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The next few entries are going to cover my very recent trip to Berlin. I stayed in Schoneberg for 5 night, I'm typing this as I've just got back my ass and cock are still tender and the memories are still fresh. I fly in to Berlin during the day and get to my apartment in less than an hour, it's a nice apartment with a great price, at first I couldn't believe it but I booked through ebab(a breedingzone user's suggestion) the week before I flew to Berlin I looked through both recon and bbrt to make up a top-do fucklist, I can now say that I never met one person from that list. I decided to take it easy for the first night so I looked at some of the tamer gay restaurants and bars in schoneberg. I came across one place that had a few people scattered throughout the bar, I sit up at the bar and politely ask "Sprechen Sie Englisch?" "A liddle?" the barman replies, he is very slim twinkish type who through some conversation, learned that he was from Prague and a singer, I casually asked him about the places in the surrounding area. "Well Toms is good for drinking and sex downstairs, there's New Action, next to that is the Bull, but don't go there, it's nasty. Everyone has AIDS" I can't get across tone in text form but if you could hear the disgust in his voice when he mentioned The Bull and his facial expression it might make you as uncomfortable as I was. Here's a guy who has no idea who he is talking to in Berlin, in the gay area and he says something like that to a stranger. One of his many favourite songs come on the radio and he begins to clap dance and wave his arms about while singing alone, putting on his own little show for the uninterested patrons, who seem like they've seen it all before. I finish my drink, and leave. I walk down to Cafe Heile Welt and head inside, it's a swank fancy bar, chilled out and full of guys and girls. The bar is full but there are some seats close by. As I sip on my third beer, I look around to see what kind of folk drinks here, seems to be the kind of folk who just out of the office, not exactly people I relate to. Then some older Italian gentleman at the bar raises his glass to toast me, I raise mine in return. We start talking, and he offers me a drink. After a while he leans in and start kissing, then he works his way to my neck(which I love) I grab at his crotch and he has a fat piece, he tell me to follow him to the toilet. He gets up and leaves. I get up after him, and as I walk in he is pissing into the urinal. He looks surprised that I followed him, maybe I misheard him. He shakes the last few drops of piss from his dick, it's a nice size, and looks semi-erect. He gives me a look and then looks down at his cock. I squat down and start sucking, I can taste the few drops of beer that leak out of his slit onto my tongue, and swallow him down to the balls, he pushes my head into his groin so hard that he stumbles back a little when my weight leans forward, he pulls his cock out, the only thing connecting us is the thick string of spit from my lips to his dick. "Would you like to finish your drink and come to mine?" "Yes please" I answer. I wasnt exactly searching for sex on the first night, but hey, I was ready for it. "Do you have poppers?" "I can get some" We walk up the street and he runs into a bar called Schuene to get poppers. I wait outside, as the door swings back open I can see from a glance that the place is a lot sleazier that the bars Ive seen so far. What lay ahead? I wondered. We get back to his nice apartment, and strip off and kiss, I suck his cock some more, as it grows I realise exactly what I'm in for. Oh dear. He puts me in the doggy position, a position I've never been most comfortable being fucked in for some reason, always makes me feel like I need to pee, but I go with it. Luckily he applies lube first, then slowly pushes it in, which catches my breath. Prior to this I hadn't been fucked for a month or two. It slid in and stayed deep for a while until my ass adjusted to it's girth, then he begins to fuck. Before long my legs are over my head and he's drilling my stretched hole. No mention of a condom and I didn't even go to the Bull, so much for that barman's skewed sense of how sex works. I moan in pleasure, "Do you want poppers?" I had totally forgotten about the poppers, was having too much fun. I take a deep hit from the freshly opened bottle, woah these are strong. I feel the thumping of my heart rate increasing. He starts to drive down harder, I feel his balls slapping my ass. So hot! I grip his hips and pull him into me, and deep and hard as I can. He spins me over onto my stomach, slams his cock into me all the way, wraps one arm around my neck and opens the poppers. Holding them under my nose as he grinds away inside me. The strength of the poppers is making me foggy and I begin to fade. He slams harder and faster as I go limp, my hole finally gives away and takes his pounding with no resistance. He moans, groans, and grunts and shoots ones right up into my guts. I pass out with exhaustion and popper rush. I feel tingling in my legs and come to. He pushes his fingers up into my hole, and then his knuckles really working his cum up in there. I turn around and kiss him then squeeze the last few drops of cum from his cock into my mouth. We sleep, go for