My First Time at the Sauna

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My First Time at the Sauna

It is the 3rd time this month that I found myself at this place.  Fidgeting across the street of the black door that leads to the town's gay sauna.  Mark is with me again and brotherly laughing at me.

- 22 and still a virgin 

I would told him to shut up, but he’s telling the truth.  I am still a virgin.  At 22.  If being a compulsory masturbator and a porn addict would be considered, then I would have graduated a long time ago. Mark has been teasing me a lot about this for a while lately.

- like you’re getting more pussy

He just laughed, a hand squeezing his junk playfully.  He knows that I look, but it doesn't bother him.  He is straight.

- if you don't go in this time.  I might have to fuck you myself, so you don't die innocent.

- you wish

I know that he is right again.  I was resolved to fix this problem once, and it must be tonight. 

A month ago, the first time I walked to this place of perversion, I not only never got in, but I also never stopped, never looked either.

- Wuss

Mark had whispered the word so close to my ear, that I was able to feel the warmth of his breath.  He kissed me on the cheek.

- See you later

He crossed the street without hesitation, and just walked in the place I wanted to go.  Instead, I just walked by (across the street of course), eyes on the sidewalk and went back home, ashamed of such behavior from my part.

Mark had told me that I was to go through the 3 W's steps before I can assume my sexuality and become who I meant to be, or I would die a virgin.  When I questioned him what he meant by the 3W.  He just smiled.

- you will see

Back then, it was all bullshit.  I thought.   

- Wuss

He had said.  The word haunted me the entire following week.

I've known Mark for...  Well, I don't remember when Mark and I became friends, but he’s been a fixture in my life for a long time.  Mom and Dad thought he was a good one out of the crowd I hang with.  When I think about it, Mark crashes a lot at my house, like his folks didn't really care or trust him completely.  And I like it a lot.

Mark would encourage me to "pose" naked.  I would stand in front of the mirror, mostly after I showered and before going to bed.  I had a big cock. I thought I was blessed.

- you should shave

As always, his suggestion would make its way.  I shaved.  

When I was 18, while I was on the "filtered" Internet (I know, living with religious straight minded parents at 18 doesn't have only perks…), I came across a link - the devious link - that showed me my first porn video.  It was an amateur one, but what a revelation it was.

So that afternoon, before I came across with the porn video, Mark got me naked shaved and erected.  It didn't take a genius to figure that I would jerk off my big cock in front of the mirror.  My cock was harder than ever.  That's when I started noticing Mark in his boxer, a few feet from me.  

- You can look, I don't mind.  I'm not gay. 

Insinuating I was.  I knew nothing about sex.  Even less about being straight, gay or in any spectrum of the gender identity.  Mark had nice bulge, growing on size as I can only imagine.  Mark and I are similar in height and weight, so I assume he was big as I was down there.   For years, we had sleepovers, Mark always sleeping over, I never seem him naked.  Not once.   

That afternoon, I jerked my cock in front of the mirror.  In front of my straight friend who is not bothered to walk in a sauna and get sucked by other men.

- it's only sex.  Now, shoot your load for me.

That brought me over the edge.  My cock fully-erected, standing hard as a nail at the same size of my index finger which after less than a minute stimulation shot the biggest load ever. A full load.  A load that would be able to fill one of those fancy Italian expresso spoons.  Well, I don’t really shoot, in fact the warm fluid just dribble out, leaving a slick snail trail across my clit down to my marble-size balls.

- way to go, fucker

I was hardly breathing.  My knees were shaking.

- sit down

That's when me and Mark went on internet and found this video that would change my life for ever.

First, it was a straight amateur porn video.   My first time I ever saw a girl naked which would be burned in my brain for months.  It was fascinating.  The absence of a cock. That wasn't the only thing.  The guy, not much older than me, had an unimaginable cock.  It was easily 5", with a skin over the cockhead.  Twice the size of my big cock!

I thought I was big with my 2-1/2" inches hard cock.  This guy was almost twice the size that I was.  I mean, he was huge!

- you like this

Mark was standing behind me, jerking his cock hidden in his boxer.  For some reason, I got aroused.  He is my friend, and I shouldn't lust for him.  But him, being dressed, openly masturbating before me, got me hard again.

- go ahead, come for me

He slept over that night and made me jerked 8 times while watching the video on a loop.

- Look how bigger he is than you.

- you mean bigger than us

- I never said that

He was still in his boxer.   I think he was playing me, because whatever was making his boxer tented had nothing to do with my cock, or the one from the video.

