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BredByJ

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I haven't been tested since March 29, 2022, and have since taken so many loads from John, who died almost a month ago. I have an appointment with my oncologist today and will have full blood panels, including HIV. A part of me wants it to come back POZ... I don't know why, but I know it won't.  I forgot about this appointment last month when he died and scheduled an appointment for tomorrow to have full STI testing, which I should probably cancel.

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On 10/18/2022 at 3:49 PM, BootmanLA said:

Why? If you are currently, or were formerly, battling cancer (why else would you have an oncologist), why would you want to add additional health challenges like an STI going undiagnosed and untreated?

This loss was so bad, I honestly didn't care if the test came back positive. I've always been a whore and this was the first guy I ever had feelings for, so if the test came back poz, I was in the mindset I would let it just take me.

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