these things I can't help but feel I'm worthless. I must be for everyone to have treated me like this. Jason is the sole person that has ever treated me like I was special.

"Hey shh shh shh, its ok. Well I can tell you it's a good thing they did treat you like that." I jerk my head up not believing what he's saying." Because if they had treated you right and found how just how fucking hot you are in bed then they would have never been satisfied with anyone else." and he grins down at me and kisses my nose.

"Well I guess you'd better keep treating me right cause you'll never find anyone better." Now Jason gets serious and says.

"No baby I wont. There is no one better for me then you", and with that he kisses the top of my head and looks me in the eyes. "I love you and always will, now lets get cleaned up, get everyone out of the house and fuck like bunnies." The grin on his face lets me know he's only half joking and I can't help but grin back.

"I like that idea." Jason turns and opens the glass door to the shower and gets the water running. I start to follow the hug him from behind when I glance at the mirror. "OH MY GOD!" Jason quickly turns around and sees me staring into the mirror. The image in the mirror can't be me but I know it is. My face is all black and purple there is obviously a lot of swelling in my checks and some around my eyes. The fact that I can open my eyes is amazing since they are all black and the whites of my eyes are all bloodshot. My lips are all swollen and split and have a greenish tint to them. I look like one of the zombies from the movies, I look like a monster! "How am I going to go to school like this!" Jason pulls me into his embrace

"Baby at least you can still go to school." I realize now just how bad things got and I take a deep breath to calm down.

"Yeah your right, and maybe I'll scare away the bullies and they'll leave me alone," and although I was trying to be funny I start to cry. Its like everything has finally caught up with me and I'm so scared. What if that guy tries again and this time no one is there to call for help? Jason tightens his hold on me and starts stroking my back.

"Its ok hon we'll get through this. You'll heal up just fine and be back to your gorgeous heart breaking self" I can feel him smile against the top of my head.

"Jason its not just that, what if he tries again, what if no one is there to call for help, what if.."

"Shh honey its going to be ok, I promise and this one I'm pretty sure is a sure thing."

"How can you be so sure?"

"OH just a gut feeling and the fact that we have to police officers drinking coffee in our kitchen waiting to talk to us."

"OH! Oh wait, Laura, OH wow! So was that the reason we had movie night last night?"

"Yeah pretty sure that is what Laura was getting at so lets get cleaned up and go play dumb for the nice officers, Ok?"

"We'll one of us wont have to play" I mumble.

Jason tilts my head up and forces me to look him in the eyes. "Enough of that your NOT dumb"

"OH I know...I wasn't talking about me" and I just grin up at him.

"EVIL CHILD!"

"Thank you" and I think he understands that I'm not talking about his comment as I pull him tight against me just feeling his strength.

"Any time my love." We finally pull apart and I follow Jason into the shower. We quickly get cleaned up with only a little bit of teasing. Ok I lie, with a whole lot of teasing but I can't keep my hands off of this amazing man and he seems to suffer from the same problem for me. After drying off we're back in the bedroom and Jason is going through his drawers and finally finds a pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt for me. He winks at me and says "and I believe you know where the underwear is."

"Yeah but I'm afraid of that drawer, some of them tried to grab me last time" I tease as I open the drawer up and start sifting through them. Finding a "lace up the front" jock I turn to Jason. "Would you mind if I tried these?"

"OH HELL NO I wont mind!" and I swear he's already panting.

"Geez do you have a thing for me or the jock?"

"BOTH! Most definitely both!"

I laugh at his expression "I think I can live with that."

We quickly get dressed and head down the hall. As we walk into the kitchen I hear Laura talking to someone.

"Yeah we were all here all night"

An unfamiliar voice says "and no one left?"

I hear Tim say "No officer we picked up Quinn from the hospital, Jason and Quinn left in Laura's car and Laura and I went to get Jason's car. Then I went to get dinner and Laura drove here and then we all just stayed in watching movies. We reach the kitchen and Jason suddenly stops.

"Well hello detectives," He says, "Jake and Allen right?"

