Screamer420

Wow...thank you so much for such kind words. I honestly am blown away by such wonderful feedback ive received. I went back to the gym last week and saw M and S. We didn't talk much, people were around. But S kept giving me his little half smiles and M found ways to touch my shoulders and lower back. So i think things are going to be fine. 😊

So, if you're like me, you love the idea of people seeing you being a slut, then yes. But i would say, if you care about your wife and family, then be very careful how its shared or make sure at least ur face is covered or blurred. Just to protect them.

Thanks so much! I'm glad you enjoyed it. 😈

My pleasure, man. Literally. It is very intense, and if you're into partying, thats a crazy fun way to do it. But, i have to say, be careful. Not much else will come bring you to that level of intensity.

Same here man. It was equally wild and erotic. I haven't been able to stop thinking about it since. There are certain memories that keep flashing into my head throughout the day. I can hear the way M moaned when S was fucking him. I can see how M's asshole opened around S's cock. It seems so surreal.

Wow! Thank you so much! I'm honestly so grateful to be able to share these things here. Its been a wild ride, but im really so grateful. As for whether or not its true...i can confirm that it really happened. There are some things that I have changed to protect privacy and to make it a bit easier to follow. (Since things can get a bit chaotic when partying.) But the basic tenets are true.

I was sucking on M's cock taking the whole thing in my mouth, gettinf every last drop of his cum out. My God, the taste was delicious. His cock tasted like cum and my ass juice. It was completely intoxicating. I was not being delicate with my sucking. It was loud and sloppy sounding. Slurping his softening cock in my mouth. I could tell his cock had the post cum sensitivity by the way his body would jolt around when i sucked on the head of his fat cock. I pulled my face away from his cock and just admired him. He was so fucking beautiful. His face was kind, his body was perfection, and his cock...his thick meaty, heavy cock. It just hanged there between his massive thighs. It gave me a new appreciation of his cock actually. It wasnt small or even average. On a normal man, his cock would look enormous. But because his legs were so thick, his cock looked average. His thick cock matched his thick muscular body, even down to the vein running down the middle of his cock. His arms were above his head, and his hands covering his face. He was trying to recenter himself aftet a very hard fuck and a very intense cum that he had. His body was still quivering. I just took in this incredible sight. I wanted to commit this moment to my memory bank. I was so incredibly turned on by this man. His brothers hands were rested on my ass cheeks. He was gently massaging them. Lightly digging his fingers into my muscles. Pushing my cheeks together, then pulling them apart. Briefly exposing my used asshole. Then massaging them back together. It felt incredible. I was still so high and the feeling of being touched was honestly amazing and i was feeling so greedy for his touch. I could feel his thumbs inching toward my hole. He was making circular motions on my asshole with both thumbs, alternating which thumb ran across my abused pussy. He was testing to see if i could take anymore. He obviously hadnt met a slut like me. The pain of getting my hole wrecked actually was part of the pleasure. I just dropped my chest to the floor, arched my back, and let out a long, soft, and sensual moan. Fuck, I wanted more. And i couldn't wait to feel his long cock knocking deep inside me. I held onto M's ankles and started to lick his toes as S stood up behind me and lined his cock up to my hole. He slowly pushed inside my wrecked and swollen pussy. He pushed passed my sphincter and kept going. He made his way deep inside me. I could feel every inch. Thr way his raw cock pulled at the skin of my raw hole. Brushing against my prostate the whole way. He pushed until he bottomed out in my deep hole. Now, if you've never had the distinct pleasure of taking a truly massive, long cock. There is something about that feeling of having ut bottom out inside you. All cocks feel incredible when you're getting fucked. But, a cock that is long enough to find the very deepest part of your hole. There is no comparison to that feeling of rearranging your guts. Especially once they really get going and knock that part inside you, the second sphincter. It usually doesnt happen in the first few pumps. But when you get used to getting the depths of your hole doscovered and you start to relax. When you start to push out your hole. That long cock will start to open the second hole inside your pussy. S was there. I was so open and relaxed after taking many fucks already this night. After M fucked his fist inside me. S's long cock on only a few pumps had my pussy pushing out and ready to receive him. He had already found my second hole. Its uncomfortable at first. A little painful. But jf you can push passed that discomfort and pain, i promise you, there is nothing more pleasurable than having a man unlock that for you. I let out a long and guttural moan. It came from the very depth of my soul that S had unlocked for me. He was pushing passed my second hole. It was incredible. He pulled all the way out, and then slid right back in. As he pushed his big cock inside my hole, i pushed put. I wanted him as deep inside me as possible. I leaned back into his body and pushed out my pussy hard. My hole was making all sorts of gurgling noises. I didn't care. The only thing I cared about in that moment was hole deep his cock was going. Again, he pulled out. As he pulled out i squeezed my sphincter hard. I didnt want to feel him leave my body. Then he thrust back in. Again, I pushed out my pussy. He started to speed up, knowing how hard and deep I could take it. He grabbed my hips, i could feel his strong hands grip me hard, i knew he was preparing to rail me. I couldnt wait. I asked if he had the poppers and he stopped with his cock lodged deep insidd me. He tapped my back with them and handed them over to me. I took long deep hits. I felt like I was hitting them so deep my lips were turning blue. I passed them back to him and heard him takijg some deep hits while my body melted to the floor. M had sat back down on the couch and i held onto his feet. I could hear the deep beats from the house music that was thumping, but it seemed so far away. The only thing that I could feel was that massive cock in my loose pussy. I reached back and held my ass cheeks apart to give full access of my hole to S. I needed him as deep inside me as possible. He started his thrusts again. They started slow and deliberate, but gained speed. I just pushed my asshole out and let him ride me. He was hitting so deep inside me that I started to lose control. I could feel the twinge in my useless shriveled cock. It just hung down between my legs, but the sensation of his pounding gave it this feeling of life. My prostate was being throttled. The muscle running down my inner thigh was firing and an incredible feeling was overcoming my body. He was digging his cock straight down into my hole. He knew exactly where to pound. I was having an anal orgasm. But I also started to leak precum like crazy. I was overcome with an overwhelming sensation and i started cumming. Handsfree. My soft, shriveled dick was shooting stream after stream of cum. It made the feeling of getting fuckdd by this massive cock so intense. I started to cry out. My hole was so sensative. But he didnt relent. He grabbed my hips even tighter. His thrusts became harder. He was relentless. I could feel his rock hard cock pounding my ass. His skin sticking to mine as he bottomed out in my hole. Our bodies were so sweaty after so much MDMA and poppers. I could feel his hands slipping off my hips and him readjusting them to get a tighter grip. His thrusting was animalistic. He was grunting and calling me names. Beating up my hole. I was lost in the fuck. My soul was outside my body, and just as I felt like I completely left my body, he would spank my ass hard snd i would come back into my body. I was moaning loud. I had already cum, both anally and from my cock handsfree. The abuse my hole was taking was really painful, but i wouldn't give in, i needed to make him cum. Just as I thought my body wouldn't be able to take anymore, the tightness of my body after orgasming gave up. His fucking started to feel good again. That pain released and turned back to pleasure. The poppers had started to wear off and I was back in my body. Back in control of my pussy. I started to match his thrusts. One of the best things of MDMA is that it usually takes a really long time to cum. So when you're bottoming, you get to feel that incredible sensation of being used for a lot longer than you would sober. And these brothers were putting that to the test for me this time. I started to squeeze my asshole everytime he would pull out and loosen it when he would push in. I would throw my ass back into his forward thrust. I was gonna earn that load if it was the last thing I do. We kept going and going. it felt as if we were the only two people on the planet. Noone else existed except for us. I dont know how long we were fucking, but he threw me around in all sorts of positions. He fucked me in doggy, I rode him, and finally on my back. He was dripping sweat from his chest into my mouth. It was salty and was driving me fucking wild. I was so turned on, feeling this massive cock destroying my asshole. Finally, i could feel his body start to tense up. It was coming. He was cumming. His already massive cock grew more rigid and thick inside me. He started to hold his breath. Then he gave out a loud yell as he unloaded inside me. I was completely spent. I had had full body orgasm after full body orgasm, i had cum handsfree, i was fisted. Holy fuck. I was fisted. I couldnt believe this. It was already morning outside. I had been fucked for hours. By four different guys. I had all their loads inside me. I was so fucking exhausted. S collapsed ontop of me. I just rubbed his head and back and played with his sweaty hair i reached a hand and found M's body too. Somehow we all ended up in S's bed. Im not sure when or how that happened. But i was glad for it. The three of us laid there. I jusy rubbed their bodies and scratched their backs and replayed the whole night in my mind over and over and over again. The boys fell asleep as I touched them. This was surreal. I still can't really believe that this happened. This was every fucked up fantasy that I had ever imagined and then some. I couldn't sleep at all. I was still all wired from thr MDMA and the experience. But i stayed in that bed with those perfect men until the middle of the day when we woke up. We had coffee together and discussed everything that had happened. We all recounted whaybwe could remember. We laughed at some of the things that we did and how crazy we all found it. We all agreed that we probably shouldn't tell anyone what went on at S's place after the bar. I know what happens when you play with straight friends, it usually gets weird afterwards. I am hoping that this isnt the case here, because they are both really great guys and I want to keep spending time with them. I also dont know if I would party like that again. It was fun...fuck...it was absolutely incredible. But I know where that road can lead, so I don't think I can. But in this case, im really glad that we all let loose and lived in that moment.

