Cumdump became afraid

[roellie]

In am a 43 year old cumdump. In fact t i was a cumdump. I  am in a relationship with a man. He knows i did bareback sex and that i take Prep..but he doesnt know that i let old perverts use me as their addicted cumdump. However i catched some STD'S in a short period and i became afraid. I got gonno twice in a half year. Further the genital warts did last for almost 2 years, now they are luckily gone. i didnt had much enounters..however i dont have sex for 6 months now. So stopped Prep. But i crave bare cock and semen. I watch porn everyday and masturbate. Poppers. Weed. But i dont come to real encounters anymore. I plan to go to adult bookstore and let me fuck by anyone thats wants...but in the end i just watch porn..cum...and dont go..i even started the Prep one day and didnt dare to go on with it. I am clean now (no std) and dont dare to let me breed again. But i want it. I hope some of you guys are willing to give me some encouragement to let myself go into the barelust, some advice, some support.

 

My kicks: being bred by more old tops, stiff cocks, natural cocks..not freshly washed, but no smegma etc. Little bit perverted, called a slut, hear them talk how nice my pussy is and how a dirty little slut i am..no sm..no beating etc..younger older...also.lobe college guys etc..full off hormones, just need a hole to breed..i love my hole creamy..love to be rimmed..poppers..weed..

[gaper]

dude lean in. just go take those loads and don't worry about the outcome. you caught shit before and you're still alive and here to talk about it. just enjoy yourself and you'll deal with STDs when they happen... or you'll end up like me and will start actively seeking them out. either way, you're fine. be a slut, f*ggot.

[BootmanLA]

On 9/23/2023 at 7:26 AM, roellie said:

In am a 43 year old cumdump. In fact t i was a cumdump. I  am in a relationship with a man. He knows i did bareback sex and that i take Prep..but he doesnt know that i let old perverts use me as their addicted cumdump. However i catched some STD'S in a short period and i became afraid. I got gonno twice in a half year. Further the genital warts did last for almost 2 years, now they are luckily gone. i didnt had much enounters..however i dont have sex for 6 months now. So stopped Prep. But i crave bare cock and semen. I watch porn everyday and masturbate. Poppers. Weed. But i dont come to real encounters anymore. I plan to go to adult bookstore and let me fuck by anyone thats wants...but in the end i just watch porn..cum...and dont go..i even started the Prep one day and didnt dare to go on with it. I am clean now (no std) and dont dare to let me breed again. But i want it. I hope some of you guys are willing to give me some encouragement to let myself go into the barelust, some advice, some support.

My kicks: being bred by more old tops, stiff cocks, natural cocks..not freshly washed, but no smegma etc. Little bit perverted, called a slut, hear them talk how nice my pussy is and how a dirty little slut i am..no sm..no beating etc..younger older...also.lobe college guys etc..full off hormones, just need a hole to breed..i love my hole creamy..love to be rimmed..poppers..weed..

I'm going to give you a few things to ask yourself and think about.

1. Does the man you're in a relationship with know that you want to pursue this outside sex? Is he okay with it?

2. You say you haven't had sex for 6 months now. Does that include your relationship? If so: is this purely a platonic, non-sexual relationship where nothing you might contract could infect him? If your relationship with him IS sexual in some fashion, he deserves to know what risks you're exposing him to.

3. I'm all for you getting the sex you want, AS LONG AS YOU DO IT RESPONSIBLY. That means discussing your plans with your partner. (It may be that he gives his blessing to you to enjoy yourself however you want. It may be that he wants to end a relationship that puts him at some risk. But he deserves to get the chance to make that choice.)

4. If you do decide even that you MAY go back to having sex, get back on PrEP and stay on it. You don't want to be "off" it when you decide at the drop of a hat that you can't hold out any longer and head over to a bookstore or whatever, and you may not have time to use the "on demand" scheduling by planning ahead.