brunch the next day and exchange numbers... By the time I got back to my apartment it was nearly evening, which meant it was time to get ready for a night out on the town. I wanted to check out TOM's, so I get ready and head out at about 10PM. I enter the club, there is a bar to my right and coat check to my left, there are a handful of people sitting at the bar and one of two guys on the benches opposite. I perch myself on the barstool and grab a beer. One or two overly confident scantily dressed guys pace the bar area cruising for someone to take downstairs into the darkroom. Two Arabs sitting next to me at the bar strike up a conversation with me. They are both thin and approx early thirties. One guy takes a shine to me and tells me all about himself, I'm not too interested and try to look for some other dudes while being polite. He tells me his fetish is feet and guys stomping food and making him(as a slave) eat it from the sole of their shoe. "To each his own" I thought. It's a relatively safe fetish compared to some of the activities I've gotten up too. "Can I lick your feet please?" he asks me. "Aaah it's not really my thing, I'm more bottom" at this point I'm ready to check out another section of the bar. He keeps pleading with me to just try it, then his friend also asks. There is only so many times I can say no, so I tell him just a few minutes. His face lights up. "Ok let me take you to the dark rooms". The dark rooms in Tom's are, well, dark. A pitch black maze, with audible groans and slapping and rutting going on. This gets me hard immediately. I have no interest in the guy I'm with or the kink he's into, but my imagination is running wild with the thoughts of sex I could be having. He leads me into a seated area and I take a seat. He then squats down and grabs my right foot and takes a large lick of the sole of my boot. God only knows what I've been stepping in down here, this guy is doing something I simply couldn't. But he's really getting into it, I push my left foot against his crotch to feel a hard lump. He then pulls off my boot and smells inside, all the while pushing my other foot harder against his dick. He then presses my (white) socked foot against his face and breathes in deep, just like he is taking a hit of poppers. I start to get into it, and I'm becoming aroused. He opens up wide and swallows all of my toes, pushes on my heel to get my foot deep in his mouth and makes himself gag on my foot. The idea of wet socks for the rest of the night is loosing appeal to me. So I tell him to take them off, he does this with pleasure. I then get the most awesome tongue bath I've every had, never experienced this before but woah, it's a hot feeling. After drenching both my feet in his saliva, I'm feeling horny as fuck. So I grab his head and bury it in my crotch, grinding on his mouth and nose and just generally humping his face. Before things can get interesting, his friend finds him and complains he's bored. At this point both men start arguing in a very camp annoying way. "Fuck this" I think, I'm going to The Bull. The Bull is a 5 minute walk from TOM's, I buy a bottle of Rush from behind the bar and make my way down. I get there and it seems from the outside like a very nondescript bar. My heart starts to thump, it's a similar feeling to that I got before I entered my first gay bar in New York. How far I've come since those days, what a difference a year makes, huh? I build up the courage and enter the bar. It's a small bar, dive like, with different porn playing on each TV all bareback, all raunchy. I check my coat in and buy an energy drink. I've had enough beer and need my energy up. There was about 3 people at the bar, so I went straight ahead to the back room. It had an area where people slept, I later learned this bar stays open 24/7 so people can nap off the alcohol or whatever other chemicals were coursing through their veins. There was a fuck bench, a sling, and a benched area all around with guys sitting jerking off. I walk around the backroom advertising myself to those who look like tops. One older muscled guy see's me and calls me over, he is sitting down playing with his soft cock, fully nude. I stand in front of him and he pulls up my t-shirt and kisses my stomach. Then forces me down to his crotch and slowly positions my face in between his balls and inner thigh. I begin to kiss him. Then move to his balls, they are nicely scented low hangers, I swallow both and look up to see his face, he nods in approval then pushes his soft cock in with both balls, so his genitals are resting deep in my mouth. I fondle everything with my tongue, and feel his cock swelling, I then work his cock. He likes me swallowing it deep, which I love also. When I eventually come up for air I get a whack across the face, and he pushes my head back down on to his cock and thrusts like hell. His dick is still only semi-erect so it's easy to take down my throat, it feels nice as it's large but soft. I come up for air and met with another hard smack across the face. He speaks something in German, "Ich spreche kein deutsch" I tell him, "You like?" he asks in a deep manly voice. I nod "yes". He turns me around so I'm facing away from him, then bends me over. He pushes his semi-hard cock against my hole, I try to push out to allow him to enter me, it bends against my hole