Thanks so much! We havent had a chance to talk about it much yet. But i think it has already. 😈❤

Have you ever been so high that you didnt quite understand the world around you? That was definitely M in that moment. So high his eyes were crossing. S and I were also really fucking high, I cant speak for S, but I was still able to comprehend what I was doing, even though I was in that state that my eyes were shaking and I had to concentrate really hard to be able to focus my vision on something. We had gone through almost 5 grams of MDMA in one night, and all of it was done either through our nose or up our assholes. I just watched two super masculine perfect bodied straight brothers fuck eachother. It was one of the most incredible sights Ive ever seen in my whole life. Ive since jerked off to what i witnessed multiple times. Its been about a week since this happened, and Ive been a little low while enduring the recovery from the amount of drugs that I consumed. But i need to let you all know how this night ended. After M got his asshole used by his older brother and I tried to get him to suck my cock, he started to come to a bit, he sat up and told us how intense that was. We talked about how crazy it felt to him to have his ass played with, and how he'd never done MDMA through his hole before, but that it made him want his hole to be filled. He told us how it made him so horny and his thoughts were racing and how he kept thinking about how he made girls feel and how he actually wanted to get fucked like them. I broke the news to him, that he was arching his back and how he was actually asking to get fucked when he was getting fingered. Then S told him that he fingered him a bit, and how when his cock got close to his hole, he pushed his ass back on S's cock. M was shocked. Not horrified or anything, but couldn't believe that he wanted to get fucked, and really couldn't believe that his brother was who fucked him. We were still really high on MDMA, which makes you very empathetic and understandjng and open to new things. I think that's what was happening inside M and S's minds. We all kept talking about how crazy it was that M actually got his ass played with and fucked. S kept saying how he'd never fucked ass before tonight and how it felt so different than he thought it would. Its so much deeper than a pussy, and how he can fuck an ass so much harder than a pussy. I made a comment on how his cock was so fucking big and how i bet most girls wouldnt be able to take it as hard as I watched him fuck M. He just laughed and said most girls can hardly take his full length, let alone let him actually fuck them hard. He said mostly he has to jerk his cock off in order to cum. I educated M and S that for men, it actually feels better when you get fucked by a big cock. The stretch in your ass and your gut is when it feels really good. M spoke up in agreement, from his personal experience. S's cock was resting between his legs and started to swell. I noticed it and made a comment like, "I see your enjoying the conversation." Or something like that. He said, "Yeah, kinda." He pulled his cock up and kinda flicked it and let it fall back between his legs. I looked over at M and his cock was also starting to harden. He saw my eyes drift from his face down to his cock and he kinda laughed, but his eyes were a bit deviant. I asked him if he would let me suck his cock. He said sure and I bent down and took his cock in my hand. M's cock was thick with a fat head on it. It was thick and straight all the way down from the head to the root. It had one big vein that went right in the middle of the cock as well and he wasnt even fully hard yet. I sucked his head and ran my tongue around the rim of his cock head. He let out a light moan while I went all the way down on his cock. I felt M put his hands on my head. Then S's hands on my back. S asked his brother if it felt good. And M just said, "Yeah...fuck..." and kinda let his voice trail off at the end. I looked over at S and ask him if i could suck him too? He nodded and spread his legs apart, granting me full access to his cock. I pulled off of M and moved my head between S's legs and started sucking his cock. Noticing the difference in length between the brothers. I could only get about halfway down S's cock before it hit the back of my throat. I kept jerking M off while I sucked on S. Both of them were moaning and sighing. Letting me know how good it felt to have their cocks getting worked on simultaneously. I was in fucking heaven. My hole was so open, it was still wet from the fucks and loads that I'd taken earlier in the night, and I was praying that I would get both of these brothers cocks and loads inside me. I went back and forth between their cocks. M's fat cock that was as thick around as it was long, and S's long cock that was making me gag. As I was sucking S i was jerking and playing with M's balls. And when I was suvking M, i was doing the same with S. I started to moan and arch my back more and more. Not so subtly hinting that i wanted one of them to play with my hole while I sucked them. M got the hint first and moved behind me while i sucked his brother. He started with his fingers probing my hole. It felt so good. The MDMA that I'd got pushed in my hole earlier made my hole sensative and hungry as fuck. I wanted to be filled more than anything I'd ever wanted in my life up to that point. I moaned louder to let him know i wanted him. He got four fingers inside my pussy and I was pushing back hard on his hand. I saw the poppers on the couch, took the cap off and brought them to my nose. I took 4 huge deep hits off them. S reached out and took them from me and also took two big hits. I started to go to town on S's cock while M worked over my hole. My moans were muffled while I had S's cock in my mouth. I pulled my head off his cock and turned my head to M and said how fucking good it felt to have him stretch me. Then i turned my attention back to S's cock. I buried it as deep as I could in my thoat. I gagged on it and at the same time, i felt my hole release and let more of M's hand inside my pussy. And M let out a, "Holy fuck!" His hand had slipped all the way inside me. I was getting fisted for the first time in my life. It was driving me crazy. The fullness. The absoutle stretch to my maximum capacity. Ive never felt such an intense feeling. I was seeinf stars. I know that expression had been used before, but it was true. I actually saw stars. It was an immense feeling of pleasure and pain at the same time. I couldn't believe that I had actually gotten a whole hand inside my ass. I had fantasized about it so many times. Watched countless porns of men taking fists or even multiple fists, while i rode dildos and gooned on poppers, but it was actually happening to me. I was the being the biggest slut in the world in that moment. I fucking loved it. I had to take big deep breaths and let S's cock fall out of my mouth. I looked up at him and the look of shock snd curiosity on his face drove me wild. I was smiling and wincing in pain. Then the reality set in and I begged M to please take his hand out. "Please...please...slow...slow....oh my god." I kept begging, until he slowly pulled his hand out of my ass. I let my head fall into S's lap and just allowed my hole to recover. I was taling deep breaths and giving meaningless laughs. I was in disbelief of what just happened. And let out a final, "Fuuuucck." And my body just collapsed fully. But as my body kind of limped to the floor, M pressed his cock in my loose pussy. His cock was so fucking fat, like a soda can. He shoved it all the way in and i was rushed back into that intense state. S put the poppers back under my nose and I hit them again. And again. And again. He passed them to M and he took some hits, then S took some hits. I gobbled down S's cock again while M went wild fucking my hole. I was so fucking loose. The fuck sounded so sloppy. Wet and loose is all i can say to describe it. His thick cock was digging out my asshole. Pounding it hard and deep. I could feel every time he pumped into me. He wpuld pull all the way out and plunge all the way back in. Each time my hole would get a big stretch around the immense girth of his cock. I was moaning like a little bitch while i was throating his brother's big cock. S grabbed my head and held it in place and started pounding away at my face while M was completely destroying my hole. My muscle butt was absolutely getting ruined. I lost track of time and how long this was going on. I was in a disociated state, complete ecstasy, my mind was no longer in my body, i had let go and was allowing my body to experience the total joy of being used for other mens pleasure. I was having anal orgasm after anal orgasm. My whole body was tingling. I was so sensative. I was jusy a hole for these two perfect men. The loud moan of M brought me back to my body. He was fucking my pussy like a jack hammer. Pounding me relentlessly. His cock was stiffer than before, i was pushing my pussy out, meeting him with every thrust. I could tell he was close. Even though it was hurting my hole, i didnt want to stop. I wantes to bring him to full climax and take his load inside me. The slapping of his skin against mine was keeping me so fucking horny. His brother still fucking my throat. Then he said it. "Oh fuck...im cumming. Im Cumming. Im cumming." As he unloaded inside me and his thrusts slowed. I did it. I took my 3rd load of the night. I was so fucking exhausted. That fist and fuck had me spent. But there was still one more fuck I wanted. I needed that massive cock inside me. I wantes the final load to fill me up. I lifted my head off S's cock and turned around. I archdd my back to show S my loose, cum filled pussy, as I cleaned off M's cock. I tasted the multiple loads and my ass juices. It was so fucking good. I couldn't wait to get my next cock.

