Blogs

A Surprise for Keith

My Playroom—September, 2024 I was pleased to get a text from Keith. He is so damn good looking. (Over six feet tall, with his hair tightly cropped and lots of work at the gym, maintaining his 50+ body.) He wanted to come to the playroom and be used hard. We talked dates and settled on the last Sunday of the month. He couldn’t get there until the evening. I napped during the afternoon, wanting to be at my best for him, as it was later than I usually play anymore. He arrived right

September 27

Who I Am

Treated Like I Am Supposed To Be Treated

So tonight I go ton Sniffies determined to get laid. It had been a few months and being in a new town I had no regular buddies to call upon. I ended up driving out into the country to a guys house. He wouldn’t allow me in his house. He told me whores don’t deserve the comforts. He took me to a shed out back and had me undress. He ordered me on my knees and I worshiped his cock with my mouth. When he had enough of that he threw me down on the floor of the shed, fuuled me with poppers, spit in my

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September 26

Bathhouse

Osvaldo Wants More

Grand Rapids—September, 2024 I was having more sex the very next day. I had agreed to meet Osvaldo at the all gender party held at the nearest bathhouse. The last one, in August, had been fun, but not great (and not that well attended.) I wondered what another, just a month later, would bring… I get to town at 8pm, the start time of the party. I ditch my clothes in my locker and head to the play area upstairs. Osvaldo is here ahead of me. He is on his knees in fro

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September 24

Braydon: Both His Holes Are Looking for Cum

Near Home—September, 2024 The night of my afternoon play date with GaryM I got a message. Braydon, the cubbish cum pig, was available Friday afternoon. Did I want to play? Yes. But then we couldn’t decide if we wanted to use the playroom (which he loved) or be at the bookstore for the chance to incorporate other men in our scene. The lure of additional cock using him proved the strongest… I arrive fifteen minutes before our appointed time. The parking lot holds a few cars,

September 22

GaryM Arrives with Toys

My Playroom—September, 2024 It took a while for our schedules to mesh, but on the last Wednesday of the month, frequent commentor (and occasional post contributor to this blog) GaryM, returned to the playroom. He arrived right at our appointed hour. We hugged and went right down to the playroom. GaryM had brought toys. He began unpacking. There were two huge dildoes, one in gray and one in black, and a flexible shaft with a handle. Those three he gave me, saying he’d rath

September 20

Blog

Year of the Pig

I’m back after a long ass hiatus. Ok a quick update I’m doing good in spite of blood tests saying that I’m anemic. I started Wegovy and my weight went from 259 down to about 225, I recognize that if I ate healthier I’d lose even more. Now as of late I’m still sucking dick and as much as I can. I got introduced to raunchy sex and luv it! Bring pissed on eating dirty ass, And being fucked when I’m not the cleanest and sucking the dirty dick that just fucked me is the best. I’m rock har

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September 19

His Cum Filled Mouth

Near Home—September, 2024 I had no time or energy to play for a full six days after the events of the last two posts. My work gig was getting in the way. But it was done by the weekend—and I was back at the bookstore on that Monday. It was a day I didn’t usually go… As I pull into the parking lot, I see the male couple who take turns sucking as much cock as they can. They are finishing lunch in their car. I wave and go in. They follow. I sit and unzip. But I am not the f

September 17

The Banker and the Greek

Near Home—September, 2024 The post today is slightly different. It is not something I experienced, but a scene I watched play out during the trip to the bookstore that I detailed in the last post—where the fun cocksucker was working the room. If you haven’t read it, you should read it before this one. The fun cocksucker has just gone down on me. My attention is on him. I am watching the back of his head move on me. But eventually, I scope out the room. Across from me is a

September 15

A New Cocksucker Works the Room

Near Home—September, 2024 I finally had someone coming to the playroom—and then he cancelled at the last minute, with a questionably generic excuse. I found myself, instead, at the bookstore. It proved an eventful Tuesday afternoon… The lot is half full. Encouraging. I go in and there are almost a dozen men watching the two screens. A good-looking white guy in his 40’s is giving head to an older man. He doesn’t stop with my entrance. I like that. He’s dedicated an

September 12

"I Want Your Dick in Me Again"

My Playroom—September, 2024 I rarely check the most vanilla hook-up site to which, for some unknown reason, I still have an account. But I did, sometime in July. I deleted all the ads in my inbox. Then I took out all the handsome young men in Eastern Europe who just knew I was the man of their dreams—but needed some money to get to America. I was left with two messages. Neither sender had pictures or much of a profile. Not even what turned them on. One was from Montana. I ret

September 10

Three Men and a Dick

Near Home—September, 2024 After the great asses of the last post, I wanted more. I went back just a few days later, looking to see who was around. It was a Saturday afternoon. This time it wasn’t great butts on offer, but some amazing throat skills that left me very happy… I park and as I’m headed to the entrance, I’m stopped by one of the busiest cocksuckers here. He leans in to me and says: “There’s a guy here you need to let do you.” “Oh?” “He’s sitting

September 8

“Oh, Daddy! Knock Me Up!!”

