tomzefis

I have been living in Berlin for a while, and its well know as the gay sex capital, but I don't get lucky as I thought I would get.

Im a normal / good looking guy and my early 30's. I got some belly ( but Im not fat ), and I got a big and fat cock.

Im also kinda of  "masculine latino type" and a little bit more serious. 

Usually when I go to the crusin' clubs, the guys wanna suck my cock, or want me to fuck them . 

I see other guys younger or older guys getting fucked multiple times, and I get upset why that doesn't happen to me. It is like I don't deserve to get fucked.

 I dont wanna be queen-cumpdump-dozens of loads in one day, but I wanna get more dick in my ass! 

Should I be showing my Ass out , instead of sitting there masturbating my cock?  I don't wanna be sitting on a Sling and getting rejected

I'd love some tips

well, i dont know where you live, but if you are into piss I would suggest you to go to any Piss party in Berlin, instead of flying to California.

WNH it is ok , but it is not as kinky as the piss parties in Europe.

6 hours ago, UKBrat said:

Karl Marx Straße… get off at Neukölln and walk along from the Kaufland towards Hermannplatz. You‘ll see it on the right even before you get to the next stop… it’s a pissoir that STINKS. You‘ll love it.

and im sorry you mean Rathaus Neukolln station?

6 hours ago, UKBrat said:

Karl Marx Straße… get off at Neukölln and walk along from the Kaufland towards Hermannplatz. You‘ll see it on the right even before you get to the next stop… it’s a pissoir that STINKS. You‘ll love it.

thank you! do you think I can put like a cup there and collect piss like that without being catched? thank you again

13 hours ago, EuRawBull said:

@tomzefis It just occurred to me that it might be yet another reason why your CD dropped, Vl increased and your doctor is judging you.... Do you drink piss ? especially anon piss? The reason for my ask is that if you are into piss, you may unknowingly introduce in your blood stream potential drugs that have not been metabolised by the pisser and they end up in your blood stream. And since you have no idea what drugs (I am mostly referring to medication, not party drugs)  the guys who feeds you piss are on, there is a chance of mixed interaction with your medication, which would also explain the higher VL. It would also explain why your doctor thinks that you are not sticking to your medication. 

That's why is best to see a gay doctor who understands the lifestyle. It is highly unlikely that a straight woman doctor would know to ask these questions....

yes, Im into piss, but to be honest I did not do a lot of piss the last 6 months...

but its good to know that. Im very picky with piss, I really only like / drink piss that taste like water/beer. but like I said I have not being doing lately

the last 3 days, im feeling "sick" again.... I really need to find a new doctor...and yes, a gay doctor

ps: wow ....I cant believe that drugs from piss could have an interaction with my medication!!! thats crazy!!! well, looks like Im taking lots of riskys

3 hours ago, ErosWired said:

The first question I would ask you is, are you taking your medication as prescribed, regularly, without missing doses? Or are you being lax about it? You ask us if you’re downplaying HIV, but your actions will tell us more than your words.

If you are taking your medication as prescribed, without fail, find another doctor. This one is being irrational. On the other hand, if you were being totally irresponsible and non-compliant taking your meds - in other words, downplaying HIV - then pay attention to her. She may be exaggerating the risks a bit, but she may be doing so in an attempt to startle you into compliance, since plain information hasn’t gotten through to you.

I am extremely meds-compliant. I have missed exactly two daily doses of ART in the nine years since I started. When I called for my most recent refill and mentioned this to the pharmacist, she said, “Wow, we need to introduce you to some of our other patients.” And in spite of that, I get blips in my viral load count. It just happens, for various reasons.

Regardless, your doctor is not wrong that you could get reinfected with a meds-resistant strain of HIV, but this is true regardless of your meds adherence. If the strain of HIV resistant to your ART, it’s going to bypass it whether you’re taking it or not, and the meds won’t be a barrier. The reason you’re at risk for it is that you fuck bare, and you fuck people of unknown status. It’s also why you’re at risk for STDs like syphilis.

This doctor sounds as though her belief standard is that prevention trumps all risk, and she would rather see you curtail your sexual choice - or not fuck at all - to ensure that you remain disease-free on her watch. She fails to understand that your body belongs to you, not her, and you alone decide what risks you are willing to take with it. She does not sound very sex-positive, nor understanding of gay lifestyles, and you might be better served by a gay doctor who understands you better. Many members here attest to having such physicians.

