Story Of My Sex Life So Fair!

[Guest Lefty]

My first time with anal sex was when I was 15, this was with an older man for was 32 at the time. He was visiting my local area and staying in a cheap, grotty hotel just down the road from me. We meet on an old site called netlog when it was popular at the time (think it might be going I am not sure). My first time bottoming was rather good at the time, yes it did hurt and yes it didn't go all the way in but I really enjoyed it. He cum on my arse and then fingered it in while I wanked off. The day after I felt I needed more but didn't really do much due to being young and got into a 7 month relationship, that's when I feel like I gained sexual experience due to him being 18 and having his own place so we did fuck quite a lot.

So time went by and I moved on after 7 months. Started going onto the Liverpool gay scene at 17 and getting known for being the person to just kiss and snog every fucker in the gay bars I could. Few 1 night stands etc, they were all safe due to me having condoms are safe drilled into my skull. During this stage of my life I realised a lot of my fetishs that I am into... Piss, Feet, Scat, Bondage, Diapers/Nappys, CBT and many more. I had some experience of every think will the help of GayLads for regular meets and My.Brownhanky for scat and water sports meets, I was gaining a lot of experience but still didn't want to BB, I havn't thought about the dark intense side to it yet.

So 3 or 4 months after I turned 18 I got into my first ever love, my first proper boy friend. His name was mike, was muscle, hairy, manly, experience, he drove, had a good job, everything I could of asked for at the time. During our relationship we have always talked about gay saunas etc. We visited the 1 in Liverpool just to see what it is like but felt uncomfortable and left. So, after 7/8 months of being together it ended badly. I was his first gay boyfriend and he wanted to go back to fucking! I was heart broken! I have never been so upset of losing so one and still to this day at the age of 22, I still miss him and feel like I love him. Our relationship ended so badly that we didn't speak to each other and see each other for a whole year. He then makes a return into my life but more on that in awhile.

 

So my time went on when I 19 out of the relationship with him and I put weight on, separated myself from all my friends, didn't speak to anyone. Properly the lowest I have ever been in my life and stayed that way for a good year. Hated my job, hated college, hated everything! But I was slowly getting over him and my life started livening up again.

During my time being so low I spent a lot of the time on the internet watching porn and wanking myself senseless all the time. During this time I discovered I enjoyed watching BB porn a lot and was always searching for BB this and BB that. This one time I came across a documentary on bug chasers! The first think I thought was, "How wrong, sick and just weird that is! Why would this people do this to themselves??? Disgusting!".

So I repaid a visit to the Gay Sauna in Liverpool and having anal sex with guys, protected obv the first few times I went but then soon after the condoms stopped making an appearance and I'd just to them not to cum inside me. At the same time I was going the sauna I started watch breeding porn on this site. Watching the top cum into the bottoms whole just started getting going crazy! So, I did research on HIV to know how it all works and how safe it is these days etc, at the same time, it got me thinking about the danger of it and could I get it or not etc. I then started reading storys about people getting bred and it was getting me hard, driving a dark side of my brain I never knew I had! This got me hocked and I wanted to turn into a HIV poz bottom dirty slag and I want people to now I got it. All my friends know the amount of times I was going to the sauna and even people on the gay scene! This was something new for me and HAD to try it out......

Story to be continued!!.... Let me know what you think so fair!! :-)

The picture is of me when I was 19 years old!

[cheshiregay]

you were so hot at 19

[daddybear]

sweet boy

[youngcumdumpboi]

you were very hot at 19 and still very hot now. great start can't wait to hear more

[renaissancemanuk]

A very good begining. Looking forward to reading how you continued to expand your life.