Club Darkroom Hamburg Germany

[Eastcoast75]

Last week, I went in Germany on a business trip. After work, I decided to go out for a beer. I saw a bar called S.L.U.T Club. I entered in and ordered my beer. However, I realized that guys cruising and go always at the back of the bar. I standed up and walked to the dark side. My boner got an erection immediately.  Men sucking every cocks, fucking everywhere, that makes me horny as hell. I visited in my past bathhouse, but this was an other level of sex. I started to walked in dark hallway, touched amazing cocks, saw guys fucking in the sling, two couples that shared their boyfriends with other men and got fucked hard. My goal was to don't do stuff, I'm in a relation with my boyfriend, but it was really tough. Guys my cock, try to kiss me or suck, or get fuck by me. 

That night, I was closed to switch to the dark side of myself. To let me fuck with other stranger, I was so horny. However, I'm Neg and not on Prep.  At the end of the night, I went to the bathroom to pee and go. I met a young man there. When I end to pee, he was there, waiting and watching two other guys fucking hard, barebark, the top was really dominant, the little asian guy moaned ike crazy. The young guy asked to come closer, I took his cock in my hand and jerked him, he jerked me, I licked his nipples, and he came on the top. 

The next day, I went to the naked night, same thing happens, however, it was more crazy and piggy.

I was so closed to fuck bareback there or get fuck. Since then, I just thinking about it. I returned home in my country and I just want  to go back there. I probably deny my true personnality. 

 

Does this happen to you? How did you control your desire? It's over 20ish year that I'm with my BF and love him. 

 

Edited yesterday at 06:02 PM by Eastcoast75

[ffWhole]

No way !!!
I would be open ass for business... all loads taken, no questions asked.

[allrise]

19 hours ago, Eastcoast75 said:

Last week, I went in Germany on a business trip. After work, I decided to go out for a beer. I saw a bar called S.L.U.T Club. I entered in and ordered my beer. However, I realized that guys cruising and go always at the back of the bar. I standed up and walked to the dark side. My boner got an erection immediately.  Men sucking every cocks, fucking everywhere, that makes me horny as hell. I visited in my past bathhouse, but this was an other level of sex. I started to walked in dark hallway, touched amazing cocks, saw guys fucking in the sling, two couples that shared their boyfriends with other men and got fucked hard. My goal was to don't do stuff, I'm in a relation with my boyfriend, but it was really tough. Guys my cock, try to kiss me or suck, or get fuck by me. 

That night, I was closed to switch to the dark side of myself. To let me fuck with other stranger, I was so horny. However, I'm Neg and not on Prep.  At the end of the night, I went to the bathroom to pee and go. I met a young man there. When I end to pee, he was there, waiting and watching two other guys fucking hard, barebark, the top was really dominant, the little asian guy moaned ike crazy. The young guy asked to come closer, I took his cock in my hand and jerked him, he jerked me, I licked his nipples, and he came on the top. 

The next day, I went to the naked night, same thing happens, however, it was more crazy and piggy.

I was so closed to fuck bareback there or get fuck. Since then, I just thinking about it. I returned home in my country and I just want  to go back there. I probably deny my true personnality. 

 

Does this happen to you? How did you control your desire? It's over 20ish year that I'm with my BF and love him. 

 

After the first 6 monogamous years with my partner, I knew I need to hook with other men, lots of men. Absolutely no regret. I would have missed out so much. My partner knows but he doesn’t mention it and we never discuss, we just know.

[Eastcoast75]

5 hours ago, allrise said:

After the first 6 monogamous years with my partner, I knew I need to hook with other men, lots of men. Absolutely no regret. I would have missed out so much. My partner knows but he doesn’t mention it and we never discuss, we just know.

I wish I can do the same. I just feel that I'm a whore in the closet 

[allrise]

9 minutes ago, Eastcoast75 said:

I wish I can do the same. I just feel that I'm a whore in the closet 

When i committed to my partner , it was to love and care, which I still do. I don’t think I should give up what I like and enjoy, as long as I am not hurting him in the process. This is easier for me as we don’t have sex together anymore after the initial years, but care and live together. 
My view as we are outside the norm of the majority population, we need to form our own norm and not be confused by the norm of the straight majority, and ignoring the incorrect irrelevant religious teachings. 
I don't feel there are rules to say if I live with my partners, then I don’t have sex with anyone else. You 2 need to decide what works for you. If you stay in the closet too long, there is risk of that pressure building up n explode. Give that whore inside you a chance, it is part of you, don’t sacrifice yourself.