Confessions of a Cumslut: Chapter 1

[ContemplatingCumslut]

First, a little background about me: My name is Mark. I'm 18. I'm black. I'm bisexual. I weigh 156lbs. I'm a short guy standing at 5'7". I'm a freshman in college. Come from a middle class family, nothing fancy but we lived comfortably. I am also a cumslut.

At the onset of puberty I didn't think about sex much, but as I progressed into my early teens I began to get hard-ons & I fantasized about sex. I thought about having a girlfriend cooking me breakfast while naked & blowing me under the table in restaurants & in dark movie theaters. I started reading erotica & watching softcore porn on HBO. As an adolescent I always knew I was different. I noticed that I liked watching the guys fucking the girls more than I liked the girls. Their moans & bodies excited me. Around 16 I admitted to myself that I was sexually attracted to guys too. At that time I started watching bisexual porn where 2 guys would fuck a girl then fuck each other. That graduated to watching gay porn. I found gay porn to be a lot hotter than straight porn. Gone were the annoying yelps of the girls getting fucked. Here was the passionate & animalistic moans of men getting fucked by other men. I begin by watching twinks fuck each other which I liked. Then I watched black dudes go at it which was very nice. I moved on to watching muscular guys fucking twinks. Next was black dudes fucking twinks; those where my favorite. Then I discovered daddies. Sexy older men with hot bodies and salt & pepper hair. They are fucking hot! I don't know what it is but I love them. Maybe I have daddy issues. Anyways, after that I quickly found videos of daddies fucking twinks. Those videos made me cum harder than any other videos. I knew from that point on that I wanted to have sex with daddies. Although guys my age were fine; daddies are what I really desired. Though I couldn't really do anything about it at the time as I was underage & under the watchful eye of my folks.

It wasn't until I went off to college that I decided to act on my gay fantasies. By week two in college I was signed up for a gay hookup site & started searching Craigslist in order to find me the cock I've been craving. I joined the site under the username "Boi4Daddy" & added a few nude pics. Then looked on Craigslist, narrowed my search, & started reading ads. One ad piqued my interest; it was titled "Str8 Guy Needs Head". I responded to his ad using my new email address CumForMe & sent him some pics. Since I had no car & lived in a dorm with roommates I told him we would have to do it in his car or figure something out. He responded in about 15 mins later with a body pic & a face shot, telling me he was interested & that I seemed to be the only guy who responded that wasn't some "creepy old dude". This guy had a nice body, not muscular but lean & fit. He had a goatee & short dark hair. I told him to come to campus & we'll take it from there. I gave him directions of where to go & what to do. Within 10 mins. he was there.

It was around 9pm on a Tuesday & here I was walking to this strangers blue BMW about to suck my first cock. I was a little nervous, but it was thrilling. I got to his car, peered through the passenger window. He saw me & smiled. He looked just like his pic. That was a relief; I've read about some real horror stories so I skeptical. I opened the door, got in, & gave a timid "Hi". He reached his hand out & said "Hey man, how's it going?" I shook his hand & before I could respond he immediately pulled my hand & placed it over his cock which was semi-hard already under his jeans. I said "Wow, um this is my first time, so take it easy with me." He told me "It's cool kid, I've only done this once with a guy. I'm Ryan." I swallowed my spit & settled in the seat a little before responding with "I'm Mark." He asked how we were going to do this; I told him that I knew of this private on campus that we could use. He told me to lead the way, so I did.