If you elect to keep this doctor, I suggest you do two things:

1) Take your damn meds. Every. Single. Day. No excuses. Do whatever it takes to make sure you get that pill in you every day without fail.

2) Tell the doctor, politely, something to the effect of: Thank you for your earnest advice. I appreciate your concern for my well-being. I have listened very carefully, and understand the risks to me as you have explained them, and there will be no need to repeat it. I will conduct my life in a way that seems best to me, and continue to count on your care, whatever may happen.

Yes, I take the meds, every day, since I was diagnosed in 2016. I believe in 7 years I probably missed like 7 doses, like 1 dose a year probably. Sometimes I take at 7:30pm...sometimes at 10:00pm....but Im gonna try to take it the same time, everyday ( maybe at lunch time )

When I said "downplaying" HIV what I meant is that ---sometimes I think that --- I should be thinking like this :   "  I have to stop have unprotected sex otherwise I will get reinfected with another type of  HIV Virus, and Im gonna be screwed..........if I don't  change my lifestyle, Im screwed" 

Also my doctor told me pretty much that,  regardless what I do, eventually my meds gonna stop working and Im gonna have to change to new meds...( and I dont know why, I dont believe this. I think my meds can work like, forever, if I take it everyday, etc.....also I dont believe I can be reinfected(?)....lot of people say thats almost impossible coz the meds already come with PREP(?) so how could you get reinfected if you the Meds you are taking comes with "prep''?

1 hour ago, Spunkinmyarse said:

Doxycycline has not been approved for use as PEP in the UK, and so is not available at the moment through official channels for this particular purpose. However, it is easily (and cheaply) available online.

Some people are uncomfortable going down this route, for various reasons. However, it’s not that long ago that Prep was also unavailable through official channels, and had to be sourced online, so there is a precedent for this.

what are some of the reasons people are saying no to doxypep?

I'm happy to have this space where we can discuss these topics that perhaps the rest of society doesn't understand well.

I recently had a BLIP on my viral load and I was also diagnosed with Syphilis at the same time ( and for the first time )

😑

My doctor is a woman, she seems to be a liberal person, at least that's what I thought...

What scared me most at my last appointment was that she told me several times that this BLIP is the result of me not taking the medication correctly.

She also said that it is entirely possible for me to be reinfected with a virus that is resistant to my medicines and that this will harm my treatment (and from what I have studied, it is practically impossible to have a reinfection, especially if I take the medicines every day).

The whole time the doctor insisted on how my long-term treatment is going to fail and that my virus gonna be resistant to the medications. and that if I don't stop having unprotected sex, I will have a very serious problem

She made me very scared about even syphilis, she told me that I could get other types of syphilis whose antibiotics don't work well

Anyway, I'm not saying that having HIV is something simple....although I sometimes "forget" that I have this disease, but going to this medical appointment traumatized me because it seems like the doctor wanted to shock me all the time, leave me with fear

I live in Berlin and gays here live their sexuality at full, and I don't see people here worried about having HIV or even having other diseases

Could it be that I'm being very naive and am downplaying HIV? Unfortunately, I don't want to go back to this doctor. I felt that I was being judged

On 1/25/2024 at 10:49 AM, EuRawBull said:

Atta boy! all that worries for nothing... Now, go and tell your partner to check as well. Ideally, you should both get the treatment at the virtually same time so that you can both start having sex again at the same time as well. There is a school of thought that your partner should wait until he gets his test results as well, in case he doesn't test positive for syphilis. You guys know best when you last had a fuck and stuff. But sooner your partner gets tested, the better. Also, do a test for gono and chlam, both oral and anal. 

Other than that, a couple of months later, you'll be back in the saddle LOL

thank you

all my partners tests came negative

and believe or not, I checked my viral load AGAIN ( 10 days later ) and its Undetectable and CD4 575 ( it was 500 ) before.

I also got treatment for syphilis ( 2 penicilin injections in my butt )

now Im gonna start with Doxy Pep as well in the future

thank you guys

just an update ( in case this might be helpful for someone in the future )

I took another VDRL today and it was Positive for Syphilis ( was negative 1 week ago )

8 hours ago, EuRawBull said:

Hi @tomzefisThere are some red flags there already, which every single one by and in itself is unlikely to cause serious concern, but you have a number of co-factors:

1.  You are saying you went back to your home country. If any of your female ancestors on your mother side are of Mediterranean descent please do a check for glucose-6-phosphate dehydrogenase deficiency. (I would check it anyway.) It does cause a lifelong illness called thalassemia. In your case, as you didn't have any major symptoms until now - if you test positive for G6-PhD most likely is only a minor deficiency. However, people with G6-PhD have a higher intolerance to poppers to the point of being highly toxic. It also means that you are more susceptible to infections.  