then eventually pops in. He begins to fuck his soft dick into me deep and rough. He is quite aggressive, I start to wonder if it's because of his lack of erection. His eyes seem a little spaced, I wouldn't be surprised if he had taken something. This seems like the kind of place, plus at this stage it's early morning, and all the freaks are out He pulls out and makes me suck him again. I do my very best to make him grow inside my mouth but it isn't happening. I feel two hands take me from behind as I'm working this soft cock. The person takes off all my clothes, then penetrates me with two fingers. The cock in my mouth is swelling again. He flips me around, and jams it in again, there is a large black guy in front of me wagging his cock. I swallow it down like a good boy. I try to concentrate on both giving good head and squeezing his friends cock with my hole. I get a few hard spankings from both guys as I do my thing. I take a huff from my bottle of rush. I start to realise the sleaziness of the situation, it drives me wild, I love being used, and think of the mentality of the tops using me. It turns me on further. The white guy pulls out and his cock is still only semi erect. He shoves my head down to take care of it. I then feel the black dude at my back door, his dick really hurts going in, I take another large hit, I feel his dick press against my bladder, it's uncomfortable. I'm taken away from the sitting soft German by the large black guy. He throws me in the sling. Then enters me slow. I take another hit, I feel pretty high. He grunts and groans as his dick slams against my insides. I feel like my inner organs are being shifted around, I really want him to stop but don't want to pussy out. "This is what you wanted" I tell myself, "This is why you came to Berlin, so take it!" As I'm being skewered by this big black man he sticks his fingers in my mouth and grips my jaw, like a handle, and fires off like he's about to cum. He cums, groans and collapses on top of me. He pats me on the face to indicate a job well down. As his dick leaves my holes I feel some of the cum seep out and down my back, between me and the sling. I reach under to feel some and smell it, it's a strong cummy smell. As the black guy leaves a filthy looking skinhead parks himself right at my hole at the base of the sling. He slaps my open hole with his fat cock, it's not as large as the black guys, which makes me happy, as I get a break. This guy looks fucked, jaw is gurning, glassy eyes, piercings on his face, tattoos, very sleazy, very hot. He has a large metal cock ring at the base of his cock and balls. He slides his dick in with ease. It makes me tingle, I take another hit of poppers. My heart thumps in sync with the loud dance music(I guess that's why they play it) without hesitation he penetrates me deep, pushes against my ass hard, I feel the metal ring enter me, it's so fucking hot. He fucks away, balls slapping, he's dripping sweat on me, this guy is high and loving being inside my ass, and I'm loving it too. He pulls me into him, and we make-out, he tongues me deep. He grips both hands around my throat and squeezes. I get tunnel vision, sound becomes distorted. I wake up in the sling. The skinhead is fucking me like crazy whilst pushing down hard on my stomach, I feel the stinging pain that I have to pee. He's trying to get me to piss myself. But I simply can't. I ask him to stop, he does. "Would you like to go to my apartment?" he asks me in a strong German accent. I accept the invite. I pick up my clothes from the dirty floor, and get dressed, we head out into the daylight, it's blinding, the skinhead is dressed entirely in leather, he looks like a comic book character. I'm very turned on. He brings me back to his place. The more I'm with him, the more I notice how incredibly high he is. We get back to his and I strip off, he throws me on his couch and pushes my legs behind my head. He enters me dry, no lube, no prep. Slowly pushing himself deeper into me until it reached the cold metal of his cock ring. After some fucking, he takes his dick out, and presses both of his large smooth balls against my hole, he tries sitting down so they will go in. I push out hard to open my hole, some more of the black guy's cum pours out "Oh yaaah geile!" his balls slide into my ass. The feeling is incredible, it brings me directly back to new york during the meth binge. Only I'm not on meth, and I don't want to be either, I've achieve that level of horniness without the use of drugs. He fucks me for an hour or so more, as deep and as hard as possible, my hole has totally submitted it just craves cock hard fast deep. We both collapse on the couch in a sweaty pile. "Did you cum?" I ask, expecting the answer to be no on the count of the drugs. He smiles, "Three times". Hell yeah. Just what I needed to hear. I'm tingling and exhausted, I fall asleep for a few hours and wake up covered by a blanket with him sitting next to me watching TV. What a nice dude, for such a sleaze ball(like myself lol) He gives me his PlanetRomeo handle and I get stepping, it's a surprisingly short walk back to my apartment, I'm spent. I get into the shower and push out a healthy load of cum. I'm on cloud 9, I've decided I need to be here. This was a nice introduction to The Bull but the best was yet to come. "Ich liebe Berlin!"

