Desire trumps logic or the day a Daddy made my fantasy became reality

[havelock73]

I am a late bloomer in the sense that I have repressed my desire to have sex with men most of my life. The 1st time I noticed my desire was in my teenage years, when I came across a book describing a young boy performing oral sex on a Japanese man. I am remember reading that scene and wishing I was that boy. My desires got stronger when my sister, who was a lesbian, started bring her gay friends over. One of them left a copy of a magazine called Cherry tales. I was to timid to keep it but I remembering reading it and stroking myself to the story of a college boy being fucked by an older "daddy" top. Each time left me with guilt and shame in thinking what I was doing was wrong, so I would clean myself up afterward and repress my feelings. However, those feelings never went away. I channeled my frustration into academic success in college and then towards my professional career. Every now and then, a chink in the armor would appear. My desires would burst through my defenses. I discovered tons of gay porn on the internet, especially erotic stories. These would feed my fantasies and my desires, but not strong enough to break down my barriers, especially after I got married. Then I discovered this site. Quickly, I read stories about bottom just giving in, either with help of poppers or something stronger, and taking cock after cock in their holes. And then I started reading about stories where the bottom took a poz load, and it made my desires stronger and darker...

I was in this frame of mind, when my wife decided to take a 10 day vacation to the beach. I would have the house to myself. I promised myself I would behave and use logic to defeat my desires. However, fate changed that a bit. It started with going to an abs book store, and getting some poppers and a big cock dildo. I thought logic would defeat my desires, since if I could not take a dildo without pain, then it was end my desire to be a bottom. However, watching videos of men being barebacked while massaging my ass and using the dildo did not produce the desired result. I enjoyed it and each day after work, I would watch xtube and play with my ass until I was taking the big fake dick with ease. Then I started looking for a daddy, thinking if I could not find one, then my desires would be defeated. After all, who would want a late 30s white male with a slight gut? Again, I was defeated since more than one man responded to my add and each chipped away at my desires until one commanded me to take a big hit of poppers. As soon as I did so, I received another email from him to type in my address, which I did in a moment of lust. The reply was be ready for daddy in 45 minutes with instructions to be on my bed, ass high in the air, toy in my ass, and watching bareback porn. I could not refuse..

I can not describe the nervousness and fear that coursed through my veins as the minute ticked by. My mind screamed get out of the house. Just take the car and drive, but my body refused to listen. Maybe it was the poppers, or the large fake cock inside me, or just the image on the screen of a daddy fucking a boy. I cannot say which it was but all combined to put me in a nervous trance to obey. That theme took over my psyche. Just obey and all will be well. I just moved to the bed and waited for daddy. While waiting I watched more bareback porn, and soon was moving the dildo with my hand in time with the screen. My body was afire with lust and the excitement overcame nerves. I was about to get fucked. There was nothing I could do to avoid it.

Then I heard the front door open and footsteps coming towards me. I turned around. There was my daddy. A man of medium height, “John”, who wore sandals with shorts and a polo shirt. He told me not to move while he shucked his clothes on the floor. My eyes dropped to his cock, a big, wrist thick specimen that made my mouth water. That thing was going inside me?! I could not see how it was possible. Fear started to creep in. John looked at me, perhaps reading my mind, and told me to come to him. He gently pushed me to my knees, and told me to suck his cock. How could I refuse?

I wish I could say I sucked cocked like a natural, but I think practice is what makes a good cocksucker. It passed through my lips with ease. The thick mushroom head was in my mouth. I was sucking a cock! I moved my head covering my teeth with my lips. I tried to form a tight seal with my lips. Soon, I felt daddy's hands in my hair and moans escape from his lips. His hips moved gently pushing his cock deeper into my mouth. There was no doubt, no fear. This was what I wanted and needed. My desires had won this battle and I let the lust take over.

Then daddy said stop. He asked me to stand up and turn around. I did. A flash of pain gripped my body as daddy removed the dildo from my ass. Daddy then got on to the bed and asked me to get on top of him facing him. Again, the thought obey and all will be well flashed in my mind. I quickly complied with Daddies' request wondering what next would happen. It dawned on me that daddy wanted me to ride him, so I reached for the lube and a condom. Daddy slapped my hand away from the condom. “Daddy only fucks bareback son. Good boys want a raw cock. It will feel better and go in easier.”. It appealed to my logic and again, how could I disobey daddy? With lube applied to his cock, I gently guided Daddies cock to my ass. It did not go in easily...

I believed the stories that cocks slide gently into an ass even a virgin ass. That did not happen with me. Sweat broke out across my forehead as I tried to sit on the cock. Each millimeter of lowering my hips rewarded me with sharp pain. I tensed even more as a I vainly tried to take more of the Daddy cock in. How could I not reward Daddy? It seemed hopeless. All my efforts yielded more pain tensing up my muscles. Daddy spoke to me through the pain and gritted teeth I heard:

“Boy your body needs this cock..Just relax breath and let Daddy in..Daddy's cock needs your ass..just keep doing that boy..your tight ass feels hot on my cock..that's it..let the Daddy cock in..let Daddy into your ass..”.

