After many years of not being safe and testing neg for those years, I was told I am now POZ. After the initial scare and shock that was the first couple days I realized that now, I can finally fulfill fantasies I've had, without those fucking condoms.

I'm bi, and a bottom, and I absolutely love to let men, alone or in groups, fuck my hole for their use and pleasure. And now, I can do it the way I want it. All bareback, and all their loads inside me. Thanks to the first guy that fucked me hard, used my hole, and proceeded to drain his balls deep inside me...I knew I liked it. I learned I LOVED it when I rolled off the bed and his cum was leaking out and down my leg. So he did the exact same thing 2 more times that night. I became a slut, not only for cock, but for raw cock and their loads inside me. I would ask guys, bare or safe. They say safe, I say bye.. They say bare, I ask, in me or on me. If they say anything other than in me I tell them to reconsider. If they don't change their mind, I find or call a top that is happy to fuck me raw and dump his loads in me.

I realized a long while ago that my purpose in my sexual life was to be a "guy" that's sole purpose was to please men, let them fuck me bareback, and leave their seed deep inside me. I knew at that time that I'd do what they want. I've worn lingerie for so many men, at their request, so they could "use a sissy slut bottom". Other men will have me strip just inside their door, shower and prep my fuckhole for him, or him and his friends, if the like. If a men make feel like I was used to my ability. If they pull out and I have a pool of cum at the base of my ass, or running out and down over my balls. If during their fucking of me they referred to me as a slut, faggot, or sissy, they didn't win my heart...they won my hole for them to use as much as they want.

I also like to be "put on display" for people to watch while I get used. Adult bookstores and theaters are wonderful places for that, and others can join in. I typically go into a booth and strip to nothing, leaving the door cracked so they can look in and see that I am available. I absolutely love to see what size and color cock is going to pop through the gloryhole next. I don't just suck em, I lube the first one up, bend over and back up to it at the hole. I've recently began to do a little pnp. In a home, with other guys or tops. It makes me feel like I can take on every cock that comes my way. I want them all regular white cock all the way up to massive black cock. Mmmm, BBC! Before any of them start playing with me, I get us on to a couple webcam sites, 3 at the same time. I let the people watching know what I'm going to do, and how the guys are going to do it. Then it happens. Suddenly we have up to 1k of people between the 3 sites watching me offer myself up to men, sometimes being fucked so hard it looks violent. Seeing the comments of me being a slut make me happy. They see it and know it, they didn't even get to fuck me. Love cam stuff, being watched and showing off. Every time works for me.

Some of those times were played safe because the top wanted it. Not anymore. Now that I have this lil bug, that rubber is worthless. So now my fantasies have been altered. I will do the same as before in the bookstores. However, I'll take a friend or a top, and they will inform the men that there are absolutely no condoms allowed inside me. Just raw, bare, hard cocks pumping their baby batter deep inside me with each thrust. The one I really want to happen is my first trip to a bath house. I'll get a room for a day or night, maybe the weekend. The door will be left open with a sign that reads "POZ slut bottom, no condoms, no pulling out. Cum inside, pull out, and let the next guy in." The want to make that happen is so great I have to decide on Chicago or Indianapolis for the bath house. Then a craigslist ad, party info on A4A, or BBRT to get the real men in there and in me who aren't afraid to use a slut bottom like me. I have some things to plan now