"Good morning Jason, sorry to have disturbed your morning but just following procedure."

"I'm sorry 'following procedure'?"

"Yeah we found an acquaintance of yours dead a couple of hours ago so we just need to verify your whereabouts for last night. The Angelini's here state that all of you were here all night watching movies."

"That's correct Jake. Quinn and I weren't going any where with the shape he was in."

Its at this point everyone looks at me. I hear Laura gasp before she comes over to me and slips here arms across my shoulder pulling me into a hug.

"Quinn are you feeling alright? Do you hurt much?" She says to me.

"No Jason gave me another pain pill this morning so at the moment I'm doing fine."

The officer they called Jake looks at me. "You must be Quinn, Allen and I" he nods at the other officer "are investigating what happened to you at school and it seems that the man that tried to abduct you, and according to Mr. Quail also raped you, died last night. Would you mind if we asked you a few questions?"

"Sure but I'm not sure how much help I'll be, like Tim just said we were here all night."

"Would you mind verifying that the man we found is the same one that tried to take you from the school?"

"No officer I wouldn't be able to confirm that as I didn't see him. He knocked me out before I could see his face" I feel a tremble rush through my body and I think to myself hold it together Quinn. Laura squeezes my shoulders and looks at Jason and nods towards me. She moves back and Jason comes up behind me and puts his arms around me and hugs me tight. "You'll be fine Love, I'm right here" he whispers in my ear.

"Well would you look at the photo and tell us if he looks familiar?"

"Sure I can do that."

The other officer takes a step forward and from a folder he's carrying pulls out a picture and hands it to me. I look at the photo and start to shake all over. I drop it and pull my hand back like I've been burned. I turn into Jason and lay my head against his chest breathing deeply. "Yeah I've seen him, he used to come to mom...Dina's trailer."

"Is this the man that raped you?" Jake says as he leans over to pick up the photo.

I pull Jason tighter to me, I just want to disappear into him. Jason pulls me closer and gently rubs my back. "Yes that was the guy."

"Well I think that answers all our questions" Jake says. I'm kind of startled by that as I figured there would be a lot more.

"That's it?" I say "What's going to happen now?"

Allen actually answers this time "Well the file well probably float around our desk for the next month. We'll ask a few more questions around town, verify that he was a major sleazeball, probably check in with you and then mark the file as unsolved."

I'm surprised by his answer and turn to look at him in time to see him glance at Laura and very subtly nod his head. I also notice Jake looks slightly shocked as well but he quickly recovers and after a moment nods his head as well and says.

"That sounds like a good plan to me, I'm not going to bust my ass over this one. They say bad things happen to good people," he nods at me "but once in a while it actually works out that bad things happen to bad people and I think this is one of those situations. If you folks can think of anything more just give us a call but I'm sure we wont be hearing from you" and he just grins at all of us. "I do have a couple more questions though, seems your mother..."

"Dina"

"Miss. Redmen is missing, seems all of her personal belongings are gone but the furniture is still there and she didn't contact the property owner to say she was leaving. Do you have any idea where she might be?"

"No sir, the last time I saw Dina I told her I was moving in with Jason and then she left me with that man."

"And you haven't seen her since?"

"No, and I don't want to."

"Understandable, well I guess we'll just assume she moved on. There was no sign of a struggle and it was only her personal things that were missing. Is there anything you'd like to pick up at the trailer?"

Before I can respond Jason answers "There is not ONE fucking thing in that trailer that he needs!"

I can't help but smile and nuzzle into Jason "no sir I think I have everything I need right here."

Jake looks up at Jason and nods with a smile. "Sure looks like it to me young man. We will be heading out now and you folks have a great day. Laura its always a pleasure, I'm assuming your daughters will be just as resourceful as you are?"

"Oh yeah Jake but what would you expect from an Angelini-Nitti?"

"Absolutely nothing less" he smiles at Laura and nods to Allen as they head out. Tim follows them to the door and shuts it behind them. Turning and leaning against the door he looks right at Laura and says.

"And just where did Quinn's mother go?"