Those dirty words were poetry to my ears. I so wanted to please Daddy. Despite the pain, I mustered on. Wanting to please my daddy and take his cock in me. Daddy then looked at me and commanded me to take a hit of poppers. Holding the bottle against my nose, Daddy had me take two hits until I felt I could not breathe. Immediately the beating of my heart pumped lust and passion into every cell in my body. My ass relaxed and slowly more of the daddy cock entered into me. The rush from the poppers paled to the knowledge I was taking cock in my ass. Finally, I had a cock in me. My desires were true. How could I have repressed them for so long? As I got lost in this thought, Daddy wanted to change positions. Now I was going to be on the bottom..

What a difference changing positions makes. When I was on top, I could controlled the depth, pace, and angle of sex. Now, Daddy had all the control. It was the natural position for a bottom I think. All I had to do was obey and everything would be well. More commands to breath poppers, and then Daddy thrust into my ass. It was a strong, assertive but gentle thrust. I tensed as his cock went deeper, and then after a burst of pain, pleasure came into being. I had taken Daddy's cock all the way. Slowly, methodically, Daddy started thrusting. Small thrusts brought gasps of pleasure from my body. I could not believe what was happening. Nothing could compare to feeling his cock thrust in to my ass. Deeper and harder went his cock. Daddy's started kissing my neck and moaning into my ear. Daddy was lost in pleasure, but I was lost in ecstasy. I moved my hips to get Daddy in deeper. I wanted to touch my cock , but Daddy slapped my hand away.

“Boy..you just focus on my cock..feel it boy..feel it go deep in your ass..feel my cock..”

Finally, Daddy picked up the pace even more. I could sense he was going to cum when he stopped..

“Boy, open your mouth..take Daddies cum, take it”.

I could not refuse, and Daddies cock passed again into my mouth.

“Take my load boy, drink it..Take Daddies cum”.

Daddy's cock throbbed. Hot man cream shot into my mouth. I moaned around his cock as I swallowed jet after jet of hot, salty Daddy cum. It was amazing. How could I have not done this earlier?

After minutes, Daddy cleaned himself up but told me to remain on the bed. I had not cum yet, and my body was a fire with sexual passion. Daddy knew this and then spoke the following:

“Boy, this was only the beginning. You are not done. I want you to get dressed in a pair of your wife's panties and got to Perseus Video across the border. There you will purchase a ticket to the theater, and walk in. You will obey the commands of any Daddy you meet there. Take your poppers and lube. Leave the condoms behind.”

I was shocked. I did not expect this. I just wanted to cum and relish the experience that just happened. Instead, I found myself outside the theater walking up wondering what would happen next...

[lungfucker]

Very hot, well-written story! Boned here thinking about all that might happen next. Now get into that theater and be a good boy!

[Mvillebottom]

Very hot and well written. I'm hard and horny just thinking about what all might happen next!!

[havelock73]

Part II

I cannot remember much of the drive from my home to Perseus video. The first conscious thought was seeing the sign and then hearing the crunch of the tires as I pulled into the rough, gravel parking light. After turning the car off, I sat in the car. I could hear the pounding of my heart in my ears, as I debated should I just drive off or obey daddy. The deciding factor was the sexual high in my body. I had finally just taken a raw cock and loved it. How could I not go further? Obeying Daddy has just given me the best sexual experience in my life. With much fear I opened the door and gingerly walked into the rundown building.

I was greeted by a room filled with adult videos, toys, and a small looking man behind the counter. Looking at me as I walked up, he smiled and said, "Theater?". I nodded and nervously handed him the $10 dollars. He then pointed me to a small door at the other end of the room after giving me a card. Taking a deep breath, I opened the door and entered a new universe.

I entered a completely different world. A world of shadows, sounds, and touch. It was not a theater in the traditional sense. This was not a room of one huge screen with many chairs. Instead , there was a small lighted path on the floor that lead to many small walled off tv areas, each showing adult movies. As my eyes adjusted, I moved to each one noticing the rundown outdoor furniture in each area. The first room had several people, including a couple watching the straight porn on the big tv. I did not think Daddy wanted that for me so I moved deeper and deeper into the labyrinth.

Finally, I reached the end of the path and faced a room to my left and right. The room to the right was playing shemale porn, which did not appeal to me. I then moved to my left into a hidden room with three chairs. The TV was showing a young man kneeling in front a mature man sucking on his thick cock. Immediately , I blushed thinking I was just doing that, and with that thought, I entered into the room. Out of the darkness a shadow spoke to me and said, "Come closer, I won't bite." I walked towards the shadow. The shadow gave way to a pot-bellied man sitting on a coach. He patted the spot next to him gesturing for me to sit down. I meekly complied and stared numbly towards the TV. I was soon lost in the TV watching the boy inhale the cock. Soon, I felt a hand travel up my thigh gently rubbing up and down. A gasp escaped my mouth as my cock hardened to the touch. The stranger continued stroking me through my pants. Soon, I heard him whisper, "Stand up and come closer to me".