Another Real Experience (x 2!) - the Porn Star and the Trucker I was watching a Classic Pre-Condom Gay Porn Vid this evening and it brought back two very hot (and very different) experiences. The vid was 1986′s “Oversized Load” about the sexual exploits of some young truckers - and it brought back BOTH the many times I played with one of its’ stars, Scott O’Hara, AND the first time I partied with a trucker in his rig. For those who never saw any of Scott O’Hara’s movies (”Hung and Horny”, “Stick Shift”, “The Other Side of Aspen 2″ and especially “Head Over Heels”) he was a blond cross between an All American Boy type and a Midwestern Farm Boy in looks during the height of his career, was given the label “Biggest Dick in San Francisco” for his very large (and gorgeous) endowment, and his ability to blow himself… which he did frequently in films. He was born a year before me in 1961 and died from AIDS related complications in 1998. I knew him in the 1990s when no studio would hire him anymore because of his status, and he had reinvented himself as an author, publisher and activist - he was also by this time sporting a skin-head ACTUP queer look and was the first person I knew to have any tatoo related to his illness applied to his body. I even wound up writing a number of articles for his magazine “STEAM” which was an unapologetic paen to cruising, recreational and anonymous sex at a time when saying such things aloud invited VERY public scorn and condemnation. I was introduced to him by the photographer I was frequently doing nude shoots for (see the black & whites I posted of myself some months back). Though now in my thirties, I still sported a short blond somewhat military cut (suitable for playing parts like Lt. Cable in “South Pacific”) and just like it used to happen to the hot stud I was about to meet, my clean cut look made many of the pigs “in the scene” underestimate my kink/pig side. Hell, I’d been going to NYC’s leather bars since I was 18! But if you didn’t know me… Anyway, sure enough, the first of the photographer’s parties he invited me to I met with that reaction until the guests learned better… including Mr. O”Hara. I had to go over some details for an upcoming shoot with the host that slowed down my stripping compared to the other guys - there was now a room full of (remember the time period, mid-90s) lean, vascular, shaved guys with either buzz cuts or shaved head and lots of piercings, while a guy (me) who looked like an Army Captain or Police Sergeant was still mostly dressed. I thought the guy who was introduced to me as “Scott” was the hottest of a room full of hotness, and then he turned and I saw the “HIV+” tattoo and growled “fuck yeah”… Scott turned to me with a look of surprise and a smile and said “Man, lookin’ at you I would have expected you to zip up and head out the door, not have THAT reaction!’ I responded that I was full of surprises as my clothes came off revealing my full leather harness, metal cockrings and chrome and leather arm bands. “Told you guys he’d more than fit in,” I heard my host and photographer say. As things were getting comfortable and we were progressing to the sex, Scott stayed by me surreptiously doing some lines and giving me some - probably about ¾ of the guys were doing enhancements, but not everyone was down with it, so the rule was keep it low-key. Considering the way I was reacting, it was probably NOT the coke I thought it was at first (tina was not all that regular at that time - I’d first had it with that pilot back in the 80s - “Karmic Chemfuck” - and only one other time up until this point). There was also a bit of K around and good poppers and Max Impact. Scott was really curious why I wasn’t scared of his tatoo… and I quietly told him I tested positive back in early 1985, and I kept it very quiet for my performing career’s sake - he sure related to that! At that point, even my host didn’t know I was poz - just my partner (who, now after 26 years together is STILL negative) and my doctor. Scott was very turned and and sticking another line of K my way, he looked me in the eye and said “Fuck yes. So you and I can bareback each other tonight - its the only way a man should fuck or be fucked!” Whoa! Bareback… now when sex started for me, everything was bareback (the term itself didn’t even exist) but in order to keep up my slut lifestyle in the 90s, a condom was mandatory and though I hated them I was good at using them as a top… as a bottom they really slowed me down as I always get an allergic reaction to condom style latex. I had thought I’d never feel that ecstasy again, but this absolute satyr of a man caught me at just the right level of “enhancement” that reservations I would normally have had were tempered by his very logical argument and his very hot cock and attitude and his very good party