"What? How would I know?" Laura says just a bit to innocently.

"Well when Quinn didn't even bat an eye when Jake said that she was gone I kind of figured out you brought him into the fold and took care of things like you do when you think I can't."

"Now would I do that?"

"Shall I count how many times you already have?"

I can't help myself, coming out slightly muffled from Jason's chest I say "I don't think you can count that high." The stunned silence seems to last forever and I pull away from Jason's chest to see if I've blown it. Tim is standing there poleaxed and Laura has her hands over her mouth and is laughing so hard tears are rolling down her face. Tim finally looks from me to Jason and back then says

"That child is completely EVIL!"

"What would you expect from a Angelini" Jason says?

"OH crap did you guys tell him everything?"

"Yes....Daddy"

Tim seems to shudder all over "do NOT call me that that is just SO wrong."

Jason perks up and says in a deep voice "but you can call me that any time boy."

Tim puts his hands over his ears and starts yelling "Lalalalalalala"

Laura has to grab the chair she's laughing so hard.

Jason takes one of his hands and gently cups my chin and makes me look up at him. As I look into his eyes he says "Welcome to the family lover."

[surryboi]

Two more great instalments. Will there be more?

[mike43]

another great chapter mmm

[Kenywi]

Jason

"Welcome to the family lover."

I can't get over that in the last few days so much has happened a lot of it the stuff of nightmares but I'm so happy at this moment. Quinn seems to fit in well with everyone and Tim and Laura both seem to have accepted our relationship. Quinn's mom seems to be out of the picture as it seems is the man that rapped him. Hopefully things will settle down for a while and we can just enjoy getting to know each other better. Holding Quinn's gaze I gently kiss is swollen lips. "Today we're taking the day off. Sorry Tim not going into work today I'm spending the day with Quinn." Looking at Quinn I say "and we really need to get you some clothes hon. I know you don't feel like going out but we do need to get you a few things to wear.

"That's fine I'll put it down as a family emergency. Wish I could take the day off as well but I have to settle some things with John but after that I think I'm going to take off early myself."

"By settle things with John I hope you mean as in hand him his walking papers" Laura states. "I've never been fond of him but he is Missy's husband so I never said anything...till now."

"I know, I've never really liked him either but he was good at his job."

Quinn turns his head but doesn't release his hold around my waist. "Is this something I should know about?"

We all look back and forth between each other and then back to Quinn, trying to figure out just what to say.

"Well I'll take that as a yes. Who's John and how does hit fit in with me?"

I tighten my hold on Quinn "seems John is a former customer of your mothers, and knows you better then I like."

"Oh." and Quinn starts to blush and I can tell he's feeling embarrassed and probably doing the whole self defacing thing in his head. I pull away from him and turn him to face me dead on. "There is nothing for you to be upset over. You didn't choose that remember? Your mother made you and I've told you and I think everyone here will agree that doesn't make you who you are now." Laura walks over to his and she places her hands on his shoulders.

"Quinn you've proven to me in just the few hours that I've gotten to know you that you deserve so much better then what you've had to deal with and I'm not just saying that because your Jason's lover. Actually I'm saying that in spite of that" and she winks at me. "John is married to a dear friend of mine and choose to cheat on her with you while they are married and she is pregnant with his child. So the point is not that he was with you but that he was with anyone while Missy needed him. He is also an opportunist that will do anything that he feels will get him ahead despite how it may hurt others. I will not have that kind of sleaze ball around my girls when they start to work there, nor will I have him bothering Jason at work or you for that matter should you decide you'd like to work there. You are literally family" and she turns her face to grin at Tim, "so there will always be a job for you should you need."

Quinn turns around and looks at Laura, then puts his arms around her and hugs her "thank you so much."

"You're very welcome. Now it's getting late and Tim needs to get work, but I do believe someone mentioned shopping! Why don't I drop by the house clean up and meet you boys at the Lincoln Park outlets. Oh and we can hit Akira while we're in the area."

Tim starts to grin "your in for it now" he chuckles "you might have to expand your house to make room for the clothes."