I stood up before him. He responded by rubbing his hands up and down my chest. Soon, his hands went below my shirt and his fingers were playing with my nipples. My head slumped back in pleasure in response to his rough, erotic touch. His hands drifted south and soon my shorts were undone falling to my ankles. Fear shot through my mind as I realized was being stripped in a public place. Before I could say something, the shadow man spoke:

"Daddy loves your pink panties..they look so good on you boy. You are going to be a great boy for daddy."

I had forgotten that I was wearing panties, and now despite my fears, I had found another Daddy. My body was afire with lust due to his touch, and now as he stroked my cock through the panties, I could only moan.

Soon the panties were on the floor and the Daddy took my cock into his mouth. He sucked cock like a master, using his hands to play with my balls and ass. My moans started to attract attention. I sensed another man behind me and soon felt a hot whisper in my ear,

"Boy, you look so hot..."

I felt lips kiss the back of my neck, and a finger gently probe my mouth. As I moaned it, the finger forced it's way in. I imagined the finger was a cock and sucked on it while the Daddy expertly sucked my cock. The man behind me moved closer to me, and soon I felt his rock hard cock pressing through his pants against my ass. Such stimulation was to much, I moaned I was going to cum, and then immediately everything changed..

Daddy stopped sucking immediately and stood up. He looked at me, put his hands on my shoulders gently pressing me towards him. I was being bent over towards the Daddies throbbing cock. My mouth open in anticipation and soon Daddy thrust his hard cock into my mouth. As I sucked on Daddies cock, I felt a hot, wet tongue on my ass. The man behind me started rimming me and rubbing his hands all over my ass. I moaned around the cock, as I felt a tongue and fingers open up my ass. How could it get better? Soon, I heard the man say I was ready for more. More was a hard, cock probing the outside of my ass. I felt it rub up and down my ass. I gave into lust, reach back while sucking cock, and parted my ass...

The bear's cock (he turned out to be a hairy man) slipped much easier into my ass than my 1st daddy's cock. My inner ring relaxed quickly and I soon felt the familiar full feeling of a cock deep inside me. My hips bucked to his , and we developed a motion of my ass meeting his thrusts while my head moved to suck the cock of the daddy before me. I felt the strong grip of the bear's hands on my hips, guiding his cock to impale me deeper and deeper. The daddy's hands were on my head, forcing his cock deeper and deeper into my mouth. To increase the stimulation, the daddy forced a brown bottle of poppers under my nose forcing me to breathe again and again. The poppers broke through the remaining barrier of my defenses and I sucked cock with abandon while moaning for the bear's cock to get deeper and deeper. This continued until Daddy's ball got hard and soon I felt his cock shot stream after stream of hot man cream deep in my mouth. Daddy whispered to me " Take my cum boy..drink it..swallow my seed boy.."

I could not refuse..

Behind me, the bear thrust deeper and deeper. I could not believe the pleasure of being fucked and could only moan for him to fuck me harder. The Daddy forced me to take more poppers, and the lust they unleashed changed me life..

"Please breed me..Please fill me with your cum."

The bear continued to fuck me, but now his grip changed. He got closer to me kissing my neck and whispering my in my ear:

"Do you want my charged cum boy?"

The words hit my brain, but again fate intervened before I could process it. The Daddy put the poppers back under my nose and as I breathed them he seductively spoke to me:

"Take his cum boy..Take it..a good boy always pleases his Daddy..take his cum for Daddy".

How could I refuse Daddy? How could I say no to this wonderful cock fucking me?

"Yes, yes..breed me..fill me with your poz seed....just fuck me..fuck me and poz me"

Those words came from my mouth again and again as the bear fucked me. The bear grabbed me tighter and tighter until I could barely breathe. Sweat from our bodies mixed together as his cock relentlessly thrust in and out..

"Take my seed boy..take it.." he shouted as his cock swelled. I felt it throb and a hot wetness penetrate deep into my ass..

I moaned in pleasure as I felt the bear convulse as his cock shot more and more of his poz seed into me..

Finally, the bear stopped and just rested on my back, his cock nestled deep inside me. He kissed my back, while whispering that I was a good boy. The Daddy kissed my forehead, and told me he was so proud of me. The bear wearily withdrew from me and my body reacted to the emptiness. My body was still on fire and wanted more cock..

Then as I looked back, I saw more shadows and Daddy said, "Who is next?"

Another bear stepped up and said " I have what he is looking for.."..