2. Assuming that you do not have the above mentioned deficiency, the next one is Cytomegalus IgM - acute infection. This will most likely explain the drop of CD4 count. 

3. Ibuprofen. Known to cause skin reaction if used for longer periods of time. The more common symptoms are red circular spots on the inside of your palm. They are itchy and sometimes form blisters. Stopping Ibuprofen for a while will most likely resolve it, but do tell your doctor about your intake. Strength of ibuprofen is also a factor. 

4. Brand of poppers. Whilst it is true what @ErosWired said about poppers in the US, there are some slight variations in Europe, where amyl and pentyl variety are widely available. Heavy use, will be a co-factor in lowering your immune system barriers. So, try to limit your use of poppers for a while.

5. Lots of travelling.... Stress due to travel would be another co-factor in your immune system being attacked. Not getting enough rest and sleep, a constant change of diet, will do a number on a healthy person and it is certainly likely to have an effect in your case.  Frequent stays in hotels, airbnbs, flights, trains, are all source of infections, ranging from minor, non-consequential to more serious allergic reactions. 

6. If you are in Berlin, go to Checkpoint BLN. The clinic is geared towards gay men, and they will run a whole lot of other tests that 'regular' doctors in many places will not think to run. ([think before following links] [think before following links] https://checkpoint-bln.de/) It may cost you a bit, but I'd think it would be much simpler to run the tests more regularly.

7. Finally, Covid... The 'darling' of today's news! ... sigh... Yes, you may have had a covid infection, which again, explains the drop of CD4. 

As for the higher than usual levels of HIV, I wouldn't worry in the least, but.... Do ask your partner, gently as it may be, to do an HIV test as well. If he is already positive, run a HVL test on him too. Assuming that he is the top and cums inside you every time, it would be worth checking his stats. Since you only bottom for him, chances for you passing the virus on to him are very, very, very low.

Other than that, take a deep breath (without the poppers LOL) and relax. You worrying about a blip can do a number on your health. 

 

thank you and y' all guys for all the information.

Im gonna stop with poppers.

my partner is Negative ( that's another reason Im so upset with this situation coz Im afraid I could have infected him.... I already asked him to go get tested but he still haven't gone

Im gonna try to get an appointment with my doctor next week !!!

thank you again. thank you very much

On 1/12/2024 at 3:18 PM, EuRawBull said:

On 1/12/2024 at 3:18 PM, EuRawBull said:

I'm going to ask a few questions that only a handful of doctors know to ask and only a handful of patients would answer honestly.... How many loads are you taking on a regular basis? Is your partner a man or a woman? (If you are a top and not using protection and finish inside, for your peace of mind, avoid cumming inside your partner for a while.) Are you having any issues at work, or at home, causing you to be under stress?  Have you changed your eating habits? have you travelled more in the last months? are you using poppers? Did you change the brand of poppers? are you having any dental issues? A simple tooth infection can cause your CD to vary, and depending  on the infection, it may affect the results. Are you doing other drugs? have you been exposed to covid? (with the infection rates going up worldwide, i wouldn't be surprised if you had an episode of covid infection, undetected, and that's what may be causing the viral load to go up.

The reason for all these questions is to determine the root cause of the blip. A drug resistance or a treatment failure as you call it is unlikely in the absence of other co-factors after all these years. 

As other have mentioned, different labs use different standards for detecting the viral load, including different techniques. Each reagent batch can be slightly different than others due to manufacturing process, which although all producers try to adhere to a Six-Sigma defect, there is no telling if a batch is slightly different unless someone complains. 

Try to put things into perspective.... When someone tests positive for HIV, most tests would also 'detect' a viral load in the range of tens of thousands to over a million copies. So when you compare your VL of 62 with someone whose VL is 875,925. I think you can rest assured that you are still in the UD range. Of course, the lower the number the better. But variations of that scale are not a concern. Any VL below 100 should be safe. 

 

 

Loads from my partner. And that happens I would say twice a month.

I have been to a lot of sex parties but I never had a lot of opportunities to get fucked… So I would say I got fuck like probably 10 times a month by different guys….and probably got 3-4 loads in 6 months.

Im a bottom gay man.. ......lot of traveling lately.