Quinn is looking really uncomfortable "ahh Target is fine really."

Tim chuckles evilly "My young man your lucky Laura didn't burn your clothes at the hospital. Your in for a ride on the wildest shopping roller coaster that ever existed. My only advice is to get used to nodding your head yes and trying on LOTS of clothes."

Laura spins around and smacks Tim in the arm, "I'm not that bad!"

"Oh, shall we dig out the bank statements for Isabel's last birthday?"

Laura just smiles "Ok yeah I am that bad." She turns back to Quinn "I know this is a bit over whelming but I love to shop and you really do need some better clothing so let me have my fun, please?"

Quinn smiles and looks at Tim "Manipulative isn't she?"

Before Tim can respond Laura says "Of course that's why I always get my way."

"Ahem." I break in. Ahh love just what was the word you just said?"

"Manipulative?"

"Yes, that one, and just what does that mean?"

"Its kind of influencing people to do or get what you want, right? Why?"

"I don't think stupid people use words like that how about you guys? Ever heard of stupid people using big words like that?"

Quinn pushes me gently and says "Ok ok I get it."

Laura and Tim both look askance at me.

"Quinn keeps insisting that he's stupid and I've been proving to him he's anything but."

Tim looks at Quinn "Bud I'm really sorry I didn't help you out sooner but let me tell you I've been watching you and Jason and Jason's been telling me how you've been doing with your studies and I have to agree with him. Your NOT stupid."

Laura jumps in "you remember our talk last night how you kept connecting the dots before I could finish what I was saying and I kept telling Jason he was going to have problems keeping up with you? That wasn't flattery. I was teasing Jason about his intelligence, which in my estimation has gone up since he fell in love with you" and she winks at us. "But you picked up on pretty much everything very quickly. I'll also be up front with you if I thought you were stupid family or not I wouldn't have offered you a job with the business or at least not in the position I have in mind for you but that's later. Now lets go shopping!"

Quinn turns back to me and snuggles up against my chest "I love you, don't ever forget that."

"OH trust me I wont, and I love you right back" and I kiss the top of his head.

"OK so where set" Laura says. "I'll meet you guys in an hour at our place and we'll take the SUV." Tim chuckles at the look on my face.

"The SUV Laura? Really?" Laura rubs her hands together gleefully.

"OH yes this is going to be fun."

I groan and stage whisper to Quinn "Quick have a relapse, pass out, fake a concussion or something or we're doomed."

Tim starts laughing "Yes I think I might actually enjoy having to work today."

"Hey Tim, I don't think I have any time available to take off right? You really need me in the office right?"

"Ha not on your life, maybe next time you wont mention shopping where Laura can hear it, as it is your all on your own."

"You guys are just awful."

"Ok you guys get out. Quinn and I'll will catch up with you at the house Laura." I release Quinn and walk over to Laura and slip my arm around her waist and walk her over to Tim. I slip my other arm around his waist pull them both to me in a hug, which they return. "I love you guys so much and thank you for everything."

Tim just grins at me and Laura rubs my arm

"Anytime Bud"

Laura leans forward and kisses my check and then grabs Tim's arm. "Ok see you guys in about an hour" and then they are out the door.

I turn to Quinn and he's standing there staring at me. "You guys were all just joking around right?"

"Wishful thinking hon."

"Really? We're taking an SUV to go shopping for me?!

"Afraid so." Quinn looks like he's about to run for it. "Hey baby come here." I take Quinn into my arms. He feels so good there, I don't think I'll ever get tired of holding him. The way he fits so perfectly in my arms and against my body. "Laura is a shop-a-holic and she is about to have a field day. In fact I'm sure she had a mini orgasm when she heard I needed to take you shopping." Quinn giggles and then gets serious.

"Jason is it ok? I mean I don't have any way to pay for anything. We could go back to the trailer and I've got some clothes there that are just fine."