favors. We agreed. The lights in the photography studio went to psychedelic, trance music played and the group went at it. My tongue found other tongues, hot cocks - many with PA’s and some of the hottest manholes I’d encountered with my mouth in a while. There were about 8 of us in total (small compared to some groups) but all hot and all piggy. While we both played with every other guy there, Scott and I also spent a bit of extra time with each other - we dove into an anal 69 seemingly trying to get our whole heads up each others hot chute. We pulled off into a hot kiss and I felt him press something up into my hole - it burned a bit as he put something in my hand and said “here, do me”. I pressed the rock salt like stuff into his hole and we stopped to do another line of it and a hit of poppers and he rolled back onto a waist height wooden block and whispered “slide that poison stick in the poison hole”. It was so wrong, but so right. My cock slipped in easily and I was ballistic with pleasure. As I fucked him and rolled him further onto the block, he smirked at me and took his own cockhead into his mouth, lewdly tonguing it. THAT’s when it finally hit me. I subtly hissed down to him “holy fucking shit - SCOTT is it? You’re Scott O’Hara, I fucking love your movies.” He seemed really pleased at that and after a few more minutes of me pounding his manhole, he called out “switch!”. A quick couple of glugs of fluids, and another something pressed into my butt, making it SCREAM to be filled, and he pushed me back into the position he’d just been in. He gave me a shot of poppers, sprayed some Maximum Impact on someone’s jock that was lying around, shoved it in my mouth and said “here it comes.” JEEEZUS! The first raw cock in my hole in over six years, and it’s that gorgeous giant! It hurt a bit ‘till I stretched around it, but I was so excited and so tweaked, and so relieved to not have latex fucking me that it soon settled in and felt friggin’ amazing. Our host, who knew my play style well glanced over and remarked “I never thought you’d take that monster that easily, if at all!” and then squinting to look closer, realized there was no condom. His eyebrows shot up, but before he could say anything else, he was distracted by a SECOND latex sheathed cock sliding up next to the first in his own hole, and his attention was drawn elsewhere. There were more fucks with the other guys for each of us, both as tops and bottoms (and one other guy who had noticed us also barebacked each of us and let us bareback him). There was also lots more hole-play, some fisting and w/s, a bit of b/d here and there and toy play, and always, lots of rimming of really hot holes. Scott and I had to keep our holes to just us and the one other guy at the end as we’d each blown off up each others fuck chute. I had gone home with a load in my hole and that much joy in years - and oddly, though I played enough times after with my photographer it wasn’t until almost 18 years later that we finally barebacked each other! After that I played with Scott a number of times - a few group scenes, but mostly either as a three-way with our photographer bud (still using condoms on him) or one on one, where he’d get me high and we’d get wonderfully nasty. He hired me to write a number of columns for his “Steam” Magazine between a few more wild fucks. After that night, when I was playing “extracurricularly” I more and more sought out other poz for BB and less and played with those requiring a condom… I’d regained so much physical joy, and if I wasn’t hurting myself or someone else, then there was finally SOME kind of silver lining for this stupid disease (that I’ve now been dealing with for 30 YEARS). Tomorrow, I’ll tell you about the first time I partied with a trucker in his cab! For more about Scott O’Hara: http://likeahornyboy.blogspot.com/2012/06/scott-o-hara-is-too-big.html?zx=5fbde5ac859bcb2

Hey guys. Thanks for checking out my new blog. I've been posting on various threads on Breeding Zone for a few years and thought it was about time I got organised and kept everything in one place. This is my adventures in cum gluttony, written asap after they've happened. I've just returned from 6 days in Sitges, Spain, about 30mins along the coast by train west of Barcelona and widely seen as the gay capitol of Europe - although Berlin might have something to say about that. Following a 3am start to get to the airport the first night was a lazy one, eating and sleep. I was keen to get started taking cock so after a siesta and dinner me and the bf have a drink at El Horno and I pop upstairs to the darkroom in XXL opposite to see what was going on. Everyone was outside drinking in the street so it was quiet inside but there were 2 guys watching porn just outside the little maze of dark cubicles and corridors. I go and in and