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The Banker and the Greek

Near Home—September, 2024 The post today is slightly different.  It is not something I experienced, but a scene I watched play out during the trip to the bookstore that I detailed in the last post—where the fun cocksucker was working the room.  If you haven’t read it, you should read it before this one.   The fun cocksucker has just gone down on me.  My attention is on him.  I am watching the back of his head move on me.  But eventually, I scope out the room.  Across from me is a
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A New Cocksucker Works the Room

Near Home—September, 2024   I finally had someone coming to the playroom—and then he cancelled at the last minute, with a questionably generic excuse.  I found myself, instead, at the bookstore.  It proved an eventful Tuesday afternoon…   The lot is half full.  Encouraging.  I go in and there are almost a dozen men watching the two screens.  A good-looking white guy in his 40’s is giving head to an older man.  He doesn’t stop with my entrance.  I like that.  He’s dedicated an
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"I Want Your Dick in Me Again"

My Playroom—September, 2024   I rarely check the most vanilla hook-up site to which, for some unknown reason, I still have an account.  But I did, sometime in July.  I deleted all the ads in my inbox.  Then I took out all the handsome young men in Eastern Europe who just knew I was the man of their dreams—but needed some money to get to America.  I was left with two messages.  Neither sender had pictures or much of a profile.  Not even what turned them on.  One was from Montana.  I ret
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Three Men and a Dick

Near Home—September, 2024   After the great asses of the last post, I wanted more.  I went back just a few days later, looking to see who was around.  It was a Saturday afternoon.  This time it wasn’t great butts on offer, but some amazing throat skills that left me very happy…   I park and as I’m headed to the entrance, I’m stopped by one of the busiest cocksuckers here.  He leans in to me and says: “There’s a guy here you need to let do you.”  “Oh?” “He’s sitting
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“Oh, Daddy! Knock Me Up!!”

Near Home—September, 2024 I had no play time for 10 days straight.  My balls ached for release—but I was too busy to even jerk a load out.  I suddenly had free time on a Thursday afternoon.  I took it.  Somebody up there was looking out for me…   The parking lot of my local bookstore is all but empty.  I sigh.  But at this point, good porn will suffice.  I pay and go into the theatre.  The only occupant seems to be a very old man who is asleep in the corner near the gay screen.  I
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"May I Suck That Beauty?"

Near Home—September, 2024   I had some time to play again on the weekend after my last trip to the bookstore.  Sunday afternoons had, in the past, often been a busy time.  Off I went, hoping to lighten my balls…   There are only three cars in the lot.  And one has to be the clerks.  I almost turn around and go home, but I’m here.  Maybe the videos will be really good.  I go in, pay and go into the theatre with the two screens.  Two men are here—one is the man with the very sm
Everything

Tuesday 2nd September, 2025

Hello beautiful,   I’ve got a lot on my mind tonight, so I'll unpack it one by one. I'm going to be real with you, because you deserve honesty. I don't think I'm in a great place mentally right now. Life on the surface looks fine—work, gym, piano, singing, walking, journaling. Everything is steady. But it all feels stale. And lately, I've been turning toward erotic asphyxiation to feel some intensity. It got to the point where I was hanging a rope from the shower beam, k
Philip

Philip in Everything

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Flipping the Switch

Near Home—August, 2024 I took some time off from my latest work gig on the last Thursday of the month.  I worked all morning and took the afternoon at the local bookstore.  The parking lot was very full.  But would it be a playful group or just men who sit and watch…?   I walk in and close the door behind me.  I stand there for a moment, letting my eyes adjust.  The entire row in which I normally sit is full of men.  All jerking their cocks.  I smile.  I go and sit against the far
Everything

Sunday 31th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   I’ve been feeling quite restless lately. There’s this quiet sense that I’m losing direction in life. Everything is calm and steady—my job, my gym routine, piano, and singing. It’s all very routine-based, which is good… but also a bit dull. Nothing feels particularly exciting.   I’ve noticed the restlessness showing up in strange ways. Like, this weekend I spent most of it just watching porn and jerking off—even though I wasn’t even hard. I also caught mysel
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Philip in Everything

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Kieran Does the Unexpected

My Playroom—August, 2024 As August wound down, Kieran and I finally found a date for him to come to the playroom—one that worked for both of us.  We had made numerous attempts, but our schedules had never aligned—or when they did, he had needed to cancel as family matters arose.  Now, he was headed my way on this Wednesday afternoon.  It had only been four days since I’d given Osvaldo all of my cum and piss, but, with my increased work schedule, the stress of it went right to my balls,
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Rage

I'm feeling a primal surge of anger, and I know just how to channel it. This vibe is not for everyone. Tons of respect for the bottoms that absorb all the force I can expend. Older, masochistic and (preferably crossdressing or caged) experienced bottoms are a white whale these days; and I am Ahab. I seek that man who's ready to match my intensity, to meet my rage with his own. I crave the raw, aggressive energy of a passionate encounter, where we can both let go and release this pent-up fur
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Osvaldo Takes the Loads

Grand Rapids—August, 2024   On Saturday night I continued my weekend devoted to sex.  Osvaldo, the young man who loves to get bred by multiple daddies and who loves to video the act, had been after me to come up to the big city again.  This was the perfect day to see him as it was All Gender Night at the bathhouse there, insuring a crowd. We agreed to meet at 8:30pm.  I was a little early.  And so was he. I had stripped to jock, boots and wrist band, with my towel over my shoulder
Everything

