A month or two ago I did a couple weekends where I took a bunch of loads. Didn't actually get as many as I hoped. In one case I sorta got sick half way through the weekend. In the other case I just took it easy and didn't push too much. Then there was a month or so where I didn't get fucked at all. But today I figured I'd get back in the swing of things and take some more loads.

First load was from a hot fuckbuddy of mine. We've been fucking for a while now but time before last was over one of those weekends and I let him fuck me and give me a load. He's really hot and I'm totally into him. He was actually a little disappointed I wouldn't let him fuck me last time we fucked - after being a sub bottom for me so many times it was sorta cute how disappointed he was.

Thing is, in all the times we've fucked we've never discussed HIV status. His A4A profile says neg but his BBRT profile just says "Ask Me". I don't believe he's neg and I don't have any clue whether he's on meds or not - or whether he's even been tested.

Anyway, this time he came over, we got naked, and started playing with each other. Our sessions are usually really quick - pretty much pump-n-dumps. There was maybe 2-3 minutes of foreplay and then he was bent over taking my cock. I came a few minutes later and then I started playing with his dick to make it clear I was up for bottoming for him. You could tell that made him happy.

I got on all fours for him and he tried fucking me like that, but it was painful for me since I hadn't been fucked in over a month. So he told me he wanted me on my back, so I flipped over. Then he started doing these short little stabs at my ass. His dick is nice, but not all that big. And with me not having taken dick in a month those short little stabs really hurt. But I was good and put up with the pain.

Eventually he got in there and stayed in there and it started feeling a lot better. He cums about as fast as I do. Pretty much just when I started getting used to how it felt he was cumming in my ass.

The second guy who fucked me also fucked me one of those weekends when I was being a whore. I'm not sure what to think of his HIV status either. He contacted me a couple weeks ago to tell me that he just tested poz. And he's said he's not on meds. Thing is he doesn't fill that in with the usual details. I've repeatedly asked his viral load and he never gives me an answer. And the other thing is that I tested neg about a month after he fucked me last. So if he was so high viral load why didn't the two loads he gave me previously do their job? So he's a huge question mark too.

The other thing is, I'm not really into him. Actually, that's being nice - I'm really just not into him at all. I mean I appreciate the loads he gives me (he came twice the first time we fucked). But there's zero connection. However, he does seem to have a big hardon for me. He's always texting me telling me he wants to fuck me.

So anyway... His dick also isn't all that big, but he is thick. When he want to fuck me it hurt like hell even though I just got fucked. Took me a while to get used to it. Then since he's got a pretty short dick and my ass is "beefy" (to put it nicely), he kept coming out and he'd have to find my hole. Finally I reached under and started guiding his cock with my hand when it would come out of my ass. But as things would happen he started staying in so it wasn't necessary. And about that time things started feeling better. The other load in me started lubing his cock and I stretched enough so that it didn't really hurt. And then a minute or two later I hear his breathing change and he came in my ass.

After he pulled out he told me he'd been saving his load and I should have a really big load up there. (BTW, that was load 27 for the year - plus 4 loads that I got "indirectly").

He wanted to wash up so while he was doing that I looked down and saw a little light brown cummy gob on the towel. So after he left I figured I'd check to make sure I was still clean 'cause there was another guy who said he'd come over (actually two of them). I figured I'd shit out the load into a little container and then (if I was clean), I'd dump it back in my ass using a funnel.

The loads were mostly clean, but they were really watery. I got out the funnel and did all sorts of contortions to get my ass up high so gravity could do the work. I put the funnel in my hole and dumped the loads into the funnel and waited a little bit. Then I took out the funnel but held my finger at the bottom and it was a good thing I did. The loads seemed to still be in the funnel. Plus I wasn't sure I had the funnel in my hole right the first time. So I tried again. It hurt going in my hole that time (sharp plastic edges), but when I checked again it seemed like I had gotten about half of it in my ass. So I tried a third time and got all but the last bit in. Thing was I think a lot of the cum wound up outside my hole for one reason or another. I think the neck on the funnel wasn't long enough. The end of it wasn't big enough (which is a problem with something as thick as cum) and it seems I didn't get it in there quite right.

So my funnel experiment was a bit of a failure. Next time I think I may try putting the load(s) in a condom and then dumping from the condom into my ass.

After all that one of the tops who said he'd come over didn't get back to me, and the other one couldn't get here in time. Plus my desire to be a cumdump was dwindling for today. So I just called it a day... But I did manage to get two loads. Though I'm not so sure I want to be fucked by the one guy anymore, and I wasted a lot of cum by checking if I was still clean.