get my cock out and start wanking to get hard. One guy follows me in and I start sucking him, the other guy wanders in and watches us and jerks his cock. As it hardens the cock in my mouth grows thick and my asshole starts twitching in anticipation. Clubs in Spain, as in Berlin, don't provide lube so I pull my trousers and pants down to expose my hole and let both guys know it's their's for the taking, I lube it with spit. The guy I'm sucking is rock solid now so I turn round and push my hole onto his thick bell-end coated with my spit. I feel him slip in and he starts pumping away. He keeps it deep inside, constant little strokes, no pulling out all the way and shoving it back in with this one. I start sucking the other guy, he's got a smaller cock that tastes a bit of soap, which is unfortunate. The guy in my ass starts groaning and I look over my shoulder and say yeah, go for it, to indicate I want him to finish off inside me. The guy in my mouth obviously isn't into breeding and zips up and leaves, his loss. The strokes in my ass get longer and the guy pushes even deeper in me and lets out a low, gutteral sigh and I feel his cock pulsating as the jizz floods my guts. Fuck yeah. I leave him inside while the last of his nob juice enters me then turn round and suck his cock clean. Cheers I say, I'm here all week, he says something in Spanish, zips up and walks out while I savour the taste of the seed off his cock. I go back outside and tell the bf I've got something for him to suck out later. Urgh, no thanks, he replies and says he's going back to the apartment if I'm gonna be in the darkroom all night. He doesn't like to know the details of my ass whoring and is tired from an early start. I won't be long I say. I get another drink from the bar and go back outside, eyeing up guys as they go inside to the toilet or the darkroom, they're next to each other upstairs so you never know which. A group of guys keep looking over and laughing, I assume one of them is the guy who just dumped in me, I smile at the them thinking I wonder which of you is next. I need a piss so head for the toilets. There are more guys watching porn now, one guy sitting naked on a bar stool stroking his cock, mmmm. The urinals are even more cruisy than the darkroom. There are 6 guys wanking or pissing, glancing at each others cocks. The toilets smell of piss and poppers and I can feel my cock getting hard inside my pants. I take my place at the urinal, piss as well as I can with a hard on then pull my trousers down to expose my ass. The guys either side of me have a good look and one starts feeling my ass. I stick my finger up and get it coated with the fresh load swimming around inside and let him smell my cum coated finger. He licks it off and smiles and we go into the darkroom together. It's busier inside now, lots of sucking going on but no one offering their ass around as far as I can see. We both get our cocks out and I start sucking the guy. I pull my trousers and pants down and point my ass towards the corner where most of the guys have congregated for their wank and suck session. A guy quickly comes up behind me and gets his cock inside, I don't look around but continue sucking the cock in my mouth. The guy in my ass is pounding away and before I know it the cock in my mouth is spurting warm cum down the back of my throat. It's a lovely, tasty, creamy load and I savour and swallow it all down. The guy in my ass slows his pounding and I can feel he's gone soft. I turn around and suck his cock and can taste cum on it. Is it coated with the seed already in my ass or has he just dumped another big load of babies inside my cumhole? Unfortunately he can't tell me as he speaks no English and I speak no Spanish, he zips up and leaves. Back outside it seems to be thinning out. I've heard the place to go is on the beach by the wall up against the promenade. There are a few guys on benches clearly after some fun and others chatting in groups. I walk along and give them the eye, rubbing my cock and making it as obvious as possible that I'm interested, find some steps down to the beach and sit on a bench on the sand. A guy I eyed up walks down and stands at the bottom of the stairs staring at me so I start rubbing my cock. He walks the other way and stands by the wall so I follow. He's hard already so I offer him my ass. He's got a lovely thick cock, not massively long but good girth and a nice stretcher for my mouth and ass. He gets out poppers, thank god there are some people with poppers here as the bars don't seem to sell them, we both have sniff and he enters my cum dripping ass. Can I cum in you he says. Fuck yeah you better I reply. He fucks gently going in deep, using all my ass to pleasure his cock. He carries on for a good 10mins savouring my warm hole. Every so often other guys walking along