5. The rest - who you want to fuck you, what you want them to say/do,  - is just fluff. I'm not going to tell you to go chase your slutty dreams nor am I going to tell you to zip it up and stay home with your partner. You're 43 years old, for christssakes. Be a man, own your desires, make the arrangements necessary in your home life to accommodate them, and do what you decide is best.

[JezzabellaCD]

On 9/24/2023 at 11:04 PM, BootmanLA said:

I'm going to give you a few things to ask yourself and think about.

1. Does the man you're in a relationship with know that you want to pursue this outside sex? Is he okay with it?

2. You say you haven't had sex for 6 months now. Does that include your relationship? If so: is this purely a platonic, non-sexual relationship where nothing you might contract could infect him? If your relationship with him IS sexual in some fashion, he deserves to know what risks you're exposing him to.

3. I'm all for you getting the sex you want, AS LONG AS YOU DO IT RESPONSIBLY. That means discussing your plans with your partner. (It may be that he gives his blessing to you to enjoy yourself however you want. It may be that he wants to end a relationship that puts him at some risk. But he deserves to get the chance to make that choice.)

4. If you do decide even that you MAY go back to having sex, get back on PrEP and stay on it. You don't want to be "off" it when you decide at the drop of a hat that you can't hold out any longer and head over to a bookstore or whatever, and you may not have time to use the "on demand" scheduling by planning ahead.

5. The rest - who you want to fuck you, what you want them to say/do,  - is just fluff. I'm not going to tell you to go chase your slutty dreams nor am I going to tell you to zip it up and stay home with your partner. You're 43 years old, for christssakes. Be a man, own your desires, make the arrangements necessary in your home life to accommodate them, and do what you decide is best.

A real reply by a real person and not just some guy talking bullshit about how they take any load from anyone, seak out stds and arent on prep... 90% of the "sluts"on here are claiming a lifestyle that is not only impossible but extremly stupid and unsafe.

[BootmanLA]

14 hours ago, JezzabellaCD said:

A real reply by a real person and not just some guy talking bullshit about how they take any load from anyone, seak out stds and arent on prep... 90% of the "sluts"on here are claiming a lifestyle that is not only impossible but extremly stupid and unsafe.

Thank you.

I make a concerted effort in this forum to keep topics "on point" - it's a health discussion, not a "see how slutty (and UNhealthy) I can be" discussion.

There are plenty of topics and sections of this site where people can wax poetic about their sluttiness, and while I roll my eyes at a substantial portion of the people who claim feats of depravity on a regular basis, if that's what they enjoy writing about (fiction or not), more power to them.

But people come to this section to get accurate health-specific information. I want, as much as possible, to help them find that info.

[toxicspermpig]

On 9/23/2023 at 8:26 AM, roellie said:

In am a 43 year old cumdump. In fact t i was a cumdump. I  am in a relationship with a man. He knows i did bareback sex and that i take Prep..but he doesnt know that i let old perverts use me as their addicted cumdump. However i catched some STD'S in a short period and i became afraid. I got gonno twice in a half year. Further the genital warts did last for almost 2 years, now they are luckily gone. i didnt had much enounters..however i dont have sex for 6 months now. So stopped Prep. But i crave bare cock and semen. I watch porn everyday and masturbate. Poppers. Weed. But i dont come to real encounters anymore. I plan to go to adult bookstore and let me fuck by anyone thats wants...but in the end i just watch porn..cum...and dont go..i even started the Prep one day and didnt dare to go on with it. I am clean now (no std) and dont dare to let me breed again. But i want it. I hope some of you guys are willing to give me some encouragement to let myself go into the barelust, some advice, some support.

 

My kicks: being bred by more old tops, stiff cocks, natural cocks..not freshly washed, but no smegma etc. Little bit perverted, called a slut, hear them talk how nice my pussy is and how a dirty little slut i am..no sm..no beating etc..younger older...also.lobe college guys etc..full off hormones, just need a hole to breed..i love my hole creamy..love to be rimmed..poppers..weed..

Just focus on being the best cumdump you can be. I promise there are guys out there like me that loves their partner to come home with  a nasty dripping hole. Free yourself and have fun!