Sub Head Space - How bad is yours? - What Triggers yours?

[Sub-Cocksucker]

So, I am a total and complete sub, have never topped or penitrated anyone in my life.
Was force fed a cock when I was 19,, I have never been the same since.
I LOVE to suck cock more than anything, and I swear I have a g spot in my throat.
Had my first TRUE DOM in my early 20s, he broke me.
Then in my early 40s had a couple other regular doms.

Anyway, ever since with my first dom in my 20s, I have been put into sub head space often.
The older I get, and more I am put in my place and used, the deep in sub head space I get, and the more easily it seems to be triggered.
Its to the point now where it will linger long after I have left a doms place.
And there are times I will randomly get horny, and just start falling into it some, which makes me end up getting out dildos and deep throating them (thats been part of my masturbation for years now)
And once Im deep throating a toy, its over, I fall into sub head space, and Im there most the day, if I had intended on doing anything productive that day, theres no chance anymore.

I have had sessions with doms that I dont remember some of, I have been told I seem like Im drugged at times.

Would love to hear how other subs experience this, how deep you fall into it, what triggers it, what its made you end up doing.