I have a friend who whores me out somewhat frequently. Usually he gets a motel room and has me blindfolded and ass up on the bed ready to take any load he finds for me. It’s a hot power dynamic since he has all the power over who gets to fuck me and I have none of that power, although he almost never turns down a man who wants to dump a load in me. Last time he wanted to try something different and instead of having me blindfolded he had me on my back with my legs tied up and invited guys over to breed me. He thought it would be hot if I could see every man that came to use me and not get to turn anyone away which I also thought was really hot. I was also instructed to thank each man for his seed which I happily did. Saw some guys I had fucked before outside of a cumpdump session which was fun. Plenty of very hot guys and most of the guys I would’ve happily fucked regardless but there were a few that I probably wouldn’t have had I been able to turn them down. I’m sure guys like this fuck me regularly when I’m blindfolded but actually seeing the men breeding me made it better. These guys weren’t like disgusting, like none of them were dirty or seemed unkempt, just not guys I found attractive. I ended up getting 18 loads which I was very happy about, not close to a new record at all but a very successful night still.
Afterwards I was thinking and came to an unexpected conclusion. I’m basically a no load refused bottom anytime, but something about getting fucked and bred by guys I didn’t find attractive was so hot to me because it really made me feel like a total cumdump. I also realized that I would not have let these men fuck me if they wanted to use a condom so I wouldn’t even get a load out of it. Typically you’ll hear guys say that they’ll only fuck raw for someone they know or are really attracted to, but that doesn’t apply to me. If there’s a guy I don’t know or aren’t into, I’ll only fuck him raw so as least I get his load. I’m a no load refused bottom, not a no cock refused bottom.