Holy smokes man, thanks for including me on this list! Its an honor. 😈❤ I hope you know that the feeling is completely mutual! 😍

M came and sat on the couch with S and I. I already felt so horny after taking ywo strangers loads in front of my teo straight friends. And now, here I was sitting in between these two very sexy straight guys on the couch. Ive been in some pretty slutty situations, but this was one of my sluttiest Ive ever felt. M dumped the rest of the drugs on the coffee table in front of us. He started cutting it up into lines for us. We didnt really say much, s just had his head laying back on the couch, he looked very relaxed. I had my hand resting on his thick, muscular thigh. I was tracing one of his veins with my index finger. The music was still going, and it actually allowed me to really start to lose myself. I reach my other hand out and found M's back with my eyes closed. He was leaned forward cutting up the lines. I started caressing his back and it felt amazing putting my hands on these two guys bodies. M sat up and I opened my eyes. He grabbed the bill off the table and rolled it up. He leaned forward again and took a rail from the fat railes on the table. He passed the bill to S, who also took the fattest line on the table. He then turned to me to pass me the bill. I told him I dont think I can take anymore up my nose. And he just smiled at me. "You want another one up your ass dont you?" I didnt say anything and they both just chuckled. "Then get up." S said. So i stood up and bent over the couch, I arched my back and presented my hole. S spanked my ass and got up behind me. He scooped up a line from the table onto the bill. He told me to arch more and get my hole in the air. He'll dump the line on my hole and finger it in, but he didn't want me to drop any. So i turned any put my chest on the couch seat and arched as hard as I could. My back was straining from arching so deep. I felt him dump the chunky powder on my hole, then I felt a fat finger pushing against my hole. It slowly penetrated my used wet hole. I started moaning instantly. It felt so good to have something inside me. I wanted to be full again. It burned a little, but more of a warmijg sensation than a burn. It felt fucking incredible. I felt more hands on my back. Rubbing and caressing. Running up and down my spine as my hole was being fingered. I was pushing my ass back, meeting each thrust of his finger. I needed it deeper. Fuck, i wanted more. I asked him if he could use more fingers. "Damn, how many you want?" S replied with a laugh. "As many as you can fit. It feels so fucking good." My hole was so fucking hungry. I just kept thinking about fucking slutty I was being. And about the time I was gangbanged while blindfolded. And all the other times I had been so high and so slutty. I wanted raw cocks and cum. I wanted my hole stretched by as many men I could get. All of these dirty thoughts were rushing through my mind as S pushed two, then three, then 4 fingers into me. "Fuck man, you want me to keep going?" I could tell he was kind of impressed. "Yes please..." was all I could say. He continued to push 4 fingers into my hole. We started to find the rythym with the music. I was moaning and telling him how fucking amazing it felt. Then I felt a hand cupping my balls. I looked bavk and it was M. He was actually touching my balls and cock. My straight buddy was interested in doing more. His curiosity must have taken over after his ass was tongued snd fingered and the MDMA started to really kick in. I asked him if he wanted to try. He smile and said, "sure..." His voice was a little unsure, but he said yes, and I wasn't going to pass up the opportunity. I stood up and turned around to face the brothers. I leaned in and kissed S and thanked him for his service. We kind of laughed a bit and he said, "no problem man. I kinda liked it too." I told M to bend over like I was. And he did. His massive ass was fully in the air. His perfect tight pink asshole was completely on display. S couldn't take his eyes off of it. I asked S if he could get the line from ghe table for me, so I could eat his hole and get it wet enough to push my finger into. He obliged and I went to town. M was practially yelling his moans were so loud. His face was pressed so hard into the couch, thank god, otherwise the neighbors would have thought someone was being torchered. S had the line ready on the bill, so i reluctantly lifted my face out of his hole and let S dump the line onto the now semi open wet hole. I slowly slide my finger into his willing pussy. He was still moaning. He kinda jumped a bit at the initial entry, but started to calm down a bit and got into the feeling of my finger inside him. As I felt his hole start to relax, i put a second finger inside him. I heard S snorting a line from table. I assumed it was probably too much for him to watch my stretching his brothers hole out with my fingers. I pulled out my index and middle fingers from his hole slowly, watching his pussy close after removing them from him. I went in with three. His moans didnt increase. He was taking it so well. I cpuld tell the molly was taking effect. He was definitely enjoying his hole being played with. I started to bend my fingers and massage his prostate. He really loved that. Moaning and pushing his ass back onto my hand, his back arching so hard. It was one of the sexiest things Ive ever seen. His body was perfection. Such a masculine man loving his pussy played with. I increaded to 4 fingers. His hole was completely stretched to the maximum. From never being played with, to having 4 fingers inside his hole, he was in heaven. I tried to put in my thumb too, he jumped and yelped. "No, no, no, i don't think I can." But then his body relaxed again, and I continued. I pushed forward, and he was pushing back onto my hand. Fuck...he really wanted it. I know that feeling, wanting more. Wanting to have your hole completely stretched and open. Then, i felt S put his hand on my shoulder. His other hand slowlybstarted to rub my arm. The arm who's fingers were currently in his brother's pussy. It slowly made its way down to his brother's hole and he slid his middle finger into his brother's open hole. I pulled my fingers out and S put 4 of his fingers in. M's face was still buried in the couch cushions, he was unaware that his brother was thr one who was now opening up his pussy. Holy Fuck, i couldn't believe what was happening. This was a first for me. Ive been in lots of really crazy and hot situations, but this was a first. And it really fucking turned me on. I looked up at S and he was fixated on his brother's hole. I think he was also shocked at what he was doing, but he didnt stop. He continued. Putting his fingers in his brother's incredible ass, then pulling them out. Putting them in and pulling them out. M was in ecstasy. He was rocking back and forth on his brother's hand, it looked like he was trying to get the whole thing inside his pussy. I just watched in awe, then i moved my hand to S's cock and slowly jerked him while he was working over his brother's hole. I started to make out with him deep with lots of tongue. S was definitely turned on. He was letting go of all his inhibitions and letting himself go and making out with me so deeply. I dropped to my knees and started sucking S's cock. I wanted to get him hard. I wanted to see where else this would go. I started feeling around on his hole while i sucked his cock. Then i slid my middle finger inside him while sucking his cock and playing with my own hole. My hole was so slick and hungry from the loads and the mdma. I was taking S's massive cock all the way down my throat. I had never been this fucking horny before. He was starting to grow in my mouth. He was getting harder and harder as I sucked and played with his hole. When he was almost fully hard, as hard as I think he could get under the circumstances, i stood up and made out with him again and started jerking his cock. I looked at the table and noticed that the couple had left their poppers, so i grabbed them and took a hit, then gavr them to S and he took a big hit too. Then i moved down to M and gently lifted his head and he saw me, in front of him and couldn't quite understand how i was in front of him and also fingering him as well. I just put the poppers under his nose and told him to take a deep hit. Which he did. Then i put it under his other nostril and told him to hit again. He did. Then one more. He did. He started really pushing back on his brothers hand, he really wanted to get his hole wrecked. I moved back to S and we made out some more while i jerked him off again. Then i pulled his cock to his brother's hole. At first he resisted, but then he allowed me to move his cock closer. His big cock was lined uo with his brother's hole while he continued to finger fuck him. M was moaning and talking to himself. "Yes... fuck...oh my god....my fucking hole...oh my fucking god...fuck my hole...im such a dirty slut..." he was obviously lost in his own world with the MDMA and poppers. Throwing his ass back and moaning. S pulled his fingers out and M pushed back into his brother's cock. He took it all the way down to the base in one go. He let out a loud moan. He fucking loved the cock inside him. And S has a big cock. Its 8.5 inches long and reasonably thick. S was in shock. He just froze. He couldnt believe what was happening. M continued to fuck himself on his brothers cock. Pulling all the way off and back down on it. I just stood back and watched. I opened the poppers and gave another hit to S. And then another. And then another. He was hitting them so deep. Aftet the last one, he put his hands on his brothers hips and actually started fucking him. God damn, this was the hottest thing Id ever seen. I went back to M and gave him another few hits from the poppers. He was still in a complete haze. I dont think alhe actually understood who was fucking him. His eyes were closed tight as he concentrated on the cock in his hole and thr pleasure of being fucked. They worked a good rythym to the heavy beat that was playing. They were both flying so high that they were just in their own worlds and I watched them completely losing themselves. I reached down and put my fingers in M's mouth. He willingly opened up and let me explore his mouth with my fingers. I moved in front of him and sat down. I pointed my cock toward his mouth to see if he would suck it. I rubbed thr head of my cock on his lips, but he just moved his face around it. I rubbed my cock all over his face, but he didnt suck it. He just wanted it in his ass. I rubbed his sweating back and enjoyed watching his brother wreck his hole. He was really pounding him now. M was taking it so hard and deep. I couldn't believe it. I then moved behind M and joing S. S pulled out and I slid my cock inside him. My dick is nowhere near as big as S, but M loved that too. But I could tell that he was starting to come back to his body again. He wasnt as enthusiastic as before. I pulled out and started fingering him again, but he slowly raised up to his hands and knees and looked back at me. "Holy fuck! That was intense. I didnt know I could do that. Thanks man!" S and I just looked at eachother and laughed. I told him that was the booty bump and poppers. It makes getting your hole played with very fucking intense. He gave a forced laugh and said, "damn, i guess." I dont thìnk he understood that it was his brother's cock he was riding. But that's something Ill never forget.