Wednesday 27th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   It’s been a while since I’ve shared something heavy with you, but today I want to. This one’s about autoerotic asphyxiation—breath play. I started getting into it a couple of months ago, drawn in by videos of hot guys blacking out from sleeper holds. Johnny even tried it on me a couple of times, and I loved the sensation of waking up. It felt a bit like poppers, but dialed up to eleven.   When I tried it alone with a belt, though, it left me with chest pain
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Philip in Everything

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Everything

Tuesday 26th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   I’ve been slack with sending you messages lately. Life has been busy, but I know that’s no excuse. So here I am, in the locker room at work—my little confessional booth—taking a moment to get some of these thoughts out.   Today, I want to talk about Suf. We’re still sending daily voice memos, though he’s missed a day or two when he’s been busy. The rhythm between us feels like it’s shifting—it’s slower now, and I catch myself hesitating before sharing the m
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Philip in Everything

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Giving Him the Load He Craves

Near Home—August, 2024   My gig work was starting to get in the way of my playing.  I carved out some time to visit my usual haunt on a Friday afternoon, late in the month.  This was the first step of a weekend of sex, as I was headed up to fuck Osvaldo the next day.  I knew that Saturday would be all about dick in ass…so I was hoping to get my dick sucked this Friday afternoon…   The parking lot has a handful of cars in it.  I go in, out of the heat of the August afternoon. 
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"I'd Love You to Suck Me..."

Near Home—August, 2024   The day after I saw Jake, I woke up knowing that I needed a totally different kind of play.  (How many times on these pages have I said I love variety?)  So, totally unsurprisingly, after a day of hard fucking with tongue, dick, hands and toys.  I wanted a prolonged oral session.  I didn’t care if I got it or gave it.  And Sunday afternoon at the closest bookstore was likely a good place to find it…   I close the door to our new all in one space.  I s
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Jake’s Insatiable Ass (and Nuts of Steel)

My Playroom—August, 2024 It had been a long time.  Jake, the man with an insatiable ass and a high tolerance for pain, came back to my playroom.  He looked tan and fit as he stripped down, tossing his clothes in the chair.  He saw the wrist and ankle restraints hanging on the sling.  He strapped on all four, loving the feel and, more importantly, they put him in the right head space.   I was in my used jock and boots, not bothering with the wrist band, as that wrist would likely disappear i
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"Put It In My Ass!"

Near Home—August, 2024   After the long weekend of the piss party, I was quite content until the next Thursday.  Of course, I took off to the bookstore.  I was really enjoying the new space—and other men were getting more and more comfortable playing in it.  It was also attracting new men.  I arrived, right after lunch…   I settle into what has become my favorite chair—where, with just the turn of my head, I can view either screen.  I take out my dick.  Almost instantly I get
Watersports

Market Days Piss Party

Chicago—August, 2024 After a busy first half of my summer, I made time to get back to the monthly piss party in Chicago.  I sent a text to Tall Guy With Tats to see if he was going.  He was looking forward to it.  He reminded me it was the Saturday of Market Days in Chicago.  We didn’t know if that would help or hurt attendance.  A lot of gay men are in town—but more in Boy’s Town, a good deal south from where we play.  I drove in early, leaving time for traffic.  A good thing I did—as
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The Jerking Crowd Shows Its Appreciation...(Part Two)

Near Home—August, 2024   (This picks up right where we left off in the last post…)   “Tongue fuck me, Daddy…” he whispers so low that only I can hear him.  I spit on his hole. Jamal spins around.  His big cock is about to explode.  He gets the head into my mouth just in time for the first blast.  He pushes deeper into my throat.  He is deep enough I can’t taste any more of the jizz shooting out.  My mouth is stretched by his thickness—and it feels him pulse with each spu
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Jamal Craves my Tongue Once More (Part One)

Near Home—August, 2024   I saw Keith on a Monday.  He left me in a very happy, satiated state of mind.  But, of course, that changed by Thursday.  I needed to be on the prowl again.  I went to the remodeled, all-in-one-room theatre at my local bookstore…   I go through the door, closing it firmly behind me.  There are men sprinkled around the room.  Maybe eight.  I don’t bother to count until I sit.  I find there is a man in the shadowy corner, too, so I am the tenth man here
Everything

Tuesday 12th August, 2025

Hello beautiful,   My messages to you have been rather sporadic lately, and I’m trying to get back into the discipline of sending them daily. I had a singing lesson today, and it went pretty well. One of my piano coaches taught me to smile and laugh whenever I make mistakes—as a way of showing compassion and kindness to myself—and I carried that into my singing. Each time I slipped up today, I just smiled and laughed, and my teacher smiled along with me. It made everything so much ligh
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Keith Wants to Experiment

My Playroom—August, 2024 Keith couldn’t stop thinking about the play party he hosted at his house in July.  (It was so much fun, I wrote it up in two parts,.)  He wanted to come back to the playroom.  I cleared a spot for him on my calendar.  He arrived, right on time. I was already naked but for jock and boots, with my robe thrown over it all.  He stripped down in the playroom, folding his clothes neatly until he was naked but for athletic socks, as the concrete floor was cool.  We ch

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