Most of the building was cleared out for the night except for some janitors so I thought we'd be fine to do it there. As we walked the stairs down to the basement where the bathroom was he grabbed my butt & whispered "Nice ass" in my ear. I smiled & continued to walk. We passed a janitor that was going upstairs and Ryan asked me if I was sure we wouldn't get caught. I replied "So what if we do?" & winked at him. He gave a half smile & wondering look, we kept going. Finally at the bathroom I went in first & he stood by the door looking down both ends of the hallway nervously. I grabbed him by his belt buckle & pulled him in. Closing & locking the door behind me & as I turned I felt his lips press against mine. I reached over to turn the water on slightly to drown out any noise that may come from either one of us. He stopped kissing me, looked at the sink, then back to me & gave me a devilish grin while starting to undo his belt. I put my hands over his, went in for another kiss. He obliged. Then I dropped to my knees & finished undoing his pants. I pulled down his pants, exposing his blue boxer-briefs & raging hard-on. I started caressing his cock through his underwear, making eye contacted with him. He whispered "Kiss it". I did as I was told. I kissed up & down the entire shaft & took the head between my lips. He let out a small moan & so did I. I looked up at him again & asked as seductively yet as innocently as I could "Can I take it out & play with it?" He closed his eyes & said "Fuck yea".

This is it, I thought. I'm going to do it. What if I don't like it?...Ah fuck it! Then I did. I started peeling his boxer-briefs down over the head of his cock. It was fucking big & pink with precum lightly oozing out of the slit. I quickly flicked my tongue on the head & tasted his precum. It didn't have a distinct taste, but I wanted more. He let out a louder moan than the first time. I kept peeling off the underwear & pretty soon out came his cock jutting forward, hard & menacing. I wanted it so bad. I flicked my tongue on the head again. He told me to go for it & I took the whole head in my mouth letting out a soft "Mmmm". I let him out of my mouth, he looked down and said "Keep going". I did and took his head in my mouth again flicking my tongue around letting more & more of him into my mouth. He had a nice cock, I would say about 7.5 inches. Thick, but not too thick. Big head. I loved it. Pretty soon I was all the way at the base. I felt the heat from his balls on my chin. He wasn't hairy & I liked that as well. I felt the head of his cock in the back of my throat then I tightened my throat a little as a reflex. He let out another moan saying "Oh fuck". I pulled off of his cock & asked if he liked it, he said "Fuck yes, man you're doing great." I then asked "Are you going to cum soon?" He told me "Yea, if you keep that up, that felt so fucking good." I smiled & went back on his cock taking it slowly to the back of my throat & flicking my tongue along the shaft. I then grabbed his balls & started caressing them. I looked up again & saw he was looking at me with a face of pure lust.

At that moment I moaned & my throat involuntarily tightened again. Suddenly his face became slightly more pink. I felt his body tense up as my free hand was on his thigh. His eyes began to slowly roll up & he started breathing heavier. I moaned again, and as soon as I did my throat contracted. Ryan grabbed my head firm yet lovingly with his right hand. He then said "Oh fuck, you're going to make me..." All of a sudden my mouth felt overcome with warmth & I knew he was cumming. I felt streams of cum hitting the roof of my mouth & the back of my throat. I managed to pull off his cock a little but his hand held my head in place. Then I felt more streams hit my tongue. For the first time I tasted his cum & it was salty & thick. The taste was amazing yet subtle & the texture was great. I moaned "Mmmm" as a reflex. After shooting about 6 spurts of hot jizz in my mouth he released his hand & slid out of my mouth. He squeezed his cock from base to tip & another little drop appeared at the slit. I hungrily licked it & swallowed the remnants of his cum.

I stood up, with my cock hard as a rock. I looked lustfully into Ryan's eyes. He grabbed my head again & brought me in for a kiss. We kissed for about a minute & he broke the kiss by saying "You're fucking awesome." I replied with a smile & another peck. Then he said "I'm sorry for cumming in your mouth, didn't have enough time to..." I interrupted with another kiss & said "I loved it." He said "You liked swallowing my load?" I responded with "It tasted so good, I'm glad you came in my mouth." He said "That's so fucking hot" & kissed me again, his tongue exploring my mouth. He stopped & asked "You want me to get you off?" "I told him I was fine & that I was satisfied. He said "Ok, but next time I wanna do that for you. Maybe I can fuck you too." I said "Cool, but I've never been fucked before." He told me "Well, I've never fucked a guy before either, but I want to do more with you." He gave me that grin that I love & I smiled at him again. We kissed & I said "We should get out of here." So we left & as we were leaving he grabbed my ass again. Once outside he caressed my lip with his thumb & winked at me. I blushed & we parted ways.