- Admit it.  You want to see it.  But the real question is, once I show it to you, are you willing to become my bitch?

I nodded.  He make me beg for his cock.  Again. Over and over, telling me it wasn't good enough, that I wasn't really sincere, that I wasn't ready to be a bitch.

It became a game.  For weeks I beg on my knees, perform erotic dances, made me tell how I would degrade myself and serve men like him.

- stick two fingers in your ass.

I knew what he meant.  Since that first video, I managed to find many more.  I stopped watching straight porn after I saw this gay threesome where two black guys with 10 inches cock (advertised) skewered a young white man, whiter than milk.  And so much cum!  One of the guy had produced more precum than the biggest load my peanut balls had ever produced.

- Real men fuck bitch like you.

That night he slept next to me and told me about the 3W.

-  bitch like you are easy to figure out.  You will go through the 3 W's steps, or you would die virgin.

- then fuck me

He didn't and told me that it would change our relationship forever.  Your choice.  I mean, he was sleeping next to me (every night for weeks now).   I didn't want to be too be greedy.  That night, I think he slept naked.  I didn't move or look, too afraid to lose my best friend.

When I woke up, he was gone.  I needed to get fucked.  I was now at three fingers probing my ass.

- fingers aren't the same as a cock, he had said

After some research, bathhouses seems a good place to start.  Hence my two first unsuccessful trips .

The second time.  I stayed. 

- what do you mean, you stayed?  You went in?

- no. Just what I said.  

Mark knew all this already.  I stayed across the street for a long time, then went back home.  I watched guys going in and out of the place.  My nervousness must have been evident because a thin guy stopped by, ignoring Mark, and offer to go with me

-  I can show you around, and more if you like

I shook my head.  I looked at Mark.  If only he would offer to go with me.

- Whimp

I stayed few more minutes.  Enough to see Mark following the guy inside the bathhouse.

It was two weeks since my second trip, and it was torture.  No matter how much porn I watched, how much I played with my cock.

- your clit

How much I played with my clit, I wasn't able to get hard long enough to reach an orgasm.  Mark had forbidden me to cum.  Whimps and wusses don't decide when they cum, only when they are told to.   He even stopped sleeping over.  It was fucking Hell.

- we go back tonight

I was almost delirious with excitement.  I showered, twice. I made sure my pussy was clean.  I shaved my crotch, my armpits and the little hair I had on my chest like Mark told me.  The though part was my ass.  I turned around to ask Mark for help, but he was nowhere to be seen.

He was waiting for me in my room, looking at me as I got dressed.

- no underwear

A quick glance at Mark told me he meant business.

- no socks either 

I was finally ready to go.  I was horny.  I was eyeing Mark strangely as one of his hands was caressing his abs, up to his nipples.  He was hot AF.   Going commando had made my clit hard.  

- don't worry, your little worm doesn't show

So, here I am, fidgeting.  I mean guys come and go, and no one coming out screaming murder or on a stretcher.  What worse can happen to me?

- you, taking toxic loads

Oh, what now!  Mark was trying to scare me.  His usual smile had disappeared.  I wouldn't whimped this time.  I think he secretly wanted me to stay virgin.  It has been over 3 years since I've known about sex.  3 years of porn and constant masturbation, and that's without all Mark's teasing, showing off his body only clad in sexy underwear, the countless sleepless night knowing he was there next to me,  leaving to my imagination the magnificent cock he was hiding from me.  I was decided.

- go ahead, I'll join you later

So, I walked in.  

- 24$ for a room

- I have to pay to get fucked!?

The guy stared at me for few seconds and started laughing.

- Getting fucked is free.  You pay for the premises and the privilege to meet real man.

I only had 20$, so I got a locker.   Wrap in my towel, I did a tour.  A mixed age crowded in various states of nakedness.  I found myself back at the entry not knowing what to do.

- Hmm…  I am quite lonely here.  Why don't you get on your knees to warm me up?

I sucked my first cock, but the guy didn't cum.  Then one of his friends took me to the glory holes and explain that if I wanted to be fucked, I had to get the guys excited until I get invited.

So, I suck my second cock.  I didn't count but did my best.  The counter guy, my first suck, walked in the booth and watched me sucking another anonymous cock.  He tugged on my towel.

- It's my break time and I need to fuck.  And you are the lucky winner.

Well, I got fucked.  

He dragged me to the sling and resume his fuck.