Thank you so much, man. I'm feeling pretty good about it still. The old me would have not even thought twice about doing all the drugs. But this time felt different, i felt in control and present and each time i made the decision, not just blindly doing everything. (In control until i wasnt. In a fun way.) I'll post the rest of the story later today.

Lol! I definitely got greedy! They're amazing guys. Tall, fit, masculine, and just really nice.

Wow! Thank you so much!

After the guy fucking me had finished unloading his cum inside me, he let his cock go soft inside me. I lifted my head off of S's stomach and looked over at M. The boyfriend of the guy fucking me was still behind him, but standing up. I couldn't quite tell what he was doing, but im pretty sure he had some fingers in M's hole. The look on M's face was a mix of pleasure, pain, and confusion. He looked like he liked it, but he wasnt sure if he should. I stood up and walked over to M. I ran my hand on his back and inspected what was happening. He was getting fingers exploring inside his hole. Just a couple. I asked M if he was ok with this and he looked at me and nodded. I asked him if he wanted more, he just continued to look at me, not saying anything. Again, i think he didn't know if he was supposed to like it, but he did. I looked over at S and the guy who finished fucking me was now standing next to him and causally jerking his cock. He smiled at me, giving me the go ahead to continue with M. I lightly massaged M's back with one hand and put the other on his face to turn his head toward mine. I leaned in and kissed him. We were tonguing eachother, while the guy continued to slowly finger fuck his ass. He would let out soft moans periodically. I think when the guy would insert more fingers. We were making out passionately. M even held my while we were tonguing eachother. I gently removed the guy's hand from M's ass and moved behind M. I wanted to eat his pussy. I bent over behind him and pushed my face into his crack and licked my tongue into his wet hole. I place the guys hand on my hole, inviting him to finger me. I was licking and sucking M and felt the guy's fingers inserting in my hole. He was easily able to get 4 fingers inside me. My hole was open and relaxed after the booty bump and the fucking his boyfriend gave me. I turned to him and asked him to fuck me, then i buried my face back into M's ass. M reached back and pulled my face in deeper to his hole. I felt the guys cock pushing inside me. I found the poppers sotting on the counter in front of M and had him pass them to me. I took a long deep hit again and let the wave of poppers take over my body. I melted into M's ass. I felt at one with the guy fucking me and the ass on my mouth. I was in complete unison with both of them. We were one being. Being fucked in that state is incomparable. There is no better feeling than being so high on M and using poppers. I left my body. I was completely giving myself over to the sexual pleasure of M and this stranger. I only wanted their pleasure. I would squeeze my pussy tight around his cock everytime he would bottom out inside my hole. Synching up to his thrusts. I moaned loud directly into M's ass on my face. Thr vibrations were driving him wild. I took the opportunity to reach between his thick legs and found his cock. I was pulling it down and jerking him im sync with the fuck i was receiving. Using my free hand to pull his ass cheeks apart. I wanted in deeper insidd him as the cock was thrusting deeper and deeper inside of me. I wanted M to imagine what I was experiencing. The pure ecstasy i was having while getting fucked. I felt like M was really loving the experience. He was moaning and cursing. His body was completely limp on the counter, he was arching his back and moaning. The fuck i was getting started to speed up. I felt the cock get more and more rigid inside my ass. He wasnt making much noise, so i know he was focused on cumming. And i wanted his load. I wanted more cum inside me. I pushed my asshole out and let him as deep inside me as he could go. I was moaning wildly. I was telling hiw badly i wanted his cum. Fuck me i was so fucking ready to be loaded again. He had a firm grip on my hips and was pounding me hard. Ruthlessly fucking my pussy. We were in that state of absolute abandon. Nothing else mattered in that moment than me making him cum. I still had M's ass on my face, but all I wanted was for this man to cum in my pussy. I was yelling into M's hole for this man to fill my ass with cum. I was such a slut for cum. He yelled out that he was cumming. He stopped thrusting and left his cock in my used hole. Pulsing his cock inside me. We all knew he was unloading. Fuck. It was all I wanted in that moment. M stood up straight and said, "well damn. Ive never done that before." And we all just chuckled. I was so spent. I was sweating like crazy. I had two strangers loads inside me and the brothers had both filled my mouth with their asses. But i still wanted more. The guys started to collect their stuff. We hung around for a little while longer and talked a bit more, but it was around 4am now and they were going to head home. But I wasnt through, and neither were the brothers, I dont think. I sat on the couch next to S, i was still naked from the waste down, he was still fully naked. I was running my hands along his muscular thigh and stomach, feeling his sexy body, while M said goodbye to the guys at the door. When M came back to the living room and join S and I, he said, "who wants another line?" Showing us the baggy with the last of the MDMA.

