Ben's Story, from 1998

[RawPigDad]

March 23, 1998

Mike,

I just had to write to someone and tell them what's happened, and as the first person I ever had sex with, you're the only person I think would understand what's happened to me. You remember how great it was the day we got drunk and were fooling around on the sofa and discovered we were both gay? You remember how great it felt/tasted when we were suckin each other off and shot in each other's mouths at exactly the same time? I had another experience very much like that this weekend! God, I'm stiff and drippin now, just remembering it and trying to write it all down here on the computer, so I can Email it to you! Damn! I hope I can get through all this before I have to go jack off again!

Mike, I was in the Tobacco shop over on Main St. on Saturday morning. You know I love the smell of tobacco, though I don't like the taste of it. I was walking by there on the way over to The Gap to get some new jeans. Well, I could smell the tobacco outside before I even got to the store, as it was warm and they had the doors open. So I just wandered in and looked around. There was no one there but the clerk, and he was on the phone, so I went into the humidor and looked at all the cigars; boy, that is a SMELL I love! Then I was out lifting the lids on the jars of tobacco, just inhaling that wonderful pipe tobacco smell, when this man walked in. He was about 50 I guess, anyway he looked to be about as old as your father, his hair and beard were turning gray. He was wearing a plaid shirt with a leather vest, a leather jacket, black jeans and big black boots, and had on a leather cap. He looked like those leather guys we used to admire in the gay magazines, just older. I didn't pay much attention to him, I was too engrossed in the tobacco I was smelling. He went into the humidor, and was picking out some cigars, so I went back in to see what he was doing. I made like I was picking out a cigar, too.

"Smell great, don't they, son?" he asked, which surprised me. I hadn't noticed him paying any attention to me, I was just enjoying the smell, I guess he noticed it. "Yeah, they really do smell great!" I replied. "They taste even better," he said, picking a few cigars out of a box. "I don't care for the taste, I just like the smell of the tobacco and the smoke," I said. He gave me a look then that just made me melt, you know, when a guy looks right into your eyes and into your soul? I don't know what he was thinkin, but I was just about to melt, here was an older man talking to me in a humidor, as if we both knew what we wanted. "You want to go smell what these are like when I smoke one?" he asked as he was leaving the humidor. "Oh, yeah! Let me get you one," I said, and I picked up the biggest one I could find, it was called a Jeroboam, I'd never seen one that big or that black. "One of my favorites," he said, and he put his arm over my shoulder and walked me to the cash register. I think the clerk must've thought we were father and son. He got about ten cigars, and I paid for the big one; it cost $10.00, I was surprised.

Anyway, he headed us toward the door, and before I really realized what was happening, he led me to an old beat up van parked right outside. He unlocked the sliding door and got in, helped me in and shut the door behind me. I was kinda scared at this point. The van had been customized, it was all carpeted, but real dark, and I could see all kinds of chains hanging down from the ceiling. I didn't know what I'd got myself into. When my eyes got accustomed to the dark, I could see that there were no windows at all, they were all covered up, except there was a skylight type of thing that let in air and light. This guy was taking the cellophane off the cigar and cutting the end off the cigar. Then he handed it to me and said "Lick it, son, get it all wet, makes the cigar burn more slowly and last longer." I had seen guys do this before, so I licked it all over while he got his lighter out. It kind of turned me on to lick his cigar for him. He handed me the lighter and showed me how to work it, I hadn't seen one quite like it before, it made a real tight blue flame, not like the zippo lighters we used when we lit up joints.

Anyway, he had his big cigar in his mouth, and was suckin through it while I held the lighter, and he had one arm on my shoulder and one on my hand, holding it steady, and I was so nervous I was shakin, but I really loved the smell of that cigar! It was really neat the way it made lots of blue smoke that rose up through the skylight, and I was enjoyin havin his hands on my shoulder and on my hand. When I looked at him, he was lookin right thru me again, and blowin the smoke right at me, and it made me like jelly. I think he knew I was very nervous. "Relax, son, enjoy this smoke!" He could talk around that big cigar, I was really getting excited and nervous all at once. He took the cigar out of his mouth and blew a cloud of smoke in my face. I just closed my eyes and breathed it in, and it was like I was on drugs again, Mike, Goddamn! I was about to pass out.

Then before I knew what was happening, he put a pair of handcuffs on me and got my hands behind my back. When I was trying to shout for help, he slipped a gasmask over my head and got me attached to some chains, and I was held up and couldn't get away! I was scared shitless! I was gonna piss in my pants, I was so scared! I've never been that scared. The next thing I knew, there was cigar smoke coming in that mask, and it seemed to relax me, I was weak at the knees and I would've passed out, but the chains were holding me up, I couldn't see a thing or do anything.

Then I felt my chinos being pulled down and my shorts, too, and I knew what he was up to. I'm a virgin, or at least I WAS a virgin back there, so I started to struggle, and strong arms grabbed me tight and held me still as this thick thing pressed against my asshole. The more I struggled, the tighter he held me, and the more I tried to breathe in and shout, the more cigar smoke I got in my lungs. It was so scary and so exciting, my dick was hard as a rock, I was sort of turned on like never before and about to cum, but SO SCARED.

