Breath control and choking

[Chuckybb]

So, I've been trying to develop my BDSM fantasies since my encounter with my hot Mexican dominant.  While I'm being fucked, I really like the top to put his hand around my throat to control my breathing and choke me.  I've no desire to die but it plays with my total submission fantasies.  Recently on holiday on G Canaria i found myself each night in Cruise bar.  It's not as intense as the other sex clubs in GC and there are less facilities, but there are more guys of my demographic.  Older, beard guys.  The others are full of youngsters.  So one night I was in a cabin with a British bear.  Very sexy.  I was worshipping his body and cock and we were both stripped naked.  He started displaying some mild SM slaps etc and I encouraged him to do more by placing his hand around my throat.  He got the message and started to squeeze.  I don't know how long he was doing it for but all of a sudden I felt I was dreaming.  I hadn't realised I had passed out.  I was on my knees.  I came to and he helped me up.  Welcome back , he said and smirked.  Then he turned me around and fucked me bareback whilst keeping his hand in my throat.  After he came he pulled out and turned me around to kiss me.  I remember feeling this absolute devotion to him.  This dominant had choked me to the point of passing out and it made me more attracted to him.  He choked me and fucked me and I loved him for it.  In that cabin, at that time, he was my world and I was his property.