When we got back into the kitchen, noone even looked sideways at us. They were talking and hanging out. Laughing and joking around, but the boys were starting to get much closer to M. And i have to say, he wasnt minding the attention. They were asking him if girls like his big ass. Now, M has an incredible ass. His body is literal perfection. He looks like he was cut out of stone. His ass is not only round and muacular, its a fucking shelf. He turned around to show of his ass to the boys. He admitted that girls often ask to touch it and have tried to put fingers in his hole when they're sucking him. But hes never actually let any of them do anything to it, not even his wife. Then the ass eating boyfriend asked if any of them had ever eaten his hole. He said his wife has a couple times, but shes not really into it. She's more into vanilla sex and doesnt really like to get into anything more adventurous. It was the exact answer the boys were hoping for. They asked if he'd be down to let him try. There was an awkward laugh. It was a bit uncomfortable for a second. Then M said, i think id need more shots to do something like that. And almost instantly shots were being poured. We all started laughing again. While this was all happening, i was still standing there in just my shirt, with my ass and cock still out. I was standing close to S and he was discreetly caressing my ass. I arched my back a bit, to give him access to my hole. He would occasionally slip a finger inside me. I would make no noise at all, i didnt want snyone to notice. I just wanted him inside me so bad. We all did another round of shots. M laughed a little uncomfortably, and said, "Ok, we doin' this?" And started undoing his pants. And the next thing i knew, the guy who ate my ass first was right behind M and dropping down to his knees. He wanted to busy his face in M's furry ass. And boy did he ever. M fell forward, and gave out a, "Woah!" And we all laughed. M wasnt laughing. He was moaning. Loudly. S was definitely turned on watching his brother getting his ass eaten, and took the opportunity to put more fingers in my hole. He was really getting them in deep. And was transfixed on his brother. He was fingering me in sync with M's moans. Now i have to admit, there are few things hotter than watching a straight guy moan while having an expert ass eater devour their ass. The moans were getting more and more animalistic. You could tell he was really enjoying the sensations of his hole being tongued and sucked on. His eyes were rolling in his head. When he opened his eyes they were slightly crossed. It was so fucking hot. And knowing his brother was watching and liking it too only made it that much hotter. I looked at S and he was sniling slightly. I asked him if he wanted to try it too. He gave me that same devilish smile from earlier. I moved over to S and pulled his pants down and pushed him over. I buried my face in his ass cheeks. I inhaled deeply and took in his amazing scent. His body was also fucking perfection. His ass wasnt as round as M's, but it was round and muscular too. I tongue fucked him as deep as my tongue could go. I have long tongue strokes, licking like an ice cream cone, then sucking on his hole. I wanted it puffy and swollen, to relax it. Ive never wanted to open an ass with my tongue so badly. S was moaning as loud as his brother. They were both bent over the kitchen counter, facing eachother having two gay dudes feasting on their pussies. It was one of the hottest sexial experiences i have ever taken part in. These straight brothers howling in pleasure while they submit to their forbidden desires. S was arching his back to present his hole to me. Giving me more access to him. Allowing me to get deeper inside him. The boyfriends switched places. M had a second tongue in his hole. Getting bitched out in his brother's kitchen. His head was spinning. His eyes were still crossed. Have you ever been so high on Molly that your eyes are vibrating. When you cant see straight? Thats how high i was. So i can only imagine how high M and S were. The boyfriend not feasting on M's ass moved behind me, while i was pushing my tongue inside S's pussy. He started to finger me, he got on his knees behind me and i fekt him line up his cock to my hole. And then i remembered that they had poppers. So i asked him to bring them. He did, i took a long hit in both nostrils, M watched me as i did. I gestured them to him. He asked what they do, i said you'll lovem them. So he took them from me, and did the same. His eyes went wide and all he could say was, "Wow...oh wow...oh my god...wow..." He started pushing his ass back into the guys face behind him. Rhythmically fucking his ass on the guys face... I felt the cock back on my ass. I took a deep breath and pushed my ass back on the cock. And buried my tongue as deep as i could into S's hole. There was so much moaning and howling. The cock in my ass felt amazing, but i wanted S's cock againg. I wanted to feel him in the depths of my pussy. I wanted him so bad. I turned S's around and took his cock in my mouth while i pushed my ass back on the cock in my ass. I squeezed my hole as tight as i could. I wanted the guy to cum, so i could turn around and fit S's cock back in my hole. I was moaning so loud and throwing my ass back hard. I started begging for this strangers load in my hole. He picked up the pace of his fuck. He was pounding away on my hole. I shoved my face down on S's cock to muffle my moans. I looked up at M, who now had the guy standing behind him. I couldnt tell what they were doing, but i thought the guy was fingering M, and trying to convince him to let him work his cock into M. The guy behind me started breathing and moaning loudly. I could feel his cock stiffening inside my hole. He was building up to unloading inside me. I kept begging. "Please cum inside me. Please fuck me harder." And he did. He fucked one final deep thrust and unloaded inside me. I could feel the pulsing of his cock in my pussy. He collapsed ontop of me. I laud my head against S's stomach and breathed heavily. I wore out the guy behind me, but i wanted more. My hole needed more.

Now, I know that this seems like some porn. Like something completely made up. But the only thing that Im making up is the names. And really im just using the first letters of their names. Some of thr details are hazy, because i had been drinking and doing Molly. But I'm relaying everything I can remember. And some of it, i dont think I'll ever be able forget. Two straight brothers and a gay couple we met at a bar all of us went back to party at one of the brother's house. From there, things escalated pretty quickly. One thing ked to another and Ive got one brother fingering some MDMA into my ass while the other brother has his crotch in my face. All while the couple is holding my ass open and jerking my cock as im bent over the couch. I was huffing and licking the pants covering my friends cock. I wanted it in my mouth so bad. I was willing to do anything to be filled full of cock. I was holding his ass and pressing him into my face. I started to fondly the zipper on his pants, and he stopped me. Then he crouched down in front of me so that his face was next to mine. He looked me in the eyes and said, not yet. I can't right now. I must've looked so sad, because he actually kissed me. And not a peck either. He opened his mouth and kissed me with tongue. Not for long, but long enough to really drive me fucking wild. Then he pulled back and smiled at me again. He whispered in my ear, "Fuck...thats a first." Then he stood up again. He vrabbed the back of my head and pressed my face back into his crotch. Then he laughed and said, "Hey M, lets do another shot...maybe another bump." I felt my hole go empty and M and S walked to the kitchen. I went to stand up so I could follow them, but i felt the couple hold me back down. Not rough, gently actually. But they weren't done with me. I felt the tongue back in my hole. Deeper this time. He was licking, tongue fucking and sucking my my hole. It felt so fucking good. His boyfriend looked at me and asked it if felt good. I let him know with a loud deep moan just how fucking pleasurable it was. I was in complete ecstacy. I looked at the boyfriend and said, fuck i wish i had some poppers. And the boyfriend laughed and pulled some out of his pocket. He passed them to me. And when he did, i asked him to stand in front of me. I wanted to huff poppers and suck his dick while his boyfriend ate my pussy. He lined up right in front if me. I took a long deep hit of poppers and then undid his pants. He wasnt wearing any underwear and his dick was only semi hard. Fucking MDMA makes that really tough. But it didnt stop me from trying. I sucked his entire length into my mouth. It was an average dick with an average girth. But it made it perfect to suck on whole my hole was being worked oved. I went to town on that cock. I was imagining S and M there watching me. I was hoping that they were. J wanted them to know just how good at sucking cock i was. I wantsd them to know whay I could do for them. I felt more fingers in my ass. Fingers, then tongue. Then sucking my hole. Then more fingers. I didnt know how many, but i could feel my hole being stretched and sucked and filled. It was incredible. I took another long deep hit of poppers. And continued trying to get his cock hard. It would start to, but then die down a bit. I asked him if he wanted to switch places with his boyfriend. And they did. I pulled the new dick out of his pants. His cock was very similar to his boyfriend's. Average thickness and girth. It tasted like it had been sitting in tight underwear all day. But that made me want it even more. I was in full piggy slut mode. I wanted dick so badly. I looked around for M and S. They were in the kitchen talking and laughing. I started to feel a little insecure, like I was doing something wrong. I wanted them to join us. I asked for the guys to stop for a sec so i could go hang out with the brothers. They did and we all went to the kitchen. We did another shot. And I asked why they left. He said that he couldn't get hard right now, and that he was still trying to wrap his head around everything. But that he was enjoying watching us go at it. I ask him if he really liked it or not, and he said yes. S actually asked if he could trying fingering me. So i said yes, and bent over the kitchen counter. They all continued to talk while S started to play with my hole. He started to slowly press his fingers inside me. He couldn't believe that I was able to take three fingers so easily. I was lightly moaning, letting S know how much I enjoyed it. Then I stood up and leaned back onto his chest while he still had his fingers in me. I whispered in his ear, quiet enough for only him to hear. "I want you to fuck me so bad." He looked around to make sure noone heard. They were still talking and laughing. He looked in my eyes, and i nodded. He smiled and gave me a nod in return. Then he whispered in my ear, "i cant get hard. And my brother is here." So i whispered back to follow me discreetly to the bathroom. I went there and waited for a while. Then after a few minutes, he walked into the bathroom too. I went right up to him and started kissing him. So deep. He had his arms around me and hands on my muscular ass. I reached down and put my hands in his pants and felt his cock. He kind of backed away for a second. Then he said, "Im sorry, ive never done anything like this." I assured him that I would be a good teacher and undid his pants and let them fall to the floor. He turned and locked the bathroom door. I dropped to my knees and sucked his cock into my mouth. It was semi hard, not fully hard. I slowly worked his cock in my mouth. I was precise and direct. I was putting pressure on it and i could feel it getting harder and harder in my mouth. I reached between his legs and with one hand i was playing with his balls ad the other hand i was gently pressing on his asshole. He spread his legs farther apart to give me more access to his hole he was moaning quietly, he didnt want his brother to discover us. I spat on my hand and started to jerk him off, while i sucked on my other fingers to wet them. Then i went back to sucking and started to slowly push my finger inside his hole. He started to relax and i could feel his hole open up for me. For someone who had never done anything like this, his hole eas opening up quite easily. I got my full middle finger inside him while sucking his now rock-hard cock. I stood up, very pleased with myself. I gave him a smile and kissed him deeply with tongue. He reciprocated and put his hands back on my ass. Spreading my cheeks apart. I could feel the cool air on my wet hole. His hard cock was around 8.5 inches, and pressing into my stomach while he pulled me close as he played with my ass cheecks. Then he span me around and pushed my forward by the back of my neck, getting me into position. Oh my god, I can't believe it was actually happening. I was actually going to feel this massive cock fucking my pussy. I wanted it for so long. I held my breath as he pushed inside me. He was big. He knew how to get it inside me. Slow and steady. Feeling my hole adjust to his girth and length. He was used to having to work that big cock into holes before, i could tell. He made it all the way to the base. He was very impressed. Letting me know with a long breathy, "Fuuuuuckkkk." I was proud of myself. I hadnt been fucked in a long time, and definitely not by a cocl as big as his. But i took it like a champ. He moved it slow and deliberately in and out of my hole. I could feel my hole stretching around his cock. No lube. Just spit and determination. All the way out and then all the way back in. I was in heaven. He sped up the pace. He was rocking my world. Fucking me. Like a pussy. He leaned forward and held me around my waist. Putting his chest against my back. He played with my chest like i had tits. He breathed heavily in my ear. It was sending me over the edge. I was about to have a full body anal orgasm. My skin was so sensative. I was outside of my body. It was fucking incredible. Then there was a knock at the door. "Hey guys just checking on you. You alright?" Fuck...i didnt want him to stop. But he did. He answered quickly. "Yeah, just talking." He was so cool with it. It didnt sound rushed or forced or anything. Just so chill. Hebleaned forward and kissed me, then pulled out and pulled his pants back up. I was still bottom naked and we opened the door. It was M, he gave us a look but didnt question anymore. We all went back to the kitchen to keep talking. I suggested that we do another line of Molly.

