Sub Head Space - How bad is yours? - What Triggers yours?

[Sub-Cocksucker]

So, I am a total and complete sub, have never topped or penitrated anyone in my life.
Was force fed a cock when I was 19,, I have never been the same since.
I LOVE to suck cock more than anything, and I swear I have a g spot in my throat.
Had my first TRUE DOM in my early 20s, he broke me.
Then in my early 40s had a couple other regular doms.

Anyway, ever since with my first dom in my 20s, I have been put into sub head space often.
The older I get, and more I am put in my place and used, the deep in sub head space I get, and the more easily it seems to be triggered.
Its to the point now where it will linger long after I have left a doms place.
And there are times I will randomly get horny, and just start falling into it some, which makes me end up getting out dildos and deep throating them (thats been part of my masturbation for years now)
And once Im deep throating a toy, its over, I fall into sub head space, and Im there most the day, if I had intended on doing anything productive that day, theres no chance anymore.

I have had sessions with doms that I dont remember some of, I have been told I seem like Im drugged at times.

Would love to hear how other subs experience this, how deep you fall into it, what triggers it, what its made you end up doing.

[leakyhole]

On 5/25/2025 at 4:47 AM, Sub-Cocksucker said:

So, I am a total and complete sub, have never topped or penitrated anyone in my life.
Was force fed a cock when I was 19,, I have never been the same since.
I LOVE to suck cock more than anything, and I swear I have a g spot in my throat.
Had my first TRUE DOM in my early 20s, he broke me.
Then in my early 40s had a couple other regular doms.

Anyway, ever since with my first dom in my 20s, I have been put into sub head space often.
The older I get, and more I am put in my place and used, the deep in sub head space I get, and the more easily it seems to be triggered.
Its to the point now where it will linger long after I have left a doms place.
And there are times I will randomly get horny, and just start falling into it some, which makes me end up getting out dildos and deep throating them (thats been part of my masturbation for years now)
And once Im deep throating a toy, its over, I fall into sub head space, and Im there most the day, if I had intended on doing anything productive that day, theres no chance anymore.

I have had sessions with doms that I dont remember some of, I have been told I seem like Im drugged at times.

Would love to hear how other subs experience this, how deep you fall into it, what triggers it, what its made you end up doing.

Interesting...I am often getting to bottom slut trance, too...

 

Anyway I am curious about that experience where you were force fed a cock at 19...do you mind sharing more about that? 

[Sub-Cocksucker]

8 hours ago, leakyhole said:

Interesting...I am often getting to bottom slut trance, too...

 

Anyway I am curious about that experience where you were force fed a cock at 19...do you mind sharing more about that? 

I was at a party in the woods, a bit drunk, i walked away from the fire on a trail, 
older man mid 50s came up to me with his cock out, pushed me back against a tree then down to my knees.
Shoved his cock in my face and said yea come on suck that cock faggot.
I resisted a bit, he slapped me then rubbed his cock on my face more and next thing I know its in my mouth.
I was in shock, both with what was happening, and the fact that I put up very little fight.
I dont think i really even sucked it much, it was more him jerking off in my mouth.
he came in my mouth, which i swallowed some of, and walked off.
It messed with my head alot, I lasted a couple weeks before I was online hunting for another cock.
Looking back, it might have been a cruising spot? never saw him or anyone there again though the couple times I went back.