(This is a 'beginner-story', pretty vanilla... you hard-core players might think it's a HALLMARK moment!)

So I came out 'late' to the official bareback scene a couple years ago. By that I mean that for the many deprived years before I occasionally guiltily 'poached'. I made the tops 'RIDE WITH SADDLE' but I rode virtually every bottom player bare. Ass up and no mention of rubbers which was all new to me! If me, then who else has rutted this hole? (in retrospect a HUGE TURN-ON) They all come from repressed towns in Mississippi, Missouri and Arkansas and dysfunctional TN-hell-holes, daddy-issues and broken homes, all gathering at these two clubs in Memphis. And when they go to town, they let it ALL OUT,  along with the local hotties and occasional, visiting  'BIG-CITY-RAIDERS'. Put out right away, RAW! Me, still spooked by the notion! My 'selections' were very frugal and tried to pick the 'good boys', skipped the super-cute, 'INNOCENT'-looking ones that made my heart melt! But some of these 'forbidden fruit' were WAY AHEAD of me, 'toxic' even (as in purposely taking badass trucker dicks in trucker parking lots in West Memphis, RAW!!!) But most of that I found out later when all those stories TURN ME ON! Which was MUCH LATER! Like two years ago! Innocent looks can be deceiving! The 'innocent' were sneakily speeding in the fast-lane of life and I missed out on those low-hanging fruit!!!! Such hot fuckers!

 But I fucked all the 'select' players (wild enough and forward) raw and and at least one was a hardcore porn-bottom when he came to strip at the club. CONDOMS always ruined the mood for me, every time! Fucked my 'hydraulic' up thinking of what the drama is about! So I gave up messing with them. I figured, 'as a top 'I'm less likely to catch the booty-flu with my thick cut dick! LOL I still 'labored with the delusion' that the ideal 'GAY STATE' is to have a faithful partner, but that didn't work out so well. One had me so dick-whipped I eventually moved to the Midsouth bible-belt city he came from: all for his big dick and show-stopper looks, well and a half-baked job-offer. Once the fairy-tale illusion of 'Mister Right' went to hell, all the ones I fucked from then on were much younger... the pickings were easy; like shooting fish in a barrel... one of them fuckers actually broke my heart. From then it was ON! I had to BECOME MORE COMPETITIVE in the man-on-man sport! The heart-breaker always cheated with the BAD BOYS: strippers, escorts, Atlanta air-line sluts... I was 'too tame'! So I UPPED THE ANTE!!!

As it turned out, there was a whole fan-club lying in wait for us to break up. They were mostly twinks looking like bottoms but each turned out to be a TOP and wanted to breed me raw. For all I know it was like a scheme of the young cowboys eager to add prized bulls to their score-belt! I took their anxious-throbbing cocks and seed like a "HOLE-y SACRAMENT", my 'nude dance on the edge of the volcano'!!! It was really a thrill-ride, an E-ticket at Disney, the 'forbidden zone' the broken TABOO! A stable of rutting bucks: first Timmy, the shaggy-haired 'playa' who my heart-breaker ex-BF dismissed as a 'looks like a damn Lesbian!' Then came pretty Eric the coat-check, then gay-curious Kyle, lanky Adam and studly Zak (who intrigued me with his casual mentioning of college bareback-parties in Little Rock), to name a few. Miraculously they were all big-dicked and all bred me like champs. Well I bred Zak too, but the whole BAREBACK RODEO-thing was new to me! This time I BOTTOMED RAW, almost out-of-spite to my cheating ex, hoping the word would get out to him. And I took each like a champ, milked their cocks and put on a good show. I'm told that (before YELP reviews) my champ cum-dumpster reputation was being earned: hardcore, one raw cock at a time! You see, I would not let the 'heart-breaker' bareback me anymore after his numerous escapades. He fucked some POZ-horse-farmer (nice guy, we became friends later) from Mississippi and then went off with this broad-shouldered Tina-Top from Pontotoc Mississippi and that was the end of him (for me). That dude was a jerk, but even SEX WITH JERKS turns me on now!

Tommy popped into the picture and he was a true 'player' from Houston who was a genuine slut but honest it and he introduced me to the promiscuous Houston scene. I only topped Tommy and he was intrigued in taking me to sex-parties in Houston and Dallas... and he enjoyed watching me getting bred but the cowboys who all still 'rode with saddle' (upon my insistence). I know, LAME right? I had a feeling Tommy was waiting for me to willingly 'convert'! I should have stuck around with Tommy even after I found out he was POZ but I was suddenly also  'dating' some GAY BULLY... which means: the bully-dude was butch, cocky, combative and got into fights. Intimidated straight guys as he came across as one of their worst stereotypes! Somehow the bully became possessive of me and I couldn't get rid of the drunken fool. He also stole my shit and acted like I was a 'cheap skate; when I caught him! A real MESS! Beat the crap out of guys at the club if they got too close to me or hugged me like all the twinks used to do. The bully was also a big bottom and took me raw from day one and expected everybody to be 'clean' as he put it... you know, a HYPOCRITE who last I heard is now POZ and on meth, somewhere in Los Angeles or under his rich, bible-thumper folks wings in Kentucky. The weirdest thing about him was: although he took seed up the ass like a champ, the SIGHT OF CUM made him gag...

I found me a REAL PARTNER-IN-CRIME 'on-line' and although I let him know he 'wasn't really my type' he condoned me fucking some total hotties with him there. He was a good soul. Turns out that despite his tender age and his complete loyalty to me he was also POZ and next thing I know, I'm on 'the team' too...

So now we 'hunt together' the way 'bros do'; like fishing, in a 'sporting way'! No jealousies, no shame, no regrets... sometimes he pulls the players in and I watch him get bred. Sometimes the guy wants to breed my smoother ass but I step back and let the 'cub have the prey'... 

One of them (the regular players) is in a cheating relationship. Well the first time my man bred his man, the BOTTOM and I took 'the dude'. The dude travels a lot and scores in every city. We share stories and we are both turned on by 'promiscuity' the once 'forbidden fruit'! This coming Monday he reserved my ass for a breeding. I shall oblige! Hopefully another rutting buck will CUM by before and pre-RUT my fuck-hole for him. He, like every BBRT-barebacker I have met so far, likes SLOPPY SECONDS and ANON CUM. I hope my reputation gets around! Damned! I missed the local sex-party yesterday, AGAIN! Every month when that event rolls around I get self-conscious! I need another PUSH from my jaded bros and hop in the sling... for the full 'initiation!