Lots of poppers ( poppers really affect cd4? I could not find a confirmation). Everyday. I would masturbate sometimes 3x a day with poppers….I changed from "Rush black"(?) to  "Fist "recently

Other drugs: I tried “G”??? And some type of “cigarette” for the first time like 1 month ago in Berlin…..but that was only 1 time

Covid? I wouldn’t be surprised if I had…. To be honest Im feeling “sick” since Christmas… like I did not have fever , but I had a lot of pain in my body, weakness and took a lot of ibuprofen….its been like 3 days that Im not having those symptoms

However today I found red “balls” in my hand ( syphilis???...but VDRL is negative ). also my Cytomegalovirus IgM ( acute infection ) came out today and it is reagent.

On 1/13/2024 at 12:38 AM, onlyraw said:

Also - was this test on a normal testing schedule for you? Or was it at a different time of year for you?

back in the early 2000’s when I was getting tested quarterly and tge did both the viral load and CD4 each time … … my CZd4 would slowly climb during the year and then in my January test (right after the holidays with my family) it drop - frequently by almost 50%… 

so it could be a bad test

it could be just a weird drop based on stress (or as EuRawBull mentioned) an unrecognized case of Covid)

tge main thing is it sounds like you have a great dr … so what ever the case it sounds like you have the medical team to find out what happened and what tge fix is (and remember if unfit is a breakthrough… there are now lots of options to deal with HIV now

good luck!!

My last test was in MAY.  so it was 7 months ago. Usually I test every 6-8 months. Im living in Germany and I kinda never went to a doctor in Germany, so I went last week in my home country...

9 hours ago, lower_bucks_bottom said:

A viral load of 62 is still considered "undetectable" and non infectious. The partner study used 200 as their definition. The term "undetectable" is really obsolete. There are tests that can detect a viral load of 1. In the US, Quest Diagnostics uses a test that goes down to 20 so <20 is "undetectable". Labcorp uses a test that goes down to 40 so to them <40 is undetectable.  A reading of 62 is usually considered a 'blip". I have been "undetectable" since 20212 but every couple of years I have a blip. In 2020 I had a reading of 138, 2 months later it was 41 and 3 month later it was  <20 and stayed that way since. I chalk the 138 to my doing the blood draw right after I had my flu shot and that can cause a blip. Your Dr should test you again in a couple of months to make sure is isn't trending up but you and your partner should have nothing to fear from a value of 62.

thank you...but what scares me is that I have 62 now, after years UD....and at the same time, my CD4 is 500.....and it as always >800....so its strange that now I have a "blip" and my CD4 got very low compared to previous 800/1000.

so Im wondering if before this blip something else happened ( like drug resistance or treatment failure )

hey guys. update: my viral load came out today

62 copies/ml

1,79 copies log/ml

since 2016 I was undetectable....now Im really really worried because I never missed a dose,

and now Im worried I might have infected my partner that is negative.

😞

5 hours ago, WillingRawVerse said:

I've had VL blips over the last 13 years. Have never been off my meds since I started. I had 3 blips while on Atripla. 3rd blip was an indication of being resistant to one of the components of Atripla. Switched to Genvoya, had a blip there, then finally on Biktarvy. No blips in VL 4.5 years on Biktarvy. As long as my doctor says my CD4 are good, usually between 275-325, and I have an undetectable VL, I'm good to go. No news is good news.

The nurse at the ID doctor I go to was the same way to my wife, then girlfriend. Treated her like shit. Very disrespectful. Told my doctor. I don't think she stayed too much longer after that.

Im really scared with the situation...Im overthinking....thinking about treatment failure...or resistant virus

I don't really know a lot about HIV... but is it normal to have cd4 between 275-325 like you said?? What I understand is that if you have undetectable viral load for many years, your cd4 should be High??? Am I wrong?? I mean, like I said, I don't understand a lot about cd4, Im trying to learn more!! tks

1 hour ago, hairyone said:

 

CD4 counts can vary for many reasons.  Regular infections (flu, etc) will also impact other parts of your immune system, in particular the CD8 counts.  However, CD4 and CD8 will lower or increase together.  So, your bloodwork may also have a percentage report on the CD4/CD8 ratio.  40% ratio is ideal but anywhere from 30-60% is "fine". 

My CD4 counts can vary by several hundred points but the ratio with CD8 is always around 40%. That means I'm fine. 

cd4/cd8 for me is 0,45 today

2 hours ago, VersGuyAnon said:

What did your consultant/medical professional say? 