From that night on I knew 2 things: 1. I love cum & 2. College was going to be wild.

[ContemplatingCumslut]

Chapter 2:

It's been a week since I swallowed the load of a hot 27 y.o. white guy. His 8 in. cut cock is perfect for me & his cum is my new favorite beverage. I love how groomed he was, the way he smelled, I loved his voice, his lips were soft & he was a great kisser too. Plus he seemed really into me. The feeling was definitely mutual. We haven't texted or emailed since that night, but I knew I wanted to see more of him, to do more with him...

It was around 7pm on a Wednesday when I decided to text him. I sent a text that was innocent enough "Hey, what are you up to?" Within 10mins. I got a response that read "Nothing much, been thinking about you..." I replied "Same here. That was hot last time". Then he said "Yea, it was. I want to do it again...soon." I thought about what I was about to do & 3mins later I texted him "How about tonight?". I didn't get an immediate response & thought maybe something had come up. Finally, about 15mins. later he texted me saying "I can be there in 10." I was a little anxious so I responded hastily "Great, let's do it!" I went to the lounge in the building were we hooked up last time & waited while playing Flappy Bird. That game is so fucking frustrating so I stopped playing after about 3 mins & 7 deaths. Then I opened twitter & started reading a bunch of tweets about anonymous confessions made by college students. I thought that I should submit my confession about sucking Ryan off in the bathroom, but as soon as I tapped to open the link to submit my confession a text came from Ryan that said "I'm here".

I got up & walked outside to see his blue BMW parked with the headlights still on. I suspect that he saw me because his lights went out & he stepped out of his car looking as gorgeous as I remembered. I gave a slight wave & he did the same. When he got close he smiled brightly & said "Hey, you." I coyly said "Hi" & grabbed his hand. His hands were so soft, I didn't notice that before. I turned & lead him into the building. He stopped & asked "Could you give me a tour?" I replied "Of the building?" He said "Yea, the building then afterwards I can go for a tour of your body." As he said it I blushed a little. He gave a knowing smirk & I said "Sure". First I showed him the longue I was in, than the public bathrooms which were surprisingly clean. Then we walked the hall & saw some classrooms had lights on, so we went in & saw the biology & chemistry equipment. Some students were in one class. Then I showed him were the faculty offices were. He asked if we could go in one. I shrugged my shoulders unsure. Then he tried the knob. It was unlocked & the lights were off.

So here we were stepping into someone's office. It was dark & drafty in there. There was also this faint rhythmic clicking sound. It was a pretty big office. There was a couch in there with a coffee table in front of it. Then there was a huge desk with 2 chairs in front of it. I heard Ryan close the door behind us. I went over to the desk, careful not to touch anything. I saw a picture of two young children & one of a woman. Then I saw the source of the clicking sound, it was a Newton's cradle sitting on the desk still going. Just then I felt hands go around my waist & felt his groin area press against my ass. Next came a light kiss on my neck followed by a more passionate one. Then the hand lowered to my groin area & I felt a light squeeze. I began to get hard. The hand kept rubbing, the kisses kept coming. I reached back & felt his ass. Then I put my hand near his groin area & fell his hard cock struggling to break free from his pants. He let out a light moan & I felt the vibration from his voice on my neck. He undid my pants as he began grinding his cock into my ass. We were dry-humping. Suddenly, I felt the hand move from my groin & the kisses stopped. Next thing I knew the hands were on my back & ass forcing me to bend over.