- Jack, your break is over

- Cover for me.  I can't and won't stop until I breed this one.  

He was frantically fucking me.  I have to thank Mark for insisting that I finger myself as often as possible.   My hole was still tight according to the counter guy.  His hard cock was causing some pain and I had a strange feeling that my pussy would remember it tomorrow. 

- Guys form a line if you want to get sloppy second.  You know how it works, smaller in girth first the biggest last.  We don't want to waste our precious virgin here.  Everyone will deflower a virgin tonight.

Jack pulling the sling forward each time he was slamming his cock in, drilling me a new hole.

- I'm coming bitch. I hope you are ready to take your first free charged load, because you are getting it now.

I never had a chance to thank him.  He just pulled out, stuffed his deflated cock back in his black denim and he was gone.   Not that I had time to matter because another anonymous cock, about the same size as Jack, slipped in my wet hole.

- Fuck, so warm.

My ass was on fire from the first fuck.  This new guy was fucking me with short stabs,  his hairy belly resting over my junk, stimulating my little clit to a full erection.

- urrghh, the fat man exclaimed.  Another load.

My hole was pulsing achily as it tried to close. Cum was now leaking.  I scooped the cum with my fingers and tried to put it back without success apparently.

- oh shit, look at all the nice cum you're wasting. Let me push it all back in.

Another cock.  The guy left without cumming, I think.

Two men helped me out the sling, to a bench.  The ceiling mirror was showing my skinny body and my little clit still hard as a bone.  I couldn’t help but jerk my quite small dick while looking at myself. My piss-slit had ejected a little spurt of precum. One of the men shove his larger cock without warning, prompting a full discomfort. 

-Unnh, I breathed away, abruptly cut short by a big cockhead

The other one decided to tag along by stuffing his cock down my throat.  It hurt like hell.  I tried to dislodge him, but he slapped my hands away and started right away seesawing my cum-lubed pussy.

Mark was standing next to me, wrapped in a towel.

- Whore

I looked at him.  He was gorgeous.  I wanted him to fuck me but was only able to muffle weird sounds as the guy was face-fucking me at his pace, not too hurry to come.

- by the way, it's not a dick, not even a small dick.  It's a clit.  You have a pussy and a clit.  And you are a whore.

I didn't realize that the guy had spewed his load with the previous ones until the other guy, pulled out of my mouth, and aligned his fairly large dick with my ass.

-    Yeah, look at you, the guy taunted, all spread out like a cheap whore on a crusty old mattress, all naked for any men to fuck you.

- I am not a whore

- if you say so, but I will still fuck you.

Mark was rubbing his growing bulge which was becoming way much larger than I thought.  The towel was still hiding the prize but there was no mistake.  Mark's endowment was real.

- A whore is someone providing sexual services in exchange of money.  Except, you don’t get the money!

- Will you fuck after?

Mark grinned at me and started giving a me reasons why he wouldn’t. I got distracted by my fucker grunts and the fact that he was now on top of me, pushing my knees way past my ears, slamming in me.

'Unghhhhh…!' I whimpered… Ungh! Ungh! Ungh!

-Oh yeah, I'm coming bitch.  

And then he was gone.  And Mark as well.

I was too weak to stand up so I just laid there.  I wished I could say that other men came by and fucked me relentlessly. I welcomed the rest, and kind of dozed off. 

-    Nghh! 

I woke up with a start and a dull pain radiating from my small balls.  Jack, the clerk who claimed my cherry earlier tonight was snapping my balls with his fingers, and frigging my clit loosely.

Snap!

-    Ouch!  It hurts.

I tried to cover them, but Jack pushed my hand away.  His hand stayed on my nuts, gripping and pulling them away from my groin. He unceremoniously shoved to fingers from his other hand in my pussy, scooping cum.  I went to protest, but he inserted the two dirty fingers in my mouth. 

-    Now that I got your attention!  

I sucked the fingers like they were a pacifier, make eye contact with Jack.

-    My shift is over, and your locker time is overdue by an hour.  Time to go. 

-    I am with a friend.  Thinking about Mark.

-    Which friend?

-    The one I came in with

-    Unh?  You were alone when you checked in.  I don’t see any friend of yours here.

Jack helped me getting dressed.  I looked around, and Mark was nowhere to be seen.

-    Your coming home with me. I need to unload my poz babies in that sweet ass of yours again and as much as I can. I will your new friend and you will be my cumdump slut. Let’s go.

That night I became the slut I meant to be and I never saw Mark again.