Then I felt this big thing pop my ass open, and I felt a pain I've never felt before. I was straining so hard against the chains, but he pulled me tight back against him, and I was breathin so hard, and it was all smoke, I was getting so high on it, it was a pain/pleasure I've never felt before, but I damn sure want to feel it over and over! Mike, I was in pain, but it felt so DAMN GOOD! I can't really describe it, I was moving back and forth and he had his arms tight around me and there was this big cock at my asshole and suddenly it was INSIDE my ass! GOD DAMN! I have never felt anything like it!

I must've been screaming, I know I was takin in smoke and tryin to scream, but he just kept me tight and every time I moved away, he pulled me tighter and that stiff cock went in further. Then I thought it must be about to split me open, and he slid his hands over my chest, up under my shirt and pinched my nipples and I was buckin to get away, but it just impaled me more on that fuckpole of his! He got one hand on my stiff cock and started to jack me off, and his other hand was workin my nips, one, then the other, I was breathin in all that smoke, I thought I would pass out.

That's when I realized he was really fuckin me hard, really poundin my ass, holding onto my hips, and I sort of realized it didn't hurt anymore, it just felt SO DAMN GOOD to have that big stiff cock up my ass! GODDAMN! I'm about to shoot just remembering it all again! He got a nip in each hand and twisted them, and I took the deepest breath you can imagine, which was all that thick cigar smoke, and I began to shoot cum, harder than I ever have in my life. You remember that time we both were 69ing and started to cum and you were suckin me so hard, I thought I would never stop cummin in your mouth? So I sucked you so hard, it made you cum even harder? And we both were so exhausted later we could hardly move? Well, it was the same Goddamn thing! Everytime I'd fire a cumshot, he'd slam another shot up my ass! I don't know how many times I shot cum in that van, but I know I had a big, hot load planted up my ass! DAMN! I just shot again, let me clean the cum off my legs.

Anyway, Mike, that guy fucked my virgin ass, popped my cherry, planted a hot wet load of cum up my ass, till it ran down my legs when he pulled his cummy cock out. I was hangin there in the chains, limp, just about passed out, but thinkin this was the greatest sex I had ever had in my life, when I felt him suckin my cock, and I swear I shot another load down that man's throat! I have never felt anything like it, he was pullin on my balls and twistin my nips, and still sending clouds of cigar smoke into that gasmask, and I shot another load of cum right down his throat! I would never have thought I'd have another load of cum in my balls after that fuckin I had, but he found it and got it!

Then I must've passed out, as the next thing I remember is realizin I was kissin someone, and it was him, he had his tongue in my mouth, and it was my cum and his smoke I could taste! Mike, I shot again while we were kissing! I sprayed him good, and I think he had a shot, too. That van was just absolutely blue with smoke, and I couldn't stand up, I was just hangin in the chains, shooting cum with this Daddy makin me so hot. I'm gonna hafta stop for a minute, hang on.

I'm sorry, I had to go take a drink of water, I was gettin too hot remembering it all. I'm sorry to just go on and on like this in an Email to you, but nothing like this has ever happened to me, and I had to tell someone.

So anyway, at some point I woke up on the floor of that van, and it was dark, and we had both been asleep for a while, I guess. I was just waking up and trying to figure out where I was when I realized he was awake and we were both naked. Then I saw his face and eyes, and he really looked like a nice guy, not like a rapist. I was real confused, and he kissed me, all over my face, my eyes, my nose, he was holding my face with his hands, and he got his tongue in my ears. I have never been so turned on by a man, Mike! He was telling me what a hot boy I was, how I was exactly what he's always dreamed of in a boy! I was stiff before I knew it, and we ended up 69ing and swallowing each other at the exact same time, just like you and me used to do!

Anyway, his name is Jerry, he lives not three blocks from the campus, and I've been at his house most of this weekend, every moment I can get away. He says he'd be glad to have me move in with him, and I sure hope I can. I've been trying to get Mom and Dad to let me live off campus this semester. Maybe they'll let me, who knows?

And Mike, Jerry can be real gentle, too. Yesterday we fucked in his bed, and it was just the best! He let me get on top and sit on his stiff cock, so it wouldn't hurt as much. Then he rolled me over, got my legs up on his shoulders and just pounded me full of his hot cum, and then he sucked me again and swallowed my cum while he fingered my ass, and it was just SO HOT! Later he showed me his sling and other equipment down in his basement playroom, and I asked him to rape me again, just like the night before, and he did! God, I love it, Mike! I love being his boy! I think I'm falling in love! I better quit and get this sent. I promised Jerry I'd come back for a fuck tonight, and GOD! Do I want it again!

I hope you find someone like this Mike, you need to feel what I'm feeling right now. He's older, true, but he's experienced, and he knows how to do it so I want it again and again! It does hurt the first time, but then GODDAMN IT! You just want it over and over. I gotta run, I need it bad.

See you soon! Bye!

Ben

(Jerry Prince, 1998)

[alphatop7]

Fkn spot-on in every way

...HORNY AS!!!!

Cheers for sharing mate!

Edited November 1, 2011 by alphatop7

[PumaParTyBeasT]

Amazing story! Got me all hard and leaking pre pretty easily.

[Guest]

Another brilliant story Jerry.