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Early this morning, I'm on Grindr and I'm smoking and the more I smoke, the more uninhibited I become. I then saw a guy with a hot body and a screen name with devil in it. He hits me up, "you bottom?" I replied, "Sure." Address? 16 minutes later he's at my door, I have it dark. He walks in takes me to the bed pushes my head toward the center of the bed while positioning my legs and ass where he wants me. In the mirror I see this 5'7" chiseled stud with a red beard and a beautifull huge fat cock and above it his cock below the band line is a bio tat. I took the can of Maximum Impact and sprayed it into a sock and inhaled deeply. As I felt the world exlpoding around me he was fucking me so intently he began to explode inside me! I reached back and with both hands, I pulled his body as close to me as possible and he pushed his poz cock as far up inside me as possible and he moaned. It was so fucking awesome.

I will be taking Cumunion later this year, and am hoping I get multiple partners into rough sex. To get ready for a lot of anal, I am training my ass to take big toys up it. When I got up a couple hours ago, I sat on a 2" x 9" dildo for a while to get loosened up. Next, I began using a cucumber with an XL condom on it, and lots of silicone lube. The one end of the cucumber is about 2.5"; the other is closer to 3". The feeling I get from stretching my ass is an exquisite mix of pleasure and pain, with the coolness of the cucumber having a soothing effect. I open up really wide with this kind of action, and fucking myself this way almost puts me into a trance. In and out... give it an extra wiggle. Rotate the fucker so my ass really feels it. Yeah, that's the way. The first half of the cucumber is the tough one. Once you get it in more than half way, your ass (or at least MY ass) wants to suck it right in. I could sure use a few cocks right now, but Saturday mornings on long weekends around here are slow. So I work my ass, pretending to be a vegetarian, when I am a meat lover. The things I have to do to get ready for all of you bareback riders... I hope you appreciate all the hard work. I took a break to write this note. When I got up from my bed, that big old cucumber (which was in about 11") slid out with a thump, and my ass made a big sucking noise. I am going to the Farmers Market after lunch, to see if I can find something a bit bigger. I am not looking to go super deep, but love going extra wide. Maybe I can find a farmer or two in the crowd who will plant his seed deep inside of me. The reality of course is that won't happen, but if it could, I would be very happy. Just a teaser 4 U: I bought a Magic Wand vibrator; the one the girls love so much. It has a 4" diameter head on it. I saw a video a while ago of a girl shoving the head inside her ass, and the combination of fullness and vibration made her cum like a mutherfucker. I am not ready for that yet, but I eventually will be.

So I have been on breeding zone for a short time and I have had many different thoughts and feelings about some of the content I have viewed and read here. Some of it is very hot and some of it is shocking. Being a bottom who loves to have his ass fucked I was shocked at how many guys are actively looking to receive HIV and many other STD's. Now don't get me wrong I am not judging or anything like that but until I started looking at this site I didn't realize that people were into that. Now I am sure for a small number of the guys that are bug chasers it is more of a fantasy than a reality and I get that. I have many fantasies that I don't think I could go through with in reality. I have logged off of Breeding Zone many times shaking my head not understanding some of the stories and shared experiences, but I keep coming back over and over again and its like I can't get enough of reading the experiences and stories. Now what really amazes me is yesterday I was horny more than usual reading content here on Breeding Zone and looking at profiles on BBRT. I was looking at all of the Top's profiles from around the US and many of them list themselves as being Poz or undetectable and finding myself fantasizing about getting fucked raw by them. No matter how much I tried to tell myself that I could never do that knowing the guy who is about to plant his seed deep inside me is HIV+ I kept thinking about it and getting more and more turned on. I got so turned on by the thought of taking a chance receiving a load of cum from a HIV+ guy that I sent emails to some tops on BBRT. I got some good responses from a couple of them but there is one guy in particular that is HIV+ but undetectable because of his meds. I can't believe this but I am seriously thinking about getting together with him (he lives close) and having him deposit his undetectable seed deep inside me. Now I know that with an undetectable top the chances are slim on getting HIV but its the knowing his seed could possibly convert me gets me so fucking hard and horny. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me and why I am thinking this way but what really scares me is that I am going to go through with this (we are getting together this Saturday) and I want this guy to breed me in the worst way. I have jacked off many times thinking that the after orgasm thoughts would stop my thoughts about taking possible Poz seed but it has had no effect. I mean at this moment my cock is rock hard thinking about this. Am I fucked up or what?. I don't know if any of this makes any sense but it us just something that I have to get off my chest.