the promenade look down over the wall and watch me whoring my ass to this hairy muscle guy. I smile at them and hopefully let them know they can be next if they like what they see. Just as gently as he's been fucking me he dumps his seed inside, no big stokes or violent spasms, he just coats my ass walls with his slime in a relaxed, controlled ejaculation. I suck his cock clean and we chat as he walks back to the guy I assume is his bf sitting on the bench opposite. He's Latvian but lives in Barcelona and is going back in the morning. I thank him for his load and wander back along the front. I go back down to the beach and hang around but guys seems to have gone home now. There are a few lads on benches who I'd happily suck off or give them my ass but they don't seem interested so I make my way home. Not bad for a quiet first night and a Wednesday. Result: 2 possibly 3 ass loads and 1 in my gob. Next days write up to follow shortly - I get 19 ass loads in 6 days in total :-)

After a day at nudist beach staring at cock, in particular one large cock that kept getting hard each time I bent over in front of it and flashed the guy and his bf my ass tattoo, I was horny for a dark room again. Some friends had arrived on a flight from London and got to the beach just after lunchtime. We were staying in the same apartment complex so there were 4 of us on our balcony for post-beach drinks and for helping each other apply after-sun in those hard to reach crevices. One of the guys, Dan, is a good friend and occasional fuckbuddy, the other, Nate, neither I nor the bf had ever met before. Nate turned out to have a lovely big thick cock, which I discovered on the beach when I rubbed sun-block on his back and my hands wandered a little, first to his asshole then round the front. He didn’t complain and his cock swelled in my hand. It was all I could do to stop myself sucking him then and there on the sand in front of everyone – unfortunately the beach is mixed and there aren’t any hideaway spots for fun. So the 4 of us are back at the apartment, sitting on the balcony, drinking Sangria and chatting. Talk gets round to what we got up to last night so I tell them what the dark room at XXL and beach are like for cock. I’m sure it’ll be busier tonight I assure them. I get up to get the after-sun and my towel falls off, ooops, I quickly pick it up inadvertently sticking my ass in Nate’s face. He notices my ass tattoo straight away and pulls my cheeks apart for a closer look, sticking his finger up my hole in the process. That doesn’t touch the sides I say, come and stick something bigger up it in the bedroom. Nate follows me into the bedroom and we both strip off. He’s tall, dark hair, with a slim, hairless torso that’s well defined for someone who I find out later has never been to a gym and thinks they’re a waste of time. I get to work sucking his semi-hard cock, a nice mouthful with large bellend. It’s a shame he’d showered already as I bet it would have smelt well ripe after an early flight and a day getting sweaty on the beach. He reaches back and starts playing with my hole, licking his fingers and coating my hole in spit. He turns me around so my ass is sticking up in the air and starts rimming me, getting his tongue deep inside, slurping, sucking and chomping on my sticking out ass lips. You got condoms and lube he says. Arh, I don’t have either. I still need to find a sex shop to get lube and poppers, you’ll be fine with spit and you don’t need a condom I say, I’m clean and I want your spunk inside me. Turns out he has one long term fuckbud he barebacks and uses rubbers with everyone else. He’s obviously well horny and ready to cum so starts wanking, his bulbous cockhead hitting my asshole with each stroke. I reach back with both hands, stick first 2 then 3 fingers from each hand in either side of my hole and pull it apart for him. I can feel it gape wide open and I urge him not to waste a drop but get all his seed inside my cum hole. I can feel his jizz hit the sides of my hole as he jerks big wads of bollock juice into my wide open stretched cunt. He scoops up some dribble from around my hole and pushes it inside. He groans as I turn round and suck the remaining spunk off his still hard dripping thick cock. It tastes fucking fantastic. Welcome to Sitges I say, as I push a finger in my hole and feel his babies swimming around deep inside. I pull it out and lick my finger, savouring every sperm. My bf comes in for the aftersun and says you’re not getting cummed in already are you? Yeah, I reply, come and suck it out. Try as I might I never managed to persuade him to play with the loads I take, he’s just not that into jizz, oh well. We finish off our drinks, Dan and Nate go back to their room and we all have naps and meet up later for dinner, cleaned out, showered and ready for cock.