"Baby we are never setting foot in that place again EVER! Not to mention the fact Laura would have both our asses if we stood her up. Baby its all fine. None of us are poor in fact Tim and Laura have more then enough money. This shopping trip wont even put a scratch in their bank account, both of them come from very wealthy families. They also pay me very well so trust me you don't need to stress over this. Just relax and let Laura pamper you, but I will say if you start to feel bad just say the word and we'll head out. You've had a very rough few days and if we need to we can cut this trip short and not even Laura will stop me from calling it quits. You good with that?"

"Yeah I think I can handle that."

"Ok then lets get something to eat and head over to Tim and Laura's."

"Is there any soup left? That would be perfect if its alright."

"Of course its alright hon, and yes have a seat and I'll warm some up for you. I think I'll just chow down on some left over's myself."

I heat us both up leftovers and then put everything away. As I'm putting things away Quinn gets up and starts washing dishes. I join him at the sink and as he finishes washing his bowl I take it and rinse it as he starts on my plate. Its all done quickly and smoothly like we've done this hundreds of times before instead of for the first time. Everything just seems to click with Quinn around like its meant to be. He finishes washing the last of the silverware and hands it to me. As I'm rinsing is off, he moves behind me and slides his arms around my chest resting his face against my back. I rise off the suds and put the utensils in the dish strainer and put my hands behind my back and hug him to me.

"You feel really good love. I really like how you feel against me." Quinn straightens up and bit and I can feel his hard cock pushing against my ass. "Hmm and that feels very good."

"Really? Do you think, I mean can I..ah maybe tonight?" and I can feel his flushing through my shirt.

"Are you asking if you can fuck me tonight?" as I grind my ass into his hard cock.

"Yes," he says so softly I can barely hear him.

"On one condition" I say as I turn around and pull our hips tighter together and rub my hard rod against his "you keep the jock on."

"OH hell yeah!" and I can feel his cock jerk at the thought.

"Now lets get going before Laura sends the "boys" after us."

"Boys?"

"Yeah they're called 'Daddy's boys' but I'll explain later for now lets just get going."

We put on our shoes, grab our jackets and head out the door. The day is bright but chill. Feels like it might snow tonight. I push the button on my key and unlock all the doors and as I get in I ask Quinn, "Hon do you know how to drive?"

"No we never had a car and Dina wouldn't sign the permission slip for me to take the class."

"Well guess that's another thing to add to the list of stuff we need to do. You're going to need to learn to drive so if you to get some where you can just take the car" I say as I pull out of the drive way and head to Tim's.

"I can take the bus."

"Hon bus takes way to long if you're in a hurry and besides you can chauffeur me around from time to time."

"OH I thought we were going clothes shopping for me not getting you a wheelchair...old man."

"Hmm old man huh? Will see who gets wore out first tonight then" and I grin evilly at him.

"Hmm now that sounds fun." And then Quinn reaches down and palms the front of his pants. Then he surprises me by sliding down the front of sweats exposing his jock encased cock. I can the skin through the laces and his cock pushes against them. I'm trying to keep my eyes on the road but Quinn's cock is like a magnet drawing my eyes. Quinn then slides his hand into the top of the jock and I can see him wrap it around his cock. He looks over at me and smiles. "Like what you see?"

"OH FUCK YES!"

Then he pulls his hand out and pulls the front of his pants back up. "Maybe if your good I'll let you see more later" and he just grins at me.

"Oh your a cock tease."

"Yep, but just for you" and he leans over and kisses my check. "Jason, can I ask you something?"

"Of course love"

"Is it ok for me to do things like that?"

"Oh hell yeah its ok for you to do things like that as long as they're directed at me and not anyone else."

"I'd never do that to anyone else Jason. I only want to do those things to you but I don't want you to think.. its from...well you know."

"Sweetheart from what little you've told me I don't think when you did work for your mother you ever did anything even remotely like that to the other guys."

"It's kind of funny that everyone thinks that is what whores do but in reality most guys really don't want that. They just want you to blow them and then bend over. They are paying to blow their wad not to be teased and played with."

"Quinn my idea of a relationship is constant flirting, teasing, touching, kissing and just enjoying being together. Not sure if you've noticed but I kind of like touching you and you touching me back."

