Took Truvada last night…
…not to avoid getting HIV, but rather to try to mitigate any fuck flu symptoms I might have. I'm thinking Truvada will slow down HIV and less virus = a milder fuck flu. Not sure if that's true, but we'll see… It's not like I'm trying to get pozzed so I can experience horrible fuck flu or have it interrupt my travel plans. I'll be quite happy if I can test poz without any symptoms or just minimal symptoms. If the symptoms built slowly over a couple days I'd take them at first sign of symptoms, but apparently that's not how it works. So I'll take a low dose of Truvada for the next couple weeks.
[I should also mention that all my Truvada has expired at this point. So who knows whether it'll do the job it's supposed to do…]
I'm only 11 days after taking the (possibly/probably) toxic load. I had a case of oral herpes - which is weird for me - can't remember the last time that happened. And I've had days where I'm pretty headachy - but mostly when I didn't get enough sleep the night before.
And my dick is completely unpredictable. That's not completely unusual for me, but it seems noticeably worse than usual. I did try to fuck two guys. One was this super hot muscled black guy. I was (barely) hard enough to fuck, but couldn't cum. I did fuck him for like 20-30 minutes and he was pretty wet after (precum?). But his profile said he was on PrEP, so it's not like there was risk for him. The other guy I tried to fuck was super tight and I couldn't get hard enough to push in. Frustrating… He was also really oral (which does almost nothing for me) and didn't like to get rimmed - but otherwise he was cute enough to try again in the future. Both guys are in the neighborhood so I'm hoping I'll eventually get my cum in both of them.
I just want to fast forward to being toxic but otherwise back to normal.
So we'll see… I'm hoping I don't get significant symptoms since they could lead to awkward questions.
Edited by JakeTurner
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