Since my boyfriend doesn't know I get fucked and take loads, my ability to hookup has been pretty hit or miss. This weekend he was doing something with a friend and I had some time to myself, so I figured I'd make the most of it. I lined up a couple tops to come over and fuck me and then wanted to take my cummy ass to a sex party.

One of the tops kept delaying when he said he'd be there so I canceled with him. The other top was this average Latino guy. He got here, we stripped down and I sucked him until he got hard. He didn't have a very big dick, but provided it's not too small, I actually prefer smaller cocks. I'm not a power bottom and smaller cocks just feel better in my ass. Once he was hard I got up on all fours on the bed and he started fucking me. He seemed to like me being verbal so I kept telling him to breed me and cum in my ass. He responded saying he was gonna fuck me for a while and build up a nice big load, but then like a minute or two later he started blowing his 3 day load up my ass. I don't usually feel it when a top cums, but I could feel his dick pulsing in my ass as shot after shot of cum went up my hole. A few minutes later he was dressed and gone. The whole hookup probably took less than 10 minutes - pretty much perfect in my book.

A couple minutes after he left I was out the door headed to the sex party. I got there and was one of the first guys there, but there were enough guys that I didn't feel like I was the only one there. The first guy I played with was a rather average older guy with a decent body. He didn't have the biggest dick, but as I mentioned that was more than fine with me. He was rock hard so I suggested he fuck me but he said he was a bottom. I said bottoms can fuck too - but he didn't seem interested and moved on. (It's not like he was doing anything else at that moment...)

I walked around a bit and then started playing with this one short little hairy daddy type. His cock was big thick and pretty hard. I got down and started sucking it and it went completely hard pretty quickly. The damn thing was super thick though. I got up, lubed my hole and the dick and impaled myself on that monster. I was clearly in pain from how big of a dick it was. A good top would have let me adjust, but this guy started jackhammering my ass. I just couldn't take it and pulled off. I told him I'd need to get warmed up with smaller dicks before taking one as big as him. Later I figured out he was actually a bottom - but since not much was going on he had fucked me.

Then some hot young guys started showing up but they mostly just hung out with each other and weren't too interested in those of us who were older and more average looking. I sucked a few guys only to learn that they wanted to rubber up to fuck (it wasn't exclusively a bb party). I knew there was a good chance the party was going to start pretty slow, but it was frustrating nonetheless. I started thinking maybe I should have had that second top come over - even if he was a little late - it's not like much was happening so far at the party.

Then another wave of guys showed up and one of them was totally into me - he told me later he thought I was the hottest guy there. We played around a bit - kissing, sucking, sniffing, etc. but after all that he tells me he only fucks (and gets fucked) with rubbers. Ugh. There was another guy near us - an older in-shape daddy type with a great dick, so I just started focusing on him - hoping he would want to fuck me. But he didn't seem like he wanted to fuck, which is too bad 'cause he had a nice hard cock...

I tried sucking and then backing my ass onto a few cocks, but didn't manage to get properly fucked. Then I ran into the safe sex guy again. I wasn't doing anything else, so I figured I'd play around with him. I did finally manage to convince him I was neg and it was OK to bareback me, but he said he wasn't going to fuck me properly. He put it in and fucked slowly for a minute or two and then stopped. At least it was something. Then he told me to go off and find my bareback top.

It was almost like the safe sex guy saying it made it happen. I walked a few feet into the next room and there was this average, cute, stocky guy who looked like he wasn't quite sure of himself but was horny. I got down and started sucking him and then got him to go over to the fuck bench with me where he proceeded to fuck me properly and blow his load up my ass. Needless to say that put me in a good mood.

I wandered around a little more and came across one of the young hot jocks who was leaning against a wall jacking his thin, curved, uncut cock. I approached cautiously not sure if he'd be into me, but he didn't say no. Then I sucked his dick a bit. I'd seen him bottoming for a few of the other jocks, so I was a little surprised when he was OK with it when I backed myself onto his raw cock. I bent over and let him fuck me, but I didn't have anything to hang onto and my legs were getting tired. So I got him to go over to a medical exam table where I bent over and he proceeded to fuck my cummy hole really good. I told him to breed me and cum in my hole. He didn't seem to understand and so he asked me what I said, and I repeated it. Unfortunately he must have thought I said don't cum in my ass 'cause a few minutes later he pulled out when he came. I was really disappointed and tried to push as much of it as I could into my hole. I'm still counting it as a load though... Even though it wasn't a full load.

I wandered around some more, and found a hot black top over by the fuck bench. He had this super hard tapered cock which I got down and started sucking on. There was zero interaction with him - he didn't even touch me so I wasn't sure if he was into me or not. I turned around and backed myself onto his cock and bent over and he started fucking me. That wasn't very comfortable so I pulled him over to the fuck bench and bent over. Unfortunately there was someone using the fuck bench already, so all I could do is prop myself on the corner - but at least it was something to lean against. The black guy was relentless and his cock was super hard and long. Every time he went deep it was just incredibly painful. He kept fucking and fucking but eventually I got the sense he had no plans on cumming. There was this one point where he changed his pace and sorta held his dick inside me - I thought he was cumming at that point, so I waited a bit and then started standing up. He pulled out and just disappeared...

I walked around a bit more and at one point I started sucking on this guys dick only to realize it was the same black guy who was fucking me a little earlier. I hadn't really seen him all that closely - so it was sorta funny I didn't recognize a guy who had had his dick in me 15-20 min earlier.

I walked around some more and then saw the same black guy in another area. Then the black guy wanted to fuck again. We started in one area, but it was so painful I figured I'd try another position, so I got on my back on the exam table with my legs in the air - but he kept going super deep and causing really sharp pains. I'd push him back with my hand when that happened, he'd back off a little and then start slamming in deep again. Finally I just had to tell him to stop.

Then I saw another average, but attractive stocky guy. Sucked him a bit and then bent over the medical examining table and let him fuck me. It was a good fuck and felt pretty good too. I saw the black guy watching - so he got the message that I can take a good fuck when it's not too painful. The guy fucking me gave me a load and then I took a little break.

By this point it felt like the black guy was practically following me around. I think he was obsessed with my ass. I bent over the examining table for him yet again. And yet again it was incredibly painful. I put up with as much as I could but when I asked if there was a chance he'd be cumming and he said 'no', I gave up and told him I just wasn't that good of a bottom.

I wandered around for another 20-30 minutes but didn't get much action. No new guys were arriving, a few guys were leaving, and I didn't see many candidates to fuck me. There was this one Asian guy who really wanted to fuck me but he always wanted to rubber up. Finally at one point when I was giving a blowjob to this Latino he came up behind me and started fucking me. I reached back and felt - no condom! He fucked for a bit - it must have felt really nice and cummy, then he pushed in, held it there like he was cumming, and then pulled out and ran off to the bathroom to wash off his cock. When he came out I asked him if he came and he said no, but I don't quite believe him 'cause right after that he got dressed and left. So that might have been a 5th load of the day - I'm not sure.

I took a few more strolls around the club, but didn't see any tops who I thought would be interested in fucking me (the black guy was pounding some white bottom who could take his dick pretty easily), so I got my stuff and started getting dressed. As I was getting dressed the black top came up and wanted to keep in touch. The only issue with that is I can't take his dick and he doesn't live very close. But he seemed really into me - which I gotta say was an ego boost.

Later that night I was doing a pretty good job of keeping all the loads in my ass, but then at one point I had this really huge sneeze and that forced a whole bunch of cum out of my ass and made my jeans wet. Luckily the jeans were dark and I was wearing underwear (in case that happened) - so no one noticed.