I did not go there yet. I just did a random blood test

1 hour ago, ellentonboy said:

The "reading" itself could have been off.  I had my labs drawn the last week of December, and came back with a viral load of 111.  My doctor's office called me and reordered the test, asking if I had been taking the medication as I had been undetectable (or less than 50) for quite some time.  They wanted to make sure I was taking the medication as they have zero tolerance for non-compliance.  They reordered just the viral load test from Quest and we agreed I will see them the beginning of February.

Also, I recently began a medication that has proven to decrease the proficiency of my Prezcobix.  Before I even started taking the additional medication my pharmacist called me and told me they had information that the two meds didn't mix well, but for me, both are medically necessary.  Have you added any new medications recently?

Don't panic, it could just be a false reading.  A good doctor knows these numbers can fluctuate.  What has been stressed to me is that the viral load is the important issue, T cells not as much.  Good luck!

they changed my medication in March ( to a medication that is less likely to injury my kidneys )....in May cd4 was 1000....and viral load undetectable

guys, thank you for all the answers. Im trying to answer more of u guys but im getting blocked here

hey guys, Im on meds since 2016....always undetectable....CD4 always higher than 800.

Today I took a cd4 test and its 500....never been this low...

im really worried.... Im always in saunas, sex clubs...

is it possible that I got re-infected and the meds stopped working???? I take the meds every night since 2016....

I took the Viral Load test and its gonna be ready only in 7 days...So Im freaking now right now..

tks

So guys, I love to drink piss from the Urinals. Normally I would go to any dirty straight bar or festival ....in my home country. I would put some cups and I would wait for the guys to piss...specially drunk straight men would piss in the cups...I would wait them leave the Urinals, I would collect the filled Cup and drink it all

that is the thing that I like to do the most in my life ( Ive been to piss parties in Berlin, Europe etc...but it is not the same sensation ) I really want to drink piss from drunk straight guys who left their piss in the cup....

My dream would be go to e Football Stadium Urinal and drink gallons of piss..

Well, but Im posting this because Im in Berlin right now. and I would really love if you guys can recommend some Dirty/smelly urinals/ pissoirs where I can do that ( without getting catched )..in Berlin or other cities in Europe,  I could travel to ....but like I said Im looking for non-gay bars urinals

thank you

Im not even gonna try this year...

Im going to the Piss Party at the Lab.oratory in Berlin tonight...not my first time, Im a regular there, but I would love to hear what do you guys think about those parties not only at the Lab but at other venues around the world as well

what was the craziest thing you saw? what is you would like to see?

personally I would love to drink piss from a Asshole ( piss enema )

5 hours ago, Spunkinmyarse said:

I’m stuck at Berlin airport waiting for a delayed flight back to London, so now is as good a time as any, I suppose.

PIG party was the best sex party I’ve ever been to. I nearly didn’t bother, as it’s rather expensive (€39) and I had not bought an online ticket in advance, thinking I wouldn’t have the energy after Horsefair. But all those loads must have given me the boost I needed, and as PIG was only a 15-minute walk away from where Horsefair was being held, I decided to just go and have a look to see how long the queue was. Well, as suspected, the queue was indeed very long, but once the doors opened at 11:00pm, it started moving very quickly.

That in itself was one of the best things about PIG- it is very well run. I only had to wait outside for about 15 minutes, and once inside there were no queues anywhere, whether checking your bag or buying a drink. Given there were apparently about 2,500 guys attending, this is quite a feat and a good example of German efficiency! For drinks, you just buy tokens in the reception area, and then exchange these for what you want at the various bars and drink stations around the club (and there are lots of them). There were helpful staff everywhere, which is why I guess it all worked so smoothly, and one of the reasons you pay €39.

The venue itself is amazing. It’s an old mint (as in money manufacturing plant) and it’s huge. It’s spread out over 2 floors. On the first (ground) floor is the reception, coat check, bars, dance space, VIP area and a large outside area which functions as a sort of beer garden, which was great given it was a hot night. And in the basement are the play areas, which is really what everyone is interested in. It’s very hard to describe: it’s a true maze, with corridors, rooms, dead ends, more bars, more dance spaces, and random staircases leading nowhere- it’s very easy to get lost and I did several times. And hoards of men everywhere, representing every fetish you can think of, from naked to full leather and everything in between.