Once we got to S's place, he grabbed some glasses and poured more shots. M took out thr MDMA and started cutting up more lines for everyone. We all did a cheers and downed the shots. Then M rolled a bill and we each did a line of MDMA. S turned on some music, it was deep house music like what would be playing in an after hours club. It got my heart pumping and i started dancing in place. I couldnt stop my body from moving. Fuck, i was so high and feeling so good. S came up behind me and spanked me, then laughed loud again. I turned around and looked him in the eyes and told him that im really into getting spanked. "Really?" He said in an innocent boyish way. I told him i really loved to be spanked when im getting fucked from behind. And he kinda blushed, followed by that devilish look again. Then he spanked me again. Fuck...i really wanted him to fuvk me. I thought about how ibsaw his cock in the bathroom at the bar. Then I thought about how I also saw Ms fat cock. I closed my eyes and had a vision of the brothers spit roasting me. God damn. I wanted it so bad. I opened my eyes and looked around. I didnt see M, but i introduced myself to the two guys that came with us from the bar. I asked them how they knew S and they said that they just met at the bar. They did some blow with him in the bathroom and he invited them back to his place to keep partying. (i cant remember their names now.) I found out that they were gay and a couple. We talked a little bit more, and they asked if they could do another line of MDMA. I let them know that M had it, and I would go find it. So i went to S's bedroom to find M. I could hear the shower running, the bathroom door was open slightly so I knocked and pushed it open. M was in the shower. I spoke loud enough for him to hear me and asked if we could do another line. He said yes and got out of the shower. His wet naked body was fucking amazing. He was so fucking ripped, his body was perfection. Like an instagram model. I was kinda speechless for a second, and M noticed. He stood up and put his hands on his hips and smiled at me, his fat cock hanging between his legs. He said something like, "what are you looking at?" Or "Do you like what you see?" Or something equally as stupid. Then he grabbed his pants off the floor and pulled thr MDMA from the pocket and handed it to me. "Here you go. Go get some lines ready. I'll be right out." And i told him that I dont think I can do anymore because I dont think my nose can take it. He gave me a disappointed look and said that we're just getting started. Then i jokingly told him that before I never put it up my nose. And he laughed and ask if i only used to swallow it. I kind of jokingly told him that i love to swallow, but not MDMA. I usually put it up my ass. He looked very interested and laughed and said, "well...go put some lines out for them, then come back here and we'll put some up your ass." And continued to laugh. I wasnt sure if he was serious or not. But when I went out to the guys in the living room, i put two lines out for them, and they questioned why I only put put two, and I said that I was gonna have M put some in my ass. They gave eachother a look that said, "really?" But in an excited and curious way. I asked them if they wanna watch and they both nodded. I cut up their lines and one for S. They all tool turns doing theirs. And when we were sitting there, M came into the living room. One of the guys spoke up, "I thought you were gonna put a bump up his ass?" M laughed and said, "for sure!" He looked at me and said, "Pull down your pants." I let him know you cant just shove it in. I gotta get loosened up a bit first. And one of the guys said, "i can help you." And he stood up and walked over to me. My heart skipped a beat and I got very excited. I asked him how he wants to do that, he looked at his BF and then back at me. "I'll eat ur ass. Then M can finger it into you." Oh my god. I couldn't believe that was actually happening. I looked at M and he looked a little shocked, but he gave me a little head nod to let me know he was fine with it. So i gave him another nod back and i started to undo my belt, button and zipper and slowly pulled my pants down. I started to shake, i was so overcome with excitement. I folded my pants and put them on the back of the couch. I pulled at my dick to make it look normal. It was so shrunken from all thr MDMA that I had railed througout the night. I felt kinda embarrassed, but that feeling went away quickly. The guy reached out and took my hand. He guided me over to the couch where he and his boyfriend were sitting. I put my knees on the couch and bent over facing the kitchen with my head over the back of the couch. I took a deep breath in anticipation of the tongue on my hole. I looked at his boyfriend who was sitting next to me. And I ask him, "Are you sure you're good with this?" And he nodded at me. Just then his boyfriend burried his face in my hole. I dropped my head and let out a loud moan. When i lifted my head, S was standing right in front of me. He put his hand on my head and bent down and whispered in my ear, "You like that? Does it feel good?" I nodded and gave him an mmmhmmm. "Tell me what it feels like." He continued to whisper. I couldn't get words out. I just continued to moan as the tongue pushed its way into my hole, deeper and deeper. Then a long flat tongue licked away at my hole and it felt so fucking good. "Holy shit." I managed to say. "Fuck...you really do like it dont you." S kept whispering. It was driving me wild feeling the tongue in my pussy and S's moist hot breath in my ear. "Hahaha, damn." I heard M say from the other side of the room. I reached out and put my hand on the boyfriends shoulder sitting next to me. I looked over at him and he was smiling so big. "He's good isnt he?" He said to me. I just moaned again and nodded. The ass eater pulled his tongue out of my ass and replaced it with a finger...then two...as he was also jerking me off. It felt so fucking good. I hadnt done anything like this in so long. I had forgotten how fucking good it felt to be such a slut. The ass eater told M that my hole was prepped now and asked him to come over, which he did. He brought his finger to my mouth and stuck them in. I sucked them and made them wet. I heard him rustle in the bag of MDMA, then he asked if i was ready. "Fuck yeah I am!" "Ok cool," he said..."I cant believe Im doing this." And he laughed loudly again. "No one can ever know about this man." I just looked back at him over my shoulder and nodded. I was so rewdy to feel M push his fingers inside my hole. I wanted it so bad. I was already so fucking high and so fucking horny. I felt his finger press against my wet hole. More pressure on my pussy. i gasped. I could feel the grainy sensation of the MDMA on his finger. "Oh my fucking God." I said in an exhale. M started to massage his finger in and out, in and out of my hole. Then two fingers. Then three. He pushed all the way in. It stopped burning and stopped hurting. Now I just felt a warm whole feeling. It was intense and fucking hot. I grabbed S by the hips while his brother was fingering my hole. I pushed my face into his crotch. He smelled so fucking good. Musky and sweaty from him being at the bar and partying all night.i could feel the outline of his soft cock on my cheeck. It was starting to harden a bit. He put his hands on the back of my head. The boyfriend that was eatinf my ass now pulled my ass cheecks apart to give M more access, while his boyfriend next to me reached between my legs and jerked my cock. I still cant believe what happened there that night. My hole was being worked over by a long time friend while his brother my other long time friend was pushing his soft cock into my face. And two strsngers were helping to facilitate this whole scene...i wanted all their cocks so bad.