Quinn grins "nope never noticed just like I have no clue how much you like to kiss me."

"OH yeah I'm sure you have no clue" I grin back.

"You know what else I'm not sure about?"

"No clue what's that?"

Quinn leans over and breaths in my ear "I have no idea how much you like to slide your hard, thick, precum facet of a cock deep into my ass and blow your load deep into my guts" and then he licks my ear."

"OH fuck Quinn your going to get us killed you keep doing that to me", I'm having a hell of a time trying to adjust my cock and drive at the same time.

He laughs "Ok I'll behave. You know I've never been in a relationship and everything you've said you like is what I've dreamed one would be like. I can't seem to get enough of touching you and most the time I just want to curl up into you and forget the rest of the world."

I get my cock adjusted and then lay my arm across the top of the seat and allow my hand to rest on the back of Quinn's headrest so that I can run my fingers through his hair. He just leans back into it. Then he reaches across and lays his hand on my thigh and looks at me asking silently if its alright. I smile at him and the rest of the drive to Tim's house is quiet as we both relax just being at peace with the world.

Tim and Laura live about 35 min outside the city and fortunately there's very little traffic out this way. Pulling up to the gate I punch in the number code and wait for the gate to slide open. The gate smoothly rolls open and I drive in. The driveway is lined with old willow's and curves up to a 3 story house that stretches over 6000 sq feet complete with pool, basement, bar-b-Que bit big enough to feed a dozen armies and a horse shoe pit. Glancing over at Quinn he looks like a fish out of water. His mouth is wide open and his eyes look like their going to pop out of his head.

"They live HERE!

"Yep this is where your dad and half sisters live. So let them spoil you and it would probably be best that if you meet your sisters you don't let them know your related. At least not till Laura and Tim give us the go ahead on that."

"Yeah I can see that. Jason can you stop for a second please?"

"Sure hon, you okay?"

"Actually no I'm not" and he sounds angry.

"What's up love"

"I'm kind of feeling conflicted right now."

"OH!" and it dawns on me that this just might have been a very bad idea. "You need to talk hon?"

"No, yes, I mean I don't want to but I don't think, ..I need to yell or scream or hit something. I mean how could he leave me like that! He knew what was happening to me, he could have saved me. He could have..he could, why didn't he HELP ME! Quinn is rocking back and forth in his seat. He has his hands around his waist and his face is beat red. Suddenly he lashes out and he's pounding his fist on the dash board. "He has this perfect house, perfect wife, perfect job, fucking perfect daughters, and I wasn't good enough to help! Am I so awful that he couldn't do anything to help me! His own goddamned son!" and Quinn is screaming now.

"Quinn, baby look at me." Quinn turns to me

"Don't tell me he had his reasons!"

"I wont. I'm not going to excuse or justify anything but I do want you to take a deep breath and just let yourself 'feel'"

Quinn gives me a puzzled look

"You are in every way entitled to these feeling and they are very valid feelings and I want you to sit back and let them wash over and through you till you can get through them and think rationally about them. Take as long as you need, if we have to sit here all day that's just fine but you need to work through this. Now take a deep breath and let it out slowly."

Quinn sits there for a minute like he's going to argue with me and then takes a deep shuddering breath and lets it out slowly.

"Again"

Quinn takes another breath and lets it out.

"Now keep doing that while I tell you a story. Now I want to make this clear I do not know how you feel. I can empathize and assume I know how you feel but I don't know exactly how you feel. But I can tell you about something that happened to me that allows me to share some of the feelings you do. Are you ok with that?

Quinn nods as he continues breathing. Suddenly my phone ding's to announce a text. "Ok hold that thought." Pulling my phone out of my pocket I have a text from Laura

Why are you stopped in the middle of the drive is everything ok?

NO! Major crisis do NOT come out right now. Abandonment issues!

