I was 40 the first time I sucked a cock. I had not even seriously considered it before that, but I did dabble in wearing panties and pantyhose until later graduating to garters and thigh high stockings. I just liked the feel of the material and the look of it while I was wearing them. I had become interested right around the time I became a teen and found my mom and sisters panty drawers. I would grab a couple of items and sneak them in to the bathroom to try them on. I eventually had a couple of items of my own and would put them on when I wasn't in a relationship with a girlfriend. When I did have a girlfriend I would occasional put on her stuff when she wasn't around. After a breakup with a long term live in girlfriend, I went back to wearing panties and thigh highs more frequently and eventually ended up in a IRL chat room called Forced Feminization. I started having Dom men in the room private chat me to exchange sex chat. They started asking me to give them a blowjob (descriptive chat wise) At first I was taken aback by this and was unsure, but thought I would see if I could do it and get the guys excited by my words describing how I would get them off with my mouth. I surprised myself by being good at it. I was chatting with a Dom guy one day and giving him a chat blow job and after he asked me if I got together with guys in real life. I told him I had never been with a guy in real life and he was surprised by this as I must have seemed like I knew what I was doing in my chat description. So he asked, you have never had a real cock in your mouth? I said not I had not and had not really considered doing it in real life. He then said something that started me down my path of sucking cock for real. He said you will never forget the moment your lips and tongue first touch the spongy tip of a man's cock and then you feel the silky but hard shaft of the cock in your mouth, there is nothing like it! I was a little shaken by these words and it is something that kept coming back to my mind, until I finally decided to seek out the opportunity to try it for real. I finally tried with my first cock when I was 40 years old, after over 39 years of being a completely straight man with no thoughts of doing something sexual with another man, but the guy was right you will never forget the first time that other mans cock touches your lips and slides into your mouth. I have sucked over 60 cocks since then, but have no romantic attachments or feelings for men. I know this sometimes starts up a lot of discussions but I would consider myself a straight cocksucker.