I wanted to share this with other TWISTED FUCKERS. Some of you might think that what I’m about to say “crosses a line” – you’re entitled to that opinion and I respect that. But there are those who I'm confident will enjoy reading my experience, and if a few of you SICKO PIGS get horned, even better. This is absolutely true and contains ZERO made up elements added for effect or as filler for any shit parts. True, He’s not identified. He’s very real and has equally real reasons why that is the case. Funny how we never see ourselves as others see us. I never thought I'd want or have the headspace that would collar a guy.... but my Brother played with this guy and immediately suggested he'd be a good Boy for his younger Brother. I made a joke about me having his SLOPPY SECONDS - as usual (OINK!! love it really). Anyhow he put us in touch, we chatted for about 4 weeks before our first meet..... The kind of intense, TABOO, and TWISTED chats you rarely have with a PIG you haven't yet met. The only thing that he said he would NEVER be able to get his head round was BUG CHASERS. Fuck it I thought, he's so TABOO in so much other stuff that won't make a difference. Personally I've got total respect for the guys who take the initiative and HUNT VIRAL GIFTERS, and yeh they give me the BIGGEST HORN!!! We are both POZ but 2 days before that first meet the doctors confirmed that the HEP C (strain 4) BUG that I'd had treatment for and completed 6 months before had come back and I was BIO-HAZ HEP PIG AGAIN. So I did the honorable thing (as he was clearly special) and called him and offered him the chance to stop and walk away - no fault / no blame. He rejected the offer straight away. I was glad he did and was just happy to not be rejected like a fucking leper (I used to give a fuck about shit like that). He said that in line with his professed disagreement with the concept of BUG CHASING, he said we'd take "reasonable care". We met and we bonded from the start. Surprised me a bit but he took no "care" and to be honest I just loved sharing the toys, swapping PURE FUCKED UP BODY FLUIDS. It was clear he was CHASING MY BUG. So to show him how much I thought of him I'd decided within the first 2 hours to give him what he wanted and just get on with STELTHING HIM and worked on that basis for the rest of the weekend. As soon as we met for our second session a couple of weeks later he MANFULLY and with a totally clear head asked me to BREED HIM. Naturally, for me, I never thought twice and said I'd be PROUD for him carry MY STRAIN. I straight away I confessed that I was planning to STELTH him anyhow. He told me he would have expected nothing less from a TWISTED FUCK, and by the way he would have done the same if the situations were reversed. It was a no-brainer for me and offering my collar just felt totally natural. I was going to change his life forever I wanted to make it possession at an INTERNAL AND EXTERNAL level, so the world knew this FUCKING ANIMAL belonged to someone. Because a HANDLER had used him a few years before who'd offered him as a K9 CUM-DUMP to his hound and he'd soaked up all the DOG SPUNK due to the K9 bloating up and forming the KNOT that he’d been hoping for, I designated him as YORKI'S DOG. At our next session I set about KNOCKING UP MY DOG with a single-minded focus. I started by BLOOD FUCKING as much as possible over a 24 hour session. The first fist he took within 30 minutes of starting to play.... No great trick? Well to be fair it wasn’t an “easy” fist.... I just made a SOLID CLENCHED FIST, use my RIGHT HAND (the bigger of my two) and over the space of less then 5 minutes I steady GROUND my paw into HIS TOTALLY DRY & UN-PREPARED CUNT.... a first for him and he took it like a FUCKING HERO!! I needed his guts good and tendorised and PRIMED TO SOAK UP MY VIRAL BLOOD. We had a NASTY hard core DRUG FUELLED, METH AND G DRIVEN PIGFEST followed!! I wanted to breed him "naturally" and decided that he would NOT stay as my dog for long.... and that it felt right to follow my Big Brothers example who used a BLOOD BREEDING to turn his Boy into his SON. Besides he's too GOOD, not to mention MALIGNANT, to restrict with labels that often mean PIGS are less free to roam. Last week, before our 4th session I realised that "naturally" is NOT THE PIG WAY. The PIG WAY is to just fucking go for it. So I told him what I'd decided and that his first SLAM of the night would be a nice BIG POINT and the carrier fluid would be only about 20% of the usual saline - and the other 80% of the SLAM would be my FRESHLY DRAWN BLOOD, direct from my VEIN and IMMEDIATELY SLAMMED INTO HIS BLOOD STREAM. His eye's lit up and he said he wanted to make sure it was my strain and my I was his GIFTER. It was SOO INTENSE, FUCKED UP, NASTY but at the same time intimate and am now a VERY PROUD father. I will be able to let him know what it feels like to have a PROPER FATHER in a way that the guy who, MY SON tells me was a bad father (not in the GOOD way PIGS understand), who made his early life a crock of shit to the extent that the last useful thing he did or kindness he showed MY SON was to provide the spunk that lead to him being born. So far I think I'm fulfilling my paternal duties – It’s been less than 2 weeks since I gave him his first BLOOD SLAM, with his BIGGEST METH POINT that he’s had to date, plus started showing him all I know about the NASTIEST SEX plus I've set him free and took away the distraction of playing the 'waiting game" to get the LAST BIG BUG as it’s done and sorted leaving him free to enjoy the further decent into DARK & TWISTED places. What better way for a Father to love his Son?? He's going to waiting 13 weeks before going to get tested to see if my, our, objective has been achieved and know that he's carrying my bug forever. Not sure how we’ll celebrate when we get the news. He’ll excited like a kid waiting for Santa on Christmas Eve waiting for that one day. Me?? Yeh, can’t wait to see him complete, but at least he hasn’t got one “right of passage” to go through again. We’ve all experienced it. Which one?? The one where you find out for all these years there wasn’t really a Santa – It was YOUR FATHER ALL THE TIME