"Ok when I was younger I already knew I was gay and most of the kids knew I was different. Most of them would make fun of me and pick on me but not like what you went through. This was a private school so I have to many physical problems but that didn't stop them from sneering at me and making life difficult. Well one day I mean this guy. He was very attractive, nice and didn't pick on me. In fact he stood up for me and became my best friend. We became inseparable and I feel in love. We got into high school and we went through our experimental stage and my best friend became my lover. He dated others and I tried to but I really didn't want anyone but Tim. I would have done anything for him. When we got to college he met and fell in love with a Laura. I wanted to hate her, I did hate her for a while. How dare she come in and take the man that had been my best friend and lover for so many years. Two things made me fall in love with her as well. The day after Tim proposed to Laura he called me over to his apartment. When I got there he told me the 'Good New' I felt like the world had ended. As I was leaving Tim pulled me in for one last 'lovers kiss'. Neither of us knew it but Laura had just drive up and saw it all. I left the apartment in a haze. I don't even know where I was going but at one point I couldn't walk any more and sat down and cried my broken heart out. It was so unfair. I spent years loving this man and he just dumped me for some bitch. And if you tell Laura I called her that she'll just say she's earned that title." Quinn gives a half smile and goes back to breathing but I can tell some of the anger has left him as I tell him about my past. So there I was wishing I was dying and Laura comes up behind me ready to crucify me and you know what? She took one look at me and instead of yelling at me for kissing her boyfriend she says she is so sorry and hugs me."

"And this has exactly what to do with how I feel" I can hear the anger returning to Quinn's voice.

"Almost there love, honest. Trust me I'm getting there." My phone dings again

OH fuck!

That's putting it mildly. Now let me take care of this if I can.

"So now I can't even hate Laura. I've lost my love and I have to endure watching the two love birds while I want the ground to swallow me up. Laura did try to keep it under wraps and not rub my face in it. So after a while I figured I needed to move on and try to find someone else. I fooled around with a couple of guys then I met Tony. I thought Tony could be the one to replace Tim. He was great in bed and made me forget about Tim when we had sex. I thought I could learn to love him like I did Tim. Then I got sick. Really sick. Tony took care of me for the first three days then he left me. I found a note when I went to go throw up in the bathroom telling me I needed to go get an HIV test. I was throwing up, had a fever, chills the whole bit...and it was all Tim's fault." When I say this Quinn's face hits the floor. "I blamed Tim. If he hadn't left me I would never have gotten sick, I wouldn't have tried to replace him. He knew how I felt about him. He could have saved me from getting HIV all he had to do was just love me like I loved him. I even called him to tell him that but Laura answered the phone. I was half delirious with a favor and probably wasn't making much sense but Laura came over and took care of me. So I may not know exactly how you feel but I do understand it. But let me give you some food for thought." I turn to face him, "if things had gone differently then I wouldn't be sitting here with the young man that I really am in love with. I can tell you that as much as I was in love with Tim and how I wanted the world to end when he left me, if you left me or something was to happen to you then the world would end for me. In the short amount of time that I've known you my world would quite literally end without you in it. If Tim had taken care of you, and raised you here I would never have gotten to be in love with you. I would have been 'Uncle Jason' and I would be living quietly as a hermit like I was before you came into my life. So yes it sucked and it wasn't fair and it was just down right fucking wrong, but out of the fucked up mess came the one man that I love more then anything else in this world. So I can't tell you to forgive him for what he did but I hope you'll forgive me when I say I'm so glad he left you with that bitch of a mother other wise I would never be able to do this. I lean forward and take Quinn's face into my hands and draw him to me and tenderly kiss his lips pouring every ounce of love I have into it. At first he tightens up in resistance and then he relaxes and his hands release themselves from his waist and slide up my arms to rest in my hair as he returns me kiss. "I love you so much" I mumble into the kiss.

I feel hot tears dripping onto my face mixing with my own. "I love you too." He pulls his lips back but presses his forehead to mine. "I guess he'll just have to make it up to me by buying me expensive clothes."

"That's my boy. Now lets go collect on that debt ok? And two things, lets try to have a good time today and always always remember, I will always be here for you and I love you so very very much!"