Sex is happening all over, but seems to be divided somewhat into rooms/zones. There’s a fisting zone, a piss zone, a cumdump zone (where I naturally gravitated to), an oral zone, sling rooms, shower rooms, odd rooms with random bits of stuff in- whatever you can think of, it was there somewhere. Of course, it’s not just sex- there are loads of guys standing round drinking, socializing, dancing- but it’s all kind of mixed up together, which is great.

I actually found the experience quite trippy at some points. The sheer size of it and the random layout, the slightly creepy ‘abandoned factory’ vibe coupled with some weird lighting effects and strange artworks- there’s a real Alice In Wonderland feeling to it.  For me, it’s the ultimate Berlin experience, and encapsulates everything that Berlin is known for.

Honestly @tomzefis, if you actually live in Berlin, you should definitely go next time it’s on. The Lab is great too, but PIG is on a whole different level.

really nice!

I always wanted to go...but someone told me the party was more about the music so I decided to go to the lab . but the party at the Lab was amazing too

can you tell a little bit about the piss area? im really into piss and would like to read more about it.  🙂

thanks

15 hours ago, freeusebottom said:

Spunkinmyarse and tomzefis,

I live in Berlin and have been wanting to go to horsefair but my hole is extremely small and tight. I've always needed lube in some fingering to loosen up. In your experience are lubes provided? Or do the stallions just fuck dry?

Also to the stallion, what was the ratio or red vs white hood mares? And did you see any stallions being so rough that the mare would walk out? I want to go as red hood as I'm on PreP.

lubes are provided..but I would advise you to loosen up a little before go to the party, because like I said...IF its too difficult to fuck, most of the guys go to the next mare....

I would say 90% red 10% white hood....

about the stallions being so rough(?).....I think if the mare doesn't want to get fucked or if it is too much for them, the body language shows that.....example: I was fucking this guy, but he needed a break or he did not want anymore so he politely showed  me that he did not want anymore....I saw other mares saying "no" like giving a "i need a break"sign with their hands.......everything was fine....I also saw some Tops using condoms .

Overall ( at least as a TOP ) is a very good atmosphere, everybody is having a good time...if the MARE not feeling confortable, just say you need a break, or show with your body language..Im pretty sure 99% of the Stallions would understand that message

17 minutes ago, Spunkinmyarse said:

The bottoms were mostly just ordinary guys, with average body types- in fact there were very few muscular jocks, and only one or two with anything like what you woiuld call a ‘gym bod’. On the other hand, I didn’t see any very overweight guys either. Average age about 40, with a few in their 20s, and a few in their 50s like me- and even one or two older.

Can’t comment on the tops- didn’t see any, but I suspect probably a similar range.

It’s not a beauty pageant by any means.

Can you tell us about the PIG party? i've always wanted to go but i don't know much about the party and i always go to the Rubber Party at the LAB

As for the Horsemarket. I went as a TOP/stallion last month and as you said, bottoms have all body types, I really didn't see any bottoms with an athletic body... in fact I ,at least, tried to fuck the bodies that were easier (better position) to get fucked...several times I gave up on fucking someone because the position was uncomfortable...and I noticed that several other TOPS stopped fucking someone because the position was difficult...indeed the sofa in the center is the center of everything ....as for TOPS really, guys of all types, sizes...and among TOPS there is a lot of oral sex too...other TOPS sucked me in the bar while I had a beer.....after 1 hour it becomes difficult to get hard and it gets harder to fuck.....so I recommend enjoying the first hour a lot

Hello, I have HIV since 2016, and that same year I started medication, in 2 months my viral load was undetectable

My viral load has been undetectable since 2016 and I never missed 1 pill of my medication during all those years.

I want to start bareback.

Is there any chance for me to get Reinfected in a way my medication is gonna stop working? what are the most updated information about that ( I only found out an article from 2002 )

please help me 

thank you 🙂

3 hours ago, StuteWilly said:

It depends, what you want. If you are into bareback, then visit the tabletennisplates in Tiergarten when it's dark. Another fuck-location is Bull (open 24/7).

yes I want bareback...bottom.....but Im 41, not fit.....little scared of being rejected

Hello,

I will be in Berlin...and Im 41, and not the perfect body....I have a belly that Im not proud of, even thought Im not really fat

I heard is really difficult to get f**** in Berlin if you are not young and slim, so in my case what parties / places in Berlin should I go to get more chances to get F****?  I really dont wanna spend all that money and going back home without nothing 😞

ps: my previous experiences in Berlin was during Piss events and I wasnt really trying to get f****