I started breathing heavily & gave into him, bending over & arching my back. My pants were pulled down. I felt a smack on my ass. My underwear were next. I heard a zipper & some fumbling. Then another smack, but this one was different. It was his bare cock smacking my ass. It felt hot & heavy. I moaned. He dropped down to his knees & kissed my ass. I loved the feeling his goatee as he did it. Next came his tongue, first on my ass cheek, then on the hole itself. I felt his hot breath & warm tongue bathing my hole in an incredible sensation. I moaned once more. the tip of his tongue went in my hole a little. The combination of feeling his tongue entering me & his goatee lightly scratching my ass drove me to the edge & I moaned as slutty as I could "Fuck me". He started licking & sucking on my hole more furiously. I heard him spit once. He spoke saying "Fuck yea". His thumb went on my hole, he rubbed it in a circular motion then it went in. I moaned "Oh fuck" in pleasure & a little pain. His thumb left my hole & I immediately missed it. He stood up, I spun around & in one swift motion his cock was in my mouth. I sucked him softly making it all wet. I stood turned bending over again. I spat twice & said "Are you ready?". I replied "Yes, fuck me!". His grip tightened on my hips & the head of his cock lined with my hole. He began to push it in. I moaned loudly "Oh my god, oh fuck!" He didn't stop & as the head popped in he said "Fuck man, you're so fucking tight. Want me to stop?". I reached back to spread my ass & said "No, keep going, fuck me." He slid more of his cock inside me & slow but steady until he was at the hilt. He stopped for a few seconds. I took time getting used to the pain which was subsiding. I couldn't believe I had a guy balls deep inside me for the very first time.

He begin to pull out his breathing heavy but slow. He was halfway out then he started pushing in again. I tried to control my breathing. Immediately he pulled out again, more this time, not all, then he pushed back in faster than before. I moaned "Oh yes" He pulled out again all the way to the head this time & slammed back in hard & fast. I moaned louder saying "Fuck yes!". He asked in a hushed tone "You like that". I answered "Yes, harder". The next stroke was definitely harder, not faster. I loved it. I gasped. I was in heaven. He bent over and nibbled on my ear whispering "You feel so fucking good! Like that? Huh?" I started moaning "mmmhummm" in response & he asked "Where do you want me to cum?" As he kept fucking, I thought about his question. It felt really good, so against my better judgement I responded with "Cum inside me." He started pumping harder, bring his whole cock out & putting it back in all the way to the hilt. The sound of his balls hitting my ass became audible. I was in ecstasy & became harder than I've ever been. Although I didn't touch my cock.

Then I felt it: the faster pace, the tensing of his legs, the tightening of his grip. I heard it: The harder, faster, more shallow breaths. the moaning becoming louder. His balls slapping my ass harder. He was having an orgasm. It was like euphoria for both of us. He started saying "Oh fuck, oh fuck, man! I'm...I'm cumming, fuck!" As he said it he stopped stroking & I felt a slight warmth gush into my ass. I felt a faint pulsation inside me from his cock. I was being bred by a man for the very first time. It was the most erotic & passionate thing I've ever experienced. I stood up straight & he leaned into me. We kissed & I smiled. He was still panting. I said "Thank you" His response was "No, thank you. I came so fucking hard. Fuck, that was hot!" He slid out of me still semi-erect. I turned & was back on my knees licking & sucking his cock again. To my surprise it was relatively clean except for a little cum & spit on the shaft. he looked down & exclaimed "Wow, you're amazing." I looked up & chuckled a little with his cock still in my mouth, making eye contact with him. I stood again pulled up my pants & squeezed my hole trying to keep his cum inside me. He straightened the desk & I peeked out of the door to see if anyone was around. I as turned & said "All clear" he was walking up to me & after I said it he planted another kiss. I turned again to leave & he smacked my ass on the way out.

I walked him to his car & before he got in he said "I like you". Trying not to sound too excited I replied with "I like you too. Can't wait to do it again" Then he looked around nervously & said "Same here". As I was about to speak again he grabbed the back of my head & pulled me in for a passionate kiss. His tongue exploring my mouth, his teeth playfully biting my lower lip. Damn he was a good kisser. When we finally broke apart he caressed my lip with his thumb, gave a wink & get in his car. I stood there smiling like a school girl for a moment processing what happened & what I was feeling. His car engine began & I turned to start walking back to my dorm. I looked back after a few steps & saw his car was heading down the driveway.