I've been worried that my hole would rip with big dicks - it seemed to happen back in January and I have a history of having a fissure, but last week I took two huge cocks no problem, so it looks like my ass is going to be OK.

First was a muscular black fuckbuddy of mine. His dick is 10", possibly 10 1/2" and thick. The good part is that he's pretty gentle - he knows he's big and can do damage. He really likes going deep - and that hurt like hell, but I wasn't worried about him doing damage going deep. It was more what he might do to my hole.

Not sure exactly why, but he seemed to be completely in love with my hole. Something about it felt really good on his dick. But as he got harder and longer he was hitting some really painful parts of my ass. I put my hand down between him and my ass to try to make it so he didn't go in so deep, but that didn't help much. Finally he pushed in as far as he could go and blew his load in my hole.

While he was fucking me another top texted me saying he wanted to come over. I took 15 seconds and replied and told him to come over. The first top was barely gone 5 min when the second top showed up. He's fucked me a couple times a long time ago and the way he fucks is rather brutal. He's not gentle in the least. His dick is a good 9 to 9 1/2" and rock hard (the black guy's was more spongey - so it felt better).

Luckily he was in a rush so he didn't take very long. I mean getting fucked by him is like an endurance challenge. But he also seems really enchanted by my hole - and so I put up with the pain to get his load. Like the first top, he pushed in as far as he could go when he blew his load in my ass.

I should mention that both of the tops are really hot and muscular. It's another reason why I put up with the pain of getting fucked by them - it's a turn on to get fucked by them, even if it's painful.

I'm still being careful, and I'm stretching my hole with a butt plug from time to time. I seem to be getting looser. Hopefully I'll get loose enough that I can take all but the biggest monster cocks. Would be nice not to have to worry about doing damage to my ass every time I get fucked.