Thinking of making a gloryhole. NEED it, but fear it.

[Sub-Cocksucker]

So, many years ago there was an adult bookstore near me, and I was there, alot, sucking cock at a gloryhole.
Honestly, I have never felt so in my place, sucking off random men I couldnt even see.
I am in the closet though and I am always afraid of being exposed, so even the risk of walking in and out of the place scared me.
But, I could NOT stay away from the place, I cant explain how sucking off strangers like that drive me wild, if it was the only sexual experience I could ever have, I would be fine with that.

Fast forward to today, the place closed down years ago, I honestly felt like I was in withdraw from not being able to go there, it was depressing.
I cant shake the thoughts of that place though, I CRAVE to be on my knees sucking off strangers like that.
To the point I am actually considering building a gloryhole at my place, I just hate the fact that the guys would all know where I live, and easily be able to find out who I am.
But, its driving me crazy, its all I can think about, to the point I am about to do it, no matter the consequences.
Just typing this all out has me shaking I am so eager to be on my knees at the hole.
I need to feel in my place again like that, on my knees, sucking off ANY cock that comes through the hole.
Sucking off stranger after stranger, 

Anyone have any experience with this? especially having one at home?

[Masscumdump]

Honestly depends on your area. I put up a temporary Gloryhole at my place years ago with the intent of setting up a permanent structure if busy enough. After a lot of wasted time I ended up taking it down.

having done that, Nothing beats spontaneous meetups in person cruising, and then never seeing them again