I know I'm kinda giving lota of background. But im still just trying to process everything that happened. These brothers have been my friends for years. I never would have imagined what happened last weekend. I was getting major vibes from these straight brothers. I usually am the one flirting with them, but tonight, it felt like they were the ones flirting with me. We left the gym and walked to yhe bar. It was just a few blocks away from the gym, so it wasnt a long walk. The air was cold and we walked kinda fast. We caught up with a couple of the people from the gym. Two girls and a guy. I didnt know them, but they knew M and S. They joked around and laughed with us. Let us know how much fun they were having at the party and that they were excited to get to the bar and that we would need to do more shots when we got there. By now, the lines of MDMA that we did were really kicking in. I was feeling so high. I did a few big lines pretty close together. I was feeling light headed and felt like i wasny able to walk straight. I grabbed S's arm and let him know how high i was feeling. He got close to me and put his arm around my waist and his hand on my hip. He let me know that it was totally fine, he would help me walk. But i would have to act sober when we got to the bar, otherwise the bouncer won't let me in. I could feel his thick thigh on mine while he pulled me close to balance me. He talked quietly into my ear. I could feel the warmth from his breath. I let my hand hang down to my side, which was grazing his inner thigh. I was dsngerously close to touching his cock. I wanted to so bad. But just when I was feeling bold enough to touch it, we arrived at the bar. He told me to stand up and act sober. So I did. We got past the bouncer and made our way into the bar. We went right to the bar and S ordered shots for all of us. Followed by another round of shots from M. Then I ordered us some another round. Things are a little hazy from here. I remember that we went to the bathroom together all three of us a few times. We all did more MDMA. I saw S's dick, and I remember it being longer but not as thick as M's. And one of the times in the bathroom with just M and me, i actually held it in my hand. The next thing I remember was the lights coming on at the bar. We had closed it down. I found S and told him I was gonna stay close to him. I'll need his help walking to his place. He let me know that M is gonna come with us and also another couple people from the bar. So we all made pur way back to S's place. On the way, we stopped back at the gym and grabbed a couple bottles of liquor that were left over from the party. Then we continued on to S's place. There were 5 of us in total. Me the brothers, and two guys from the bar. I dont remember if they were also from the gym. But I didn't recognize them from anyone that I knew. We had two bottles of liquor, sandwich bag of MDMA and i dont know how much coke. I dont remember much of the walk to S's place, but i do remember thinking that i really wanted to suck some dick. And I think i even told S that while we were walking.

The party started to wind down a bit. There were maybe 10 people left at the party. Everyone was hanging out in the kitchen area where the plate of coke was. There were a few lines cut and waiting on the counter. I kept eyeing them, I wanted to do a line so bad. It would wake me up after having eaten that edible. I was feeling sluggish and introverted and a little anxious. I kept playing back in my mind the smiles from M and S. Was I reading too much into it? I was getting a little paranoid. M came up behind me and put his hands on my shoulders and gave them a quick massage. He put his mouth next to my ear and whispered, "Hey...I've got something for you. Follow me." And he slinked off toward the bathrooms again. His walk was wobbly, he had definitely had too much blow and liquor. I snuck away from the group and made my way to the bathrooms. I saw M peaking out of one of the almost closed doors and I followed him in. Again he closed and locked the door. As soon as he locked the door he turned quickly with a big smile on his face. "Look what I found for you." He was holding a sandwich baggy with a brownish gray powder in it. There was a lot. "Woah man, I was only expecting a cap." I said to him in disbelief. But he just laughed. "I told you we were gonna party." He said with that same smile as before. "How do you want it? Want me to cut up some lines? That'll probably be the fastest way for it to kick it. That way you can be on our level." He dumped a small pile on the counter and pulled out a costco card from his wallet. He started crushing it and cutting it into lines. There were 8 very fat lines on the counter. I was starting to get the jitters. I haven't done any drugs in more than 2 years. I was very nervous. I didn't want to feel the shame of relapse. But i told M that I would do some with him if he got it. In an instant, i had a million thoughts in my mind all at once. Should I? Shouldn't I? What would it mean? Who would I have to tell after? Am I gonna end up back where I was? M passed me a rolled up $20 bill and i tool it. I let him know that I was nervous and scared. He put his hand on my chest to calm me down. He said, if I dont want yo do it, that he supports my decision. I let him know I really wanted to do it. But i was worried that I would end up doing the same shit I was doing before and i dont want to wind up back there. He looked at me in the eyes and told me that he understands, but if I do it, he would watch out for me and not let me make any bad decisions. And that if i feel like I am getting outta control, he would put an end to everything. I felt way better and my anxiety came way down. I toom the bill and bent down to the lines and in one long snort, i did a full fat line. It burned and lingered in my nose. My eyes started to water. I tapped on my nostril till the pain subsided. M patted me on the back and said, "Fuck yeah! Lets do it up!" We both laughed a bit and he took the bill from me and bent down and did the two fattest lines on the counter. He handed the bill back to me. I bent down and did another. Then there was a knock at the door. M asked who it was, and we heard S answer. "Its me man, open up." I unlocked the door and let S in. "Ho ho, what do we got goin' on in here?" S came bounding in happy and excited. He let us know that people were starting to leave, but that a couple people wanted to keep partying. They were bagging up the last of the blow and wanted to go to the bar that was down the street. "What is this? Mind if I have a line?" I let him know it was MDMA and said, "Sure," but he was already bent over doing one of the remaining lines. He stood up fast afterward and told us how bad it was burning. He passed the bill back to M and said he wanted another, but that he was gonna get everyone out. And asked if we wanted to go to the bar with them. M and I agreed, but after we finished the line. S left and we locked the door behind him. M grabbed my hips and moved me closer to the counter. "I hafta pee again." And i stepped away to let him pass. He let his crotch slide across my ass as he passed me. I was already starting to feel the effects of the M, even though it had only been about 10 minutes. Nothing too strong, but i mybface was feeling a little thingly and felt that slight lightness and euphoria. I jokingly mentioned to him that i felt his cock on my ass. He laughed and said, "You're dreaming." we both chuckled. He peed again, and again when he turned around his dick was still out in his hand. But this time, he didnt tuck it away. He definitely wanted me to see it. He shook it. I let him know hes got a good dick. And like a boy getting his first compliment he said, "Really? You think its nice?" He said it in full sincerity. "Yeah, man. Ive seen a few. Yours is nice. It looks fat. Thats important." "Its not very big. Chicks want big dicks." "Actually, girls don't want too big. They like fat dicks. And yours is pretty big man. It looks heavy." I said reassuringly. It actually was a nice dick, I wasnt just saying that. It was thick and veiny. He had been drinking and doing blow all night, and it still had some hang to it. "You need another line." He said. So i picked up the bill and did another one. Just then, S walked in and let us know that everyone had left. "Woah...we taking our dicks out?" He said and laughed loudly. I passed him the rolled bill. "Only if you want." And we laughed again. "Maybe after this?" He said as he smiled and gave me a look. M tucked his dick back into his pants as S did two lines. M grabbed thr bill from S and didnthe last line. "Lets get outta here." M said and we wiped down the counter to get rid of the remaining residue. S placed his hand on my lower ass again and said, "lets fucking party." He squeezed my ass. I kinda froze and he noticed, but he gently pushed my forward guiding me out of the bathroom and we made our way to the bar.

