[Toxic Twinks] The John

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A long time ago when I was still exploring my more wild side and still getting comfortable with barebacking, I hooked up with a random guy I talked to online and he paid me for the experience. I'll call him John for obvious reasons. I had never seriously considered "whoring" myself out for cash before and in no way thought I should ever do it regularly since everything that turns into a job takes the fun out of it. I had also never just randomly hooked up with a stranger online much less barebacked with one.

That night I was horned up and on MH. It was during a period of time when Zach and I weren't having much sex so I would go on MH often and chat with guys, take it all the way to getting them to meet me, and then blow them off and jerk myself off for my own entertainment. That night I got a message from an older guy, mid-30s, a little heavy set but no fat rolls or anything, and decent looking. He asked if I would come over and let him blow a load in my ass and said that he could reimburse me for my trouble. He also assured me he was clean and that he was good for it. I was intrigued and in one of my more dirty moods so I went along with it. I still had every intention of just blowing it off, but the more he talked about what he wanted to do to me, the hornier I got and more I felt like I really wanted to go do it. Eventually I he gave me his number, address, and asked me when I could be there. I told him fifteen minutes. He said great, see ya then.

I sat in my chair for a moment, thinking it over, and finally got up and headed out. I got to his place and he was quite friendly. We talked for probably half an hour about the porn he liked and how he liked to video guys having sex. He told me that if things went well tonight he would offer more opportunity to come over and be in some videos.

After the porn chat, he took me to his bedroom and made me suck his dick and balls for quite a while. His cock was soft but grew in my mouth as I was sucking him. He also had large balls and I could barely get one in my mouth, but they did hang low which made it easier. He had the scent of stale sweat, which at first kind of repulsed me but as he got aggressive and got submissive I just remember that I was there to be his bitch for the evening.

Eventually he told me to strip off my clothes and took me into his bathroom. He started the shower and told me to get in. I got in where he had me wash him down and he washed me down. After he was all clean he had me get back down to my knees and suck his now fresh cock and balls while the warm water ran over my head and body. He then had me stand back up and pressed me against the wall of the shower. He got down on his knees, spread my cheeks apart with his hands, and began rimming my hole. He rimmed me for a couple minutes before he got back up and pushed me back down to my knees. He told me to tilt my head back and open my mouth as his cock hovered above my face. I did so like an obedient little puppy. Seconds later I felt a warm salty stream of piss run across my face and in my mouth. I tried to hold as much as I could in my mouth without swallowing and let the rest dribble out. He then grabbed the back of my head and forced me to start sucking down his cock again. I had to swallow and I felt more piss stream from his cock directly into the back of my throat. Finally he finished, rinsed us both off, and led me back to the bedroom.

He laid down on his back and had me get into a 69 position. I sucked his cock and balls some more while he rimmed me out. He rimmed me for what seemed like hours. Every once in a while he would tell me how much he liked my hole. After he finished rimming me he pushed my ass down towards his cock and rubbed it around my spit sloppy hole. I thought for a split second that I still had time to back out and I could go home, or I could stay and continue and let this stranger fuck me bareback. Without having to have him tell me, I made the decision and began sitting myself down on the shaft of his dick. It slid all the way in rather quickly, but I was very tight so it stung for a little bit. Once I was sitting all the way down on him, I took just a moment to relax and sat still. He told me it was the tightest hole he had felt and let me take my time getting used to his cock. I slowly began riding him up and down until we got a good rythym going. He asked me to lay on my stomach, so I did. He spread my legs apart and thrust himself in me. He pounded my ass hard and deep for the next several minutes. He couldn't get over how nice and tight my hole was. Then he asked if he could put his load in me. Over my moaning I started to beg for his load. He announced it as he was giving it to me and his thrusts became slower and deeper. He pulled out, flipped me over, and fingered my hole as I jerked myself off.

I got dressed and got ready to head out. He asked how me how often I 'worked'. I told him not much. He also asked if I usually barebacked, and I tried to explain that I didn't usually do that since I was trying to stay clean. He said not to worry about it as he handed me the cash and showed me out the door. On the drive home the reality of what I had done set it. I feeling of exhilaration and adrenaline were replaced with worry. Was he being honest about his status? What would Zach do when he found out? The whole drive home I could feel his cum leaking out of my hole, making a wet spot in my shorts... a constant reminder of the dirty secret... until I got home and showered again anyway.

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