Well after reading all six pages of comments I discovered that my love of sucking a cock may be a little different.
I suspect very strongly that my brother may have had me suck his dick when I was 5 or 6 and he was 12 or 13. I have no memory of the actual act but I do remember that there was something traumatic that happened (maybe I said something?) and he was sent away for a couple of weeks for counseling. I definitely remember being in the top bunk after he returned and saying I would climb down and “do something” and him saying that we can’t do that anymore and I said I didn’t mind ( I think that I was talking about a blowjob but didn’t have the word or understanding then). Shortly after that I was moved out of his room.
This would explain why I do like dropping to my knees and undoing a guys pants so I can feel his dick grow hard in my mouth as I’m sucking him, the “seed” had been planted (pun intended). 😛
The rest of my cocksucking desire is hot mutual 69 in bed where we are not humiliating or being dom/sub but are experiencing a mutual and equal level of giving each other pleasure. This goes to when my first memory of a dick touching my lips was when I was fifteen and discovered that by laying on my back and throwing my legs over my head that I could get about half the head of my dick in my mouth. As soon as that happened I immediately blew my load into my own mouth.
That experience just got me wondering and craving what it would be like to actually be able to go all the way down on a hard dick - all the way to the balls and then some! Then follow that up with a really hot 3 way with two guys, myself and one guy were doing a 69 while the third guy was screwing my butthole! Damn that was hot and that was only the second dick other than my own that I sucked (the first guy wasn’t into oral and just wanted to fuck my ass, it wasn’t that great).
That second time though I was doing a lot of cock worship and thoroughly enjoying the look, taste, and feel of a mutual cocksucking session!!!
What really hooked me was when I felt him start to get really excited and the experience of his balls tightening up and that beautiful cockhead swelling and swelling until he started spewing pulse after pulse of cum into my mouth. I just started swallowing as fast as I could! Not a drop went to waste!
I actually sucked dicks before I ever experienced pussy (which I do like) but the desire to wrap my lips around a nice hard dick is always there, I loved my dick in a pussy and a dick in my mouth!
Well, that’s my story and I’m sticking to it, tried for a few years to suppress the craving for a nice dick but you all probably know that doesn’t work!
So here’s to all you cocksuckers out there (myself included) may your days be full of lots of dicks to slurp, swallow, and worship for now and forever!!!