I rejoined everyone at the party. The two shots were doing their magic, and after a while so was the edible. It was pretty strong actually. M brought over a couple more shots, but i told him I couldn't and that I needed to drive home. He scoffed and told me that wasnt happening. That he wanted me to stay all night and party with him, since he never gets to get out of the house. Then he pulled S over and told him that I turned down shots. M told me to just stay the night at S's place. He lived only a few blocks from the gym. S looked at me a gave me a devilish smile. Then came over and said I had to do at least one more. And that I could definitely stay at his place, and that his wife and kid were out at her parents and not coming back till Christmas day. I was sold. M, S, and I all did another shot. I was feeling very warm and relaxed. The edible was kicking in and I was less nervous about being there and how I was going to get home. My guard was coming down a little bit and i was starting to laugh more and enjoy the party. Some of the girls from the gym were talking with me and telling me stories about some of the guys that we worked out with. One of them was telling the rest of the group about how big one of the guy's cock was because she had recently fucked him. One of the firefighters. He was 6'6" apparently his dick was actually proportionate to his size. Then she put her hands out to show a rough measurement of it. The other girls in the group were practically dripping wet. And very envious, even though they just laughed. But they all started to treat him a little differently. They were giggling around him and touching him a little more than before. I was definitely intrigued, but my mind was still on S and what had happened in the bathroom earlier. I kept playing it over in my mind. I comvinced myself that he was just drunk and high on coke and teasing me. Then S came up with two more shots. He handed one to me and leaned into my ear and asked if I was really gonna stay over at his place. I nodded and said, "If you're ok with that," he nodded in agreement and we did a cheers and knocked back the shot. And his hand found its way to my ass. Like actually on my ass. As he talked to the rest of the group. He acted as if he didnt realize it was on my ass. He was leaned in and talking to the whole group and noone noticed but me. I didnt stop him and i didn't bring anyone's attention to it either. His brother M came up to me, told me to come with him, grabbed my arm and pulled me away. We went back to the bathrooms and we went into the first free bathroom. He closed the door and locked it. Then lifted the toilet seat and pulled his dick out and started peeing while he was talking to me. Now, this isnt unusual. Ive been in this situation before. Drunk straight guys wanting to talk to me while they're peeing. I didnt actaully think anything of it. He was asking me how the party was. Telling me how happy he was that I made it and that I was actually drinking, because we havent drank together in so long. Then he turned around with his dick still out and in his hand. He noticed me look dowm at it while he tucked it back into his pants. I just said, "No undwear M?" He answered, "Never!" We both laughed. I was laughing in an awkward way, because I'd never actually seen M's dick before. I'd seen his ass many times. Very muscular, very round, and kinda fuzzy. But this was the first time that I'd actually seen his dick. It was thick and uncut. But his foreskin didnt fully cover the head of his dick. And it looked heavy. Then he asked if I was gonna keep partying with him and S back at S's place? I told him I didnt know that we were gon a party back at S's place, but that i was gonna head there for the night after the gym party finished. He then asked if I wanted to party with him and S. I said sure and said I didnt really party much anymore, but that Id be down to keep drinking. M then politely asked me if I wanted to party. He said that theres lots of blow if I wanted some. And to be honest, i really really wanted to. But i said I was good. But that if there was some MDMA i would do some of that. He went to the sink and started washing his hands. He looked at me in the mirror and said, "I can get some for you if you are serious." I was kinda shocked and a little excited. I answered, "I mean...yeah...I'll do some M." He smiled at me through the mirror. The same devilish smile his brother had given me earlier. He jusy said, "cool!" And left the bathroom. I followed him out. We went back to the alcohol and we did another shot. What was happening? I didnt really think they were in the same pervy place my mind was going. Honestly, it was so far away from anything I knew from these brothers. Ive been friends with them for years, and nothing has ever happened. So i just thought i was reading too much into things. They were just drunk and high and wanting to keep partying.

I hope everyone had an amazing Christmas weekend. Im back to work and still reeling from what happened a few days ago. For those of you who have read my stories before, you know I've had a rough patch a few years ago. Ive been through a long recovery after about a decade of partying hard and fucking and getting fucked by lots and lots of men. Ive been leading a much healthier life than I had been. I rarely drink and haven't done any drugs of any kind for at least two years, with the exception of a toke of weed every now and then when im not drinking at parties. Well, this holiday season has been kinda crazy. I haven't shared a story in a while, as Ive been trying to keep busy at work and stay on the straight and narrow. And to be honest, i still feel like I'm maintaining good health. Even though, some on my path would say that this last weekend i would have been considered to have fallen off the wagon, so to speak. It didnt start out that way. I got invited to my regular annual gym Christmas party. Nothing out of the ordinary. I am pretty up front with everyone at my gym that I dont party like I used to. And that im trying to live a healthier lifestyle. And thats how it started. As I was getting ready for the party, which would usually just be the core group of crossfitters, we're all pretty close and we all work out together pretty much everyday. The owners of the gym are two brothers, both very sexy. They have their wives and kids, who I know all very well. We've all been to each other's houses for dinner and all different occasions. And the brothers really supported me through my crazy time. Even during me coming out, they both stood by me and helped me through some very volatile times. They're really incredible guys. There are also A LOT of very sexy people that go to the gym. Many guys and girls that are high performing professionals, a couple firefighters, one cop, and a bunch of other finance guys. And ALL of them are in amazing physical condition. (I would definitely recommend to anyone thats looking to get in the best shape of their life, to join a crossfit gym.) But I digress... I was getting ready for the party. I showered, cleaned up, shaved, and douched...just in case i ended up wanting to go out afterward if the party was boring. I showed up to the party. Its held in the gym and its a bunch of familiar people. I arrived about an hour and a half after the start, so that I wouldnt have to have the awkward conversations with some of the people that I maybe didn't know. This way, they would be a little drunk, and I could just sneak in and hang out with my gym buddy crew. By the time I walked in, everyone was already VERY drunk. I didn't expect the party to be as rowdy as it was at this time. It was only 8:30pm. When i walked in, there were a few of my friends that saw me and came running up. Drunkenly telling me how excited they were that I was there and that they weren't sure if I was going to make it. Which, I assured them that I in fact did make it. I was handed two shots and instructed to take them right away, as I needed to catch up. So i quickly did both shots. Tequila, so it wasnt tough to do. But, as Im trying to be on my best behavior, and this kind of an environment can be a little triggering for me. I kept it at that. After a few minutes of chatting and laughing with the group that greeted me at the door. One of the brothers saw me, made his way over and gave me a tight hug. The hug lasted a little longer than it should have, but i didn't mind one bit. He is bigger than me. Im a pretty big guy. Im nearly 6'2" and weigh about 240lbs, but in his arms I feel small. I chalked up the lingering embrace to his being very very drunk. He was slurring a bit telling me that he's glad I came. Then he turned into the party and announce my arrival to everyone. He grabbed my arm and dragged me to the centre of a big group of people in the back of the gym. There was a kitchen sink, a fridge, and a long counter that stretched along the back wall. It was a make shift kitchen for the staff at the gym to be able to keep their food cold while they worked and wash their dishes afterward. But tonight, there was a big plate on the counter and people huddled around doing lines of what I would assume to be coke. The first brother who greeted me, we'll call him M, still had me by the arm. He brought me to his brother, we'll call him S to let him know I made it to the party. S, also grabbed me and pulled me in for a very tight hug. He also rubbed my back a little and let his hand slide down toward my ass. He left his hand resting on the top of my ass and lower back while he talked to me, practically resting his forehead on mine. He was so close to my face. He was telling me how glad he was I made it and that it wouldn't be a party if I wasnt there. His hand then slid onto my hips and he pulled me in again, practically grinding his dick into me. (I want to remind everyone that these brothers are both painfully straight. They are both very aware of how gay men want them, but they are always very respectfully rejecting advances. They are both married and both have kids. But their wives only let them out to party with gay guys, because they know that they are safe and not going to do anything that would jeopardize their marriages.) They also both know that I really dont do hard drugs, so when S saw me looking at the pile of coke on thr plate, he grabbed my face and made me look at him directly in the eyes and said, "No! I've got something else for you." He pulled me back out of the crowd and lead me to the bathrooms. The bathrooms were each individual rooms with a sink, toilet, and shower. We went in one and he closed the door and locked it. Then pulled out a little baggy with edible marijuana in it. He gave me one and said, if i wanted more just let him know. Then, the strangest thing happened. He told me to open my mouth. So i did. Then he put the jelly candy in my mouth with his index finger and thumb. Then pushed the candy to the back of my mouth with his index and middle fingers. It was incredibly erotic... out of nowhere. We just stared into eachother eyes while he did it. I closed my mouth around his fingers and sucked on them while he slowly pulled his fingers from my mouth. My heart was racing. I didnt expect that. And didnt know how to react. He smiled and let out a big laugh. Then leaned in and kissed me on the mouth and whispered, "You're a fucking dirty boy." Then he turned around and left the bathroom. What the fuck just happened?? I stood there, absoultely stunned. S, was so fucking hot. I had always fantasized about him and flirted with him. But he never gave any impression that this would ever happen. I'm friends with his wife. Ive babysat his kid. Im friends with his sister. I swallowed hard and then took a drink from the bathroom sink faucet, then left the bathroom and joined the party.

Thanks man! Do you know of any sites that are similar to Satyr, where they interview guys and then stretch and fuck their holes?

I remember watching Satyr videos a while back and they did a series where seemingly straight guys were paid ro get their holes stretched. First by fingers, then smaller toys, then worked their way up to cocks and then big toys. I was wondering if anyone else likes these videos and if anyone knows where i can find more. I love the feeling of getting my hole stretched. Its been a fantasy of mine to find an older guy who does that to me. Take their time to stretch out my hole with increasingly bigger and bigger toys.

This is a huge fantasy of mine. Stumbled across this thread. Anyone know where i can find real vids?