Near Home—September, 2024 I had no play time for 10 days straight. My balls ached for release—but I was too busy to even jerk a load out. I suddenly had free time on a Thursday afternoon. I took it. Somebody up there was looking out for me… The parking lot of my local bookstore is all but empty. I sigh. But at this point, good porn will suffice. I pay and go into the theatre. The only occupant seems to be a very old man who is asleep in the corner near the gay screen. I

September 5

"May I Suck That Beauty?"

Near Home—September, 2024 I had some time to play again on the weekend after my last trip to the bookstore. Sunday afternoons had, in the past, often been a busy time. Off I went, hoping to lighten my balls… There are only three cars in the lot. And one has to be the clerks. I almost turn around and go home, but I’m here. Maybe the videos will be really good. I go in, pay and go into the theatre with the two screens. Two men are here—one is the man with the very sm

September 3

Tuesday 2nd September, 2025

Hello beautiful, I’ve got a lot on my mind tonight, so I'll unpack it one by one. I'm going to be real with you, because you deserve honesty. I don't think I'm in a great place mentally right now. Life on the surface looks fine—work, gym, piano, singing, walking, journaling. Everything is steady. But it all feels stale. And lately, I've been turning toward erotic asphyxiation to feel some intensity. It got to the point where I was hanging a rope from the shower beam, k

September 2

Flipping the Switch

Near Home—August, 2024 I took some time off from my latest work gig on the last Thursday of the month. I worked all morning and took the afternoon at the local bookstore. The parking lot was very full. But would it be a playful group or just men who sit and watch…? I walk in and close the door behind me. I stand there for a moment, letting my eyes adjust. The entire row in which I normally sit is full of men. All jerking their cocks. I smile. I go and sit against the far

September 1

Sunday 31th August, 2025

Hello beautiful, I’ve been feeling quite restless lately. There’s this quiet sense that I’m losing direction in life. Everything is calm and steady—my job, my gym routine, piano, and singing. It’s all very routine-based, which is good… but also a bit dull. Nothing feels particularly exciting. I’ve noticed the restlessness showing up in strange ways. Like, this weekend I spent most of it just watching porn and jerking off—even though I wasn’t even hard. I also caught mysel

August 31

Kieran Does the Unexpected

My Playroom—August, 2024 As August wound down, Kieran and I finally found a date for him to come to the playroom—one that worked for both of us. We had made numerous attempts, but our schedules had never aligned—or when they did, he had needed to cancel as family matters arose. Now, he was headed my way on this Wednesday afternoon. It had only been four days since I’d given Osvaldo all of my cum and piss, but, with my increased work schedule, the stress of it went right to my balls,

August 30

Night/Day :: Slutty/Shy

Rage

I'm feeling a primal surge of anger, and I know just how to channel it. This vibe is not for everyone. Tons of respect for the bottoms that absorb all the force I can expend. Older, masochistic and (preferably crossdressing or caged) experienced bottoms are a white whale these days; and I am Ahab. I seek that man who's ready to match my intensity, to meet my rage with his own. I crave the raw, aggressive energy of a passionate encounter, where we can both let go and release this pent-up fur

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August 28

Bathhouse

Osvaldo Takes the Loads

Grand Rapids—August, 2024 On Saturday night I continued my weekend devoted to sex. Osvaldo, the young man who loves to get bred by multiple daddies and who loves to video the act, had been after me to come up to the big city again. This was the perfect day to see him as it was All Gender Night at the bathhouse there, insuring a crowd. We agreed to meet at 8:30pm. I was a little early. And so was he. I had stripped to jock, boots and wrist band, with my towel over my shoulder

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August 28

Wednesday 27th August, 2025

Hello beautiful, It’s been a while since I’ve shared something heavy with you, but today I want to. This one’s about autoerotic asphyxiation—breath play. I started getting into it a couple of months ago, drawn in by videos of hot guys blacking out from sleeper holds. Johnny even tried it on me a couple of times, and I loved the sensation of waking up. It felt a bit like poppers, but dialed up to eleven. When I tried it alone with a belt, though, it left me with chest pain

August 27

Tuesday 26th August, 2025

Hello beautiful, I’ve been slack with sending you messages lately. Life has been busy, but I know that’s no excuse. So here I am, in the locker room at work—my little confessional booth—taking a moment to get some of these thoughts out. Today, I want to talk about Suf. We’re still sending daily voice memos, though he’s missed a day or two when he’s been busy. The rhythm between us feels like it’s shifting—it’s slower now, and I catch myself hesitating before sharing the m